"You are the whole shape of sound, whether or not you sing"
Joanna Klink, from “Night Sky”, The Nightfields
Yeah, what they said. Have some respect for the ancestors, dweebs
Not pertinent to anything in particular but I do think it's kinda weird that we keep depicting cavemen in media crawling around on all fours covered in dirt with tangled, matted hair, speaking in broken, cobbled-together toddler language when like.
They were us.
Like literally genetically they were US, just like. A while ago.
Like
Would you trust a TV caveman with a baby? Probably not
A real life caveman though??? I think they'd be at least okay at it
🔞
In the late afternoon, I lie on my bed.
The sunglow seeps through spaces in the blinds and warms my soft brown skin. I trace the outline of my hip with my forefinger, admiring my new panties. They're hemmed with delicate lace, and there's a little pink rosebud made of tightly coiled ribbon stitched to the center of the waistband, directly beneath my n@vel. It makes me feel like a sweet little candy all wrapped up nicely. An image of my boyfriend's reaction to a picture of me like this popping up on his phone flashes through my mind. Heat rises to my face and I push my phone a little further away from myself on the bed. Of course I can't send him a picture of me like this! What will he say? What if he barely responds at all! I'd be mortified. But what if he likes it?... In my mind, I see him at the end of my bed, parting my legs to lie on top of me. His hand traveling from my collarbones all the way down my body and - oh, you know where. I try not to think of that for too long. The reason I laid down here was to take a simple nap before returning to finish my housework. It's time for my Sunday reset, after all. But I can already feel a bit of pressure building between my thighs.
I hop off the bed to look out the window at the stillness of the neighborhood. I can see the driveway and the house across the street which has been adorned with myriad flowers by the elderly couple that lives there. I can't help but imagine my boyfriend's car in the driveway. Imagine him looking through the window and seeing me, giving me a shy smile as I shimmy my hips playfully. I open the window to let in a little bit of fresh air, in hopes of distracting myself. The scent of spring with all its youthful exhilaration wafts in.
I inhale deeply and stretch upwards with the warm sun beaming down on my face. The cool breeze slips up my cropped, very baggy white camisole, and kisses my n¡pples. In response, they harden to peaks. I immediately cup my hands over my bre@sts, worried that someone might glance at my window and see me like that. My bre@sts are a bit too big to fit in my hands. E cups that sway with every step, so I can never go braless without garnering a lot of attention. My n¡pples are hypersensitive, with @reolas that dimple at the slightest touch. Any chance of distracting myself from the growing heat between my thighs vanished with the breeze coming through my window when I cupped my tits. My nap time fantasies made me even more sensitive to the warm touch. A jolt of pleasure shot through my chest and melted into a drop of soothing ecstasy.
"There goes nap time" I giggle to myself.
My hands begin to massage my chest in large circles. Cupping my bre@sts and fondling them gently. Now my n¡ps are even more pronounced, and when I glance down I can see them jutting out through the thin fabric of my camisole.
I give them a teasing flick. A breathy m0an escapes my lips. Warmth drips onto my panties from that simple touch.
So I begin to flick my n¡pples, one after the other in quick succession. Bliss swirls my chest. I just want more. A gentle pinch and a tug gives me a twing of pain mingled with the pleasure, causing my knees to buckle under me.
I quickly moved to the bed and lied down on my back, rubbing my @reolas in soothing strokes. Every now and then I encircled one of the hardened peaks in between my thumb and forefinger, eliciting a sound of excitement to escape me.
I bend my knees upward and begin to squirm as I moved my fingertips faster.
I tease the waistband of my panties with one hand while the other brushes across my entire chest. My chest is heaving up and down, my tummy shivers with every light touch.
My fantasies swirl out of control now. I can't help but wonder what it would be like if I were seen. A moment ago the idea frightened me. But now, entangled in the thrall of my ar0usal, I found it so exciting. I know everyone in the neighborhood is probably off at work. So I felt safe enough, during these quiet hours, to slowly part my legs in front of the window. I reach down to feel myself, and my fingers are met with a slick, warm, puddle seeping through my pretty little panties. I wonder if it could be seen from outside, just how wet I am.
