Aaaaand Also I've Been Playing A Lot Of Death Stranding Recently .......... Aaaaaaaand I'm Obsessed With

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hi !!!! i drew a little thing with your precious boy 🤲🤲🤲 he's so pretty and fun to draw 😭

also i adore the way you draw comics !! it's so lively and dynamic !!!!

OMG! If he is, it’s only because you made him so pretty! TYSM for this was such a nice surprise to find 🥹💖 a little thing here of your Maro 👉🏼👈🏼

hell yeah i'm in that miserable state again 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 nice 👍👍👍👍👍 and now i even have troubles with health 😁😁😁😁😁

i going to fucking kill myself 😄😄😄 I can't do anything i just lie on my bed or sleep that's everything besides going to the uni and i need to do So Much AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

9/9'22

наступает сентябрь, а июнь так и не приходил в этот дом. серым небом давит список задержанных, которые могли бы быть твоим и твоим голосом. свой мне (не) позволят выбрать только следующим годом. а пока я рисую красный удивительный знак, может тогда тоже получится опоздать и не видеть, что ожидает в будущем. холодный ветер, от которого мерзнут ноги, замедляет ход времени и уносит прочь все новости. и радуги вот-вот сорвутся с деревьев, спокойный голос говорит, что им не страшен ни один думский ветер, но что если всё же страшен-жуток. что тогда? электроны несут как вода голоса-голоса-голоса ты бюджетник, ты не пришел? твое имя уже записали? всё как в том самом году всё ужасно но кто-то похожий на человека будет в энном округе и обязательно в округе о. построят пандусы и поставят скамейки. а потом то ли девятого, то ли четвертого где-то что-то рухнет и разлетятся листы. то ли вечность спустя, то ли вообще никогда где-то что-то закончится

i downloaded "our life : beginning & always" 4 days ago and already have 24.5 hours in steam LIKE ???? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK 😭😭😭😭😭

me & my bestie made a game ...

so. it was a long very long module in uni 😭😭😭 although in reality it was too short BUT we managed to make the coolest, prettiest and cleanest game we ever made lmao !!! this is a game about food festival but not just any food — national food !!

and you can check it out for yourself !!! sadly it's only on russian bc we're a lil team of two students and we do not have the resourses for a translation on english. but you can still play 'cuz all you need to know is how to count numbers hehe )))

feel free to leave comments on itch !!!

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SO i'm home !!!! for like 4 days or so and

1) the exam was not really cool :( i imagine the commisson didn't really like my project LIKE yes everyone said that it's cool that i made a concept of a game about my culture and my style is pretty and every armenian thing on it's place in every location and armenianness of everything is kinda subtile in a good way but based on the way they spoke i guess it's not good gamewise :( like mechanics are not tied together that good and trailer doesn't show a lot of things that presentation do ... idk i'm kinda sad but also happy cause you know. at least they appreciated how much of my love for armenia i put into this game And . and my curators still love this game so ! it's okay i'm just learning

2) i played almost 10 hours ( for 2 days )))) at another visual novel ... it's called a date with death AND IT'S FANTASTIC and kinda wholesome :((( i love it and i love casper ((((((

3) i got sick for 3rd time in 2 month 😭😭😭😭😭😭 honestly i'm just tired to be always sick i hate my imunity

4) father still a dick but at least he's not angry at me i hope this isn't going to change

so. i drew some maro's outfits from different times of her life.

and i commented on all the outfits 😭

5th year outfit is just uniform, but maro made some changes as you see. i think she really likes wearing skirts without all that shirts and pants under them ( there's at least two layers under outerwear in armenian taraz ). but she still likes wearing colorful socks ( gulpa ) and belt ( honjang ). also ! i didn't draw it here, but maro have a big collection of scarves and loves to wear them during cold weather.

the outfit of the summer after 6th year is taraz. i don't think i drew it right, but i tried at least lmao. i had a little trouble here, because maro is western armenian and she lived most of her life in there, but now she's in erivan, in eastern armenia. eastern taraz have a lot of differences from western. and i think maro were struggling with all that erivan fashion and rules of clothing. so she have some weird combination of western and eastern taraz. plus the fact that i only have a moderate understanding of the history of taraz ........ sadly. also her hair is growing longer !!

the last outfit is some mix of taraz and european clothes. she still likes wearing gulpa and honjang and now she wears an apron ( mezar ) for not only practical but also sentimental reasons hehe. mezar is a significant part of western taraz, but maro did not wear it in erivan because it wasn't that popular there. and she wears some cool european boots lmao. and she cut her hair short, because she no longer lives in armenia and could do it.

um. yeah i love her and that's why i wrote that much about her clothes 😭😭😭 again. if you read all of that. Thank you.

i wanted to draw my one and only queen rhaenyra targaryen for a while but i had a lot of struggles with her in the process((

i share anyway because i'm learning so i don't really care you know and eventually i even like her a little bit cause at the beginning i wanted to tear my sketchbook up and thought it will be a lot worse than that.

btw proportions really need help lol.