ballerina 🩰
If I fucking binge one more time , imma lose it
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I give up, lol. I've been trying to lose weight the right way; however, I keep "failing" and overeating. this past Friday, I binged & purged and I just got done binging & purging, with plans of restriction, which means I'm hoisting my white flag.
I am so tired of this constant cycle and failure. I'm not stating full starvation, I just don't think I should eat multiple meals a day if I can't handle it.
I understand this a stupid method which will lead to a dangerous binge/restrict mindset, this is just the last bet I have.
no tags cause why would I tag myself venting??
Hole - Doll Parts, 1994 / Nirvana - Heart-Shaped Box, 1993
if you live through this with me i swear that i would die for you