Pairing: The Darkling x Shadow Summoner Reader
Summary: Aleksander promised you eternity with him. Alina Starkov took that from you both. Now you’re going to finish what your lover started.
Warnings: character death, blood, reader is wounded both physically and emotionally.
Word Count: 2.2K
Series Masterlist
A/N: I’ve only watched the Netflix series. I have a rough idea of what happens in the books but I’ve only just started reading Shadow and Bone. I’ve also added some plot that definitely doesn’t actually exist in the Grishaverse.
My Masterlist
When you were young, you were afraid of the dark. You were afraid of the affinity you had for the shadows. You only stopped being afraid when you met Aleksander. He was the only person who ever looked at your power as if it were a gift. As if you were a gift.
You’re reminded of your fear of the dark when you jump off the sand skiff. Alina’s tracker friend had barrelled into Aleksander, knocking them both onto the sand below. The volcra were descending, and you panicked, jumping after Aleksander without a second thought.
“Aleksander!” You scream out for him. Your breaths are ragged as you search for him. The glow of Alina’s light fades, leaving you alone in the dark as they escape. But you don’t care. You need to find Aleksander. You scream out his name again. The cries of the volcra are the only answer you receive. Claws latch into your shoulder as one of them swoops down upon you. You press your palms together, summoning the Cut. There’s a vicious whimper of pain as your Cut meets it’s mark, and you’re released. You collapse to the floor, feeling the sand rub coarsely against your face. The pain in your shoulder flares, and you feel the warmth of blood rushing down your ripped flesh. The volcra may be blind, but they can smell blood, and they can certainly sense the shadows you summoned with the Cut. You know it’s only a matter of time before they find you. But you need Aleksander. He can’t have gone far. Where is he? Where is he? You spin around, launching another Cut at a descending volcra. You follow the ridges in the sand, the trail left by the sand skiff. Another volcra swarms you suddenly. It’s claws tear into your chest, catching your lower jaw and some of your throat. A scream is ripped from your throat as you feel the claws scrape against your collarbone, the sensation thundering in your skull. You summon another Cut, slicing the creature in half. You collapse again. You crawl your way through the sand, leaving a trail of crimson red behind you. A series of violent coughs wrack through your body and you feel your lungs shudder. It’s then that you cry out the words. The ones Aleksander made you promise to use. The ones that would summon the merzost to heal even the most fatal wounds. The ones he had murmured into the crook of your neck on an early morning, when he held onto you tightly, and vowed never to lose you. You had agreed to use merzost as a last resort. But in the warmth of your shared bed, in the safety of Aleksander’s arms, you hadn’t truly ever considered using the words. It’s a stark contrast with your current situation, the copper taste of blood against your tongue, the rattle of your lungs, and the ache in your chest that makes your legs shake. Once you reach the edge of the Fold, and finally emerge into the sunlight, your blood is stained black with merzost. You stumble, eyes searching wildly for the sight of Aleksander as you blink away the dizziness caused by such a sudden increase in light.
You had waited for him. Taking shelter under a tree at the edge of the sand that borders the Fold, you sat staring into the darkness. You sat there for nearly an entire day, the merzost working it’s way through your veins, sealing your wounds. And you waited. You didn’t want to leave him alone in the dark.
You hadn’t feared the dark with Aleksander by your side. When the two of you bent the shadows around one another, engulfing a room into darkness, you had never been afraid to lose sight of the light. Because who needed light when you had your love standing right in front of you?
It’s Fedoyr who finds you there. The Grisha at the Kribirsk encampment knew something was wrong the moment the Fold remained standing. After the first nightfall they sent out search parties to look for any trace of the sand skiff. As soon as Fedoyr lays eyes on you, he knows.
“I’m so sorry.” Ivan had gone over the side after Aleksander. By the time you had gotten to the floor of the Fold he was nowhere in sight.
“What happened?” He asks, his voice strained with grief, and anger, and everything that’s currently swirling in your own heart.
“The Sun Summoner betrayed us.” You tell him, the story that you will establish as the truth to all of Ravka. That Alina Starkov is a traitor.
You carry on with Aleksander’s plan. The two of you worked too long, and too hard for you to give up. You hold a funeral service for General Kirigan. It’s public, and full of court members who used to sneer and gossip at him, the nobility that hunted Grisha for sport centuries ago. He would have hated it. The Church establishes his status as a Saint - the Starless Saint. You believe he would have approved of that at least.
The Little Palace has a memorial. Every Grisha seems to mourn him in some way. The mixture of keftas, usually such a welcome sight, seems too much colour for your grieving heart. Aleksander made the Little Palace a safe space for Grisha. Now it is up to you to make all of Ravka safe for them. You know they will all look to you now. You will not let them down. You will protect them all.
You hold your own private service. For your Aleksander. It’s early morning, the fog still heavy as you walk to his fountain alone. The memories follow you. You clear the moss and weeds from the stone. Tracing your fingers along the carvings, the memorial of his greatest feat - that was also his undoing - you stare down at your reflection in the water.
“I love you.” You whisper to the water, the words muffled by the sob that threatens to overwhelm you.
The King dies, the country mourns. An alliance is formed with the Apparat.
You are crowned. Long live Ravka’s new sovereign.
It’s little under a year after Aleksander’s death, when Alina decides to return. You had put a bounty on her head, and public opinion certainly wasn’t on the side of the Grisha’s beloved General’s murderer. The last few months must have been difficult for her. But something seems to have encouraged her to return. She must believe she can best you.
“You took everything from me.” You snarl at her. “It’s only fair that I do the same to you. But not until you finish Aleksander’s work.” Her eyes narrow in defiance as you sit on your throne. “Help me weaponise the Fold,” you tighten the shadows against the boy’s throat. “And I will spare him.” Alina attempts to drive your shadows away from Mal, her light has strengthened from the last time you saw her. She must have found some other form of amplifier - interesting. You’ll have to look into that once the Fold is under your control.
“Aleksander lied to you. To us both.” A white hot streak of anger flows through you, causing the shadows around you to darken. How dare she say his name. You laugh coldly,
“Naive, little girl.” You frown in fake sympathy. “He lied to you. Not me. He promised me eternity by his side. An eternity that you took from us.” She tries to drive your shadows away from her, a shimmering globe of light flickering around her. She stares up at you, her eyes wide with fear.
“How are you doing this?” She asks, straining to keep her light. “You were his second, how are you this powerful?” A small smile traces your features, but there’s no joy in your expression - only a glimmer of malicious triumph.
“Your tracker friend. He told you he found the stag. However, he failed to mention he’d been tracking a herd.”
“No,” Alina breathes out in a whisper of horror. Your smile twists into something even more wicked.
You release the silver clasp of the cloak covering your shoulders - one of Aleksander’s cloaks. The fabric falls to the floor, pooling at your feet like one of your shadows. Alina’s light falters, finally flickering out as she takes in the sight of you. Three pairs of antlers, carved into your collarbone by your Fabrikators. You pull your shoulders back, displaying the amplifiers in defiance against the ache they cause you. You can feel a small trickle of blood run down your arm but you’ve become used to it. Like how you’ve become used to the weight of them, the heaviness that now accompanies every breath you take. Despite all the work your Healers have done, nothing prevents the small tears the antlers bring to your skin with every movement. Your blood is no longer the mortal red it once was. A tiny part of you believes that merzost is the only thing that is keeping your heart beating. That and the sheer power of the amplifiers. “With your power I will bend the Fold to my will. I will cut off Fjerda and Shu Han from the rest of the world, and they will live in fear of me as Grisha have feared them for centuries. I will make Ravka a sanctuary for our people.” She pulls her eyes from you to look pleadingly at the boy you have almost consumed in shadows. Almost how you lost Aleksander to the shadows.
