god i want to end it all so bad
will someone end my life PLEASE
I thought that everything was going great and i was getting better, then everything started to go downhill again.
having bpd and also being a people pleaser is so weird because i will hate someone when they’re not with me and swear i’ll ignore them, and then 15 minutes later i’ll pick up their call and spend the next five hours with them
I can physically feel the sadness in my body and i just want to be happy for once
I wanna kms already
the urge to die and become nothing becomes stronger every day
fighting the urge to skip my classes and relapse in the bathroom
It’s crazy to me that there are people out there who never thought about killing themselves even once where as I think about it 24/7 every single day
"You loved so deeply that even in moments of doubt, pain, uncertainty, all you thought about were others, not as much as giving yourself a second glance."
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