How Losing And Gaining The Same 5lbs Again Feels

I wish more people knew eds are not just about starving. I ate fried chicken my mom bought yesterday night after not eating all day at work, and I’m still feeling guilty about it 24 hours later. It is the guilt of everything that is killing me. We feel like a failure even though we’re actively going against our bodies’ instincts.

pins by claudine

“Maintaining is better than gaining!”

I say as I roll back and forth in my padded cell

i love being cold. even if it clearly doesnt mean im super small and frail it feels validating. like an empty stomach except i need a blanket.

Palestinians talking about watching our people be crushed to death and ripped limb from limb is actually not the moment for you to poke your head in and go “actually I’ve seen worse 🤓☝️”. Evil and vile

Losing weight is becoming less and less about being attractive and more and more about being so small that people don't notice me anymore. Their eyes just slide over me as if I'm not even there. That's what I want. I can't stand being perceived.

“you attract what you fear” ahhhh bmi 16 i’m so scared oh noooo ahh

real

“A car cant run without fuel!” Am i the size of a car to u bcs i PROMISE i dont need allat fuel

palestine signs at seoul pride