Let's Talk About 3D/4D

thoughts on shifting + manifesting with ease. (as someone who's shifted many times, alongside manifesting)

coming back to this side of tumblr after spending years away from it has made me realized how many do you are truly the problem, it might sound kinda harsh but really. so many of you ask the same questions over and over again.. "but HOW do i do it?" "how do i shift" "how do i manifest" JUST DO IT. stop looking for signs, stop looking for methods or "cheat codes". just do it man.

your mind is so powerful and it actually kinda irritates me how many of you doubt it, just because it "seems to easy". you don't understand how you've been manipulated by society to not see your power. how have you been on loa social media, shifting social media, for soooo long — yet still don't see it?? let me tell you..

the moment i got off social media, the moment i took time to erase everything in my head and stop overthinking everything, was the moment everything came to me. i already had it, i just needed to stop telling myself i didn't.

it took me less than two weeks to get used to convincing myself i had everything i wanted, i shifted to my desired realities, and everything worked out in my favour. AFFIRMING IS ALL YOU NEED. I AM YELLING AT YOU. JUST AFFIRM.

really, please, affirm. the routine is so simple.

1. any bad thought is instantly turned positive.

ex: "i really want her waist"

to

"am i stupid ... i have her waist.. tbh mine even looks a little better.. am i crazy?? like actually? this must be a glitch or something cause my waist is practically identical to hers.. i literally love my waist"

exaggerate, say what you need to say to erase the negativity.

2. it's yours, so act like it..

ex: talk about ur DR normally. it's your reality, not a fantasy land you made up in a dream. ITS REAL. it's a reality. for example, i'd watch videos of my s/o in this reality, and speak about our lives in my dr. "i can't wait to see __ tonight... god i love __, it's so nice hanging out with them everyday.. wow they look so pretty in this video — i'm so lucky their mine". it's natural, they're yours aren't they? exactly, so act like it.. this is used the exact same way when manifesting..

you see someone with something you want? thinking of something you wanna do? something you wanna be? ... it's urs... so can you act like it?? like whyre u feeling sad someone else got a job promotion 😹😹 you literally got a better one ...

3. that's literally it

you don't need a fancy method (although it can give u some peace of mind.. let's be real, a lot of methods set y'all back and make you overwhelmed, blocking ur beliefs and making everything seem harder). you literally just need to live. tell yourself it's done, over and over again. nothing matters. it's done, it's yours, you have it, you're happy and fulfilled. other peoples sucess should really mean nothing to you negatively. it shouldn't make you stressed, shouldn't make you feel behind.. why would it when you have everything, you can do everything, go anywhere, and you can be anything.

it'll seem like manifesting blogs and shifting blogs just repeat the same things.. which is true, they do, because i'm telling you there's nothing more to it than what you've already read. it is that easy. all it takes is your mind. decide, and tell yourself.

as i said before, it took me barely anytime to switch my mindset once i actually started focusing on myself, my journey and not every body else's results. repeating stuff to yourself WORKS. repeating is literally ALL i did. choose what i want, told myself it's mine in any way i could describe it. and there, it's mine. ive shifted to many different realities, along side gaining a better life in this one after years of convincing myself there was nothing for me. if i can break out of the cycle, trust me you can too. i cannot describe how desperate i was at the beginning, how long i took in false info and wasted time on methods all while doubting every single thing.

so why don't you believe it? you'll sit there and tell yourself over and over again that you're ugly, or broke, or friendless... but you won't tell urself that you've shifted? that you have your dream body...? girl okay i guess....

once you realize nothing besides your mind truly matters, is when you'll be free with yourself. circumstances don't matter, past feelings don't matter, doubts don't matter, your mind is all you need.

yes this is just loa explained longer, that's the point of the post because some of u still can't get it in ur heads

"I already have it."

4D (inner world) → 3D (outer world)

"I don't see my desire in the outer world, so I don't have it."

