this is such a looooong list... thank you for the tag lune<3 ehe i'm excited to talk about my works but there are like 70 drafts
wips. (names are not final)
space lovers - dan heng x reader, y/n is jealous of researchers whom are betting on who gets their man
locket of love - sephiroth x reader, ellie's four yr anniversary from me but the plot goes where sephiroth loses something important to him and y/n finds it for him and he realizes he feels human emotions. (i have sm muse for this omg)
smile scale - sephiroth, angeal, genesis, zack, and cloud (basically agszc) x reader where they have a different smile in different scenarios... i thought it'd be cute!
childhood promise - tartaglia x reader, basically a crack and chaos oneshot where tartaglia ruins all of y/n's dates due to a promise they made...
traveling across the stars - bokuto, iwa, tooru, hinata, and kenma x reader where you travel somewhere with them cause i thought it was really cute!
first love - tooru x reader, he finds out what true love means and he intends to show y/n that.
christmas lights - tooru x reader, something i'm saving for christmas with ellie<3
angsty romances with the boys - most likely agszc cause crisis core & ff7 gave 0 recovery to my heart and i hope rebirth will.
tags: anybody who wants to do it<3
tagged by @pearlsxandxpeonies on my main ( @ainescribe ) to share my wip folder!!! which is *laughs nervously* kind of maybe full of a whole lot of abandoned works but okay kijhgvfbghnjmk.
rules: post the names of all the files in your wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! tag as many people as you have wips!
GENSHIN IMPACT โ
memory ( zhongli x reader ) ;
this project was written then rewritten so many times it may as well be a meme. the premise of this one is the reader being a god birthed from a human, who is sustained by the faith and belief. however, due to some mishaps in their early days. they've been cursed to be forgotten. i was heavily inspired by noragami in how yato struggled to be remembered by people around him to stop himself from fading out of existance. // angst, hurt - no comfort, chaptered fic.
in the sky, on the earth ( zhongli x reader ) ;
a oneshot ( a long long oneshot ) about zhongli meeting a khaenri'ahn doctor and falling in love. once more, we fall into angst territory because i like making people cry apparently. this is kind of based off of one of my oc's, one silentmoth and i keep yammering about ( we have pour own little found family scenario involved as well - it's fun kijhbgvbhnj ). // angst, hurt - comfort, eventual happy ending, oneshot.
the earth, encased ( zhongli x reader ) ;
this one is zhongli grappling on your mortality ( yay ) after a near death experience grants you a vision. and it's geo. and he's having a crisis. // angst, hurt - comfort, near character death, lots og hugs, oneshot.
sehnsucht, or the taste of longing ( diluc x reader ) ;
and old old concept i want to revisit. set during the three year period in which diluc was investigating the fatui, he poses as a fatui recruit and marries the reader, a snezhnyayan citizen and a double agent who works alongside him. its mostly marriage of convenience, blossoming feelings and diluc and the reader being sneaky sneaks while they fall in love. // angst, fluff, slightly domestic, arranged marriage. oneshot.
arare litus ( neuvillette x reader ) ;
a mermaid is washed ashore and nevullette finds kinship in them. but there are murders going on, the reader learns how to human ( very little mermaid esque ) and pretty soon the killer is kind of revealed to be an unexpected face. this fic took a darker turn when it was supposed to be fluffy. i had crys screaming in my dm's it was a doozy and i loved it XD. // fluff, smut, oneshot.
HONKAI : STAR RAIL โ
and this all consuming hunger ( jing yuan x reader ) ;
a guideverse fic featuring a sentinel jing yuan and a guide reader. it touches on touchstarvation, mortality and loneliness and i lowkey a catharsis in a sense. it's very self indulgent, everyone is tired and needs a hug. // hurt - comfort, fluff, oneshot.
from a warm climate ( jing yuan x reader ) ;
a bit of an au fic with a small dash of ancient magus bride. jing yuan is a retired warrior and a pathstrider who works in a society where magic is urbanized yet practiced on the downlow. he finds the reader, a kinnara who was abducted by hunters and managed to escape badly wounded. they can't quite bounce just yet due to having their veena, a sentimental object and a source for their use of magic, taken away as well and seeks to find it out. jing yuan just accepts it lol. it's mostly domestic, with found family elements to it. // angst, fluff. hurt - comfort, found family, chaptered fic.
like real people do ( jing yuan x reader ) ;
kjhgfdcfvghj this is also a wip in my folders for a while now. but in short. the reader was once a follower of the abundance and now seeks to live a normal life post lan lux - arrowing their planet apart. contrasted with memory ! reader who wants ti keep living, this one wants to live a good life and die a peaceful death. the ending is flat out tragic. do not touch if you hate angst. // angst, hurt-comfort, no happy endings lol, still debating on chaptered or oneshot.
it will come back ( blade x reader ) ;
the premise is blade finding the reader who runs a clinic on a planet overrun by shady businesses and crime. their meet cute is basically them driving a scalpel into his medulla and killing him. blade in turn just...keeps coming back lol. i really need to stop wolfing on hozier songs for my titles but then again most of his tunes serve inspiration kjhbgvbnj. it might contain mature content. i'm still mulling over it. // slight yandere??? idk, violence, blade is a walking red flag and a sad sad man.
tagging โ @crystalflygeo @perpetualcynicism @euniveve @moraxsthrone @masuchu @silentmoths @silkjade @thesparklingwriter
feel free to join in, whether you are tagged or not! thanks for giving me this chance!
notes. i feel the need to address things before anyone uhh reading this decides to continue but anyway. this is for my own self indulgence and enjoyment โ i mean, itโs called a self ship for a reason.. so if youโre not comfy and donโt like this โ donโt interact. block the tag, scroll, whtvr you gotta do. nobodyโs forcing you to read. anyways without further ado, sephiellie<3
โ ๐ค แธแธ SHUFFLING.. dynamics.
