It's 10 and I'm watching The Edge Of Sleep, too fucking good. It's freaking me out and making me sleepy at the same time whihch is als freaking me out. Did you know the record for a lack of sleep is either 264.4 or 453.5 hours depeding on who you ask??? Get those fucking oldnman gold teeth away form me
Why do British people mock us for saying Soccer, like they aren't the one's who started saying that first? It like a TV mean girl telling you to wear roller skates with them because "it will look so cute!" Only to back out and make you look like a fool
This is... not that bad. I even let it sit for a while. Did I use the wrong stuff? I figured this was close enough, but I expected my soul to be ejected from my body with how much hipe people have been giving this to me
Went out for a walk in the rain, and bought things at the gas station with my own money for the first time. Today has been surprisingly awesome. Time to ruin it.
I was thinking about how the real world should have an NPC to give you side quests so you can remember to get your work done, before realizing that it did have one, and it was my mother
Don't worry Ivory, she's lying, I would want to be your friend. I'm love plenty of homicidal maniacs, you'll fit right in <3
Does anyone know why Edge of Sleep is no longer available? I thought it was just me, but I know it isn't, but no one on my feed is talking about it
I love things that want to kill you but can't s and so they get frustrated, like the lephant monster inr the edge of sleep and death in a datw with death. I love it
Winsweep called himself the "nuclear option" and that is very true. Honestly both him and rat are incredibly destructive on content smp but Blake especially Represents War. War poses itself as necessary, it kills indiscriminately, it is the tool of the powerful, just like him.
We have seen the ways that Lux has slowly become more violent. She originally was against using charter weapons but that changed. They said "Violence is your mother tongue so Iโm going to speak to you perfectly fluently" and she was right, she has learned that language too well.
I loved the rat v win fight bc they know each other so well. They predict each other's moves, how they fight, after years of rivalry they know each other intimately, they look at each other and feel nothing but hate while trying to ignore how much they see themselves staring back.
Rat and Win are obsessed with each other. They CANNOT stop fighting and to me the most satisfying end would have been Blake getting so wrapped up in fighting Rat that he stayed in the border to fight him to the bitter end ultimately destroying both of them in the process.
but we don't get that satisfying ending. Because Blake Is War. Lux sacrifices herself to ensure Rat lives. It is the worst possible outcome because Lux was the one who deserved it the least. At this point none of them were saints but even Arathian said she was never the target.
It is very interesting to my that Rat and Lux kept saying that it was Blake's funeral. To me they were not only saying that he was going to die but also that once he was dead no one would mourn him. The rain falling over his corpse would be the last time anyone would cry for him.
it is ironic then that it was not Win's funeral but Lux's. But Lux had many funerals, Rat built a grave, Nox surely mourned her and even Winsweep built her a genuine grave. Her death was not her funeral and she will be remembered fondly by most of the server despite her faults.
While fighting Blake, Lux also said that she made it rain because he didn't deserve to die in the sun "that is only for honorable people". Every other player killed by a charter weapon died in the sunlight, Implying that even Diansu was more honorable than Win. And she's right.
Her hate for win is fueled by how he permanently killed two players. She hated Rat for doing the same thing before they became allies. But Lux herself also used a charter weapon. Though Diansu was far from innocent when she killed him he died honorably while she lost her honor.
After killing Diansu Lux became much more willing to use the charter weapon, she was corrupted but unlike Win and Rat who are driven by power, vengeance, and a need for destruction, she still had a good heart. She wanted to believe Win had changed, she was willing to let him live.
Though the rain as she dies indicates a dishonorable death everything else about that scene betrays the idea. She may have been corrupted but she died honorably to save her closest ally. War never kills those who deserve it most. Her death is not satisfying, it is not righteous.
In the wake of Lux's death rain takes on new meaning. It is stormy and dark because the light (Lux) is gone. As Win and Rat stand at her grave it starts to rain, it is a reminder that they killed her, she may have chosen to sacrifice herself but it was Their feud that killed her.
What is butterfly doing in those woods? ALSO THAT NOTE CHANGE AT 10:33. I nearly jumped out of my chair
Some Fanfic authors needa tag better. When I see a tag that says, "this character is really creep," with no more details given, I don't expect them to be like a literal pedophile. Maybe that's on me, but I expected some kind of warning? Am I crazy?
False alarm, they just look like that
Did someone take a bite out of my tooth?
he/they/she ๐งก๐๐ค๐ฉต๐ I don't know how this site works please just leave me to cry alond
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