“It may be the wrong decision, but fuck it, it’s mine.”
— Mark Z. Danielewski
"Potato... Potato. My little baby Potato. [whistles] My Potato, my Potato. My little buddy Potato... What a big boy. Yeah... That's my buddy."
forevah crush
like if you save
cant wait to live alone in just a few weeks. this whole June will be busy for me moving, running personal errands and other shits. been waiting for this my entire life and now that i will step on it, my heart wants to pop bc of fulfillments from what i manifested before little by little. its hard to look on bright sides that im still finding for my authentic self, and now that im kinda found it and still finding it, i rlly want to become emotional, but tnx to some friends that im having deep talks to.
i just noticed since pandemic started that i havent cried nor felt a genuine hug, but i think this is a development for me to not to let my emotions fall to anything and im grateful for that not because im a hard as stone / cold as ice.
i felt so pressured to my friends that they are pushing me to date, to the point that they want me to meet people to have a casual date. but i want is to just talk to them for a little while before i go to meet them. im not the micah anymore that i makeout ppl at the club when our eyes contacted, not the breezy micah anymore punching lines and doesnt mean anything to me. became isfj since pandemic and im super grateful for that or idk if im just getting older or i just want something real if i date again. idrk tbh, tho i dont mind to be rich tita and alone jk (fuck my attachment issues)
im still happy despite of downs from the other part of my life. it overwhelms more what i manifested. once i settled everything in my life, i will rlly celebrate it detoxing peacefully alone. its just the 6th month of the year, and 2022 is rlly been good to me and still claiming a positive energy to become a great year for me. tysm, universe
I think I’m better off alone instead of trying to fit in.
12am tots
Marilyn Monroe on the set of "Bus Stop" (1956).
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