clueless x tsundere . tall calm bf x short feral gf . talks a lot x listens . introvert x introvert . muse x artist . overprotective bf x reckless gf . night sky x stars . flirts unknowingly x gets easily flustered . strong & intimidating bf x soft but chaotic gf sunshine protector x sunshine . touch her / him & you die
โ ๐ค แธแธ SHUFFLING.. us core.
styling his / her hair, reading to him / her, treating his injuries ( not that he often has any.. ), sitting on his lap to cuddle, hugs from behind, self care nights, teaching her how to ( properly ) wield a sword, playing piano together, cooking him spaghetti, buying him flowers for his hair, surprise attack hugs, swaying in the kitchen to classical music, reading her stories, adopting a cat together, complimenting him, words of affirmation, top of the head kisses + back of the hand kisses, laying her head on his chest, buys her books, walks her home whenever heโs in town, admiring his wing ( begs to see it, honestly ), ruffling her hair, tracing stars on his skin, beach days at costa del sol
โ ๐ค แธแธ SHUFFLING.. tracklist.
so how did it go? ups, downs, and everything.. with sephiroth?
notes. iโve long since passed the point of being normal abt sephiroth, he makes me scream, ugly cry, blush โ literally all this stuff like sir excuse me??? ahem- anything sephiellie related will be tagged with โ ; ๐น ) sephiellie. not that there will be much but yeh..
update i secured the ice cream
now for another
what did the librarian say to someone who checked out over a hundred books
does the librarian say they checked out a whole library?
cyno on TOP FR
congrats on 100 luma<33 just a quick question, can i ask for a drabble (with wriothesley maybe? cause ik cyno and kazuha are in ur oc ships so iโll feel bad asking bc i understand ab that frfrfr) & a match up? :0 iโll make my forms once i get confirmation for both :>
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featuring โ cyno, y/n y/l/n
summary โ your crush finds you studying in the akademiya library late at night and offers some support.
warnings โ cyno x gn!reader, tired!reader, fluff, soft!cyno, confession, he makes a dumb joke at the end
messages from the galaxy โ hi sky!! idk much about wriothesley unfortunately :( but i will write for cyno for u bc im not as attached to him as i am with like kazuha, xiao, or scara (plus i make exceptions like this for friends if im not completely attached to them) hope u enjoy <33 iโll get to ur matchup when u send the form!!
the dim lights above you were the only thing keeping your papers visible in front of you. it was late at night and you needed to turn in an essay the next day that you were barely prepared for.
you were tired and drained from school. the work was piling up and it was exhausting you. you kept pushing through but eventually you felt like you were going to crack.
โwhat are you doing up so late?โ a stern voice pulled you out of your deep thoughts. โcyno!โ you exclaimed, nervously. sure, you mightโve been your average akademiya student but you managed to become good friends with the general mahamatra.
โi have an essay due tomorrow and i barely started it,โ you explained, turning your attention to him.
โhm,โ the white haired man hummed. โmay i keep you company?โ he asked, glancing at the seat beside you. โperhaps i can help.โ
โiโd love that. thank you, cyno,โ you replied, sighing in relief. he smiled to himself, taking his seat.
cyno was a great help, he pointed out key details and descriptions in your books and helped you implement them into your essay.
even after you finished your essay, you wanted to stay and chat with him. he was so busy that you barely got to have a conversation with him.
โthank you, cyno. i donโt think i couldโve gotten this essay completed so quickly without you,โ you said, gratefully. โitโs my pleasure, you know iโm always here for you, y/n.โ
โoh, well thank you for that. i donโt know what iโd do without you,โ you responded, avoiding eye contact due to being slightly flustered by his words. โme either. i value having you in my life. youโre a great person and tighnari thinks weโd be great together,โ he admitted, without thinking.
โwhat?โ cynoโs eyes widened, finally realizing what he said. โmy apologizes. i didnโt mean to make you uncomfortable.โ he shook his head. โdo youโฆlike the idea of us being together?โ you asked, deciding you could blame sleep deprivation if he declined.
โi..i do,โ he responded, inching closer to you. slowly, you tilted your head, kissing his lips. he cupped your face and melted into the kiss.
once you pulled away, he leaned his forehead against yours.
โyou must be a dictionary, because you add so much meaning to my life,โ cyno said. โenough with the jokes!โ you pulled away, laughing over how corny it was.
he meant it though. you meant so much to him.
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[summary] wrioโs spouse winds up in prison. special treatment ensues.
[cws] gender neutral reader. fluff.
โWhat you did was incredibly stupid.โ
โIโd like to think it was very brave, actually.โ You quip back, lips pursed as you turn up your chin. โYou should be proud of me, really.โ
โI should be proud that you got yourself thrown in prison?โ You donโt have to look up to know that Wriothesley is sporting an incredulous expression. โDid they knock your head around a bit before bringing you down here?โ
โYouโre acting like I murdered someone.โ You finally meet his gaze, and you resist the urge to sink down into your seat at the clear disapproval in his eyes. โAll I did wasโโ
โBreak into the Opera Epiclese and destroy government property.โ
โThatโs such a trumped-up charge!โ You huff and roughly cross your arms over your chest, eyes narrowing as you think back on the charges that had been slapped down onto you by that damned archon. โYou trip in the dark and accidentally fall into the oratrice and all of a sudden youโre a criminal. Hmph!โ
โYeah, exactly. It also doesnโt help that you broke inโโ
โโI left my bracelet in there after the trial! Was I just supposed to leave it behind and potentially lose it forever? The condition of the lost and found in that place is downright terribleโthe guards pocket all the good stuff.โ
โYou could have bought another one.โ
โNot like this one.โ You look down to the gray bracelet encircling your wrist, and a warmth spreads in your chest as you gently twist it around, finger rubbing over the messily written engraving on the inside of it. โThis was a gift.โ
โHardly.โ He sighs, and your eyes flick up to watch as he runs his hands through his already messy hair. โItโs just scrap metal I bent up and welded because I couldnโt buy you proper jewelry back when I was a prisoner.โ Itโs his turn to look at the bracelet.