“Let Mal go.” She insists, tears in her eyes. “And I’ll come with you to the Fold.” You stare hard at her, almost baffled at her belief that she is in a position to demand things of you. She shifts nervously under your gaze. You gesture to the Oprichniki posted by the side door who disappear at your silent request.
“We are not going to the Fold.”
“What?” She frowns, her voice small, and her eyes frantic as she watches you. You stand from your throne and take a step towards her.
“You are going to give me your power, unconditionally. Then I shall go to the Fold and finish what my Aleksander started.”
“That’s not possible.” You nearly scoff at her insistence.
“You spent four months at the Little Palace. You are frighteningly unaware of what is possible.” You had spent night after night in the library at the Little Palace. The place that had once been your safe haven, now blighted by the hours of obsession, fuelled by your grief and desire to ruin Alina as she had ruined you. She had been Aleksander’s last hope, and now - in some twisted trick of fate - she was also yours. But you have learnt from the mistakes of your lover. “The bones of Morozova’s stag are now fused with your own. You are now an amplifier yourself, and have the ability to gift your power to anyone you deem worthy.” You manifest the Cut, pressing the blade against Mal’s throat. Holding the Cut steady with one hand, you reach out to Alina with the other.
“Stop it.” Alina cries out.
“Then give it to me.” She falters, panic overwhelming her. She shakes her head, staring at the trickle of red tracing its way down Mal’s neck. “I can wait Alina. You know we can both stand here forever. Mal, here, he isn’t as fortunate.” You both hear him struggle to gasp out her name. Alina squeezes her eyes shut, her tears spilling out over her cheeks as she grasps onto your outstretched hand.
Aleksander had told what it felt like to have control of Alina’s power. You had seen the look on his face when he first used her light. The glow around you both was nothing compared to the glow of victory in his eyes - that after so many years, the two of you had taken a step in the right direction. But you had also seen past the triumph. You had seen the elation of the small boy who he had once been, the one who was afraid of the dark and the cold, as he finally felt the warmth of the sun.
Now that power was yours to command.
Alina releases her hold on you as she feels the last of her power leave her. She falls to the floor, her skin pale, a pained look on her face. You don’t give her much attention. You have everything you need now. With a flick of your wrist, your shadows loosen their hold on Mal and he collapses to the floor. The two of them struggle to reach each other, their fingers brushing lightly as they pull themselves closer. You turn away from the sight, both sickened at their display of affection and wounded at the reminder of how alone you are now. There is no one left. It’s all down to you. You pick up Aleksander’s cloak, draping it over your shoulders in an attempt at some form of comfort. Alina and Mal are still on the floor as you breeze past them. “Sankta Alina. I do hope you enjoy the insignificant little life you’ve chosen. Once I gain control of the Fold, no one will even remember your name.”
“Is this what you wanted? To be worshiped?”
“No.” You reply quietly. “I wanted a life with the man I love. We were going to change the world.” You push the doors open, revealing the courtyard and beyond that, the Fold towering in the distance. “I’ll leave the door open, so that you can watch the rebirth of Ravka.”
Taeil, to camera: Johnny is our master horticulturist. He knows all the scientific names for everything. Right, John?
Johnny: Yup.
Taeil: Like this! What’s this?
Johnny: Those are, of course, tomatoes. Or, Soulja-Boy Tell'ems.
Johnny, to camera: Whenever Taeil asks me for the Latin names of any of our plants, I just give him the names of rappers.
Taeil: And those over there?
Johnny: Those are some Diddies, some Bonethugs and Harmoniums right here. Oh, those Ludacrises are coming in great!
Pairing: Johnny X Reader
Genre: Smuff (smut/fluff), romance????, best friends to lovers au
warnings: Johnny being a fucking goofy loveable idiot, dialogue heavy? oh the ring kink as requested.
A/N Writing fluffy sexy scenes is hard. But Johnny’s too awlward of a bean to be Dom!Johnny as everyone makes him out to be. Therefore he’s my idiot. Also this is my first NCT fic so…..go easy on me maybe? Thanks to my beautiful baby boo Morgan who requested it! (Subject to editing later during big time Soft Johnny HoursTM, in which hopefully someone suggests a better title)
P.S. ChiChi is pronounced like Shy-Shy (like chi-town…cuz chicago)
“Heyyyy, i have like a huge favor to ask you.” Johnny said almost as soon as I picked up his phone call.
I popped a few chips in my mouth and crunched. “What is it now? It better not be any modeling stuff again. I’m in my sweatpants enjoying my day off from work and watching Luke Cage before they take it off of Netflix for good.”
“No, it’s not that at all. Um, well… I’m visiting my parents in Chicago for the weekend and I really really really need someone to watch over ChiChi.”
“Your dragon? Dont you feed him like…bugs and shit?” I asked, my entire body squirming at the thought of even going near a worm or cricket.
“Yeah but he likes shredded carrots, peas, and bananas too. But the insects are pretty important. Pleassseeee??? I swear i’ll make it up to you.”
“Fine, I guess. But you owe me big time.”
“Ah! You’re the best! Come over so I can go over some stuff with you, ok? Im leaving in a bit so…sorry to cut Luke Cage short.” He chuckled.
I rolled my eyes and got up from the comfort of my couch. “I’m coming, i’m coming! I’ll be there in like 10 minutes.” I sighed as i shut off my tv and grabbed my keys from the hook on the door. I didnt even bother changing out of my house shoes. What the hell was i going to dress up for anyway? Johnny and I had been best friends for years. He’d seen me in every state of fashion, from glammed up to complete hobo and because he interrupted my comfy night in he was definitely getting hobo for his fashion evaluation.
“You’re amazing, babe. I’ll see you soon.”
“Yeah, yeah, bye.” I ended the call trying to push away that thoughts that were bubbling to the surface of my brain as soon as I heard him call me babe. We never strayed too far from each other so the ride over to his apartment was fairly quick. When I got there he was waiting for me, bearded dragon in hand and his bright smile etched on his face like a happy puppy that was excited to see his owner. I gave him a quick side hug and kicked my shoes off by the door. “Ok, I have to admit he is pretty cute.” I smiled as Johnny held the bearded dragon in his large hands, his slender fingers scratching under his baby’s chin.
“He’s really sweet too. Do you want to hold him? He needs people time once a day.” He said.
I bit my lip nervously. “Uh…ok. i’ll try.” Johnny stepped closer to me, gently positioning the reptile in my hands. I mimicked the way he held ChiChi, supporting his belly and his head.
“See, it’s not so bad.” He leaned forward to place a kiss on ChiChi’s scaly head and instead crashed against my forehead.
“Ow! Johnny!” I winced, being reminded of his clumsiness.
“Sorry!” He instantly placed a kiss on my forehead, trying to soothe the bump that was surely starting to surface. “I was trying to kiss ChiChi but i guess you get one too.”
