My Brain: Blease,,,,im Begging You....just Read A Book,,,.,a Real Book PLEASE

finding a new, fine as fuck, fictional murderer to obsess over:

finding an edit of that murderer to literally any deftones song:

please can you make you lose your virginity with Kawata Souya

The First Time // Kawata Souya "Angry" x fem. bodied! reader

genre: mdni fluff

warnings: 18+, use of protection, mentions of overstimulation (because we love a good responsible couple), established relationship

A.N: kinda weird cause I've never written a smut fic, needed to make it cheesy because yeah 💅🏼 hope you enjoy it! Likes and reblogs are deeply appreciated, reposts are not allowed!

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It wasn't the first time you felt like this with someone, but it was definitely the first time you did something like this with someone.

A few caresses and innocent kisses soon turned into more passionate strokes and a hot makeout. he grabed parts of your body with such an intention that those feelings transmitted to you, making you ache for more.

He was quick to start taking off his clothes and yours, asking permission first. he dived into your neck, almost leaving hickies. you wanted more and more, desire clouded your mind and before you could do anything your pants were out of the way. he was already naked when you realized what was happening and you were about to be exactly like him, you didn't even realize you were the one taking off your panties, leaving from doing such action, insecureness started wandering in your mind. he noticed it by the way your face didn't look like it did moments ago, so he stopped and asked again "are you sure you want to do this? we can stop whenever you want to, love", to which you responded hesitantly "nono its okay, its just that I'm a little scared". he opened your legs carefully and said "don't worry, I'll make sure you feel in heaven", you nodded feeling more secure.

He kissed your lower stomach, as if he was asking permission to enter, he reached your panties and pulled them down reavealing your wet area, nothing to feel embarrased about but still it was the first time somebody looked at you the way Souya did, how his face showed nothing than pure adoration. he wasn't wearing his usual angry face, was more joyous. it felt right.

He looked up at you trying to look for discomfort, nothing of that, and proceeded to connect his lips to you, giving kisses to your thighs and near your core. you were enjoying yourself, it felt even better than what you had imagined.

Souya was just as experienced as you, inside he felt more than nervous, but seeing your face of pleasure made him aware of how much you were enjoying it.

Breathy moans coming out of your mouth, you were feeling butterflies in your stomach, no, more than that, you felt pure ecstasy building up inside you, you weren't thinking straight, only about Souya and his rhythmic tongue, not paying attention to how your hands attached to blue locks and how your hips were moving by their own, it was like a race for something you couldn't describe. A race you did win, for seconds you were in the clouds, words weren't enough for whatever you were feeling, you just knew it was something satisfying. Coming to your senses, you gazed down at the angry boy, remembering he was the one to cause this new thing. he seemed to enjoy himself also, palming his length, something you didn't even noticed.

He climbed up to your mouth kissing you while trying to reach protection, you tasted yourself, it was like nothing and everything at the same time, but condoms were more important, so, you incorporated yourself so that you could grab the box and what it contained, pulling one out.

You sat, now side to side to your lover, he looked at you with pink covering his cheeks, as if he didn't just made you cum, nerves covering hid words "a-are you sure? I-I...", "don't worry, I'll make sure you feel in heaven" you said, with a confident grin.

You opened the condom carefully with your hands and placed it in the correct site. you placed your hands in Souya's cheeks, admiring his pretty eyes. you accomodated yourself on top of the man, hiding your face in his neck, looking for support. he grabbed your waist and you sat, introducing him inside you slowly, a gasp escaped your mouth because of the stretch, nothing you couldn't handle. naturally, Souya moaned at the sensation of your walls wrapping around him and held you closer to his chest. everything was quiet for a moment, just two people connecting in more than an emotional way.

You moved slowly, getting used to the new sensation. Souya was pure red, lots of gasps escaping his lips. you silenced him, kissing him just as slowly as your pace. heat again building up inside both of you, sweat dripping from both of your bodies, the room was sudenly starting to be hotter and noisy.

The blue haired boy clutched your hips a little harder, moving you up and down, taking the lead. obediently doing so, noises of pure pleasure escaped your lips leaving Souya wanting more.

Harder and faster, everything was turning blurry again, only thing occupying your mind was lust and the need to reach your end. he was no different than you, higher notes could be heard from his throat, pure desire.

More and more and more, you wanted more. needed more. and you got what you finally wanted. the final cherry to top everything up, complete in all the extense of the word. he, on the other hand, was more quick than you, reaching his climax before you, still enjoying the overstimulation given by your pussy.

