Naps On The Subway

just got called back for one of my dream roles! stay tuned 🤞

my fame dr discography p1 ✨

haven’t posted abt shifting in a while but here i am!!

FIRST ALBUM: lovebomb

very very thought daughter sad hours.

track 1: snow angel, renee rapp

track 2: teenage dream, olivia rodrigo

track 3: lacy, olivia rodrigo

track 4/single: casual, chappell roan

track 5/mv: people watching, conan gray

track 6/title track: lovebomb, nessa barrett

track 7: kaleidoscope, chappell roan

track 8: dying on the inside, nessa barrett

track 9: illicit affairs, taylor swift

track 10: logical, olivia rodrigo

track 11: tolerate it, taylor swift

please read!!!

hi! i am changing my blog’s focus quite a bit. most notably, this will not be a shifting blog anymore. if u r following me, please check if i’ve unfollowed you so you can unfollow me if you want! i don’t want to get blocked :(

i want a love like i’ve seen in the movies, that’s why i’ll never fall in love

pairing: valgrace (leo valdez x jason grace)

summary: jason is dead. leo writes letters to him to cope.

word count: 418 (oof)

a/n: GUESS WHO FINALLY GOT HER ACT TOGETHER!!!!!! title from ‘like the movies’ by laufey, relates to nothing i just thought it was cute lmao. wrote this at 2am while severely dehydrated and sleep deprived. i did not check, but hopefully the spelling is ok. enjoy!!!!

(dividers by @plutism)

jason,

you’ll never get this. trust me, i know it. you’re gone.

piper says you wrote letters to me when I was gone. gods, why would you write letters? you’re you were dyslexic, you idiot! i’m barely writing right now. this is hard.

i never found the ones you wrote when we were going through your stuff. i wish i did. maybe it could’ve given me some closure, i guess. i hold on to every part of you i can find. your clothes smell less like you every day. the flowers i put at your grave the first day are starting to wilt. 

i still can’t believe it; we were done, out of the woods.(will has been forcing me to listen to taylor swift to try and cheer me up. it’s torture.) now, you’re gone. what’s the point of anything at this point? nothing feels real. one day, i’ll go to elysium. see you again. hopefully. the judges better grant me that mercy. i’ve lived a shit life. i deserve a happy ending. at least, i think i do.

i would go to a therapist, but… i don’t think that would be good for me right now. too much thinking. i usually try not to think. instead, my therapy is building stuff in bunker nine. i’ve been looking at spheres. they can do so much! i almost lasered off my whole arm the other day and but it’s whatever, you don’t want to hear me ramble right now.

i’m reading more, too. you would always get on me about that. well, fake you, at the wilderness school. you were always so righteous. i guess real you was too busy saving the world to annoy me about my reading habits. anyways, i asked annabeth for recommendations. BAD IDEA. now she’s forcing me to read all the “classics”! it’s a nightmare. but some of them are okay, like jane austen. did you know she was a baddie? because she is. but i was reading the canterville ghost, by oscar wilde. there was one line that made me think, which i don’t do much, clearly.

“death must be so beautiful. to lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one’s head, and listen to silence. to have no yesterday, and no tomorrow. to forget time, to forget life, to be at peace.”

i know most of this is wrong. they don’t have any silence in elysium! but for what it’s worth, i hope you’re at peace. you deserve that, after everything.

i miss you.

leo

end note: ANYWAYSSSSSS

i am planning to make a prequel of one of jason’s letters eventually. i rlly hope you liked it! i’ll link it here when it’s done. lmk if you want to be added to the taglist!

GENERAL TAGLIST: @illneverforget365

VALGRACE TAGLIST: n/a

EEEEE PJO SHIFTER!! HAVE U READ THE BOOKS??

YES OFC!!!!!!!! literally in love with them 😍

thank you for blessing us pookie 🙏😍

made some more of these for more of my movies (teen fame dr)

in order (top to bottom)

coraline (live action 2021)

barbie (live action 2023)

moana (live action 2026)

sorry i can't actually stop thinking or posting about auggy they just have that effect (and also some twitter memes!)

ughhhhhhhh

morning after opening night of a show is so cray honestly

Taylor Swift, Cold As You