I Am Having An Existential CRISIS!!!! I AM OLDER THAN TAEHYUN AND HUENING KIA. WTF. Pls Send Help...

SANGYEON AND I HAVE THE SAME BIRTHDAY!!! 😊😊 He is exactly five years older than me to the date. Why do I feel like he could be my Dad when he’s only five years older than me?

Thank you Namjoon! Happy Birthday. I love you too. Im still trying to love myself but I know that I can get there thanks to you. Thank you.

namjoon is love 💜 happy birthday joonie! thank you for constantly filling our lives with love and giving us reasons to love ourselves. I love you more than love. 

The second hand embarrassment is strong here

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Song : City Lights (ft. Taeyong)

Artist : Yunho

Album : New Chapter #2 : The Truth Of Love - 15th Anniversary Special Album

The camera work in the We Lost the Summer MV is AMAZING. The whole thing is amazing. The vibes were immaculate. My jaw was just on the floor. Honestly like this MV better than Blue Hour. It felt more down to earth and I related to it better.

Hahahaha that whole video had me dead. Renjun just securing his bias spot.

NOOOOOOO RENJUN AND KITTENS NOOOOOOO OH MY GOD

Damn, you know they’re your bias when you can’t stop freaking watching them.

Me to Jaemin the whole 00 line live

And the funny part is I felt so awkward the whole time. Like I relate to my perceptions of him on another level lol. He comes across just a little detached to me, but like I said my perception. I’m probably projecting here oof

renjun v. food

how to live life like a ghibli film

1. go out in nature more. every studio ghibli film has some aspect of nature intertwined with the storyline. sometimes its hard to get the energy to go outside, but just going out on your deck or opening the window in your room or taking a walk around the block is enough. if you feel like it, go for a hike! go into the woods and look at every flower, and every tree. look at the mushrooms and streams and notice the beauty of them. look at nature like you’ve never seen it before. wake up at 4 and watch the sunset. put plants around your room. realize how beautiful the world is around you. appreciate it. 

2. get a hobby! this step is certainly easier said than done, but its so worth it. struggling with mental illness makes it especially hard to get a hobby, but its very important that you don’t spend the majority of your time on social media. Start small. If you want to start drawing get a coloring book and fill in a picture with beautiful markers! If you want to write find a random prompt online, give yourself 30 minutes and see what you can come up with. Want to try baking? Start with an easy recipe, like chocolate chip cookies, and share them with your family or friends, or just yourself! Try out a bunch of hobbies, and see what you like best. Maybe you like making jewelry or writing poems or creating digital collages or making video edits or decorating your room or riding a bike or sewing or reading. The possibilities are endless, and getting a hobby you enjoy is very important, and fun.

3. start appreciating small things and noticing details. I don’t know how to explain this step, but in studio Ghibli films, small things always stick out. There are beautiful tiny details that make the story so much more magnificent. small details make the studio Ghibli films what they are. maybe on your way to school/work the sky was a really pretty color. Or the tea you made in the morning was perfectly steeped. appreciate small details of life that you don’t normally notice.

4. appreciate food. Pay attention to your food. If you can, try and make/bake your own food! But if you can’t, just be mindful of your food. Try not to eat while you’re on your phone. Dedicate times to just eating. Appreciating the food in front of you. Make yourself the ponyo drink with milk and honey, or ponyo ramen! Make yourself your own blend of tea like the Baron!

5. be kind and help others. Being kind doesn’t have to be a grand gesture, it can be smiling and waving at a baby in a café, or helping your mom finish the dishes, or paying for a friend’s coffee. Small gestures not only put good out into the world, but they also make you feel better. When you can, help others. Try volunteering at an animal shelter, or babysit for your aunt without charging her, or just listen to your friend when they’re going through something and be there for them. In every Ghibli film, the main character is always helping others, and being kind. Try to be like kiki, when she returned the pacifier to the mother who forgot it, or like chizuru from the cat returns, who risks her life to save a cat. Kindness comes in all shapes and forms, so just try your best to do what you can!

6. be your most authentic self. Stay true to who you are. dress how you’d like. Cut your hair like you’ve always wanted to. Stay confident and true to yourself. We all feel insecure sometimes, but we need to remind ourselves that we are great. Don’t try and force yourself to be someone you aren’t. Kiki felt insecure in her abilities as a witch, but she stayed true to herself, and believed in herself, and it paid off. Love and appreciate yourself, just the way you are.

7. (not really a tip but a fun suggestion) start collecting something! This is just an extra step that I wanted to include because I think its nice. But start a collection of things that interest you. It could be anything! Candles, stamps, teacups, antique figurines, 19th century photos, lip balms, books, key chains, flowers, hats. The choices are endless.

Just binge watched True Beauty. Shbssbdbjd!! I’m obsessed. I’m in love with Seo Joon. I wanna punch him most of the time but also his pretty face. I fan girl every time I see him. Honestly I started watching bc I saw a clip with his face in it. And Su Ho is so adorable. 🥺🥺 He’s just so soft for our beautiful lady. I melt every time he melts does for her. I love it. Love it.