“You’re such a nerd, you know that.” I smiled up at him.
“Yeah but you love me anyway.” He returned my smile before heading over to his kitchen, rifling through the fridge to get out some vegetables. “Wanna practice feeding him?”
“Sure. He’s not gonna bite me is he?”
“He’s never bitten anyone in his entire life. He’s precious. Look, set him down.”
I eased the reptile onto the floor while Johnny dropped a frozen pea in the kitchen. ChiChi instantly scuttled across the wooden floor, the sounds of his claws taptaptapping away making me burst into laughter. It was the cutest and funniest thing I had ever seen. “Oh my god I love it!”
“See! You’ll be just fine with him. Besides you can always text me if you need anything while I’m gone.” He dropped another pea to the floor before heading over to his room to show me the tank set up. He rambled on for a bit, going over how i should feed ChiChi and showing me the container of crickets and worms he had for feeding which made me almost cry. I was sacrificing my disgust just to help him and his damn dragon. The things I did for him. I sighed as i tried to keep everything memorized so I wouldn’t end up accidentally murdering his baby.
“Ok so fruits and veggies tomorrow and crickets the day after?”
Johnny nodded. “Yeah that should be okay.” He looked down at his watch as it beeped. “Shit, i’m gonna be late for my flight. Thank you for watching him, seriously.” He kissed my cheek before sprinting out to the living room where his duffle bag was already packed and waiting. “I gotta go!”
I looked over at his bed and laughed. “Ohhhh Johnny, don’t you think you’re forgetting something?” I held out his camera bag which was basically his entire life (besides ChiChi).
“Fuck! Thank you!” He hauled hisduffle bag over his shoulder and ran to me, smacking a kiss right on my lips before taking the camera. “You have the spare key so let yourself in and out! I’ll see you!”
I blinked, my body unmoving as I heard the door slam shut. Johnny was gone but his kiss left a lingering warmth on my lips that I had never felt before. I tried to shake it off- he was just rushing after all, he was caught up in the moment- but my heart kept on nagging me. ChiChi’s rapid scuttles broke me out of my trance and I picked him up gently, taking him over to the couch. “Do you like Luke Cage?”
I pretended that his reptilian silence answered my question. “Yeah me too. Guess it’s just you and me now bud.” I sat down and took out my phone, staring momentarily of the lockscreen picture of Johnny and I. I unlocked my screen and sent him a quick text telling him to be safe before turning on his tv. Hopefully this weekend would fly by quickly.
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A/N: ok here's the smut fic i promised i'd write,, thanks to everyone who suggested songs !! rlly set the mood for me nyehehe >:D
warnings: enemies to lovers, smut!!!, fem! reader, p in v intercourse, cunnulingus, spanking, degradation, mean dom!eddie
You were the perfect student any teacher could ever ask for.
You were consistent in your studies, submitted all your assignments on time, and even did extra credit work to further boost your grades.
You were a straight A student with a report card that gleamed so brightly it made any nerd within the vicinity jealous.
However, it wasn’t because you wanted to be a teacher’s pet. You were focused on your academics because all you wanted to do was to succeed in life; get into one of the top colleges, graduate not only with honors but as summa cum laude, apply for the best, highest paying job you could get, and continue on your life as the ultimate career woman.
Nothing and no once could stand in your way.
Except for a certain leader of the Hellfire club.
Eddie Munson May not have known this, but you had regarded him as your sworn enemy, not because he had did irrevocably terrible damage to you in the past, but because he was simply a nuisance who kept you stressed out as you had to constantly be the one to do the assignment all by yourself whenever you had any group projects with him.
Granted, none of the others ever really helped you either, but you couldn’t shake the disdain you had for him.
Maybe it was his character, how carefree he was, his utter lack of concern for his own academic standing pissed you off to no end. You didn’t know why it bothered you so much, but you couldn’t stand the thought of someone caring so little about their own future that they would even smile whenever they got so much as a D minus.
So you could imagine the annoyance that made the vein on your forehead feel as if it were about to pop when your teacher just so happened to partner you up with none other but the metalhead himself.
After class, you had begged and pleaded with her to reassign you a new partner, going so far as to even writing her an actual letter of reconsideration.
Still, despite all your efforts of avoiding the brunet, your teacher had declined.
“You’d be a good influence in him, (y/n),” She said, placing a hand in your shoulder. “Maybe you could even tutor him with the parts of the lesson he’s having difficulty in.”
Tutor your ass, hell would have to freeze over if you ever even considered spending more time than you needed with him.
Through the interactions the two of you had in class, with your cold disposition towards him along with your curt, blunt words, Eddie caught on pretty quickly that you wanted nothing to do with him. He had figured it was because you thought he was a ‘freak’, an outcast, that you had regarded him as lowly as the other kids at school did. He put his guard up around you, matched your cold energy towards him, until the two of you barely even spoke during class when you were supposed to be doing the project together.
The deadline had started to draw ever nearer, causing you to panic inwardly as you had realized you did a part wrong, having to restart the entire project.
With the deadline only being two days away, your teacher had made it very clear that she wouldn’t be giving any late projects special considerations.
You rushed to her as soon as the bell rang.
“Ms. Warren, please reconsider, it’s just, I had to restart an entire part of the project just as I thought I was almost done with it and—“
“That’s why you should be working with your partner, (last name).” She replied sternly.
“But he hasn’t even been helping!” You exclaimed, making wild gestures with your hands.
She raises her eyebrows at Eddie. “Is that true, Munson?”
He scoffs. “I would, if she only let me.”
“That’s because you’re completely inept at anything that involves—“
“Don’t pin this on me! I’d help you if you actually even talked to me about what it is you needed help with—!”
As the two of your argue over each other, Ms. Warren pinches the bridge of her nose, sighing.
“That’s enough! Both of you.”
You both close your mouths at her scolding, darting your eyes to the side guiltily.
“Look, I will allow you both to submit your assignments up until 4 p.m. on the day that it is due, otherwise, you will both receive an F. Is that clear?”
You nod your head while Eddie mutters in agreement.
“Good. Now, please just learn to sort out your differences and try to get along, for the sake of your grades at least.”
As soon as the two of you walk out of the classroom and into the hallway, you continue arguing.
“This is all your fault.” You grumble.
“My fault? You won’t even let me look at whatever it is that you’re doing! You don’t even so much as talk to me.”
“And neither do you!”
Eddie sighs, scratching his chin in frustration. “Okay, y’know what, fine, I’ll compromise. How about we continue the project today, after school, yeah?”
You inhale deeply before exhaling slowly, calming yourself down.
“Fine.”
“So where do you live?”
“We can’t do it at my place, my parents are going to be having a party with their friends.”
“I mean, my trailer isn’t really a mansion, but..”
“It’s fine, we’ll do the assignment at your place, just stay out of my way.”
“Sounds to me like you’re getting in your own way.”
You roll your eyes at him. “Fuck you, Munson.”
He glared at you. “Well fuck you, too.”
You mutter more curses under your breath as you stomp your way over to your friends.
…
Somehow, you manage to bike your way over to his place, backpack in hand as he welcomes you in.
“We can uh, do it in my room. Sorry for the mess, the maid took the week off.”