It wasn't the first time you felt like this with someone, but it definitely wouldn't be the last time, after all, you had finally found the right person you decided to be deflowered by, the right person who had the same pure intention to discover new feelings as you, the person who was more than interested in sexual desire, more like mutual desire, and, the person that could resonate with you in the best form, Kawata Souya.

the piercings 💀😭 okay aki we get it.

thinking thinking thinking

match up request: hihi!! im not sure if your match-ups are still open but if not feel free to ignore this! My name's Ink(not really my name but i just like the word ink soo) my mbti is ENTP ennegram 7w6 and im a scorpio i dont rlly know about my uhh the other zodiac thingies(*°∀°)=3 appearance???I am 160cm tall! my hair is like Venti's/Lumine's(genshin im srry if you dont play (◞ ‸ ◟ㆀ)) but it's only black ohh did i mention that im pan and (any pronouns) nonbinary?? also the things i like to do?? i like tooooo draw,play games,read manga and watch anime sometimes i like to play piano,as for the things i dislike! the only things i dislike are bugs‼️ any type of bugs theyre all so icky for me. what i look for in someone/relationship? im not really sure myself (*´∇`) but someone who's fun to be around with the type who knows when its time to joke around and when it isn't or someone really caring and gentle. i think i have to say some stuff for what my personality is or smth?? I space out alot my ways of coping with things is humor٩( ᐛ )( ᐖ )۶ i can get annoyed pretty easily but i won't really show it uhh idk i think thats it?? i cant really think if anything else. ANYWAYS thats all thank youu ꉂ(ˊᗜˋ*)♡ (apologies if some just dont make sense)

I match you with...

¡! Ryuguji Ken [Draken] ¡!

why?

he is your balance, your stability and security, he keeps you in reality and you keep him more laid back, you bring out what you lack and that is the besg for you two

general headcanons :

¡! SFW ¡!

you met at his bike store.

you were looking for a shelter because of the heavy rain, all of your clothes were wet and maybe you were soon to catch a cold, a door of a store was open with a person standing there trying to close it, you ran towards him trying to not slip in the way, he saw you and let you enter, no words exchanged until he asked if you wanted something, lending you a towel and a jacket for you to get a bit warm again, hours passed by and you left after the rain stopped, leaving behind your jacket and taking with you the jacket he gave you, without noticing you had the wrong one.

days later you came again to the shop and exchanged numbers with him, somehow it was easy to mantain a conversation with a total stranger.

and since then you have been talking, a serious man in the outside but a total sweetheart in the inside

on your last unofficial date you went to a fancy restaurant, he confessed when he left you at your door entrance, giving you a passionate kiss when you said you reciprocated him, and left to his place a blushing mess.

a long lasting relationship for sure, if you wanna get married and have kids then he is the one for you

but if you don't then he all in too, as long as he is by your side he'll be very happy ^^

with love, for: anon ♡

I hope you enjoy your domesticity with this man, he will be the best for sure

anon who requested the match up, please could you tell me if you want 18+? 😚

In love with this man is a statement.

back with the jean posts for you guys

breath, love // rindou x g.n! reader

genre — hurt / comfort

warnings — breakdowns, crisis, implied panic attack

wc — 578

request — Hii ! I go by J , i saw your requests are open so i tought i might try to request . I apologise if my request mde you uncomfortable in any way or if it doesn't make sense- Could i request a hurt/comfort scenario/headcanons ( whatever ur more comfy with ) with eighter Sanzu or/and Rindo ? Ive been pretty overwhelmed lately because i have extra classes and my grades are rlly bad- Im allways exhausted and i can barely get any sleep or even eat . So maybe the character comforting the reader after they break down because they feel like they're not good enough and because their parents r putting a lot of pressure on them ? Again i apologise if i made any spelling mistakes or if what i wrote dosent make any sense ! Feel free to ignore my request if it makes you unconfortable or if you dont want to wirte it !Thank you and have a great day/night !

A.N — Im so sorry for not posting this earlier J, I was going through something similar and honestly I didn't have a mind for anything, hope you are better and lots of light and love to you <3 (I don't write for Sanzu, excuses in advance)

he came in the afternoon, closing the front door of you house, heading straight to your room. he was late and he knew it, everything he wanted was to be with you but business came accross and he could not ignore it.

sobbing could be heard feet away from your door, panic started to arise in his body and when he open the door he almost cried, the sight of you shattered his soul in pieces, your eyes were puffy, your lips and nose were red from crying, tears streaming down your face uncontrolably, you were holding your chest, sign that you were having problems breathing. he almost froze in that moment but you were more important, he inmediately went to you, holding you in his arms, he started counting from 1 to 5, trying to get you to follow him.

you felt somewhat ashamed of your state, this had happened to you a few times before but never in front of someone else, and you didn't want rindou to find you in that state, vulnerability is difficult to show, you were a mess, a 'controled mess' as you liked to say, it wasn't necessary for him to see you in this position you thought, everything was under control you thought, but you couldn't be more wrong.

