There are screams inside me that I can't stop. Even though I try to keep my face still, I'm afraid that one day I'll dissolve and disappear. I have to continue to stay calm. Calm down, relax. Don't show your feelings. Just don't.
Gloomy Saturday. The 1975′s new album, coffee, freelance work, some writing, maybe some reading later
December 5, 2022 - Monday
Everything in life is temporary and always changing but it’s crazy how we always assume things will be the same forever. This sickness will continue forever. This good health will continue forever. These relationships with people I love will be the same forever. This misery will continue forever. But it’s not true. Anything could be around the corner! Lives can change within seconds, such is this world. This misery will end, so cheer up. These relationships will change so make the most of them now so you don’t regret it too much when they do. You will be okay. You will be fine.
wednesday, 21.04.21 💫
Lately I’ve been feeling like I‘m absolutely in the right place at the right time, doing exactly what I‘m supposed to do.
🎶 seven wonders - fleetwood mac
i don't WANT to live in a society i want to live in a bookstore cafe
I really love the woman that I am. I really admire her intellect, her courage, her fear, her taste, her physicality, her distinctions, her desires.
Gloomy Saturday. The 1975′s new album, coffee, freelance work, some writing, maybe some reading later
it’s a chilly autumn morning. you are snuggled in bed, vaguely aware of a rhythmic pattering on your roof, and dim cool light in your room. you fall back to sleep, dreaming of nothing but warmth and comfort. you awaken again, a few seconds before a a soft rumbling of thunder sounds. you have nothing to do today but listen and enjoy
“Most of our childhood is stored not in photos, but in certain biscuits, lights of day, smells, textures of carpet.”
— Alain de Botton (via wordsnquotes)