โYou were so creative back then.โ You smile a bit wider. โI remember you used to have something new made every time I came to visit you. What was that one thing you made? The one that we painted together?โ
โThe ballerina music box.โ He groaned, looking a bit embarrassed, and you snapped your fingers.
โThe ballerina music box!โ The ballerina was a bit oddly shaped, and the box had sharp corners on one side and rounded on the other, and the song the box played was distorted and sounded more creepy than relaxing due to some disfigured cogs, but you loved it nonetheless, and had even sobbed in thanks when he had first presented the gift to you. โI love that little box.โ
โIt looks like a child made it.โ
โA child in the throes of eleazar, yes,โ you nod, and his mouth opens a bit in surprise before he huffs out a laugh. โBut I still love itโฆ because you made it.โ You give him a sweet smile, and you can see him soften up before your very own eyes; broad shoulders losing that rigidness, lids lowering, crease between his dark, thick brows disappearing.
โYouโre tryinโ to butter me up.โ
โMhm,โ you nod. โIs it working?โ
โNot at all, jailbird.โ He gives you a smile of his own, and despite the clear sarcasm in it, you canโt help the little flutter your heart does at the sight. โNo special treatment for you.โ So he says, yet he had placed a cup of tea down for you the moment you were brought to his office, and had even tried to inconspicuously nudge the basket of cookies in your direction, pretending not to notice when you reached for one. โSpouse or not.โ
โWhat a mean man.โ You slouch down in your seat. โI treasure the gifts that my lovely, amazing, strong, handsome, and so so so incredibly smart husband gives me and what do I get in return? A criminal record and unfair treatment! Iโm suing the entire nation the moment Iโm free!โ
โYeah, yeah,โ he waves his hand in the air as if fanning away the conversation, and now itโs your turn to huff. โFor the few days that youโre here, youโll be working directly with me in exchange for coupons.โ He takes a slow sip of his tea, adams apple bobbing as he swallows, before gently setting the cup back down onto its small plate. โIโll make your first job real easy to get you in the swing of things.โ
โHow kind of you.โ
He just barely contains an amused smile. โVery. Nowโฆโ He shifts in his seat. โGive me a kiss.โ
โIโm married, Your Grace.โ
โIโm sure your husband wonโt mind. Kiss. Now.โ He taps a finger against his lips, and after a moment you stand up and round his desk, hands finding his shoulders as you bend at the waist so your noses brush.
โMy husband is a very good fighter, by the way. When he finds out you twisted his spousesโs arm like this, heโll pummel you.โ
โI can handle him.โ A hand snags you by the waist, forcing you down into his lap, and you only have time to let out a quiet yelp before Wriothesleyโs lips are on yours. The kiss is slow, sensual, and it brings a warmth to your cheeks and covers you with a bashful cloak when he pulls back to let his eyes roam over your face. โIโve gotta sayโฆ your husband is a real lucky guy to snatch up someone as cute as you.โ
โHmph. Seems like youโre trying to butter me up now.โ
โIs it working?โ He presses his face into your neck, his lips pulling into a smile against your skin, and you have to fight back one of your own.
โNot at all, jailbird.โ
summary: A lot can happen in a year, and you donโt understand that until you meet Iwaizumi.
warnings: timeskip! cursing, fluff to angst, no pronouns mentioned, I tried to make it as gender neutral as possible but if it doesnโt sound as such pls lmk, sexual content (only for a moment, oral lol), 16+ only pls, hope you enjoy it
genre: fluff & angst all in one (a pinch of smut)
word count: 2.7k
a/n: i had a dream abt the first month and it turned into a work that I spent too long working on lmao, hope you enjoy it <3
ย ย ย It's August when you and Iwaizumi cross paths for the first time.
You've a scowl on your face as you walk to your university's office to file a complaint about your awful professor. He had said something too ignorant that pissed you off; seeing how Hajime visibly scoffed at the comment let you know you weren't the only one.
"Thanks," you mumble out when someone holds the door open for you. Your eyes meet those of Hajime's. His olive eyes gaze at you curiously, silently asking if you were doing the same as him.
You give him a soft frown, as if to say yes, and he offers one back.
After the two of you file your respective complaints, you part your separate ways, but not before you offer a nod โ an understanding, an agreement, an alliance.
ย ย ย It's September when you start to take notice at how Hajime towers over most people, what with his impressive stature, and how broad his shoulders are with muscular arms to match. He was tan and fit, and you decided that he was quite the eye-candy.
Still, you don't make a move on him, other than occasionally allowing yourself to appreciate a handsome man when you saw one. After all, Hajime just seems out of your league, if league's were a thing.
It's not that you think of yourself as the most revolting thing to have walked the earth (not all the time, at least), but it would be a lie to say you don't notice how your classmates gawk at Iwaizumi like a piece of meat.
ย ย ย Not to mention that Hajime has an impressive resting bitch face.
ย ย ย It seems as if all the notions you once heard โ or believe yourself โ about Hajime Iwaizumi become increasingly more important to you. In fact, anything dealing with him starts to stand out to you like a blinking red light.
Suddenly, it's as if the blinking red light shatters when he walks over to you one day after class and asks if he could borrow your notes.
It's October when find out Hajime, in all his buff, resting bitch face glory, is quite friendly. October consists of him making multiple appearances in the following weeks of your life.
ย ย ย He starts walking you to your next class, having extra time himself. The two of you would talk about your days, your plans, your friends. You discover things about Hajime, like his love for volleyball and his best friends back in Japan and in Argentina.
You enjoy many aspects of Hajime Iwaizumi, from his sense of humor to his diction and spiky hair to even his way of cursing. He interests you so much that a large of part of you wants more than just silly comments about your professor.
ย ย ย Sometimes he would even go as far as walking you back to your car, which had quickly become a part of your day that you looked forward to. The sun would set after your class, leaving the sky with an apricot hue and you with another opportunity to stare at the olive eyes that seemed to leave you absolutely scorched when met with yours.
