Mentallesbianthoughts - 🪳

lol LOLLLLL Lol lolol

and i wonder why i get myself in situations i wish i wasn’t in

I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive

I need her to act in a vampire movie like immediately 😩

I'm an adult now but all that it takes is one specific trigger to take me back to one of those days and all of a sudden I'm a helpless little girl again.

growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid

like at what point do i stop blaming my BPD and start taking accountability-_-

am i stupid? maybe idk. some things are easier left alone. maybe i will quit my meds

i am sooooo normal. nobody is as normal as me!!!