“It’s fine.” You mutter, trying your best not to giggle at his joke. As much as you hated his guts, you couldn’t deny that he had a good sense of humor, no matter how self deprecating it may be.
You lay out the assignment on the floor, scribbling onto your notebook as Eddie sits in front of you. The room had been entirely silent the moment you came in. Being that he didn’t know what was going on because you wouldn’t tell him shit, Eddie doodles on a piece of paper.
Guilty for not being much help to you, he opens his mouth to speak. “Is there anything you need me to do, or?”
You sigh. “Just let me do the assignment, okay? I won’t rat you out if you don’t do anything, just need to keep my grades in check.”
He frowns, furrowing his eyebrows at your statement. “Why do you care so much about your grades?”
You huff, dragging your hand across your face as you paused from working. “Why do you ask so many questions?”
He scoffed as he folded his arms. “Why are you such a priss?”
“And why are you such an ass?” You fired back.
Eddie massages his temples. “Look, Ms. Warren literally just told us to sort out our differences for the sake of the assignment, just tell me what to do and I’ll do it.”
You rolled your eyes at him, standing up. “I don’t need your help.”
“Uh,” he starts, standing up as well. “Clearly, you do, you’ve been struggling with that for the past hour and your stress is totally bringing down my buzz.”
You furrow your eyebrows at him, shooting him a glare. “Buzz? Are you high right now?”
He shakes his head as he looks at you incredulously. “The hell is that supposed to mean? And for your information, no I am not. God, do you really think that lowly of me?”
You slam your notebook closed, dropping it to the floor as anger courses through your veins. “And what if I do? You literally spend most of your days not even attending class, so it’s not my fault that you don’t get anything.”
“It’s not that I don’t get anything, it’s just that you aren’t giving me any tasks to do— and in case you didn’t know, I’m actually a pretty smart guy.”
You snort at his words. “Could’ve fooled me.”
He scratches his neck, annoyed. “You know what, I’ve had enough of your pretentious bullshit, why don’t you get your head out of your own ass for one second and stop acting all high and mighty just ‘cause you’ve got perfect grades.”
You glowered at him, face contorting into one of disdain. “At least I’ve got good grades, at least I’m not going to wind up as some burnout without any direction in his life!”
“You don’t even fucking know me—god! Are you hearing yourself right now? You wanna know something about you that I’ve noticed because I actually have a brain? Yeah, you’re so caught up in your grades and your studies,” he flaps his fingers around, mimicking you talking as if his hand were a puppet. “That you don’t even have a fucking life.”
“Yeah, well at least I’ll actually have a life outside of Hawkins thanks to all the A’s on my report card, while you’ll be stuck at a dead end job that you’ll hate for the rest of your life.”
“There it is, folks! The high and mighty queen (y/n) has blessed us with her wise words!” He leans towards you. “Just kidding, this girl’s just a stuck up clown with a stick up her ass.”
“And you’re nothing but a lazy, good for nothing piece of shit!”
Eddie runs his hand through his hair in frustration, his eyes glaring directly into yours.
“God, can you just shut the fuck up?”
You walk closer to him, face just inches away, facial features stained with a scowl as you stare up at him defiantly. The tension between the two of you so thick you could cut it with a knife.
“Fucking make me.” You spat.
His body moves without thinking, you had pushed him as far as he could go and he lets go of any inhibitions that held him back in the past, crashing his lips onto yours.
The kiss is anything but sweet, teeth clashing as he he grabbed you by your hair to hold you in your place. Any sense of sanity leaves your brain as you return the gesture just as roughly, raking your nails on his clothed chest that were sure to leave marks the next day.
He groans against your mouth at your action, his other hand gripped your hip firmly. As he breaks away from you, a string of saliva connecting your mouths, you realize you’re panting, the mind numbing passion—no, that wasn’t the right word, this wasn’t passion, it was anger and frustration and white hot lust, all the worst things you could ever feel for a person mixed into a noxious cocktail of sorts. You couldn’t help the wetness that pooled between your legs as he looked at you with nothing but pure loathing.
Your gaze shares the same hostility, ignoring his blown out pupils that were dilated from pure lust.
Before you can even react, he pulls you by your hair, exposing your neck.
He’s quick to litter your neck with kisses, not the soft, butterfly ones you had felt on the rare occasion you ever had the chance to be with someone else, these kisses involved too much teeth, biting at your skin brashly, sucking hard enough to leave red marks along your throat.
You let out a breathy moan as he sucks on your collarbone, knees buckling as you crash onto his bed.
His hands find their way to your breasts, kneading them through your shirt as his knee settles right below your core. You buck your lips towards him, desperately.
Sensing your eagerness, he smirks agains your skin.
“You enjoying this more than you thought you would, princess?”
“Fuck you.” You breathe out.
His thumb and forefinger grips your chin as he tilts your head to look at him properly.
“Oh, you’re about to.” The arrogance in his voice somehow turns you on more than you were right now.
He glanced at you, your body, still fully clothed, silently undressing you with his eyes. A wave of confidence washes over you, and you take this chance to to slip your shirt off of yourself, exposing your lacy bra.
His eyes go wide at the sight of you, his tongue darting from his mouth to lick his lips, further boosting your ego, and for the first time since the two of you had kissed, the odds had turned to your favor.
“Like what you see, Munson?” You say, looking up at him with half lidded eyes that reminded him all too well of a siren’s stare, luring him into the depths of the sea only to drown him.
And fuck, was he ready to dive in head first.
His fingers trace your bra strap, pulling at it so that it snapped back onto your skin, making you bite your lip at him.
“Think I’d like you better down on your knees for me, darling.”
“Then why don’t you make me?” You say, mimicking the words you had uttered earlier that started it all.
He smirks at you. “As much as I’d love to have those pretty lips of yours wrapped around my cock, I’d rather make you scream my name.”
The image of him having you down on your hands and knees as he fucks you senselessly causes you to clench your thighs.
“That’s what I thought.” He nods slightly, your silence along with your flushed cheeks said it all.
He leans his head towards you once more, kissing you on your lips with the same passion, less roughly than the first time, but firm nonetheless, to show you exactly who was in control.
He kisses his way from your neck down to your chest, licking and sucking at the flesh your bra couldn’t cover. Desperate for more, you bring your hand to your back, unclasping your bra with your fingers, pulling it off of you in a hurry before throwing it to god knows where.
He smiles against your skin, loving the desperation that was written all over your face, proud of himself that somehow he had turned you into this flushed mess.
Eddie immediately got to work on your left tit, wrapping his lips around your nipple as he sucked at it roughly, his other hand had his fingers toying and flicking at your right mound.
You bit your lip to prevent any sounds from erupting from your throat. Eddie notices this immediately, giving your nipple one last suck before he released it with a loud pop.
“Don’t hold back, (y/n), wanna hear you make those pretty sounds.”
As if regaining your senses, you glare at him, tightening your lips into a thin line, no way in hell were you giving him anymore satisfaction. In truth, all you wanted was to see what he would do if you didn’t follow his orders.
He exhaled at your defiance. Fine, he thought, two can play it that game.
He grinds his jean-clad knee onto your clothed cunt rather roughly, earning a soft moan from you.
“You gonna do what I say or am I gonna have to make you?”
You smirk at him, eyes darkening. “What do you think?” You challenged.