4D (inner world) → ego → 3D (outer world)

Want to "instantly" (time is an illusion, I say this in "material language") manifest desires from the inner world to the outer? Stop paying attention to destructive thoughts that the ego creates. You already have your desires. Done.

How? Observe the thoughts and states that the ego creates, don't get involved. Doubts, fears, worries - all this is the ego. Don't identify yourself with it. You are consciousness. If you have decided that it is yours, then you already have it. The outside world will definitely show it.

Don't complicate it. You can, dear! 🫂❤️

NEVILLE WASN’T FUCKING AROUND WHEN HE SAID WE'RE GOD

ok no because. ok no. no shut up i’m freaking out everybody BE COOL

manifesting and self concept has absolutely fucking shaken my entire existence in 2022 and january isn’t even over yet. i cannot explain to you how amazing the human experience becomes when you break free of the chains of modern life and accept that your will, as god, is the strongest force in your entire reality. you’re the one who makes the decisions - not your parents, not your friends, not the rude mf in your calculus class, not your teacher. nobody but you.

the first thing i’m going to tell you - physical results are very much real & they are intense. i look extremely different and i’m very happy about it. one of my main goals was to lose face fat and i can fucking assure you that, if you set the intention and hold firm faith in yourself, it happens. i’m not kidding when i say i went from having a chubby face to having the model-type “zero face fat percentage” down cold. i have … cheekbones? i have … a jawline..[l[.l;k;,lk[???? not only am i seeing it in myself but the people in my life have totally noticed the change too and it’s an incredible feeling having your self-work validated. 

i’m somebody who uses a desired face; she’s an 80′s actor (who i’m kind of obsessed with because i am gay) and i manifested to look like she did in her youth. i’m not fucking kidding you when i say the supply teacher in my class asked if i was related to her. and yes i am still reeling bro this shit is absolutely fucking bizarre in the best possible way. 

if that was big to you, idk if you’re ready for what i’m about to tell you. i can already tell some of you aren’t going to believe me but Tbh i do not care because i did it & that’s enough for me - i lost 9kg. that’s overnight. i hear you, baby manifester in the crowd, “that shit is not possible, the hoe is lying!” - i understand because i used to have your mindset. i used to base my manifestation on what we’re told is logical. what i thought i could do. i used to aim for absolute MAXIMUM 1.5kg weight loss a day because, even though it’s a lot, it’s borderline naturally attainable. fuck logic & fuck “natural” too. natural is a concept. logic is a concept. i told myself “i’m fucking limitless, i’m waking up at [xx]kg” and i believed it and it fucking happened. i don’t diet & i sure as shit do not work out. my mind is infinitely more powerful than both of those things combined.

let’s review & conclude. besides manifesting a) the face of my dreams and b) a drastic overnight weight loss that would “naturally” occur over a series of months, i’ve started to manifest good things without fully meaning to. this applies to the “smaller” things; getting boba, getting a twitter notice from my favourite screenwriter, vanilla scented perfume. it also applies to me moving fucking houses. let me explain.

what i’ve actively been affirming is to move schools and start totally fresh. i go to a shithole that i hate and i simply decided i am going to a cooler school where i can restart my life because why can’t i?

 there’s this house that my family stay in for the holidays, and have been visiting since i was small; it’s in this really beautiful area about 5 hours from where we currently live. the cottage we stay in is so pretty and the road in front of it opens out into this really cool communal lake that the local kids use as a pool in the summer. it’s kind of rural in a really nice way but if you drive 5-10 minutes it gets more urban. what i’m trying to say is that it’s pretty much my dream location but i’m gonna keep it a little vague because if any of you live there & recognise the description i might actually shit myself

we were staying there this christmas and as we packed up i remember thinking so clearly and deeply “i wish we lived here, it feels like home.” last night my mum told me if things go to plan we’re going to move there the summer before i start sixth form (for my american readers, that’s 11th grade.) that’s fucking ages away so i’m definitely manifesting that we go sooner but i need you guys to understand this was never even a discussion in all the years we’ve been visiting this place, just after i (accidentally?) set the intention. apparently it just “suddenly occurred” to my mum like no mother that was me infiltrating ur subconscious sorry