How could you resist him?
Things between you only grow even further when he starts inviting you to places. The first had been with a group of friends to have dinner, and then it was just him and you going out for brunch.
The next thing you know, you and Hajime show up to a Halloween party in coordinating costumes as you try to find something to look at other than the blush on his face when someone asks how long the two of you have been dating.
It's November when Hajime kisses you outside your car. His lips are soft against yours. It's everything you hoped it would be, and before you can fall even further into him, he pulls away from you quickly.
"I'll be gone in a year." Hajime warns quietly, olive eyes gazing at you intently. His breath is warm against your skin, lips hovering over yours. "That's all we have."
ย ย ย "That's all I need." you tell him and close the distance between you.
It's a decision made with haste, but one without regret. Perhaps you don't think all the factors of being with Hajime carefully enough, but all you know is that youve never wanted anything more than him.
It's December when you realize you how cold winter truly is. Maybe it's because spending the holiday as an adult is still foreign to you, or maybe it's because you've never felt an absence as strongly as you did Hajime's.
ย ย ย You don't realize how much you adore him until he returns to Japan for the holiday to visit his family. It's an unwelcome feeling that follows you around for the next 3 weeks of his absence, and you understand that there would be a time when Hajime wouldn't come back to you.
Hajime and you have multiple phone calls through the following days. Most of them consist of one of you heading to bed and the other barely waking up. He calls you his own personal alarm clock when you call him one evening, which sends a giddy feeling your way as strange as it may sound.
It's January when you get Hajime to strip his clothes and jump into a freezing lake with you. Being with him is nice, exciting. Despite him being reliable, honest, and considerate, there's never a dull day with him.
He takes you out for breakfast at 4 in the morning just because he likes watching you try and fail at staying awake. He indulges your desire to pretend break-up at a store just to give the employees something to talk about.
You convince him to get a tattoo of Mickey Mouse at 8 in the morning after a long night of binge-watching Disney movies. You manage to get him to take one (1) anger management class out of spite of losing an argument.
ย ย ย It's February when you figure out that his dominance doesn't waiver behind closed doors. Hajime, under all his polite and hardworking character, is a fucking menace who keeps you up all night to pull every ounce of pleasure from you.
Your sweet, considerate Hajime, who used to ask before even thinking of kissing you, who used to turn red at seeing your shirt ride up when you removed your sweater, uses his image as a humble man to hide the fact that he would take as much as he could get from you, take as much as you let him.
You find this out when one thing leads to another, and after a night of drinking Hajime's head is buried between your thighs like he was meant to be there. He's efficient and agonizingly slow, as if to savor the moment, to savor you. And, sometimes you have to beg him to move, to do something, anything.
โI like when you beg.โ he says, leaving a kiss on the inside of your thigh. โYou look pretty when you do.โ
ย ย ย It doesn't take long for him to adjust to your body, to know what gets you flustered and hot, what makes you squirm under him, what makes you scream his name.
ย ย ย You didn't know it was humanly possible to feel so good, but it's not the first time Hajime seems to have defied your perception of reality.
It's March when you're on Cloud 9 where no one else can reach. Hajime and you are attached by the hip, always laughing at something โ maybe at each other โ or at the park feeding bread to ducks, or just anywhere with each other.
ย ย ย Being with Hajime is still new for you. The feelings of euphoria you feel with him's something you've never experienced before. His way of talking, his way of walking, his way of sitting and studying makes you feel heavy.
You've never felt this way for someone. His presence consumes you. You feel like you won't be able to function without him. The thought of anyone with who can hold that much power over you scares the living shit out of you.
Your friends warn you that he's a bad influence, that you're better off without him in the end. Sometimes you think they're right, but even if Hajime isn't forever, you can't forgive yourself for passing by the opportunity to know him, to love him.
Even if Hajime is a bad influence on you, you don't care because you'll cherish anything he gives you โ good or bad. And, after all, a year is all you have.
It's April when Hajime wags a finger in your face and says, "Hey, don't say I didn't warn you." He says it in retaliation of you losing at cup pong after he tells you heโs never lost a game, and certainly not in the way you take it initially.
You roll your eyes with a grin, not bothering to give a damn that you lost. You get to see his smile, after all. โHow could I forget?" If he notices how the light in your eyes dims, the way your face falters the slightest, he doesn't mention it.
The truth is โ how can you? How can you fail to recognize the dark feeling of him leaving you forever? It's in the agreement in bold letters. Hajime's departure from your life is as inevitable as the seasons changing.
It was probably a horrible idea to have ever even gotten involved with him, but you love him. God, you love him. And, if you absolutely had to get your heart crushed by someone, you choose Hajime Iwaizumi to do it.
You know he feels it, too. He kisses you fast now, hard and messy, meeting the corner of your lips instead. He kisses you like you're his only source of oxygen in outer space.
You can feel it in the way he fucks you, sloppy and erratic and rough. Snapping his hips into you, plowing into you like his life depends on it. Like it's the last time.
And, you can't help but think one day it will be.
It's May when reality sets in. Your relationship surpasses what it used to be, and it feels like you'll die if you aren't with Hajime, if you waste even a minute of your time left together.
Desperate. That's the word. You and Hajime become desperate, living off each other like addicts. It's like thinking the sun would stay forever when you know the moon is bound to return.
ย ย ย You don't mind that the both of you are fighting a battle none of you will win. You don't care that you both look pathetic. Because you're in love with him.
You can't ask him to stay, and he can't ask you to go back with him. It's selfish to ask, and even more selfish to expect the answer you want to hear. Love makes people blind to reality, and neither of you have ever been an exception to that.
And, there's fights about it. About why a year together isn't enough. About how it would never be enough. About why he even considered giving you borrowed time when you would have to pay the price in the end.
Hajime's definitely the angrier of the two of you โ he always has been. Though, his rage has never been directed toward you. It doesn't take long for the both of you to realize fighting is futile in some situations.