He sucks at his teeth before twisting you around so that you laid on your stomach, your cheek hitting the mattress while he pulled you so that your legs were strewn across his lap as he sat on the edge of his bed. He flipped your skirt up so that your ass was exposed, causing your face to feel warm.
He brings his hand down onto your plush cheek, causing you to yelp. You could feel his rings as he did so, sure that they’d make a mark.
“Since you wanna act like a fucking brat, I’m gonna treat you like one, yeah? Count.”
He spanks you, causing you to jolt forward at the intensity of his blow. He snakes his arm around your waist, holding you firmly in place.
“I said count.” Came his stern voice, snapping you out of your daze, reminding you of your punishment.
“O-one.” You manage to say, meekly.
“What’s that? Didn’t quite hear you there, sweetheart. Start from the top.”
He lands yet another blow to you ass cheek, a whimper making its way out of your lips as he did so.
“One.” You say, more firmly this time.
“Atta girl.” He says, voice laced with pride as he rubs your ass. He pinched your panties so that it exposed more of your ass, causing you to let out a breath as you felt your underwear strain at your core, the bunched up cloth hitting your clit.
He continues to give you a spanking, each one harsher than the last, until your ass is red with his hand marks.
“F-fifteen.” You say as he shimmies his way out from under your legs, moving you so that you laid on your back again.
“Now,” he says, tugging his shirt off to reveal his inked skin, your eyes tracing over each of his tattoos. “You gonna be a good girl for me?”
You could only nod your head frantically at his words, too hot and bothered to care.
He smiles at you as he gets onto his knees, spreading your legs apart with his rough hands, relishing the way your plush thighs felt against his fingers.
He practically rips your skirt off of you as he slides it down to your legs, you kick it off once it reaches your ankles, and you sigh as you feel him sloppily kiss your inner thighs.
Suddenly, he presses his thumb to you clit, rubbing it through your underwear, a gasp leaving your mouth as your fingers twitched in pleasure.
“So fucking wet for me already and I barely even touched you. Did all that spanking from earlier turn you on, princess?”
You gulp, not knowing what to say as your eyes darted to the side.
He laughs at you condescendingly, giving you a light slap to your thighs.
“‘Course you did, dirty little thing.” Before you know it, his fingers are tucked into the sides of your panties, hurriedly sliding them off of your legs.
You can’t help but feel somewhat shy as you realize how utterly exposed you were. You clenched your thighs as you held your legs together, bringing your thumb to your lips to bite it nervously.
Seeing your sudden timidness, Eddie smiles up at you, genuinely, taking your hand in his while his other hand rubbed circles on your knee.
“Don’t go acting shy on me now, sweetheart,” he leans forward and trails kisses from just below your navel up until your pelvis. “You’re fucking breathtaking, y’know that?”
At the sound of his reassuring words, you slowly peel your legs apart, cunt now fully exposed for him.
“Absolutely fucking perfect, all for me, right, Angel?” He looks up at you as his fingers run up and down your slit, causing you to let out a breathy moan. “Say it, baby, I need to hear it from you.”
“All for you, Eddie.” You whimper.
“That’s right,” he says, tugging your hips towards him as he buries himself between your legs, hot breath fanning your core. “All for me, and only me.” The possessiveness in his tone makes you shudder with delight.
As soon as he utters those words he’s licking up and down at your cunt, flicking his tongue against your clit, causing yet another moan to erupt from your mouth. He wraps his lips around your sensitive bud, sucking at it so harshly it makes you see stars.
His tongue makes its way towards your entrance, lapping up your juices in delight, savoring the taste of you on his tongue as he groans at how delicious you taste.
Your hand makes its way to his hair, tugging at it from the roots, causing him to groan once more.
“You’re gonna be the fucking death of me, baby.” He mutters against your cunt before he shoves his tongue into your entrance, nodding his head as he fucks you with his tongue.
“Oh my fucking god—Eddie!” You moan loudly, panting at his actions.
He continues his ministrations against your cunt, eating you out like a starved man would his last meal on earth. Sucking, lightly nipping at your clit and running his tongue over it repeatedly like the rough rhythm to one of his metal songs. He slips one of his digits into you, then two, then three, before he pushes a fourth one in, stretching you out so deliciously that you throw your head back in pleasure. His mouth never leaves your clit as he continues to furiously fuck you with his fingers.
You arch your back as you feel the knot in your stomach start to uncurl.
“F-fuck, Eddie, Eddie, I’m close, so fucking close, wanna cum—!”
“Cum for me, pretty girl, wanna taste you.”
With his permission, you did as you were told, your pussy tightening around his fingers as your cum gushed out of you.
Eddie’s jaw goes slack as he opens his mouth, intent on slurping up all your juices until he’s swallowed it all.
Your chest heaves up and down, breathing raggedly as you slowly come down from your high.
You watch as Eddie unbuckles his belt, licking your lips as his fingers made its way to unzip his jeans. As soon as his pants fall onto the floor, he teasingly snaps the waistband of his boxers, relishing the attention he received under your hungry gaze as he slowly slips his boxers down to his thighs, his cock slapping against his stomach. He smirked as he saw drool drip from past your lips, your mouth agape at his size. You wanted nothing more than to have his cock in your mouth, thrusting deep into your throat as your spit coated his length.
But that was for another time.
He looks to you as if asking for your permission, to which you give him a small nod. He spreads your legs open even wider than before as he kneels on the bed, you shuffle backwards to allow him enough room.
He runs his tip along your folds, already red and leaking with precum. You notice the two veins that ran along the sides of his cock, and you couldn’t help but think about how it would feel for him to be inside of you already.
He continues to tease you, rubbing his tip against your sensitive clit, to which you groan in frustration at.
“I—fuck! Eddie, just fuck me already, will you?” You say, borderline screaming out at him as your frustration, your want for him builds up. It only seemed to him that you had forgotten your place, and it was his job to remind you of where you belonged.
His large hand grabs both of your cheeks easily, calloused skin against your smooth one, forcing you to look him in the eye.
“Forgetting your manners now, are we? Remember who the fuck you’re talking to.” He growls.
You swallow, a shiver crawling up your spine at his domineering tone, something entirely different from the goofy kid at the back of your class that you thought you had all figured out.
As much as your pride yelled at you to give him some sort of snide remark, to bite back with your words, you can’t help but feel small under his dominant gaze that was enough to force you into submission.
“Please,” you say hesitantly, softly. “Eddie—“
He licks his canines, the smile he directed towards you was anything but warm, almost mocking.
“Come on, baby, you can do better than that, use your big girl words and beg for me, beg for me to stuff you full with my cock.”
You whimper at his words and he senses your hesitation. Okay, he thought, your pride would be your downfall.
He put his fingers to your clit, circling it so roughly and harshly that it made your hips snap up involuntarily at his touch.
“Fucking beg for it or you don’t get to cum and I leave you here to do the job yourself. Think your fingers could ever match up to how nicely I could stretch you out, hmm, princess?”
You let out a guttural sob as he continued his ministrations on your already hypersensitive clit, and any pride you had that prevented you from losing any of your dignity dissipates as you throw all caution to the wind.
“Please Eddie, please please please, I need you, need you inside me so bad, wanna feel you, wanna feel all of you—“
He takes his hand away from your clit, and you almost cry at the loss of his touch before he patted you on your cheek.
