I Am So Angry, Frustrated And Disappointed.
I am so angry, frustrated and disappointed.
Today, 14th February, was Ivan's Adoption Day but almost nobody pay attention to this fact because everyone was too busy analyzing the Wiege-video.
Why the hell Alnst-team decided to realize this video TODAY of all days??? Why? Couldn't they post it the last Friday, the next Friday or more better - in January?! Couldn't they just do this instead of realizing this cursed video on Ivan's Adoption Day??
Hpm..the answer is simple. THEY COULD DO IT! ...BUT CONSCIOUSLY DECIDED TO NOT.
Why? Probably so that the pain from the events in this video as well as the pain from the sad official art they posted about Ivan's Adoption Day, would successfully matches the depressing and tragic team of the whole series [ after all, in this world, there is not such thing as happiness for the humans, right ] ...
Yes, it matched it perfectly 👌
But guess what - with this act, they literally made fun of Ivan, his honor, his Adoption's Day, his character, his everything!
Instead of posting content only related and focused on Ivan or not posting anything but just a single birthday-picture of him like they did with Mizi, Hyuna, Sua and Luka's birthday, they decided to realize the long awaited Wiege-video, knowing fully well that the fandom will burst in sadness and analytical hell literally in the first second after watching it, completely forgetting about anything else, including Ivan's Adoption...
How can I not be frustrated and disappointed from this fact?? HOW?!?
My favorite character, who literally sacrifice himself, so that his only savior, his god, his one and only love [ Till ] would continue live....The emotionally detached boy who tried desperately all his life to understand others and their emotions, so that he can fit in with them...The sad little boy who died, knowing that he had never felt or been loved by anyone [ including Till ]....The lonely boy who had never been understood by anyone around him... The boy who had never ever had even a birthday party because he DIDN'T KNOW THE EXACT DAY WHEN HE WAS BORN...
HE, of all people, was ignored, and because of that, also mocked on his only special kind of day in his whole life - his adoption's day!
Damn it, characters like Sangwoo and Haeyoung, for example, who do much worse things than what Ivan did in r6, receive a normal kind of special birthday treatment from their fanbase!
... So, how exactly can I not be angry, frustrated, and disappointed by the Alnst-team?? Like the pain from the story already wasn't enough? Or the pain from r6 and Ivan's unrequited love for Till? Or the pain from r7, when we found out that Till also died only a few hours after Ivan, without having time to proceed and realized WHY Ivan did what he did in r6 and also making Ivan's sacrifice completely meaningless??
Thank you, Alnst-team. You successfully made sure that the whole Alnst-fandom won't be interested in Ivan on his only kind of special day..🙂
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