It's June when you throw Hajime a birthday party. It's nothing big, just a few of his friends and yours in your decorated apartment. You think you know him well enough, but that idea shatters when 3 people walk through your door.
Hanamaki, Mattsun, and Oikawa are unlike any other people you've met. You thought you and Hajime had fun banter, but after meeting his friends you question your ability.
They bring out a different side of Hajime, one where all he does is scold them, where he's red in the face, one you think he likes. Itโs a side of him you can't help but laugh at.
"Iโm glad they came." you tell him at 6 in the morning when all the guests have gone home, with the exception of the 3 idiots who take shelter camped out in your small, but homey, living room. โI like them.โ
Hajime snorts, finally getting into your bed after the eventful day. You open your arms, and he wastes no time in finding his place on your chest, nestling into you. A perfect fit.
ย ย "They're annoying. Don't even get me started."
You rub his back with a sleepy smile, taking notice of the shiver only you can pull out of him. "I think they're funny." you say to him. "I like their banter."
"Of course you do." Hajime chuckles, disguising his laughter with a scowl. You've gotten used to that habit of his. "Idiots can't help but band together, you know."
You laugh. "No wonder you're friends with them."
โYeah, alright.โ he scoffs sarcastically, admitting defeat. "Iโd tell you to go to sleep, but thatโs if you can.โ
You quirk a brow and tilt your head to him. โWhatโs that mean?โ
โMattsun snores like thereโs no tomorrow.โ he replies causally, stifling a yawn.
โMustโve picked it up from you.โ you comment, earning a poke to your stomach in retaliation.
โIf you manage to get some sleep, youโd better be ready for Hanamakiโs awful singing in the morning.โ Hajime warns. He says it lovingly, and you think itโs the only way he knows how. โAnd, watch out for Shittykawa.โ
You shut your eyes. โWhy?โ
โHeโs a bitch in the mornings.โ
It's July when Hajime spends the summer by your side, doing whatever the hell you feel like. Going to the park and reading books under a tree. Going to the beach to get sunburnt and buying ice cream after to compensate. Going to the library just to make out.
Conversation about what he would do back in Japan is a common topic. You welcome it with a sad smile. What else are you to do? Beg him to stay the last minute?
You cherish your time with Hajime. You always would. But, you won't hold him back. Not when he's meant for such greatness. The fall comes around again, just as you knew it would, just as you feared it would.
It's the day of his departure when you promise yourself you won't cry and make it worse than it has to be for him. You do exceptionally well, but when Hajime refuses to let you out of his arms, things become a whole lot harder.
ย ย ย You try to burn the soft thumping of his heartbeat into your memory. You don't want to forget his touch, his smell, his laugh. You don't want to forget anything.
โWhy didnโt you ask me to stay?โ he murmurs against your head, rubbing your back in circles. Thereโs no malice in his voice when he asks, but your heart still aches at the sound.
โFor the same reason you didnโt ask me to go.โ you say, shutting your eyes as to not let your tears fall. โHow could I ask more of you when you wasted your last year to be with me when you couldโve been somewhere else, anywhere else?โ
Heโs quiet a moment.
You think thereโs nothing left to say. Itโs never been a matter of whatโs right or wrong, after all. Sometimes as much as you desperately want one, thereโs no correct answer to things, and youโre okay with that.
He gave you what little time he had left, and you took it gratefully. Even if you would be left stranded in an airport with tears in your eyes and have to drive yourself back to the apartment where you had built so many memories with him, you would make that decision again and again and again if it meant you had him for even 10 minutes more.
Hajime calls your name, urging you to look at him.
You pull back slightly to gaze at him. โWhat is it?โ
His lips meet yours. The kiss is different from the others. Itโs gentle and soft and slow. His hand travels up your back, pressing you into his sculpted chest. It leaves your body feeling warm and your heart beating faster than before.
Hajime pulls back after some time, gazing at you with a soft smile and tears in his olive eyes. โI didnโt waste a thing.โ
note: wouldโve named it 365 days if it wasnโt for that shower & boat scene ๐
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SOBS THIS WAS SO CUTE AND ANGEAL SUPREMACY!!!
may i please please please request an angeal x reader where angeal comes back to town to visit his mom and he takes the reader around where he lives for fun & his mom spills very embarrassing things about him? i love the fact that you write about angeal since he's on the rarer side of liking<3 thank you so much and have a nice rest of your day!
notes. hi hi anon, this is such a cute prompt, i hope my execution is to your liking<3 and i agree he fr is an underrated king, so i shall do my best to serve๐ซก
genre. fluff
angeal hewley x gn!reader.
the fresh air of banora reminded angeal of how much he had missed home, being among the smog of midgar as heโd been.
after weeks of being asked- urged to visit his hometown with his partner of seven months now, the first class SOLDIER had reluctantly taken a small leave of absence. a few days away from action couldnโt be too, too bad.
besides โ his two friends promised to deal with his share of missions. so his worries lessened.
however, he still couldnโt help the nerves he had for how things would go with his mother. granted, she was incredibly eager in the letters she had written him and excited to be meeting you โ his beloved. but that excitement was what worried angeal.. who knew what she would spill about him, he had all sorts of embarrassing memories! especially with genesis..
the teal eyed male prayed the house would be enough for you โ he hadnโt exactly lived a life of luxury, so the space was small.. but cozy. he hoped you found it the same, despite the minimal space.
โwhatโs it like being home after so long? did you miss it??โ your voice suddenly interrupted his thoughts, a smile on your lips as he turned to face you with one of his own.
how did it feel, indeed.. โitโs always pleasant to be home, i havenโt been here in a good while.. though it hasnโt changed a bit.โ he chuckled, gazing up at the overgrown arch of violet shapes, dangling from their branches. โlooks like we came at the right time, too.โ
it was none other the native fruit of his village.
for them to be in full harvest upon his arrival, must have been a sign that he was meant to be here, and with you, no less.
