werewolf—
there are many words for transformation / metamorphosis metaphor / medication / go to sleep / beside the man you love & wake up next to a dog / maybe the moon brought it out of him hound hungry for blood / maybe it’s your fault / or maybe it was there inside him / howling all along
— Sam Sax, from “Bestiary,” A Guide to Undressing Your Monsters
“I solemnly swear that I am up to no good”
At this point I’m just using my page as a dump site for all the art I make to cope with sad feelings
"I know someday you'll have a beautiful life
I know you'll be a star
In somebody else's sky
But why
Why
Why can't it be
Oh can't it be mine?"
I was listening to Pearl Jam again and...
loves classic literature
always takes a book with him wherever he goes
a lot more sensitive than he lets on
sticks little notes into his books
and they’re filled with wonderful, witty metaphors explaining his thinking and also fabulous insights, not just about the stories themselves, but also the nature of reading and writing
black tea fanatic
has a “secret” diary and writes every moment he has with sirius in it bc he wants to remember all of it. first date, first surprise, first trip together, first anniversary etc. he writes down all of it and doesn’t miss any parts
the quietest marauder, but he’s also the one with the quickest, wittiest remarks and comebacks
muggle books. so many of them. in drawers, underneath his bed. he loves the way muggles describe everything with so much beauty and depth
favorite holiday is christmas and he’s the best at giving gifts bc really listens and takes into consideration what would make the ones he loves smile
issues with anxiety and depression
soft spot for lily (platonic soulmates)
makes all his bookmarks by himself and each one is individual
sirius going to azkaban, the “betrayal” of james and lily was soul shattering for him. he spents months remembering everything sirius said to him and wondered if it all been an act. the hugs, the compassion, the kisses and the love
libraries and bookstores are his safe haven and bring him comfort
Lazy days
Dmm just thinking about how exile by Taylor Swift are Sirius and Remus most inner thoughts/feelings, when Sirius was in Azkaban after thinking Remus was the spy. 😓✋
Sirius: Who the fuck ate all my chocolate frogs? I WILL KI-
Remus: I did.
Sirius: Kiss you and ask if you want more, love.
I got myself a copy of The Secret History bc i only read the eBook once, thought the story was really captivating and i loved it so much.
I’ve also been a Henry Winter apologist since i read it. He could push me off a ravine and i would be fine with it.
𝐬𝐚𝐟𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐚𝐜𝐞, 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐥𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐚 | 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐫 | 𝐬𝐡𝐞/𝐡𝐞𝐫 | 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐩 | 𝐰𝐨𝐥𝐟𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫 | 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐞𝐫𝐚 | 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 | 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐚𝐜𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐚𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐲 ☽
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