"I can fix him" oh yeah? well I can worship him like the god he is and feed into each and every single one of his delusions so he keeps me as his property forever
you know what's frustrating? having so much love to give, putting in efforts to make your loved ones stay, struggling to not be a burden on people, making them handmade things, going out of your way to be for them, checking up on them regularly and not receiving even a tiny amount of it back. the worst part is, even if i stop doing that, the only person suffering would be me because they don't care if i disappear. why should they? they have better people they can love and care for.
you’re a stupid girl who is bad at life, so i control everything in it and make all of your decisions for you. you appreciate it and happily do exactly as you’re told, always.
my heart is full of you, you, you.
my love for you is overflowing.
my pulse is racing - it's crying your name.
it is just you. it is always you. again and again and again.
I'm so tired of everytime one small argument or inconvenience breaks out I want to end it and self destruct, it's so draining.
I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I you
I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss
you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I
miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss
you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I
miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss
you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I
miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss
you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I
miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss
you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I
miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss
you I miss you I miss you I miss you I I need you
I'm probably annoying you at this point.. how many times did i tell you that i adore your voice?
♡ 19 | vent blog | tw suicide, obsessive love, stalking, gore | diagnosed bpd she/her
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