โwoah, theyโre purple!โ you beamed in astonishment, wondering for a moment if youโd perhaps been color blind โ but thankfully, that wasnโt the case.
โdespite their name, theyโre called banora whites โ or dumbapples, as some like to refer to them as well, for their irregular harvests.โ angeal explained, a eyes softening a bit. โthe best ones came from the tree that grew at genesisโ estate.โ he mused, smiling fondly.
your eyes managed to catch the look on his face before you let out a thoughtful hum. โis that so? maybe we should bring some back for him! oh- and sephiroth too! i think theyโll both appreciate it a lot.โ you laughed, taking ahold of your loverโs hand as you watched a line of houses come into view.
banora was small, but quaint. it felt like an honor to be there beside angeal โ to have the privilege of being shown around the place heโd grown up in. you couldnโt help but feel special.
โthink so?โ he asked for certainty before letting out a snort. โperhaps they will. we can pick some tomorrow if youโd like, my motherโs likely going to keep us for the remainder of the day.โ the first could recall her letters pressing for him to bring you by, never failing to bring you up since the very first letter heโd sent out confirming his relationship. โi hope thatโs alright with you.โ
blinking, you then nudged his shoulder, rolling your eyes. โare you kidding?? of course it is! i have got to meet your mom and thank her for bringing the literal most perfect man to have ever existed into the world!โ you grinned, squeezing his hand. โso letโs not keep her waiting!โ
shock painted his features before he shook his head in defeat, heaving an amused sigh as a rosy hue colored his cheeks. โas you wish..โ
it hadnโt taken long for angeal and yourself to arrive at his doorstep, a combination of pleasant aromas invading your senses. just how much had his mother prepared..?
your boyfriend reached for the knob, holding the door open for you before closing it behind himself. โand weโre here.โ he spoke up gently, removing the buster sword from his back to rest it against the wall. โi apologize if itโs not much.. but, itโs home.โ
the space was relatively small, but cozy โ it felt warm and homelike, somehow, despite having only just arrived there.
your lips parted to protest, wanting to say that it was perfect, only for a gasp to intercept you.
โa-angeal, could it be?โ a voice chimed in, the sound of rushing water silencing as the dark haired woman in the kitchenette turned to face you both.
her eyes seemed to gloss over with tears as she made her way up to your lover, placing her hands on his cheeks tenderly. โmy dearest son, oh how youโve grown..โ the woman whispered incredulously, smiling nostalgically. โit feels like only yesterday that you were just outside, running around with genesis.. now, youโve returned as a strong, handsome SOLDIER, that has brought home the beloved he speaks of so highly in his letters.โ her attention shifted to you as she took your hands in her own, squeezing them adoringly. โyou must be y/n, goodness, youโre even more lovely in person! i trust that angeal has been treating you well?โ
the male in question let out a breath, flushing a bit. โmother..โ
a warmth spread through your chest as you fluttered your lashes before nodding rapidly. โt-thatโs me! itโs a pleasure to meet you, miss hewley! rest assured that angeal has taken very good care of me thus far- iโm eternally grateful for him, so thank you for allowing me to date your son, and for inviting me here!โ you bowed, wanting to express your appreciation as best as you could. should all go well, this would be your future mother in law!
it shocked her in all honesty. how had his silly son captured the heart of such a sweetheart?? truly, you were too good for this world!
โplease, gillian is fine.โ she assured you softly, wiping her tears before letting out a soft laugh. โiโm relieved to hear that my son has been well to you, i can worry less now, knowing that he is aware on how to treat his lover.โ the charcoal haired woman sighed out contentedly before ushering you in. โah- come in, make yourself comfortable! our humble abode may lack in space โ but treat it as though it were your own. lunch will be ready shortly!โ
the mako eyed male inclined his head, picking up your bags. โiโll put these in my room. while iโd offer a tour, there isnโt much to show..โ he chuckled awkwardly, walking ahead to his old bedroom.
you rolled your eyes, finally calming down from your initial bashfulness. โshow away! donโt go gatekeeping!โ you scolded lightly, attempting to snatch a bag off of him to lend assistance, however.. being as enhanced as he was.. your partner had been quicker.
โgatekeeping?โ he repeated before laughing again. โalright, alright. well- this is my room. growing up, we didnโt have much- so itโs on the bare side, although genesis insisted on hanging up pictures of us as mementos.โ he explained, smiling to himself a little. โhe had also gifted me a copy of loveless, stating that our friendship required me to have one.โ
that made you shake your head, a snicker tumbling past your lips. โthat sounds like him for sure. you guys look so adorable, you were so so cute, angeal!!โ
he rubbed his neck, averting his gaze. โcute is the last word i would use to describe myself.. but if you say so.โ the SOLDIER loosed a low breath, smiling to himself before guiding you out. โthe next room over is my motherโs, beside it is the restroom.. and i think thatโs it.โ he concluded, stopping to take in the living room.
not much had changed since heโd last been there, the raven haired male realized. save for a few extra photos his mother had likely framed in his absence.
โangeal, just in time! will you help with setting things up? i might have made too much..โ gillian spoke up with a nervous chuckle, tucking a pair of wooden salad tongs into the bowl of greens.
too much felt like an understatement.. he hoped everything would fit on the table.
โlet me!โ you piped up, snapping the first out of his daze as you jogged up to his mother. โleast i can do for receiving your hospitality!โ
the older woman blinked before shaking her head. โnonsense, you are our guest! i couldnโt allow that-!โ but your hands had already pried the bowl out of her grasp as you flashed a small, reassuring grin.
โdoesnโt mean a โguestโ canโt lend a hand!โ
with that said, the table set in a shorter amount of time, a whisper of thanks expressed for the food before the three of you ate in a comfortable silence.
there was idle chatter here and there, mostly exchanged between yourself and gillian โ who was eager to pull out photo albums that you were certainly not opposed to viewing. angeal baby pictures?? that was all the convincing you needed!