“That’s a good girl, doing exactly what I tell her to.” And with that, he slides into you with ease given how soaked you were, your own essence acting as a natural lubricant for him.
Your eyes practically roll to back of your head as he finally bottoms out inside of you, hissing at how tightly your cunt gripped his cock.
“So fucking tight for me, baby. Such a good fucking slut.”
He thrusts into you, slowly, testing out the waters first before he hears you groan yet again.
“Please, fuck me faster, Eddie. Want you, wanna cum all over your cock.”
After enduring his punishment and all his teasing, taking it all like a champ, who was he to refuse his good little girl?
His hips meet yours as he picks up his pace, throwing both your legs over his shoulders, still spread out nicely for him, letting him gain more access to your cunt as he fucked into you even deeper. Soon enough, you were a moaning mess under him. You reach up to rake your fingers across his now bare chest just like you did earlier, digging your nails into his skin as you did so. He lets out a groan as the sting from your nails mixes with the pleasure of your cunt that clenched around him.
He chuckles darkly as his hand wraps around your throat, you shiver at the coldness of the silver rings he wore around his fingers. “Yeah, that’s right, fucking take it like the good girl you are,” he snaps his hips towards yours once more, hitting that soft, spongy spot inside you that made your toes curl and a loud moan involuntarily make its way out of your mouth. “Oh, I’m sorry, turns out you aren’t the good girl you make yourself out to be, huh? Nothing but a filthy little slut with her legs spread wide open all for me.”
You can’t help but let out an even louder moan at his words, your mind filled with nothing but thoughts about him, how good he was making you feel.
The pleasure had started to overwhelm you, especially when his fingers found their way towards your clit, rubbing it in circles once more and you cry out in pleasure.
“Yeah, fuck—yes, good fucking girl, taking me so well.” His praise directed towards you, despite how condescending it sounded, made you mewl as your mind went blank with the immense pleasure he was giving you.
Noticing the fucked out expression on your face, Eddie props his hand against the head board.
“You getting all fucked out now, hmm? How you feeling baby? Y’like getting fucked stupid by my cock?”
“Feels so good,” you pant, barely even able to put your words together. “So fucking big, Eddie, love your thick cock so much, stretching me out so fucking good.”
He smirks at you, grabbing one of your tits in his hand, fingers flicking and pinching your hardened nipple.
“That’s fucking right, my fat cock stretching that pussy out so—shit, so fucking good for ya. Fucking you like how you want because you’ve been a good girl, yeah? My good fucking girl.”
All you do is hum and nod at his words as you look at him with half lidded eyes, smiling at his praise.
“Open up that pretty mouth of yours, baby.” He commands, and you do so obediently, lips spread apart for him to spit into, a glob of saliva landing on your tongue. You swallow, without even him telling you to, and his chest swells with pride as he realized what he had turned you into: a slut, a whore for his cock, for him and only him.
As he continues his brutal pace, pounding into you so deeply, continually hitting that spot within yourself that made you see stars, you could feel your orgasm approaching.
“So close, Eds, so fucking close, a-ah! Please, please, make me cum, Eddie, wanna cum for you so bad, wanna be your good girl, Eddie. Please please please—“
You didn’t even know what you were saying anymore as you babbled mindlessly, desperate for a release. Eddie continues to play with your clit, his thrusts becoming erratic now, intent on making you cum, making you feel the greatest pleasure you had ever felt in your entire life.
"Yeah, that's it baby, let go for me. Cum for me."
“Fuck fuck fuck fuck, Eddie! Eddie, Eddie—“ you continue to chant his name like a prayer despite all the unholy things the two of you were doing, your eyes rolling to the back of your skull, tongue lolling out of your mouth as you finally let go, juices gushing from your cunt and making a mess on the bed.
You shuddered as your high began its slow descent, regaining somewhat of your consciousness as you looked up at Eddie, his eyes glued to where you and him met.
You cups his cheeks, causing his gaze to fall upon you, your eyes soft and lips slightly ajar, his once domineering gaze softened at the sight of you below him.
He groaned, sensing that he was close.
“I—fuck, come on, princess, where do you want it?”
You smile softly as you stroke his cheek with your thumb. “Inside me.”
He looks at you, somewhat surprised, his thrusts slowly become more sloppy by the minute.
“You sure about that, (y/n)?”
You nod at him, hands never leaving his face as you brought him closer to you, pressing his forehead to yours.
“I’m on the pill, it’s okay.”
God fucking bless the feminist movement.
“Come on, Eddie, cum for me, want you to fill me up, wanna feel how warm your cum would be inside me.”
With your words of encouragement, Eddie’s entire body tenses as he let out a low groan, releasing inside of you, thick ropes of cum spilling deep inside your cunt. As he pulled out, he couldn’t help but stare as your hole clenched around nothing, his white, sticky cum leaking from your pussy.
Exhausted, he falls down onto the bed beside you, snaking an arm around your waist as you lean into his touch, you shift so you laid on your side, resting your head atop his bicep as you trace patterns onto his chest.
Eddie exhales, brushing your hair from your sweaty forehead, his fingers making their way down your face to trace your jawline.
As the two of you lay there, utterly exhausted from fucking like rabbits, you can’t help but stare up at him with affection, his warm brown eyes staring you with the same care. You lean your head towards him, and he does the same, until your lips meet in a kiss.
This time, the kiss you two shared was soft, gentle, loving even. You pull away from him, breathless.
“There goes the line of straight A’s on my report card.” You huff.
Eddie rubs your shoulder affectionately. “Don’t worry, we’ll work on it tomorrow, we have time.”
Any of the past anxieties you had over your grades ceases as you lay in his arms, safe and comfortable, all your troubles far away.
“I’m sorry,” you say, earnestly. “For all the things I said to you earlier, you were right, I can be a bit of a control freak sometimes.”
“A bit?”
You flick his forehead.
“Ow! Joking, kidding, I’m joking,” he says with a smile as you tuck your head into the spot his neck and shoulder met. “I’m sorry too, for calling you all sorts of mean things.”
“Before or after sex?”
He pinched your nose, earning a laugh from you as you push his hand away.
“See? I can joke around too, I’m not stuck up.”
He intertwines his fingers with yours, stroking the back of your hand with his thumb.
“Yeah, you’re not.”
A moment of tender silence passes by the both of you as you gaze at each other affectionately.
“You know,” Eddie says, scratching his chin. “I’ve had a crush on you since like, freshman year.”
You furrow your eyebrows as you cringe at his words. “Seriously? That was the awkwardest year of my life, how did you ever manage to form a crush on me then?”
He rolled his eyes playfully, smiling at you. “Come on, it wasn’t that bad. I found you cute, braces, nerdiness, and all.”
You chuckle, nudging him gently. “Well, y’know, can’t deny that I found you cute myself, right when you walked into class.”
He laughs at your admission. “What? Lil ol’ me with my band t-shirts and ripped jeans?”
You peck him on the lips. “Exactly you with your wild hair and pretty doe eyes.”
He can’t help the affection that seemed to overflow from his chest as he kissed you all over your face, from your forehead to your nose to both your cheeks to the corners of your mouth to your jaw to your neck. You giggle as he showers you with affection.
As much as you could stay in his arms forever, you can’t.
