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4 weeks ago

‘YOU WANT ME TO LET HIM PAST TOO?’ HBXKSBXKSH

5 months ago

MY HEARTTTT, Rafe I feel the need to protect you sm ahhhh 🩷🩷

All I Want for Christmas (Rafe Cameron SMAU): Part Three

Summary: Fresh off of a bad break-up and newly single for the first time ever, Y/N's friends whisk her away for a holiday vacation to try to bring her spirits up. Her best friend's brother, an up-and-coming influencer, decides to tag along to get some holiday content. Add in some meddling friends, a disastrous ski trip, crazy fans, and you've found yourself a romantic comedy so sweet it'll rot your teeth!

Social Media AU

Pairing: Rafe Cameron x Reader

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All I Want For Christmas (Rafe Cameron SMAU): Part Three
All I Want For Christmas (Rafe Cameron SMAU): Part Three
All I Want For Christmas (Rafe Cameron SMAU): Part Three
All I Want For Christmas (Rafe Cameron SMAU): Part Three
All I Want For Christmas (Rafe Cameron SMAU): Part Three
All I Want For Christmas (Rafe Cameron SMAU): Part Three
All I Want For Christmas (Rafe Cameron SMAU): Part Three
All I Want For Christmas (Rafe Cameron SMAU): Part Three

Taglist:

@onelonelybitch @stoned-writer @charli123456789 @akobx @k-k0129 @urbrunettebombshell @empath-bunny @angelicameron @lilahrosee @stayonmars @elltheawkward @rafeycameronsgf @emmasclaws

4 months ago

THANK YOU BABES MUCH LOVE

All I Want for Christmas (Rafe SMAU): Final Part

Summary: Fresh off of a bad break-up and newly single for the first time ever, Y/N's friends whisk her away for a holiday vacation to try to bring her spirits up. Her best friend's brother, an up-and-coming influencer, decides to tag along to get some holiday content. Add in some meddling friends, a disastrous ski trip, crazy fans, and you've found yourself a romantic comedy so sweet it'll rot your teeth!

Social Media AU

Pairing: Rafe Cameron x Reader

AN: Thank you guys for all the support on this story! It truly means the world to me! This is my first completed story, it was supposed to be shorter than this, but I like to drag things out unintentionally 😂 Here we go!!!!

Profiles Masterlist

All I Want For Christmas (Rafe SMAU): Final Part
All I Want For Christmas (Rafe SMAU): Final Part
All I Want For Christmas (Rafe SMAU): Final Part
All I Want For Christmas (Rafe SMAU): Final Part
All I Want For Christmas (Rafe SMAU): Final Part
All I Want For Christmas (Rafe SMAU): Final Part
All I Want For Christmas (Rafe SMAU): Final Part
All I Want For Christmas (Rafe SMAU): Final Part
All I Want For Christmas (Rafe SMAU): Final Part
All I Want For Christmas (Rafe SMAU): Final Part

Taglist:

@onelonelybitch @stoned-writer @charli123456789 @akobx @k-k0129 @urbrunettebombshell @empath-bunny @angelicameron @lilahrosee @stayonmars @elltheawkward @rafeycameronsgf @emmasclaws @sabrina-carpenter-stan-account @ayy1234567 @different-tale-student @f4irywor1d @callsign-mirage @my-name-is-baby @emmaaas-posts @marleymarleymarleymarley @lilithblackkk

6 months ago

thank you soooo much love you!!! 💞💓

Kildare University Announcement

Hi! First, I want to thank everyone so much for reading! I genuinely was SO nervous when I made my first post because I love this story so much, and I really wanted to find a space for it! I never ever thought that I would have so many people reading it and telling me that they love it! I literally feel like crying when I see everyone's comments and reblogs. I never in a million years thought anything I made would be this well received. That being said, I have been thinking about this to myself (I have no friends😂) and:

I CAN NOT PICK AN ENDGAME....

This story is over halfway through, and I still cannot decide who the endgame is. I thought about doing a poll or just flipping a coin because I love them both so much, but I have made a decision.

From this point forward, when there is one update to KU, there will be two. Each boy will be getting their own endgame so that you can pick who is your favorite and get the ending that each boy was going to get! I genuinely can't pick, so I have decided that I will just put in the work to not have to 😂 I will be marking each chapter with whose endgame it contributes to, and I will be making them separate parts of the masterlist to help everyone keep track of the ending they are following!

This way, if you want one specific endgame, you can read that one. Or, if you want to read both, you can do that as well! There may be some posts in each separate part that are repeats, but each story will be almost completely unique unless it is a piece that is not boy specific!

Thank you so so so so so much for the support! It really means the world to me! I can't thank each and every single one of you enough for how happy you have made me!

5 months ago

SHUT UP. This is just amazing, I’m in awe just by reading this introduction, looking forward to read your great work! Thank you so much for this babes 💞💓

Kildare Elementary Introduction

AN: Soooooooo, I have gotten carried away once again with another SMAU and I completely blame my love of HB:L by @zyafics and Abbott Elementary..... Here we are again with a new SMAU that will be starting once my other three have completed (if I post before that someone smack me)....