โand this one is of him taking his first steps.โ she cooed softly, reminiscing in the memory. โcutie, isnโt he?โ
you melted at the sight, whining softly. โthatโs what iโve been saying! see ang, even your mom agrees!โ
bringing a palm to his face, the male in question let out a soft breath of exasperation. although there was no hiding that undeniable smile on his face.
he was glad heโd given in to taking this small trip home that his two friends had urged him ( for the most part ) into. being back in banora and with his mother brought an indescribable warmth to his chest, which only increased with you at the very table heโd grown up eating at.
when had he gotten so lucky?
โah- and this one is of him and genesis bathing together-โ
or unlucky, in some cases..
โi-i think thatโs enough photos for today, mother..โ
something told him there would be handsome amounts of embarrassment in the coming days.
he prayed sephiroth and genesis, especially, wouldnโt catch wind of it..
notes. whoops, i had this sitting and finally got around to finishing it. little rushed at the end but iโm hoping itโs good and that i wrote angeal alright..
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synopsis. youโve been having a hard week with your studies, so hajime has taken it upon himself to lighten the load a bit, even if his actions are minimal.
genre. comfort + fluff
tw. discussion of bad eating habits, mentions of starvation and codependency.
for @melukonova <3
hajime iwaizumi x gn!reader.
โ the last thing hajime likes to see is you blue. it just hurts his soul to see you distressed and under pressure like you have been as of late.
โ so when youโre not taking care of yourself, thatโs his cue to step in and make sure youโre getting your daily needs fulfilled, that way they arenโt neglected in a way that can get you sick.. which is the last thing you need.
โ when he sees your water bottle or sippy cup empty ( i have a starbucks venti sized one bc ppl often say it encourages you to drink when a straw is in sight, so i use that even if i have to refill it a few times ), heโll take it ( you probably wonโt notice anyway ) and fill it back up for you.
โ havenโt been eating enough or depriving yourself until you finish that one assignment / problem youโve been stuck on? this is your reminder to eat or heโs bringing you to the kitchen because he cooked you a gourmet meal with all the minerals you need to keep you going. do not deprive yourself of food! you need your energy.
โ canโt finish it? thatโs okay. you eat what you can, even if itโs just a couple bites โ so long as you eat, heโs happy! he made or brought it just for you with your needs in mind to be able to work as effectively as you can without forcing your body through it. and if youโre worried about wasting food if you didnโt finish, donโt worry, heโll take them to stray cats and dogs.
โ tough time doing chores? thatโs okay, heโs there through it all. even if heโs a voice on the phone or text messages, heโs there until you get through all of them.
โ words of encouragement? they might not be the usual ones you hear, but heโs got you covered.
โ if it gets too much and you really canโt handle the pressure, heโs rushing over to your doorstep, no questions asked.
โ when you open the door, heโs got his arms out already to hug you for as long as you need it.
โ and when you truly canโt take it anymore, heโs there to turn off the computer, close the textbooks and notes you left open, and takes you to the bathroom into a warm bath he prepared to wash your worries away before bed.
itโs after eight and youโre already brimming with anxiety. the last meal you had was that half-assed sandwich you threw together this morning before rushing out the door for school.
your stomach was growling, but you had to finish this assignment. it had been put off one too many times already โ today was the due date, it had to be done if you wanted a good enough grade to satisfy yourself. even if that sadly meant denying yourself of your essential needs.
having had enough distractions for the day, you silenced your phone with do not disturb, in hopes of finishing your work faster.
unfortunately, you hadnโt considered the consequences of that.
headphones in, blaring your usual study playlists, you hadnโt noticed the knock on your door. hadnโt noticed the fresh air spill into your room from the crack in doorway, and hadnโt noticed your boyfriend in the doorframe.
a tupperware of takeout food in one hand and what looked to be a biodegradable dixie cup of tea in the other. yet he was still invisible.
it wasnโt until he placed the food down to squeeze your shoulders, that you finally acknowledged your his existence.
โoh- haji, i didnโt hear you come in..โ you sighed in relief, relaxing your eyes as you removed your headphones to hear him properly. โwhatโre you doing home early? i thought you had work until late..โ
the olive eyed male rose a brow before letting out a quiet hum. โthey let me off early today so i got you your favorite and some peppermint tea.โ he answered with a smile, averting his gaze to the screen before you. โstill at it, iโm assuming?โ
a small laugh left your lips. โstill at it.โ you confirmed, rubbing the building sleep out of your eyes. โgot a lot due this week so i wanted to finish quickly to have more time for us this weekend.โ
โof course,โ he almost wanted to say, as it was expected โ given it was your usual reasoning, and a decent argument. spare time was always good, however you deserved rest too, and it wasnโt like tomorrow wouldnโt be a possibility to finish the rest. โi get it.โ he responded finally before kissing your temple. โalthough i think youโre due for a nice meal and some shuteye for working as hard as you have.โ he finished tenderly, closing your notebook for you.
it made you whine a little when he did, as you were insistent on finishing, but the kisses and squeezes on your shoulders had you giving in.
you supposed a small change of plans wouldnโt hurt too much.
and so he pushed the container in front of you, sliding the tea closer before pulling up a stool you normally piled textbooks on. perhaps he emptied it while you werenโt looking.
with a soft exhale, and perhaps the growl of your stomach, you pried the lid off, basking in the tempered steam and smell. hajime just knew you too well.
your face heated a little at the thought as you leaned in close with your chopsticks, muttering a soft word of thanks before digging in.
iwaizumi, having eaten already, simply kept you company, rubbing your back gently before leaning in to whisper. โyou did amazing today, iโm proud of you.โ a warm smile. โdonโt forget that.โ
notes. hi sky, little late but i tried to write this as quick as i could for you since it felt like an emergency request by the time frame and wording</3 anyway i hope this helps and that you feel better mami, be sure to take care of yourself when you study or iโm sending BALD iwa. let this be your warning because itโs important to eat and drink water and have sufficient rest while studying, cuz how else are you gonna remember๐
Embrace your dreams! And never, ever let go of your pride as a SOLDIER. Well, you never really managed to become a SOLDIER. But itโs a matter of heart, anyway!
notes. hi queen here are your slice of life headcanons with iwa-chan, letโs see how good of a boyfie he can be based on the amounts of sol anime iโve seen..
genre. fluff
for @melukonova <3
hajime iwaizumi x gn!reader.
