I’m Literally The Funniest Person In The Whole World Idc

i googled why i had a dream about this because i wanna see her again tonight (i swear it’s not as emotional as it sounds) but google gave me two completely different reasons ☺️ how. helpful.

men will never understand this pain.

last night, i had a dream that i was pregnant and throughout the first half of the dream, i was anxiously waiting for my baby to be born. the father wasn't present (still kinda mad that i never got the context of who tf knocked me up 🙄) but i didn't care because i loved my child so much that nothing else in the world mattered.

i know it was only a dream, but istg i could feel kicking in my stomach and i would crave random snacks.

i spent my time making sure to only eat certain foods if they were healthy for the baby. i would spend my day tending to its care to make sure nothing would harm my unborn child. and near the end of my pregnancy, i found out that my child was gonna be a girl !! 🥳🥳

the second half of the dream was spent raising my daughter.

she was literally the funniest, kindest, and the most perfect girl i'd ever encountered. i loved the little shit to death. like i'm not exaggerating when i say i would happily die for her if she asked nicely.

she liked to eat popsicles -- her favorites were the pink ones and she refused to eat anything flavored orange.

she loved slushies, but hated brainfreezes. like, ik that nobody enjoys getting a brain freeze, but she despised them. she would refuse to drink / eat cold foods due to her fear of getting one. ☹️

her favorite way to pass time was to draw in her coloring book. she liked to use crayons more than colored pencils or markers. she said they blended better ??

i loved her with my entire heart.

but when i woke up from my dream and my little girl wasn't with me? that was the most pain i'd ever felt in my whole life.

i cannot even begin to explain how mind altering that was for me. all my life, i swore up & down that i would never have children. i said this because i helped to raise my younger siblings for YEARS and i hated every second of it. so why would i willingly put myself through that? well i was given a pretty good reasoning after i met my daughter ☺️

i want my baby girl back so bad.

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a/n : are any of u guys are thinking about reading ‘if he had been with me’ ?? if so, don’t. i will be emotionally broken for the rest of my fucking life.

tags : @kasqnxx @lvrsparadise @prettysturniolo @strniolo @urmyslxt @cupidsturniolo @opheliaofficial07 @thetriplets3 @sturn1olo-ffics @uhnanix @deadxrx @kitaysworld d @slaysturniolo @wilmalovegood @ladylokilaufeyson5 @sturniolopepsi @strnilolo @knowingnothingnoel @its-jennarose 

— ★ !! about me

hello!! my name is erilyn, but i go by ‘lyn’ as a nickname. i mostly write on wattpad, but im trying to get into tumblr as well. i have lost of published and finished wattpad books — if you’d like to check those out, my username is erilynlovesbooks. i release a chapter at the same time everyday. my followers really appreciate my consistency, so ill try my hardest to bring some of that onto tumblr as well :)

my favorite things to do are read, write, watch the triplets videos, and snuggle with my cats. oh! speaking of pets, my cats are who i will probably talk about the most because they’re evil gremlins. however, i have a dog and she’s my favorite thing in the world. so, even though she won’t be mentioned as much as my cats, i don’t want you guys to forget about her because she’s the loml 🫶

below, i’ve listed things that i like and dislike. regardless of my personal opinion, i want you all to remember that i respect and support any contradictory opinions of your own.

likes !!

- reading / writing

- my two kittens , indie + teeves

- my dog , sadie

- sweets

- outerspace <3

- feminism >>

- the ocean

dislikes !!

- chocolate…

- bugs w/ lots of legs

- oranges ( the fruit )

- messiness

- misogyny / homophobia / etc.

like i already said, i will respect your opinions as long as you respect mine. on my page, i will not tolerate hate in any way. if there is an issue, come to me. do not argue in my comments or anything like that.

— ★ !! profiles

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a/n : hi guys !! idk if anyone actually reads my notes here so if you do, tell me in the comments. if nobody reads them i’ll js quit adding them :/ but i need to know how u guys feel

tags : @kasqnxx @lvrsparadise @prettysturniolo @urmyslxt @strniolo @cupidsturniolo @opheliaofficial07 @thetriplets3 @sturn1olo-ffics @uhnanix @deadxrx @kitaysworld @slaysturniolo @wilmalovegood @ladylokilaufeyson5

the edits im CRYING😭

Hi can you make a chris version of your Matt x singer gf headcannons please? Like they were friends since middle school or something to give context haha. I love your writing <3

headcannons - c.s x singer gf

pairings: chris sturniolo x reader

summary: headcannons

warning(s):

not proofread

when you two were little, you'd always ramble on to him on how your dream was to be a famous singer and i just know little chris would be so encouraging and all like "you will be! i know you will"

"remember me when you're famous" -c

"i could never forget you chris" - y/n

towards highschool, you and chris started dating and the triplets started youtube while you started your singing career

you'd be in a bunch of videos and you'd write songs about them, giving eachother recognition

you eventually wrote this one song about chris, which blew up

from then on, you and chris started dating and as they got bigger on youtube, you got bigger in the singing industry

i just know chris would be so proud, like absolutely amazed

would come to every single show and would come on stage at the end (if you let him)

if you had intermission during any of your shows, he'd sneak on stage and say hi to fans and ramble into the microphone about how amazing you are

sings along to every song you play

in the car videos he'd be like "did you guys hear y/n's new song??" and would probably start playing it

you guys go on live together on instagram

goes to every award show you have and if he can't go, he's watching on live TV

not the best at ideas for writing songs.. but he loves to watch and listen to you write them, he's absolutely amazed at your pure talent and ability to make up songs on the spot.

comments on edits of you 24/7

saves edits of you to his favorites and to his camera roll 😭

reposts edits of you onto his story

in a youtube video you guys read wattpad fics of eachother and he gets upset at people writing about you 💀

gasps at your performances (he's always amazed tbh)

thinks you look SOO good performing and tells people how good of a performer you are.

TAGLIST:

@strniolo @stargirlv0id @annaisabookworm

i found this cutie patootie while scrolling on pinterest and i just HAD to share

songs that make me cry when i listen to them and think of tasm 2

- caroline by sombr

- your power by billie eilish

- gone, gone, gone by phillip phillips

- vienna by billie joel

- if you love her by forest blakk

- destroy myself just for you by montell fish

- right where you left me by taylor swift

- another love by tom odell

- a soulmate who wasn’t meant to be by jess benko

- photograph by ed sheeran

- the night we met by lord huron

- chasing cars by snow patrol

- halley’s comet by billie eilish

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a/n : longer chapter this time !!

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— ★ !! two

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a/n : i hope u guys like y/n because when the self insert is unlikeable the whole story goes to shit

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okay my name is erilyn and i go by lyn as a nickname. i've been called lyn all my life & i honestly answer to that quicker than my actual name but you guys don't understand how BADLY i wish my nickname was eri

like ??? imagine how fucking cute that would be 🤭🤭

"hey. what's up, eri?" UGH. MARRY ME.