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Trozos de una libreta rota abandonada por un escritor

Mi vida está llena de hombres, de vicios, de exceso, de alcohol, de drogas, cada noche, cada madrugada, hay un poco de emoción, de ilusión, de insalubridad…que siempre termina en soledad, cuando comienzan a salir los rayos de sol también comienzan a levantarse las ropas, a lavarse los sudores, a amarrarse las agujetas, tirarse los vasos desechables, las servilletas, los condones, las colillas de cigarro… y se enciende esa última bachita para conciliar el sueño un ratito más, dos horas para comenzar a fingir que tienes una vida normal, que las letras te salen, que te inspiras en la ciudad, cuando en realidad son tus loqueras vomitando letras en el papel, el dolor, el vacío, el miedo, la soledad…un puñado de mis dolores de cabeza, de las resacas, de los abandonos, de ese beso, ese orgasmo que me rolan o que me cambian por dinero, para amanecer solo, un poco más roto, un poco más triste, un poco más viejo.

La parranda, “eres el hombre divertido”, “eres lo que me admiro”, “eres todo lo que yo quisiera ser”, humo, eso soy, puro humo, una máscara que jamás termina de ocultar mi dolor, el hombre triste que en realidad soy.

Mi depresión ahora mismo

writing prompts! cheshire cat quotes edition

from American McGee's Alice and Alice: Madness Returns

"I've heard self-relience is a virtue. Now, you've heard it."

"I suppose experience teaches best. Learn by doing and similar clichés have merit."

"Haste makes waste, so I rarely hurry."

"Reject only your ignorance and you may survive."

"A blunderbuss in the hands of a blockhead is a catastrophe waiting to happen."

"What resides beneath this betina of civility? Something wicked, I wager."

"For every task there's a proper tool, sometimes more than one."

"Those who say there's nothing like a nice cup of tea for calming the nerves never had real tea."

"How fine you look when dressed in rage!"

"Threats, promises, and good intentions don't amount to action."

"Every adventure requires a first step, trite, but true."

"When the remarkable turns bizarre, reason turns rancid."

"What is sought is most often found, if it is truly sought."

"Only a few find the way, some don't recognize it when they do, some don't ever want to."

"There's an ugly name for those who do things the hard way."

"Only the foolish believe suffering is just wages for being different. Only the savage regard the endurance of pain as the measure of worth. Only the insane equate pain with success."

"The steps to enlightenment brighten the way, but the steps are steep. Take them one at a time."

"Seeking refuge from the wicked world? Perhaps things only look like they've gone to hell."

"Seek and ye shall find, they say, but they don't say what you'll find."

"A reflection sometimes exposes more reality than the object it echoes."

"Back to admire your handiwork? Returning to the scene of the crime."

"Memories define our lives, and they renew us. Collect them, nurture them. An experience forgotten never was."

"Are you feigning ineptitude or is your mind in a muddle?"

"Some obstacles are overcome with the mind, some, with our heart."

"Different denotes neither bad nor good but it certainly means not the same."

“You know, it’s flattering when there’s a rumor that says I’m bisexual. It means I can play more kinds of roles. I’m open to whatever people want to call me. I’ve never really been attracted to men sexually, but I don’t think I would be afraid of it if it happened.”

difícil la vida universitaria, se te va toda la plata de la semana en pura chela, tabaco, energética y condones 😔

If I had time to worry about every person who admired, imitated, or stalked me, I wouldn’t have time to be my fabulous self.

Auston Matthews (via incorrectleafquotes)