they’ve shown me the school i’d be attending - & it’s fucking cute. the campus is pretty much a cathedral, it’s the prettiest site i’ve ever seen. it’s all very rory gilmore academia i think my pinterest girls would be proud

the moral of this story is don’t doubt yourself. i’ve been in the subliminal community since 2017. & from 2017 up until really recently, my self concept was so bad that my results barely ever got the chance to materialise into the 3D & i wasted a lot of my time crying over things i didn’t know i could control. you are god. you can choose to decide your fate for the better just like you can decide to sabotage your dream life by doubting the power of your mind. if i can change my whole face structure, drop an “impossible” amount of weight and fucking ACCIDENTALLY MANIFEST the life of my dreams after 5 years of suffocating in self pity, you definitely can too. literally nothing about this is unattainable so go get whatever it is that you want & don’t take no for an answer.

how to induce pure consciousness/the "I AM state" — neville's way

(according to neville goddard; credits to @nevillegoddardteachings on ig, and forget everytime i called my way the traditional way 😭🙏🏽)

find a place where you can sit or lay down comfortably and quietly.

close your eyes or keep them open, it's up to you, just do nothing for a minute

inhale slowly and deeply for 3 counts and hold it for 3 counts

exhale slowly for 3 counts and again hold it for 3 counts

repeat this 10 times

simply repeat mentally yourself "I AM"

don't try to force yourself to empty your mind and just let yourself be

don't try to condition "I AM"

become I AMness

don't try to ignore your thoughts. if any thought comes in just take your attention from it and pay attention to I AMness by repeating mentally "I AM, I AM"

What’s Natural 2 You?

(How To Make Your Desire Natural To You)

Hey Upper East Siders.

Gossip Girl here, and i’ve got a question for you!

What’s most natural to you?

In other words, when you think of yourself, or something you want. How do you imagine it? Because you are always imagining. You can’t think of something without imagining it.

So how do you imagine?

For example, when you think of yourself, does your face pop up in your mind? Or do words describing yourself pop up? Do you feel it as if you were touching the features on your face? Or do you hear yourself describing yourself? What senses do you use the most in your imagination?

Don’t know what’s natural to you?

There’s an apple on my desk. It’s so red and shiny. It looks so delicious and refreshing. The water drops falling off of it, as if it’s been freshly washed. Red as a ruby, the harsh yet soft hue bouncing off of my eyes.

How did you imagine it? Did you visualise it? Did you feel it? Or did you just see the words you read on the screen? Did you taste it? Did you give it a little sniff?

Well, then here’s what’s most natural to you:

Sight (seeing)- Visualising

Audio (hearing) - Hearing it in imagination e.g hearing somebody talk about you having it + whatever you want e.g affirming

Touch - Feel yourself touching it in imagination

Scent - Smell it in imagination

Taste - Taste it in imagination

+ more etc

Of course using these senses range between your desires. You’re not going to lick your desired face. But you may visualise it, or affirm that you have it.

Whatever sense you use the most in imagination, is what is most natural to you. If you are affirming whilst visualising is most natural to you, then it will make living in the end less natural to you. And we all know as Neville Goddard himself said that naturalness is directly proportional to the materialisation of your desire.

Use the senses that are most natural to you, of course you can use multiple. Use them to fulfill yourself in imagination. Don’t do what isn’t natural to you.

Doing what is natural is more fulfilling. People find themselves struggling with living in the end because they can’t stay consistent, because they’re doing something they’re not used to.

So be natural, be the person who has it.

XoXo - Gossip Girl

Let's Play With the Concept of the Void State Using a Metaphor

Imagine a computer. A really solid, high-performance computer that loads everything instantly, never lags, and works flawlessly. You’ve been playing a first-person game on this computer for a long time—something like Minecraft or a similar immersive experience. You get so absorbed in the game that you completely forget that it’s only running because of the computer. No computer, no game.

