Hey, It’s That Time Of Year Again When I Get Annoyingly Mormon. You Can Block The “tumblrstake”

”I find hope in striving to be whole.”

Oh I’m gonna need every line of this talk printed on my wall I can already tell. Go Sister Johnson, go.

Jessica

lately ive been bedridden with a terrible case of i dont wanna

no one can take that much pain and not break. no one.

I vouch for Sammy a lot because so many people misunderstand him, but I will say that the most frustrating thing about his character in season 4 is he keeps. leaving. Dean.

He left Dean the same night he learned he was alive to go find Ruby. He left Dean when he was being attacked by the witches/demons because vengeance was more important than being with his brother (regardless of Sam actually getting to kill the monster). He left him after he fucking choked Dean out, to go find Ruby/get a lead that ended up being a ploy. Dean is dysfunctional so of course that’s not the reason he’s done with Sammy, but it would be enough for me if I was him. How do you claim to love your brother and then you leave him more than once? Of course Sammy loves Dean, but his love for his brother fell to the wayside for “more” but actually less important things. You best believe if my brother was dead for four months and came back to life from hell I’m never leaving his side again, he’d have to beat me with a stick to get me away.

This is why Dean says he can’t trust Sam. Because he can’t. Because his life was in his hands multiple times and Sam chose something else every time. Sammy fucked up royally and there’s no easy fix for it.

I fell asleep last night thinking of a concept episode.

Basically it’s just an episode with Jack holding a camera and filming everyone’s daily routines, like a home video. He just follows them around and they’re just so confused what he’s doing and ignores it. He introduces them and is like “here are my dads :3 and here’s me!!!” and he turns the camera back to himself, smiling and then he turns the camera back around and they’re just all smiling at him. And then the episode continues with like minor conflicts like just fighting n stuff. But like the way families interact with each other.

This part is semi lame but like he would definitely capture like a weird destiel moment. Like they accidentally bumped into each other the way they do on romcoms or just a moment of them sitting awkwardly close in silence and Jack records from around a corner and he just giggles and they both just stare at him, and then the camera cuts.

Jack would also record their daily routines and narrate. “Cas is always the one up first because he doesn’t need to sleep. Sam wakes up early to do is runs.” He just holds the camera with Sam walking up the stairs and he pauses. “Jack, what are you doing?” He somewhat laughs but also is confused. “I’m making a video of our lives!”

GOD I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM

I smiled so big writing this. They are everything to me.

you are not a misfit! You are a needed part of the body of Christ!

Happy Easter! ☀️

for my fellow lds folks, check out emma nissen!! you are obviously also welcome to check her out if you’re not, but she is lds iirc so that’s more where her music is based. she does christian music in a jazz style, and i love it!! these are some of my favorites of hers:

you don’t hate modern religious music, you hate megachurch worship bands that play to packed stadiums and roll in cash while writing the most stereotypical and soulless lyrics imaginable