You prop yourself up on your elbows before you stand, stumbling a bit as you do, to which Eddie responds by swiftly holding out his hand to steady you, still on the bed.
“Where are you going?”
You smile at him, kissing his knuckles.
“Need to pee.” You reply before slowly hobbling your way out his room, gripping whatever you could to keep yourself from falling.
“Jesus fucking Christ, Munson, what did you do to me?”
He laughs heartily, the sound causes your heart to flutter.
“Nothing that you didn’t want, princess.” He winks.
Characters: Jisung x female reader
Word Count: 2.4k
Type: Friends to Lovers, fluff, smut, college!jisung
Warnings: unprotected sex (always use a condom!), oral (female receiving)
This is intended for mature audiences. Do not read if you are under the age of 18.
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wc 6,366 tw violence, m*rder, its based off tex’s character idk what u expect, smut at the end, oral m + f receiving
note it’s here!! the tex fic!! this put me thru the ringer i’m not even gonna lie and i don’t love it but i didn’t want to keep you guys waiting. i love u all
a very special shout out to @karamelcoveredolicity for the beautiful gif of my baby tex, pls go check out their gifsets they’re phenomenal !!
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Request: Mark smut where he’s in a arranged marriage where he hates the girl ,but angry sex turns to love. Speedy I don’t think I can stop😂 too many ideas
Words: 2,530
You could feel him glaring at you from across the room once again. You wanted to be mad at him. But, you were more confused than anything. You hadn’t said much to him before the two of you got married; you didn’t know much about him. You hadn’t even seen him before your parents introduced you to the one you would be married to. From the moment you had met Mark, he always had this look of complete loathing whenever he saw you. You hadn’t even done anything. The first time you met him, he stared daggers through you.
It wasn’t unusual for people to have arranged marriages, but from the looks of it, neither one of you wanted this one. You didn’t hate him. You could just tell there was no way in hell this marriage was going to work. People kept telling you to give him a chance, but how could you when he wouldn’t even talk to you? Wouldn’t breathe in your direction? It was hard; you’d never been hated by anyone before. Especially for no reason. You crossed your legs on the couch, the material rubbing along your smooth skin as you moved.
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Jekyll & Hyde!AU || Therapist!AU One-Shot Genre: Dark, Smut, Angst, Slight Fluff??? || Rated: M Pairing: Kim Jongin/Kai x Reader Summary: When you are forced to see a therapist for your anger issues, you find yourself sucked into two men - well one man, with two personalities. Word Count: 8k (this was not meant to happen istg)
Moodboard by @afifaenam
Drabbles: One || Two || Three || Four || Five || Six || Seven
“Welcome Miss. Y/N,” the therapist looks down his glasses at you, his long legs crossed over as he leans back in his leather seat while you sit down on the cold black leather couch and begin to fidget with imaginary lint on your jeans, disinterest clear on your face. “What brings you to my office this morning?” You scoff slightly and he raises his eyebrow at you.
“As if you don’t know,” you wipe the spot of your jeans before glaring into his handsomely dark brown eyes, “you were hired by my boss because I have issues so why don’t you tell me why I’m here.” You don’t mean to be so rude but sometimes you can’t help yourself when people put you in uncomfortable situations – especially situations where you are forced to speak about your feelings. Of course, your asshole of a boss would hire the most handsome therapist he could find so you would find it harder to ignore him than you do everyone else.
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you meet joel again after the outbreak and he finds out you have a daughter
seeing joel again after the outbreak was something you thought would never happen, but there he was, twenty years later, with almost completely gray hair and beard, and looking more tired than he used to. his brown eyes shone when he saw you, thinking that you were some sort of hallucination produced by tiredness, but your arms hugging his neck felt so tight and your head against his chest felt too real to be a creation of his mind.
he gulped nervously and took a few steps backward when you took the little girl in your arms as if he was scared of the little human. you had always been very good with children so he wasn't surprised that you were now taking care of them in jackson. because that's what it was, wasn't it? you were looking after someone's child, right?
"this- this is my daughter, joel." oh shit. your face expressed concern, waiting for a reaction from the man in front of you, but his eyes were locked on the child in your arms. he should have guessed. enough time passed, you were a grown woman and life was good in jackson, probably the best place on earth right now to start a family. he softly nodded his head, trying not to show how shocked he was. the baby was sucking on her finger, cooing and doing that stupid baby sounds like she was mocking him. "congrats" was all he could say.
he was waiting for you to introduce him to the father of your daughter, but you never did, it was as if you were torturing him slowly. maria wanted to put joel and ellie in the house across the street from hers and tommy's, but you offered them to stay with you.
"oh, that place has been untouched since the outbreak, i actually think only the heat works." you cut tommy off when he was saying that it was decent. joel was gonna decline your offer but ellie, who had been tickling your daughter's belly and playing with her tiny hands until that moment, was quicker than him on saying that they'd love to.
he hated to see that baby. joel hated her chubby cheeks and her small hands trying to reach for him every time he was near. he also hated tripping over her toys around the house and how she cutely laughed when ellie played with her. he hated seeing her wrapped in a towel like a burrito after her bath and he hated to see her cheeks and nose red from the cold weather, and how she stomped when she was wearing her big coat and fell on her ass in the snow.
"so, where's the dad?" ellie asked you with her mouth full of food. joel gave her a look that would have killed her and huffed. there was truly no way this kid was shutting the fuck up. "you don't have to -" "no, it's fine." you assured joel while making sure that your daughter was liking her food. you threw a glance at joel to see his reaction and he was looking at you with his face more relaxed than usual. his brow was not furrowed and his eyebrows were arched, trying not to show how interested he was in your answer but at the same time very annoyed because of ellie being so nosy. "he left." "shit- i'm sorry." you shook your head. "it was before she was born. it's better this way, you know? if he was gonna be a shitty dad, i prefer him not to be around." "hell yeah. fuck him." ellie said while nodding her head in agreement with what you were saying. joel threw another deadly glance at ellie after she cursed in front of you and your kid. " i bet you are the coolest mom, right joel?" ellie's words made you giggle but you were also waiting for joel's answer. it was easy for him to empathize with you since you were going through the same thing he went through with sarah. he found it very easy to be a single parent. sarah was the best kid and he had you and tommy to help him. but you were alone, you lived alone, you had to go to work, and you had to take care of your daughter. he clenched his jaw. "that's right."
when you showed them your house, ellie loved it. she lay down on your couch, she opened your fridge, she sat in front of the fireplace, she turned the lights on and off multiple times, checking that they were indeed working. joel told her to stop but you assured him that it was okay, you liked seeing the girl so excited over such small things.
joel on the other hand was static next to you while ellie played around. your daughter was looking at him with her head resting on your shoulder, and joel looked at her from time to time only to find that the baby was still staring at him.
you showed them the rest of the house. ellie had her own room, which was meant to be your daughter's future room but she could have it, and you would share your room with joel. but after seeing his face, you thought it might have been a better idea to offer him the guest room.