Pairing: Rafe Cameron x Reader/Past!JJ Maybank x Reader

Synopsis: 7 years ago, you and your best friend got drunk at a party and you ended up having a baby. You guys gave your relationship a shot, but he has always been in love with someone else. So, you guys remained friends after your daughter was born and you moved to the next town over. Now, there's an opening at the school all of your friends work at, and you are itching to take it. Perfect, right? Well, it would be if your classroom didn't somehow get moved next to your childhood crush and you can't tell if he is flirting with you or just really bad with technology.

Kildare Elementary Introduction
Kildare Elementary Introduction
Kildare Elementary Introduction
Kildare Elementary Introduction
Kildare Elementary Introduction
Kildare Elementary Introduction
Kildare Elementary Introduction
Kildare Elementary Introduction
Kildare Elementary Introduction
Kildare Elementary Introduction
Kildare Elementary Introduction
Kildare Elementary Introduction
5 months ago

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH GOT ME KICKING MY FEET AND GIGGLING 💞💘

Kildare University- Junior Year: 11 (Rafe)

Endings Announcement

Synopsis: A Social Media AU in which you find yourself at Kildare University along with your friends. Starting over at a new school shouldn't be difficult. Well, except for the fact that your ex-boyfriend is the quarterback, and you are the drum major. Add in a little bit of drama, a lot of friendship, an ex who can't seem to let you go, and a best friend who has been in love with you since you were kids and well? Welcome to KU!

Pairings: Past!Rafe x Reader, JJ x Reader, Rafe x Reader

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Kildare University- Junior Year: 11 (Rafe)
Kildare University- Junior Year: 11 (Rafe)
Kildare University- Junior Year: 11 (Rafe)
Kildare University- Junior Year: 11 (Rafe)
Kildare University- Junior Year: 11 (Rafe)
Kildare University- Junior Year: 11 (Rafe)
Kildare University- Junior Year: 11 (Rafe)
Kildare University- Junior Year: 11 (Rafe)
Kildare University- Junior Year: 11 (Rafe)
Kildare University- Junior Year: 11 (Rafe)
Kildare University- Junior Year: 11 (Rafe)
Kildare University- Junior Year: 11 (Rafe)

Taglist:

@akobx @onelonelybitch @the-universe-and-karma @beeskisses @frankoceanluvr11 @ivy-34 @rafecameronsloverrrrr @k-k0129 @asyouwish-fromcabin3 @xoxo-ada @aariahnaa @strawberryforks @urbrunettebombshell @whatisoutside @spenceatiny18 @animalistic0 @modern-mermaid @ethanthequeefqueen @lilahrosee @angelicameron @aesthetic-lyss

2 years ago

Welcome to the family

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Draco Malfoy x fem! potter! reader

Harry Potter x fem! twin! Reader

[Requested – see request here]

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Summary: Y/n and Draco have been dating in secret for a while but how will her family react when they find out?

Warnings: swearing, kissing, allusions to sex, mentions of food, sex, drinking and eating, lil more angsty in some places than I meant for, argument, shouting, drunk Lily and Remus at the end

A/n: 5.8k words, couldn’t help but add some Draco fluff in there, no voldy au, Wolfstar has an adopted daughter whose older than the reader but her name isn’t mentioned, oh and I wrote more than I intended because as per usual I got carried away, there may be a few mistakes in this one and I am so sorry, I am happy with how this turned out as I was a little nervous with the story line I went for x enjoy!

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You fiddled with your jumper, pulling it down gently to make sure Draco’s shirt wasn’t visable in any way. Once you were happy you picked up your bag checking you had everything, your wand, your dads cloak and in particular the marauders map which you stole from Harry’s dorm earlier

As you were about to zip up your bag when the door to your dorm opened abruptly, hitting the wall as it did, revealing your brother being backed into the room by Ginny whist making out “Evening” you say amused, scaring them half to death 

They jump apart, relaxing as they see you although Harry looks a little embarrassed “Hi y/n” Ginny smiles “I thought you’d be away by now sorry” she lets out a giggle 

“Hey Gin, no worries I’m just leaving now” you say with a smile beginning to walk by them “I’m not ready to be an aunt yet so be safe” you nudge Harry who lets out some kind of noise looking mortified “Have fun” you sing as you close the door behind you, oh merlin did you love to tease your twin

Making your way down the stairs you wave at Neville as he sits in the corner with Seamus and Dean before heading to the door, but as you are about to exit you hear your brothers voice “Y/n!”