Then, one day, you realize that the game has become boring, and you want something new—something completely different, maybe even the total opposite of the game you’ve been playing. But games have no limits—you can choose absolutely any game, with any details and visuals you desire. There are no restrictions!

What do you do to start a new game? First, you close the tab with the game you no longer enjoy. But you’re so exhausted from playing that you decide to turn off the computer entirely to take a break.

What happens when you turn off the computer? A black, static screen. Void.

And that void was always there, even when you were deeply immersed in the game. The computer never ceased to exist—you just forgot about it because you were so caught up in the storyline. The entire game world existed only because the computer was running it.

While the computer is off, you think: “Which game do I want to play now?” You find your answer, set your intention, turn the computer back on, and launch the new game that excites you more than the previous one.

Did anything change fundamentally? No. The computer remains the same—it’s just the game that has changed.

But now you dive into the new game, feeling a thrill because everything here is different, and it’s so fascinating! You play, play, and play… and then the cycle repeats.

What was I talking about this whole time? Translation of text

The computer (high-performance, never lagging, flawlessly functioning) represents you as pure consciousness, the “everything and nothing,” the foundation of your internal world.

The first-person game is, of course, the external world you perceive through your physical body.

“You get so absorbed in the game that you completely forget that it’s only running because of the computer. No computer, no game.”

Here, I’m referring to how we often get so caught up in external circumstances that we completely forget what everything is built upon. And what is it built upon? Pure consciousness—your internal world, represented in this metaphor by the computer. Without you as pure consciousness, there would be no external world.

“Then, one day, you realize that the game has become boring, and you want something new—something completely different, maybe even the total opposite of the game you’ve been playing. But games have no limits—you can choose absolutely any game, with any details and visuals you desire. There are no restrictions!”

This part speaks to the moment when you become aware that the external reality you’re experiencing no longer excites you, and you want to shift to a different “game”—meaning, you want to perceive reality differently, with new details, visuals, and narratives. And you’re not limited in your choices. You know that games can be anything, right? Well, so can reality.

“What do you do to start a new game? First, you close the tab with the game you no longer enjoy. But you’re so exhausted from playing that you decide to turn off the computer entirely to take a break.”

This describes the process of detaching from the physical plane (the external world) and entering the void state.

“What happens when you turn off the computer? A black, static screen. Void.”

This is how the void state often feels.

“And that void was always there, even when you were deeply immersed in the game. The computer never ceased to exist—you just forgot about it because you were so caught up in the storyline. The entire game world existed only because the computer was running it.”

Notice that even when you were fully immersed in a game, the “computer” (you as pure consciousness) never disappeared. Everything was running because of it.

“While the computer is off, you think: ‘Which game do I want to play now?’ You find your answer, set your intention, turn the computer back on, and launch the new game that excites you more than the previous one.”

This part represents the transition into a “new” reality—when you’re in the void state, choosing how you want to experience the external world from now on. Once you’ve decided and affirmed it in the void, you set the intention to “exit” into this new reality (that is, return to the external world with a perception aligned with your true desires).

“Did anything change fundamentally? No. The computer remains the same—it’s just the game that has changed.”

You’ve “exited” the void state. Nothing fundamentally changed. You simply now perceive reality differently, in alignment with your desires. But here’s the key: it was always like this—you were always pure consciousness.

“But now you dive into the new game, feeling a thrill because everything here is different, and it’s so fascinating!”

You realize that the external world truly reflects your chosen reality now, and you even feel excitement about it! There’s that feeling of novelty, yet at the same time, a deep sense of naturalness—because this was always how things worked.

“You play, play, and play… and then the cycle repeats.”

You immerse yourself in the “new” reality just as you did in the previous one. And now, the “game” continues…

I hope this metaphor helps you better understand pure consciousness, the internal and external worlds, and the void state. Let me know your thoughts—I’d love to hear them!

