Can Someone Make A Very Hard Decision For Me And I Can Sit Back And Do Nothing? :D

i think i am splitting the hardest i ever have. why is BPD the hot girl mental illness i want PEACE

i am sooooo normal. nobody is as normal as me!!!

lol LOLLLLL Lol lolol

i feel like i give so much of myself even when i don’t want to that it becomes expected from everyone around me. i am so tired. sometimes i want to be selfish but i don’t have it in me

having quiet BPD is just me second guessing every single thing about my life everyday. convincing myself i simultaneously deserve better and i am the best person on the planet but also that i deserve none of what i have and i am a selfish bitch

like at what point do i stop blaming my BPD and start taking accountability-_-

take a break while watching this little bunny cross your dash

need a change before i rip my skin off but i am trying to grow my hair out WHAT TO DO

omg maybe life is worth living [i had a decent day] —> i cannot be saved [the slightest inconvenience occurs] —> i am a fucking god and everyone loves me [someone laughed at my joke] —> i am going to kill myself [i feel a little bit unwanted because of someone’s reaction]

and this shit just goes on and on and NEVER stops