You spin around spotting him jogging up to you “Hey…wow you work fast” you jest wiggling your eyebrows

“Ha ha very funny” he deadpans but you can see the blush creeping on his face “I was wondering if you’ve seen the map or Ron and Hermione” he inquires

Fuck, you think, of course now he notices, it’s only been going missing for near 5 years “Nope” you lie before tilting your head “What does Ron and Mione got to do with it?” you question

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4 months ago

so so much love for pookie 💓

Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles

Synopsis: 7 years ago, you and your best friend got drunk at a party and you ended up having a baby. You guys gave your relationship a shot, but he has always been in love with someone else. So, you guys remained friends after your daughter was born and you moved to the next town over. Now, there's an opening at the school all of your friends work at, and you are itching to take it. Perfect, right? Well, it would be if your classroom didn't somehow get moved next to your childhood crush and you can't tell if he is flirting with you or just really bad with technology.

Pairing: Rafe Cameron x Reader/Past!JJ Maybank x Reader

Masterlist

Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles
Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles
Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles
Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles
Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles
Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles
Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles
Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles
Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles
Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles
Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles
Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles
Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles
Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles
Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles
Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles
Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles
Kildare Elementary Instagram Profiles

Taglist:

@onelonelybitch @callsign-mirage @akobx @lilahrosee @jaydaaasworld @mileyraes @ethanthequeefqueen @pogueprincesa @davinashifts333 @daysis-stuff @leather-n-velvet @dearluuna @naylanae-0308 @vviolets444rroses @hadids-world

6 months ago

tumblr hates to see me coming back

Kildare University- Junior Year: 1

Synopsis: A Social Media AU in which you find yourself at Kildare University along with your friends. Starting over at a new school shouldn't be difficult. Well, except for the fact that your ex-boyfriend is the quarterback, and you are the drum major. Add in a little bit of drama, a lot of friendship, an ex who can't seem to let you go, and a best friend who has been in love with you since you were kids and well? Welcome to KU!

Pairings: Past!Rafe x Reader, JJ x Reader, Rafe x Reader

Masterlist

Kildare University- Junior Year: 1
Kildare University- Junior Year: 1
Kildare University- Junior Year: 1
Kildare University- Junior Year: 1
Kildare University- Junior Year: 1
Kildare University- Junior Year: 1
Kildare University- Junior Year: 1
Kildare University- Junior Year: 1
Kildare University- Junior Year: 1
Kildare University- Junior Year: 1
Kildare University- Junior Year: 1

Taglist:

@akobx @onelonelybitch @the-universe-and-karma @beeskisses @frankoceanluvr11 @ivy-34 @rafecameronsloverrrrr @k-k0129 @asyouwish-fromcabin3 @xoxo-ada @aariahnaa @strawberryforks @urbrunettebombshell @whatisoutside @spenceatiny18 @animalistic0

2 years ago

I keep imagining sub james crying cause reader is gone, Remus and Sirius are making fun of him calling him a baby then reader comes back and sees what happened and comforts him.. also mommy kink cause it’s clear James has one

James’ little sniffles and sobs are muffled slightly through his thick duvet. Sirius snickers at the sight of him, curled up in his bed, crying for you. For mommy.

“Shut up, you fucking baby,” he gripes, giggling as his words only serve James to cry harder. By this point, the poor boy’s entire body is quivering, his cheeks and the ends of his hair soaked in tears. Remus joins in on the teasing, crouching next to James and stroking his head.

“You think y/n will want you when you’re being this pathetic? You think anyone will?” James shakes his head.

“Kn-know she do-doesn’t.” Remus pinches his arm meanly. James yelps.

“Then stop crying, you stupid baby.”

Sirius cackles at Remus’ bullying.

You catch Remus’ very last statement as you push your way inside the room and both boys’ heads whip around.

“What have you said to him?” Neither of them oblige and answer you, staring at their feet. “If you’re not gonna answer me, fuck off, the pair of you.”

Remus and Sirius’ eyes widen.

“Out, now!” you repeat, already climbing into the bed with James. “If you’re doing this for my attention, it’s not going to work. You’re spiteful. Jamie is supposed to be able to trust you when he’s feeling like this.” They slink away defeatedly and James hiccups another sob that makes your heart splinter.

“Oh, baby,” You wrap your arms around him, “Mommy’s got you.” He works his way as far into your arms as he can physically get, pressing his face to your neck. “‘s alright, sweet boy. What’s got you so worked up, hm?”

“I-I missed you. Wa-was really sad!” You nod along, kissing his temple. “‘nd they said I w-was bein’ a baby and you would n-never want me ‘cause of it. Thought you were g-gonna leave.”

“You know that’s not true, don’t you, baby? I love you so much.” He’s still sobbing - the tears won’t slow. “Shh, honey. It’s alright, ‘ve got you.”

“Mommy,” he murmurs, shuffling down to bury his face in your tits.

“You want ‘em?” He nods, pushing his face into their soft curves. “Go on then, baby.” He needs no further encouragement, pulling them free from the confines of your top and bra and nuzzling his face between them. You kiss the top of his head, teasing his roots with your fingers and cooing. “Good boy. You’re so good, aren’t you?”

“‘m a g-good boy?” His voice is muffled by your skin and the vibrations

“The best.”

“Promise, mommy?” His tentative tone makes you ache; how could Sirius and Remus make him doubt you so much?

“Promise, honey.”

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