Be happy! ❤️

Hello all,

Everyday I get messages about the void. But YOU know. YOU know that you know everything that you have to know. I have stopped entertaining questions that start with "how", "can I..." etc.,

You're a coward.

Here me out. Having known about LOA and still struggling to live your dream life? Are you kidding me? It's giving loserrrrr.

This is a void acc and not a conscious manifesting account so I'll save you from being called out brutally. You're welcome.

There is one tip that I can give you. Whether it works or not is up to your belief. A lot of my moots (who entered the void) would tell about the WBTB method. That is, sleeping for 4.5-6 hours, staying awake for some time and going back to sleep, intending to wake up several times thereafter (full credits to phase method. the method that saved my life. if you see my other posts, I only swear by this method bc it was failproof for me). 6 hours is a solid one.

b-but sugar,

how long should I sleep? idk, you make rules

how long should I stay awake after waking up? idk, you make the rules

what if I can't sleep because of insomnia? idk, you make the rules

can I do it everyday? idk, you make the rules

it's ABOUT TIME you take accountability for not entering void/ getting your desire.

APPLY 👏THE👏LAW👏 IT'S 👏NOT👏HARD👏

The only messages I should be receiving is your progress from applying the tip (if at all you decide to)

stop trying, start being.

I ENTERED THE VOID STATE

in this post i will explain in depth how i entered the void state and what i manifested. i will be open to questions but if you ask something that i explain in this post i won't answer it just fyi, so even though this will be long, if you are truly curious i encourage you to read the whole thing. i am sorry for any spelling mistakes or grammar mistakes that might be present.

overall story: i have been trying to enter the void for around 2 months now, and finally entered through a lucid dream. one thing i want to note before i tell my story is that i have been lucid dreaming my whole life (so if you never have, i don't know what good steps are for beginners).

the beginning: my journey started when i inadvertently came across a post about how someone else entered the void state and manifested their dream body and face. i was not into manifesting before, in fact, i actually had a problem with the whole concept of the law of attraction and didn't know there were other types of manifestation and never looked deeply into it. that being said, i have always been an open-minded person and also, a more or less spiritual person. i believe in a lot of "out there" things because a lot of said things have been proven to me (through experiences i find hard to explain so i'm not going to). i'm sharing this to let you know that due how deeply i naturally believe in such things i never really had a problem with my void concept, even though i experienced doubts (so for this area i really can't give much advice).

so after learning about the existence of the void state i searched "void state" on tumblr and skimmed some info here and there on it, what i came across included some basic methods on how to enter the void but i didn't fully understand them yet. that same night i followed a shifting guided meditation but i couldn't really get "into" it, i was a naturally anxious person who found it hard to relax so it just wasn't working, but i did see it through and try my best and i think in the long run it helped me. in the guided meditation i listened to, the person makes you walk through a door to get to your desired reality and even though the meditation didn't work, that imagery worked it's way into my subconscious and i had a lucid dream that night. i did not manifest anything that night but it was on purpose (i think). in my lucid dream i woke up in my bedroom. i looked in the mirror and decided i would change what i saw to a more desired appearance and it worked (i looked exactly like the person i was thinking of), then, i decided (with intention) to open my bedroom door and enter my dream house and it worked. at this point in the dream i thought that entering the void must be super easy since i was already basically close and could have done it there if i wanted to BUT i chose to wake up because i wanted to enter the void when i actually knew for sure what i wanted my manifestations to be. i knew i was going to want a lot if i really thought about it and i also didn't want to actually look like someone else (my whole lucid dream i was more trying to test my imagination and build my confidence). the next day i started making a void state list and writing down everything i genuinely wanted for myself.

