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Daily blog #11

[Wednesday, 21 June 2023]

I did some cleaning today as my classes were off. A while ago , I saw this post about having a diary to write and keep all the things you like, like your favourite quotes, stories, poems, movie posters, postcards and so on. I have been wanting to make one, so I did. In the evening, I had some free time so I took out all my supplies and made this folder kinda thing. I didn't want to use a diary cuz it'll swell up making it look ugly and all. I am pretty satisfied with the results tho.

Signing off

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~ Meredith Grey

A principle I aim to adopt is "embody what you desire." If I desire friends who host themed parties, perhaps initiating such gatherings myself is the first step. If I long for someone who expresses affection through love letters, I could cultivate that by writing heartfelt letters to those I care about. Wanting to frequent museums and charming cafes? Extend invitations to friends for these outings. Even if I don't immediately find my ideal circle, I would have evolved into the very person I aspire to be around, and perhaps, that in itself is sufficient.

"I really like you. I wasn’t looking for anyone, to be honest. You were just my friend, but somewhere down the line, i realised that nobody gets me like you do. You understand me. You find my lame jokes funny. You have the same choices as mine. With you, i don’t have to explain myself. With you, i don’t have to be someone i am not."

"You are my ideal person. You are the right amount of caring and mature. You match my crazy. You are an early riser and I sleep late, but i love how i wake up to cute good morning wishes. You make my day. You make me happy, but i can’t be with you. I'm afraid of the idea of falling in love again. The last time i fell in love, i fell hard. All it left me with was a broken heart and a lot of sleepless nights."

"The thing is, i am not ready.  I'm not ready to give my heart to someone. It took me so long to be okay, and the fear is what holds me back. So, even though i know that what we have is perfect, i am too scared to take a chance. I'm too scared to give love another chance."

Daily blog #9

[Monday, 19 June 2023]

Literally the most productive day I have had in a while. I spent the whole day at my institute after class, and it was def so productive. After I came back at around 6 PM, I lazed around for a while and then completed some of my chem notes. It felt so good to be productive. Hoping to spend more days like this.

Signing off

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There is literally nothing more attractive than a man talking about his feelings. Yeah, tell me why you love, tell me what wrong happened with you, tell me why I pissed you off and how can I fix that

The best duo >"<

Daily blog #5

[Thursday, 15 June 2023]

Just another boring day.

I am trying to increase my speed in solving math problems but I think I need to keep at it for quite some time. I finally completed a chemistry chapter, which was something I must have done cuz my teacher started another chapter, so it's easy going along with the teacher. I am also not able to keep up with reading since, I get really sleepy when I am done with studies. I still have a heck of a work to cover so I think I urgently need to learn to sit and study for long hours. An easy way to do so is to stay back in my institute after classes, which I have been wanting to do for a week, but unable to do so for one reason or another. I really hope I do sit back there for at least a couple hours after class since it'll help me cover a lot of work in a little time. Fingers crossed 🤞

PS: Since it's mango season, I am having a lot of those lately, as I love mangoes. So, today I made some Mango milkshakes too.

Signing off

User_liztical

ikr, i be kicking the air only to end up cursing cuz he won't ever look at me the way the he in romcoms does

I have such a love-hate relationship with rom-coms. Love how the characters fall in love, hate how I’m probably never going to have that.