I Think The Only Way I Could Ever Accept A Fic With Kim Dokja Acknowledging He's Bisexual Is If It's

i think the only way i could ever accept a fic with kim dokja acknowledging he's bisexual is if it's post-epilogue and he has been spending yearsssss dancing around yjh and hsy until finally FIIIIINALLY yjh and kdj fuck. but he leaves that encounter STILL in denial. and yjh bursts into hsy's study and just stands there and she's about to snap at him when he goes hsy do something about this. and hsy is like. you didn't use your punisher form, did you. and yjh is like. ....no. and she's like ROOKIE MISTAKE and yjh is just like =_= hsy. so hsy rolls up her sleeves like alright alright i'm going in and tldr she fucks kdj so good he has to lay there with her passing a cigarette back and forth and staring at the ceiling and after reaching the second cigarette he's like ...so. wait. AM i gay? or, what, bisexual? and despite kdj's voice clearly indicating he is in a medical state of shock hsy does not care and simply takes a drag and exhales and goes. so kim dokja. why did enjoying sex with a woman make you think you're not straight?

*RECORD SCRATCH*

and then the fic ends there <3

DATVD fans,

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lunistaah

2 weeks ago

wow I thought more people would relate to Paul ngl (one person accidentally voted Paul when they meant to vote Julian)

DATVD fans,

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lunistaah

6 months ago

Stop being relatable Kim Dokja or else I will read other doomed media as a coping mechanism

Digital fanart for Omniscient reader's viewpoint. It's a series of black and white illustrations making out a single monologue through their accompanying text.
"I suppose, in a sense".
Kim Dokja looking at something under his feet. His face is hidden under a heavy shadow with only a single eye and a crack running across his face visible. Behind his head there's a disc of a halo crumbling away on a background of pitch black sky.

"I'm also a writer"
A shot of Kim Dokja from the back. He is standing on a path made out of screens-tiles, each depicting a scene. Closest to him are a scene of his companions calling out to him and a scene of unconcious Yoo Joonghyuk sleeping somewhere. Further aways, disappearing in the dark, are two female silhouettes, possibly Lee Sookyung and Han Sooyoung back on Earth.

"Worse than a proper one"
Two bright white parallel lines - two bridges extend into the dark, never getting close. Kim Dokja stands close to the lower edge of the art, watching someone standing on the other path far away, also wearing a white coat.

"With my hands accustomed to turning pages"
The text sits in the screen of Kim Dokja's phone held by his crumbling hands.

"Not filling them"
That text, in contrast, is printed on a stack of pages held by different hands, with painted black nails and different type of scars.

"My heart as well"
A close up of Kim Dokja's face, looking down. There is no heavy shadow over his face, yet his mouth are not drawn. Despite that, his eyes look dull, sad.

"Accustomed to seeing"
A reflection of younger Kim Dokja in an old pc screen. He looks down, just as sad and disheartened as his older self. There are pages visible on the screen.

"But not participating"
A shot from inside the train carrier. Hands claw at the closed doors, leaving bloody traces on the glass. It's Kim Dokja's crumbling hands. Behind the glass there is a night sky.

"Maybe that is why"
Kim Dokja is sitting on a train seat with his legs, looking to the right. He is wearing his stark wjite coat, and looks empty. He is surrounded by an empty void, all alone in the space he is in.

"Their expressions are hard to pin down"
A mirror image of the previous one, but this Kim Dokja is looking at his companions, who surround him. They all sit on grass, with a darkening sky above them. Still, all the faces of Kim Dokja's companions are hidden as if drawn over with a pen.

"If i never experience that strong of a feeling"
Kim Dokja at the end of the 1863 arc, from the back, hunched down with his black wings framing his back. His horns are crumbling, and so does the black star of a constellation above his head.

"How can i put it on a page?"
A mirror image of Kim Dokja from the first page - but now it's Han Sooyoung looking down on Kim Dokja with her face hidden under a heavy shadow, her expression impossible to pin down. She is wearing a bright white coat.

"A story written by someone that inadequate"
A page almost fully black. In the upper left corner, there is barely visible figure of young Han Sooyoung in front of a computer screen, typing. On her chair there's barely visible hand of the Dokkaebi king. Only whatever is bathed in the light of the screen is visible.

"Surely it's not a read you would approve of"
A similarly almost completely black page. In contrats with the text, a happy Kim Dokja, visible in the light of his phone, sits in a hospital bed. An IV drip is visible next to him, with the bags going from seemingly normal one to Story fluid the higher they sit.
Full text says:
"I suppose, in a sense... I'm also a writer, worse than a proper one, with my hands accustomed to turning pages, not filling them. My heart, as well, accustomed to seeing, but not participating. Maybe that is why their expressions are hard to pin down. If i never experience that strong of a feeling, how can i put it on a page? A story written by someone that inadequate... Surely it's not a read you would approve of."

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orv omniscient readers viewpoint kim dokja orv spoilers the worse part about hating /hj Kim Dokja is that i relate to him more because i hate him… dooming myself with more doomed media this art is really good and it gave me emotional damage

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lunistaah

2 weeks ago

No one can tell me this song is not pauljulian core (Paul POV)

(It’s in Japanese & it’s vocaloid & it’s pretty good)

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lunistaah

2 months ago

This was me doing my historical narrative except at the end I never got to finish meticulously explaining a new concept I made up at 12:00 and it was due by 8

INFP functions chat while writing an article.

Te: We have to follow the project outline I designed. First we do step A then step B, and so on.

Fi: Perfect.

Ne: But thats sooooo boring. I won't do it. Let's wait until I have a magic burst of inspiration!

Te: NO! We won't wait until you feel inspired.

Fi: Just get started Te.

Te: Great.

Later...

Te: I'm very tired. I'll rest for while and let Ne on the front.

Fi: Fine. I just hope this doesn't backfire somehow.

Ne: Yay! I won't fail. *Proceeds to advance quickly but ends up diverting the course, touches topics that weren't planned and generates a bunch of new ideas*.

Si: Just stop right there Ne! You've made progress, but does this still fits the main objective? Let's reflect on the project for a moment.

Ne: Uh oh, ok.

Si: We can still pull this through, now follow my lead. We're going to meticulously develop those new ideas you developed and justify them perfectly.

Ne: *Gets nervous* I shouldn't have diverted the course even though it was fun. Now there's extra work and Si wants to keep me on a leash.*Continues complaining for the rest of the project*.

Fi: Wow. That was stressful.

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lunistaah

3 weeks ago

Do you ever wonder what if Paul & Julian actually burnt down the home?

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lunistaah

2 weeks ago

Pauljulian…..