experiencing doubts: things started to go wrong after that hahah, after my first beginner's luck(?) experience i was struggling to lucid dream (even though i've always naturally been a lucid dreamer, the times it occurs is still random and i couldn't make them happen) and meditations were only getting me so close. all in all, over the past 2 months i had 5 failed lucid dreams and several close, but failed, meditation attempts. this instilled some doubts in me, especially the lucid dreams, because apparently once you lucid dream it's meant to be quite simple but when i would affirm for the void in my dreams i would just wake up or the dream would continue.

another thing that caused me to doubt the void was questioning some of the stories on here. most of them i initially don't believe anyway because it's known there's many liars in the community and there seems to be a trend of people posting void success stories in an attempt to enter to the void (to act as if it already happened) but they technically haven't in reality yet. that being said, i did have some blogs i mostly trusted and then one day one of the blogs i trusted answered an anonymous ask about a success story and it really looked like they sent it to themselves. the reason i thought this was because the op of the blog spells a commonly used word wrong all the time but it's not a spelling mistake people commonly make (in fact, i know no one who makes this spelling mistake) but then the anon that sent them the success story made the exact same spelling mistake. it made me worry that perhaps there were no true success stories because why was this person who supposedly mastered the void bothering with sending asks to themselves to validate their blog? i mean this was all speculation but it still caused me to think.

that being said again, i still basically believed, i just wavered a little, but i definitely believed enough to keep persisting (because why not?)

the success: finally, after almost 2 months i entered the void through a lucid dream. when i realised i was dreaming i tried to make myself stay super grounded in the dream but i also thought about not taking too long since i didn't want to wake up. i did this because i realised the very first night when i had my lucid dream, i didn't get excited and try immediately, i hung around in my dream for a while and just enjoyed things (as i explained). so i wandered around the dream a bit and just looked at things, touched things, tried to feel the temperature and take note of it and then when i felt calm and not too excited i closed my eyes and affirmed for the void and entered. when i got the void i just said "i have everything on my void list" (a few times to make sure) and then stated i was exiting the void state. the void feels how pretty much everyone describes, you just know it's happening and you are pure consciousness.

what i manifested: my void state list ended up being super long and i manifested a lot of personal things that i won't share, which is what i'm sure would be the same for most people, but i'll include a list of things that others might find interesting or encouraging:

desired appearance (including body, face, height etc)

money (i came up with a plan that of how it would make sense in my country to have acquired it)

got rid of my anxiety disorder (having this was probably the most debilitating part of my life, it's also why i know meditation never truly worked for me since i could never relax and it's crazy to feel not severely stressed constantly for the first time in my life)

got rid of my autoimmune disease and fixed my eyesight (i manifested being healthy overall in general)

feel comfortable instantly, i will no longer get too itchy, feel dirty after a long day, be too hot or too cold etc. (can't really attest to this one yet but i have felt no discomfort)

dream living space and whatever bed i sleep in to always be super comfortable

opinion on the void state: overall the point is that the void state is real and you can get anything you want, getting to the void is also easy but it's just about trying to go for it and not getting discouraged. i don't want to share too much of my opinion on this because i actually find it really toxic. some people will get mad if you say you "entered" or "got to" the void because you technically are always the void, and personally, i don't find these slight changes in language to be important unless you are very sensitive to it. for me, it doesn't matter if i think about the void as something i enter or something i am because i believe it exists and that's all i need to know at the end of the day. if you want to see it as something you are, or a state or anything else, i don't think it matters as long as you believe manifestation is possible, you are the creator of your reality, you get to decide what language or thought process works for you :)

common questions: i'm going to answer some question i feel like i will get if people find this post so i'm just going to answer them here. remember that these answers are just my opinion.

question: how come people don't manifest to end world hunger, for everyone to have money, to become the next "big thing", to be a real life superhero, for everyone to be happy etc. truthfully, i think people do manifest that but i don't think they stay in this reality. a lot of people think that using the void at all means you shift your reality, idk if i believe in that, but i would have to assume the people that use the void to manifest very extreme things ultimately have to shift realities. so this would mean the reason you're not seeing these results is because these people are no longer in this reality. if you pay attention i think you will also notice that most void success stories that seem to come from reliable sources (though this is still all personal judgement) seem to be rather humble, these people just manifest to be the prettier version of themselves, to live in a nice place, to be around good people and other similar things. i think people with mostly humble desires stay in this reality and people with more fantastical desires (to be the most famous person ever, to be a multibillionaire, world peace) go elsewhere.