โ walks with you every morning to school because you live in the same neighborhood as he does โ so why not go together?
โ knew each other from young and through your parents so you kinda grew up together over the years and just stayed really close
โ study sessions at each otherโs homes are a usual since you each have your strengths at school and wish to help each other to slay those exams later on๐ค
โ supermarketing together ( yes, yes this was coming, donโt be surprised ) is less boring than going alone, right? especially when you beg him to let you sit in the cart and push you down the many aisles before a stock merchandiser gives you a dirty look
โ iwaizumi apologizes for your clownery and takes responsibility
โ after an eventful shopping session, you carry the bags together home ( he has the heavier ones and the majority of your own bags )
โ there were times where the clerks didnโt double bag and the ones containing produce tore..
โ cue you both running down a hill to grab the tomatoes that fell out
โ one time oikawa saw and laughed his ass off before gracing you with his assistance
โ just like you walk to school together, you also walk home together; iwa doesnโt want you walking alone at night since club activities drag sometimes, so he waits for you or you wait for him
โ you guys have a lot of classes together and are deskmates ( yay ), so itโs usually his job to prevent you from nodding off in classes or smacking your head down all together on the table..
โ miscommunications arenโt often since you guys have known each other for what feels like eons.. but there was this one time.
โ iwaizumi received a letter and it brought a bitterness to your heart as you watched a girl smiling giddily at him
โ did she have a thing for him? was it a letter confessing her feelings for him? not that you cared, of course โ he was your best friend, nothing more than that
โ but was he really?
โ after the letter incident, you became a bit distant from iwaizumi, trying to avoid him as best as you can โ making excuses to not go to school with him in the morning or return home with him
โ until oikawa, that is
โ โah, y/n-chan! i finally caught you! itโs almost impossible to find you anymore, given you havenโt been around iwa-chan..โ heโd trail off purposely before sliding his eyes to yours. โis there a reason for that, perhaps?โ
โ of course he notices.
โ โi figured he was busy, so i didnโt wanna bother him..โ youโd mumble back to him, avoiding his gaze. part of you felt ashamed that you had been avoiding hajime as you were, but you couldnโt bear to know how things had gone with that letter he was given.
โ a hum would leave tooruโs lips before he fished something out of his pocket, holding it up. โdoes this thing ring a bell, perhaps?โ
โ and low be hold ( is that how you spell that lmao ), the letter hajime was given.. and tooru had it.
โ โa lot of my admirers like to give iwa-chan love letters addressed to me, and that one i assume you saw that day, was also for me.โ
โ now, you felt like an idiot. of course it was for tooru โ hajime was his best friend! he dealt with that bullshit all the time, and yet the one time you witness it.. you freeze up thinking it was for him.
โ โum, okay.. why are you telling me this again?โ
โ โgo to the courtyard and see for yourself!โ would be his parting words as he leaves with a wink before returning to his classroom.
โ weird.
โ but you would go, anyway. tooru didnโt say things without purpose, or some kinda motive behind his words โ it was just like him
โ as you arrive outside, you find hajime sitting under a sakura tree, and you think to yourself of the irony behind that sight, the cliche of it
โ heโs staring off into the rustling trees while you approach him carefully before sliding down on the tree, opposite from the side he was leaning against
โ โhey.โ
โ โhey..โ you would mumble back before letting out a breath. โi guess i have some explaining to do, donโt i?โ
โ and so you tell everything youโd concluded after your encounter in the hall with tooru
โ long before you would connect the dots, hajime will have done so just by the changes in your expressions
โ you liked him. he didnโt think you ever would, considering how good you guys are as friends โ but he could tell that you felt the same way as he did.. just that you hadnโt acknowledged it yet or realized for yourself
โ that brings up a new question. โriddle me this, if the letter was in fact for me, how would you have felt?โ
โ pause. what? a who now?
โ โit would be weird to see you with someone else.โ you finally answered, raising a brow. โwhy? did someone confess to you?โ
โ a laugh left his lips as he shook his head. โno y/n, i was not confessed to, iโm just testing something.โ he answered truthfully, quieting his laughter. โyou said it was weird for you to see me with someone else. why is that?โ
โ your hands felt clammy. why was he asking so many questions all of the sudden? and why so many regarding how you feel? itโs not like you could explain โ even you didnโt understand!
โ โbecause it just- is!โ you would blurt in defense, becoming increasingly more flustered with his inquiries. what were you, a criminal? was it a crime to feel a certain way without explanation?
โ and then he would shift around the tree to see your face, noting the way you covered your cheeks.
โ you gave away so much without even knowing what you were doing
โ โokay.โ he would begin, letting out a breath. โso what if it was you being with me?โ he asked after a moment to think โ to phrase it right, as he moved to be in front of you, kneeled on the grass. โwhat if you were with me, how would that make you feel?โ
โ you, with hajime? that.. wasnโt something you considered. maybe one time you thought of making a pact to get married when you both reached your forties โ but other than that..
โ โi donโt know- i havenโt.. thought of it.โ why were you so nervous now? the morning breeze made it brisk โ why were you feeling all warm?
โ โwell, then what do you think now if i asked you out, to be with me?โ to be more than my best friend, he wanted to add.
โ and you were starstruck, completely shocked by the question because hajime, of all people, the least likely to ask this of you, is asking it.. right this second, in front of you.
โ no letter needed
โ and who were you to refuse when you wanted to be with him, too.
notes. i sped through this with one working braincell so iโm not sure how good this is.. but i hope it fulfills your needs of a slice of life iwa-chan :โ)
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