Sliding my fingers up and down my slit is enough to make me shiver with ecstasy. My hips buck when I pass over my cl¡t with featherlight touches. The lack of pressure is torment, but I enjoy holding off my own release. My back arches away from my mattress as my pvssy throbs with need. I can feel myself soaking through my panties as I deny myself sweet release for a little longer. My mind has gone to another place now. I am floating in the middle of space, surrounded by my own pleasure sounds.
That's when it happens.
I hear a voice calling my name. The single word tumbled out, a startled, urgent, breathless sound. I recognize the voice immediately. In a panic, I rip my blanket off my bed and wrap it around my half naked body, sitting up to face my boyfriend, staring at me through the open window, jaw slacked, obviously shaken.
"Oh god, I'm so sorry. I didn't - I didn't mean - to - to watch. I swear." He stammers.
I am quivering from the anxiety and hypersensitivity reverberating through my entire body, and absolutely stupefied into silence.
"I wanted to surprise you, because you said today - today was a boring day, so I tried to knock and you didn't hear me, and then I heard some - some sounds. So I - I came to investigate." He shifts his weight uncomfortably, and starts to move away from the window. "I'm so sorry. I'll come back another time. I really didn't mean -"
"Wait no, no." I interrupt him. He freezes in place. I take a deep breath, summoning my courage. "I... liked it."
"What?" The word comes out soft and weak. I can see redness spreading across the bridge of his nose.
His blush only makes me want him more.
"I liked... that you saw me." I tell him.
I try to steady my quavering legs as I stand up to raise the window higher, with the blanket clutched around my neck, falling over my shoulders, providing minimal coverage.
My heart is pounding in my ears.
We are so close now, with only glass between us. I breathe as slowly as possible. My voice is barely above a whisper.
"Do you want to come in?"
I'm not crying, it's just so dusty in here😭#this might be one of the most beautiful things I've ever read 🌹
Where the sky becomes the sea (English Translation)
I tried many times to be poetic in loving you, but passion consumed me, like an earthquake devouring a building with its tectonic jaws.
Still, I cannot weave words in a way you would understand.
Every time you say my name, I want to weave my bones with yours, because I am tired of explaining the inexplicable, that which burns beneath my skin.
I would cut my soul into a million pieces to illuminate your way home.
I am an army of candles bringing eternal fire to your temple, waiting in the shadows of your heart, because I do not fear your darkness; my light belongs to it.
And if you were the sky, I would be the sea, absorbing your light and returning it in golden glimmers, while I flow towards you to the horizon.
And together, we could name the stars, one by one, until the universe is ours.
✦ @dervishlatino | NNF نشوان نازاريو فيريرا ✦
Matthew Cuthburt I'll love you forever 💗
“My girl—my girl that I’m proud of.”
— Anne of Green Gables, Chapter XXXVI: The Glory and the Dream
It's true that you must leave behind the old to welcome the new. But make sure you bring into the future the best of you.
Rebirth means parting with fragility Relinquish in place of the unknown However tumultuous or composed Controlled sacifice for betterment
wpm
That stage in the crush where you listen to maneater songs so you don't crash out waiting for a text even though deep down you're just a lovergirl and you just wanna hold hands and talk about anime.
The feminine urge to put lipstick kisses all over his neck, take a picture of it and make it my lock screen~♡
I just opened Tumblr, I did NOT expect to be slapped in the feelz like that😭
And from between my ribs will sprout little weeds, from the shallow surface of my shallow grave --
I care not if they are pretty, or invasive --
If I couldn't be filled with someone's love, in life? then at least I can be a home for something living, in death.
V. Rue, 2025.
-Fyodor Dostoyevsky, White Nights
18+ bi. Poetry, rambles, and descending into madness
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