question: why would someone even have humble desires? i can't speak for every single person but i think it's just the desire to stick to the familiar. we want better lives but also want to feel at "home" still, i wanted to still feel like ME. maybe it seems stupid and selfish but if we really are shifting realities every time then there really is no way to actually solve world hunger anyway, it will always exist in this reality even if you or i personally go to another one. at the end of the day, life isn't fair and i am just grateful to have discovered the void to live happily and am sharing this so you can too.

question: i'm worried about the wrong people finding out about the void state. honestly, me too! but i think this falls in line with my past two answers, if someone terrible happened to stumble upon this post and entered the void, i don't think they'd stay here, they will go to some other reality more likely, so i really don't think we have to worry about someone super evil getting to the void and doing something super heinous or whatever. but honestly i do understand the worry. at first when i discovered the void i thought i wouldn't share my success story once i entered because i wanted to keep the void as quiet as possible. but just remember two things: most people do not know about the void and if they do a lot of them will give up and not persist. second, someone really evil finding it will probably leave this reality (my theory).

question: why do people not show better proof. truthfully, i don't know, for me it's because i really do want to live a private life and a lot of stuff i manifested can't be proven anyway. if i show my bank account, it could be photoshop, if i show my new face it means nothing because i revised to always look this way, i can't prove i no longer have my autoimmune disease and the list goes on. i think people with more dramatic proof also want to maintain their privacy or go to other realities. perhaps there's even been people to show dramatic proof in this reality but they had to revise that they didn't because it was a mistake.

question: do you have any overall tips? just keep persisting. and personally, i think it's okay to try several methods at once. i know some people say if you try several then it "cancels out" like, if you try lucid dreaming and it doesn't work so you meditate it means you don't "believe" lucid dreaming can work for you so then that's why it takes you so long but i think you can just tell yourself "every method works for me so i will just keep persisting". another thing i recommend trying for a few days is setting your alarm to go off at different times so day 1 is 8am, day 2 is 7am, day 3 is 9am and so forth. each day set the intention to wake up BEFORE your alarm goes off, once you successfully start waking up a few minutes before your alarm everyday this is your tangible proof that your intentions are working. this isn't really a method but more so a confidence booster that worked for me to remind myself i'm in control and powerful. if you also try this i think after a few days you will feel more confident intending to lucid dream, for your meditations to work, for subliminals to work (whatever is your personal vibe) and you will get there easier hopefully!

question: did you ever do any official lucid dreaming methods. personally the only way i ever had a lucid dream was by intending before sleeping that i would lucid dream. but methods where you wake up by setting your alarm early and going back to sleep and stuff didn't work for me. i tried but due to my anxiety i would always wake up super alert or even stressed, so i could never relax enough. but they are successful for many people so there is no harm in trying.

stop being a control freak.

give up. like- actually give up. seriously. give. up.

it's time to let go and trust yourself. pure consciousness is naturally induced when your awareness is away from the 3d, and is only on your 4d. when you lay down, sit up, get comfortable, relax, and dayream/let your thoughts wander/count/etc. your awareness will unintentionally move away from the 3d, and will only be on your 4d.

when you try to force yourself, you'll be doing things that keep your awareness on the 3d. for e.g. you get impatient, so you try counting hoping that something will happen. you try breathing exercises hoping that something will happen. you listen to a subliminal hoping that something will happen. all this while keeping your awareness on the 3d— time, body, surroundings. and then you wonder, "why did i not induce pure consciousness yet?" or "what am i doing wrong?" when pure consciousness is something effortless to induce. remember that.