Anaïs Nin, Nearer The Moon: From "A Journal Of Love": The Unexpurgated Diary Of Anaïs Nin, 1937-1939

My fursona is a bobcat with a blue hoodie so I made one cult of the lamb style. I also made variants!

I need the cards too I'm a tarot reader... Sketches and bobcats doodles below:

Ey YO. FEMALE E-GOAT??? REAL!???

And Also the beautiful clean one.

I let them get friendship married so Narinder can get his tax benefits lol

But legitimately. I mulled this one over repeatedly for literal months. Like. Do I want them to get married in front of the cult? Should they even get married? It would be hilarious if the Goat married them and then cried at the altar the whole time, but also... that doesn't feel right, so maybe I won't do that. And then once I decided it should be a personal friendship-marriage ritual where it's just the pair of them making vows to each other, I wrote four different scripts and hated them all and ended up just pulling this one out of thin air pretty much on the spot and that was that. At one point, I wanted Lambert to basically suggest this idea and then have them get friend-married on the spot, but that didn't feel right (and it was also gonna be unreasonably long) so that's why there's no context going into this one. And the actual friend-marriage ritual is... maybe not the best designed one ever? I wanted it to in some ways be similar to like, the way I imagine a romantic marriage happening in the cult- the parties exchange vows and do rings and stuff...? (If it's not obvious, I haven't been to many weddings...) But I figured they wouldn't want an audience, or to party with the whole cult afterwards, or anything like that. I also had them kiss each other's rings as opposed to like... faces... because one of the fights I had with myself in deciding how I would want this to go was whether it would make sense for them to kiss or not. And I ultimately decided that in this AU at least they just wouldn't want to. They're also wearing the rings on their not ring fingers cuz. Honestly it just felt right that way. Based on vibes. But basically I just wanted them to exchange a vow of eternal partnership in a very casual, chill setting, because I don't picture QPR AU Narilamb doing... anything other than that.

Also this is the rest of Lambert's office, which I actually had a pretty clear vision for after my last doodle but I didn't really bother to draw before starting this comic. Maybe I should've but eh it looks good enough. Interior backgrounds are hard......

Anyways. I think I'm happy with this one? I was enamored by the concept of a chill friendship marriage, so I definitely leaned into it here. As per usual, it's not perfect, I think I could've done a lot of stuff better / differently, but honestly?? If I were to ever get friend-married I would want it to go about like this, it makes my little aroace heart happy, and I spent too long on it to not show it to anybody. Thus. Enjoy, and also happy new year cuz I totally forgot to make a post individually about that...

Maria Clara AU?! But LAMB!?!

Just had the most silly idea and thought, I should draw the Lamb on a Filipiniana outfit lol-

I forgot the ear accessories but eh-

Might make the AU but it's just for shits and giggles.... A-

Oh, this is my first full design for Bishop Kallamar 💅

Shamura

Since everyone is drawing their Bishop of Chaos and Death in a maid dress...

Here's my take-

This took me long since I'm VEEERRRYYYY BUSY 😞

(Bro I'm surprised no one has ever draw them in these- so yea-)

Inspiration

Sketches:

I had ideas for an Au of the TROD AU or just regular AU that involves the amnesia trope that I'm spinning in my head so I'm gonna post it here for safe keeping.

First idea is permanent amneisa, second is if it was temporary

Hold these. I may or may not make a one shot or something

My friend and I came up with an interesting outfit for Narinder.

"The birth of a burden"

Another mouthwashing fanart with religious subtext yay!!

would you like a nice glass of