"we also have a guest room. there's no bed but there's a couch and the heat doesn't work there but if you want-" "oh no, old joel will be great here." ellie appeared behind him, giving a few pats on his shoulder. you smiled at the girl but waited for an answer from joel. he was trying so hard to ignore the crib next to your side of the bed and how the little girl was sitting in the middle of the mattress, playing with her stupid little toys and violently sucking on her pacifier. instead of that, he decided to remember all those nights sleeping with ellie either in the woods or in the car, and the way he could hardly move when he woke up the next day because his body ached so much. but joel also remembered how good it felt being your little spoon and waking up next to you. of course, he didn't expect things to be like they used to be, but probably sleeping next to you was the only thing he had left of what once was his home. "this is okay." "great! and it's not as if we haven't slept together before, so..." you added trying to downplay the issue. "woow." ellie was so interested in this. "how is that?" "no-" "we were neighbors, and sometimes we-" "enough."
you knew why joel was so distant with your daughter. meanwhile, ellie loved to be around her, joel tried as hard as he could to keep his distance. you lived next to them and in the afternoons you helped sarah with her homework. you stayed with them for dinner and then enjoyed a movie or played some board games with them. the night the outbreak started, joel knocked on your door and told you to go inside his truck immediately. you were familiar with the relationship joel had with his daughter and you knew what a shock it had been to lose her. that's why you didn't blame him for his behavior.
"is she okay?" joel asked you half asleep and you hummed in response. "she's just hungry. i'm sorry. you can go back to sleep." you sat on the edge of the bed, rubbing the sleep of your eyes and picking her up in your arms. you mumbled something to her and kissed her forehead while you started to softly rock her in your arms. "no. how can i- how can i help?" joel sat on the bed and waited, noticing how she calmed down after you took her in your arms. the light coming from the street illuminated your silhouette and allowed Joel to appreciate your daughter's wet face. "hm- i need her bottle. it's ready in the kitchen. if you could heat it in the microwave for like a minute, that would be great." while he waited, he couldn't help but think of baby sarah in his arms. her cheeks were wet and her eyes were wide open, joel had to leave early in the morning for work but he didn't mind staying with her up all night if it was necessary. joel was trying to distract her until her bottle was ready, letting her small fingers wrap around his big one. joel had to take a few seconds before going back to the room with you, his hand pressed against his chest trying to control his breathing. once he came back with the baby's bottle, he sat by your side, handing it over to you and nodding after you thanked him. he watched as she enjoyed her meal and as you softly rocked her in your arms. your head fell on joel's shoulder and he didn't know what to do so he just stayed with you like that until you finished feeding her.
"i'm late. i'll see you at lunchtime." you couldn't be late another time, maria will literally kill you. you placed your daughter in joel's arms before you could remember how hesitant he had been with her and he had no other choice but to hold her so she wouldn't fall.
"are you okay? do you want me to take her?" ellie asked after seeing joel's shocked face. he held the little girl with outstretched arms, keeping her away from him. the baby cooed and extended her arms wanting to reach joel. she opened and closed her fist, getting really impatient and starting to make sounds of discomfort. the man frowned and had no other choice but to hold her against his chest. "shit... well done, joel. look, she even seems to like you." ellie added when the girl hid her face in joel's neck.
a few days after that he seemed to be closer to your daughter, you even caught him playing with her rattle, your daughter lying in her crib and with her arms up in the air trying to reach the toy. he was serious, not allowing himself to show how he really felt. your baby laughed with him and you decided to leave the room carefully to not interrupt the moment.
he started with small things like letting her hold his thumb between her fist every time he noticed she was staring into his soul again, and always keeping an eye on her when ellie was helping her to walk in the snow in case she fell or got tired of trying. then joel started feeding her, cutting the fruit into very small pieces, making sure that the milk wasn't too hot or too cold. at first, just sitting by your side but she was too distracted by his presence to eat so he had to start feeding her eventually.
you sighed in exhaustion once you entered your house. "i'm so tired." you sighed again and rested your head on joel's shoulder. your baby was half asleep on joel's arm, visibly comfortable by the way she cooed every now and then and by the way she rubbed her face against his arm. joel was rocking her softly. using one finger you tickled her belly to let her know that you were home. he put her in her pajamas, fed her dinner and you would even say that he had bathed her by the way her little curls were still damp. "she likes you." you said. he brought the pacifier to her mouth and with closed eyes, she quickly caught it with her lips. "she likes you more than me." "that's not true." joel spoke with a low voice, being careful not to be too rough and wake the child up. he turned his head to look at you, his eyes finally leaving your daughter to pay attention to you. you also looked at him with your head still resting on his shoulder. "you like her more than me." you pouted, trying to stay focused on his deep brown eyes and not on his lips and how close his mouth was to your face. "also not true." you smirked and moved one of your hands to play with your daughter's. she squeezed your index finger tightly between her tiny fist while joel kept looking at you. all that you had now should have been with him. your daughter, your house, your life. before the outbreak happened, one night drinking a few glasses of wine at his house after sarah went to sleep, you told him what you hoped your life would be like. you wanted to find your person and maybe even get married, you wanted to travel, moved in with them, start a family, raise your children, have movie nights. not much different from what you had with him at that time. you were almost there, touching your dreamed life with your fingertips, if you only had more time... when joel realized, your eyes were on him again and you had his chin between your thumb and index finger. your thumb brushed his lower lip, testing the waters, and his eyes slowly closed. you understood that as a green light to continue so, you leaned towards him and pressed your lips against his. just like that, no need to move them or rush things. you just missed feeling his lips against yours as much as he did. the kiss lasted ten seconds at most, but it was enough time for your breaths to mix and for joel's body to truly relax after months. you showed a little smile to him after the kiss and the soft look on his face let you know that he was satisfied. you went in for another kiss and he had his eyes closed already but then all of a sudden, your daughter on joel's arm started crying. "oh, i think someone's jealous."
Pairing: The Darkling x Shadow Summoner Reader
Summary: Aleksander promised you eternity with him. Alina Starkov took that from you both. Now you’re going to finish what your lover started.
Word Count: 14.9K
My Masterlist
1 ❝ fine, make me your villain ❞
2 ❝ you and I are going to change the world ❞
3 ❝ there are no others like us…
4 …and there never will be ❞
5 ❝ like calls to like ❞
Epilogue ❝ the two of us, together ❞
Pairing: Ransom Drysdale x Reader
Warnings: Violence, Angst, Fluff, Smut - Oral Sex (Female Receiving), Vaginal Sex && SPOILERS
Word Count: 6853
Description: CONTAINS MAJOR SPOILERS, PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVE NOT WATCHED THE FILM. You’ve been working for the Thrombeys for four years now, the last three years of your service being a glorified babysitter to the most annoying, self-absorbed, dickhead Hugh Ransom Drysdale.
You wanted to smack that dumb smirk off his stupid dumb face.
Hugh Ransom Drysdale. The bane of your fucking existence. Standing there with that stupid fucking smirk on his face, he fucking loved this. Watching as you cleaned up his mess. A crying girl on his doorstep and you, his assistant (aka babysitter), trying to calm her down enough to get her to leave his house. This dumb contemporary floor to ceiling windowed, minimalist, empty souled house. The girl had been picked up at a bar last night. Charmed by his handsome face, the money he was careless to spend, the way he spoke to you like you were the most beautiful thing in the world.
It was a fucking joke. A trick. You’ve seen it a million times and you’d be willing you bet that you’d see it a million more.
The door blocked her view of him, your clear view of him from the side, sipping on a mug of coffee in his hands and fucking smirking.
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