incoherent words came out of you plus the fact you couldn't properly breath. you followed his direction, his voice was calming and soothing, his arms held you closely to his body, providing warmth to your fragile body.

once you calmed down, he gave you a hug, waiting for you to talk, he wasn't good with words so he waited, and waited, and he would always wait, only when you were ready you said to him how school was hard and your parents were crushing you, how the pressure was too much to bare, how everything accumulated, how many sleepless nights you had, how complicated things were turning out, how you really felt. tears and tears flooded and you were tired of holding them back. rindou tave you a space and time to let it all out, he gave you security to be you, with everything it camed with.

he was so assuring even if he didn't say anything, he just watched and contemplated with empathy, your body acted on its own hugging him so tightly you could swear he was uncomfortable, but nothing of the matter. he palmed your back very gently and said "breathe, love, this that you feel is valid, you are valid. take a break on everything and focus on yourself, and never forget to breath" giving you a kiss on the forehead. it seemed like he was crying too but who wdre you to judge, you didn't care about that, you couldn't even think straight anymore, a wave of emotions and thoughts cane out of you harshly, not giving you time to analyze your situation, tears replaced words.

it was one of your most intimate moments, just you two being vulnerable and opening up to each other, trust building up and love florishing from the bottom of your hearts.

rindou never saw you as weak, never doubted your needs and actions, he was very certain that this was what you needed, him.

maybe he came late to you, maybe he should have noticed before, but you where with him in that instant and that's what mattered the most.

♌︎ Sano Shinichiro ♌︎

— 23 candles // g.n! reader

— with a very enamoured s/o // g.n! reader

— his ideal type // f! reader

— I'll settle for them // g.n! reader

Hcs for itachi with a s/o with ptsd who needs a lot of time to allow physical touching? 😞

i think this is a fantastic prompt, particularly for ita. thank you for this.

warnings: light mentions of a less than happy past relationship, but absolutely nothing graphic.

breathe {itachi uchiha hc}

You had been hurt in the past by people you cared about. Most importantly you had been hurt by the one person who had vowed to you nothing but protection.

In your youth, you had been blinded into marriage, smoke and mirrors, charisma, hope.

Everything fantastical about your relationship had been a lie and in its place, you experienced nothing but selfishness, a cold building you had once called home.

It hadn’t been something you talked about when you first met Itachi, even a year later and it was something you were still working on with yourself, let alone being able to verbalize all that pain to a new person, a new lover.

Itachi was patient with you, never prying about your past and only taking the knowledge he had heard from rumors with a grain of salt. The only information he cared about was what you told him.

When Itachi had expressed being interested in a potential courtship, be pledged that any physical aspects of that relationship would be up to your discretion.

It had been surprising to say the least. All other men who had been interested in you were dead set on just a few things.

You both started small: hand holding and linked arms in public. This was where you felt safest showing off your affection. The more eyes the better.

“Simply being next to you brings me so much joy, my love. If only I could make you feel that same joy.”

Itachi’s words hit you hard. Little did he know, he was slowly chipping away at your walls.

A few weeks later Itachi had been brave enough to ask you if he could kiss you as he dropped you off at your home after a date. It was a strange thing to be asked and there was definitely a bit of an awkward pause before you nodded and then finally felt his lips gently against yours.

Kissing this man for the first time brought back something inside of you that you hadn’t even realized you were missing.

Broken pieces slowly began to find their place again inside of your heart. And all it took was a few weeks and an innocent kiss.

Soon after that you became more comfortable spending quality time together alone. Normally this meant you would spend the night at Itachi’s which consisted of him making you dinner until you both retired to his bedroom.

It was awkward at first, the Uchiha was unsure if you would be okay sharing a bed, and you were very much unsure yourself. But the moment you felt his arms around you, all of that worry disappeared.

His touch is so gentle and so delicate, he’s very obviously afraid of hurting you.

“I wouldn’t dare cause you any pain on purpose, my love. I couldn’t live with myself. You’re much too precious to me.”

It’s the third night that you spend the night that Itachi tells you that he loves you. You return the sentiment, kissing him a little more desperately than you had before.

A few weeks before your planned wedding and you confess to Itachi that you’re ready to move on to the next step of your physical relationship.

The kissing and cuddling had become much more desperate and lustful as the weeks dragged on.

Itachi’s hands would travel your body above you clothing. You could tell he wanted more, and it didn’t take you much longer to want the same.

He has a long conversation with you about it, of course.

“I don’t want you to do this with me just for my own satisfaction… Your pleasure is what I’m concerned with the most. I need you to be ready as well.”

You shut him up with a less than innocent kiss.