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Love

Dazai x Reader (Tw: Toxic relationship, forcing feelings onto another, just a bad relationship)

Love. Everyone wants to be loved, right? You were not different, you wanted to be loved, just not by him. Not the way he loved you.

His love was different from what you had been told love was meant to be. Not a single moment did you have to yourself for he followed you wherever you went like your shadow.

You were aware of how he felt for he confessed his love for you every waking moment yet such grand gestures you disliked.

Love was meant to be gentle and slow; he was anything but, you felt that you almost had an obligation to return his feelings with the way he forced them upon you with such passion.

Love was meant to be giving the other freedom knowing that you could trust them. Freedom was a foreign concept in your relationship as he intruded into your other friendships consistently.

Never did he leave you to your own devices constantly impeding upon your tasks with his pointless confessions of love. Never did he ask if this is what you wanted or if you had loved him back, he just assumed the reciprocation of his feelings.

Brown eyes you had once found beautiful, you now found their gaze to be alarming and uncomfortable. His love was obsessive, you were the thief of a heart you never meant to steal and did not know how to give it back.

For Dazai Osamu you were a breath of fresh air, and personally you had never felt more suffocated.

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I will not write or respond to requests with certain kinks. Scat, piss, blood play, knife play,,, Most harder kinks I will clarify on any others that I will not write later on.

I will not write incest or pseudo incest.

I might write certain characters as yanderes but not all.

I’ll write/talk about mostly domming characters but don’t mind occasionally thirsting for a sub reader thirst.

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FANDOMS

BNHA (I will not write for Mineta, Endeavor, All Might, Present Mic, Vlad King, Spinner, Kurogiri, will clarify on anyone I’ve forgotten if a thirst on them is received)

JJK (I will not write for Panda and I haven’t read the manga so I won’t write for anyone that only appears in it)

Haikyuu (I will not write for Kiyoko or Yachi it just doesn’t sit right)

Cinderella Phenomenon (I will not write for Parfait, King Genero, Ophelia)

Seduce me the Otome (I will not write for any of the generals ESPECIALLY RABBIT)

Bungou Stray Dogs (I’ve only watched season one and I will not write thirsts for characters like Kyoka or the sort I will clarify when seen)

Twisted Wonderland! (Won’t write for the teachers or head master I don’t like him”

Fandoms will expand and shrink as time goes on.

Katsuki Bakugou is most definitely into praise but like in the most degrading way. Hit him with a “who’s my good little slut?” And he’s in SHAMBLES.

This is not a topic that’s up for debate deal with it✋

Random BNHA HeadCannons!

Izuku wet the bed until he was 9

Ochako takes all the perfume samples from the mall and stores

Momo does not understand texting slang at all and types very formally. She signs her name at the end of every text.

Shoto can’t ride a bike.

Denki has large amounts of trash under his bed and probably unknown substances to man.

Katsuki sometimes snorts when he laughs really hard.

Sero enjoys listening to people talk about what they like and people vent minor things to him.

Tsu needs help brushing her long hair.

Shinso has narcolepsy and falls asleep around campus sometimes.

Jiro’s room is soundproof so she can play her instruments.

Koda spends a lot of time in the school gardens tending to the flowers and talking to the birds.

When your friend or ex-friend now says they don’t wanna be friends anymore because they find you too talkative and annoying

But you have to pretend you’re not gonna cry when she doesn’t sit next to you in your first class and you think she blocked you

Cough cough DABI cough cough gosh I must be sick😷

i love stories about betrayal i love depravity i love tragedy i love miscommunication i love backstabbing i love when characters encourage each other to be worse i love dysfunctional partners i love misfits & i love it most of all when they are bisexual

Currently require shoto todoroki’s dick in my mouth rn

Just a weird craving

When your professor gives a creative writing assignment so you clean up and make one of your Atsushis fics sound nice remove some names and submit it

She’ll never know it was a fan fiction😍

When you start reading a BL and get emotional invested in their relationship.

How sad can I get😭

Toxic Dazai head canon

He definitely gets suffocating to be around when he has a crush on someone.