Decided To Redraw One Of My OLD Destiel Drawings

Not falling into a seasonal depression is so much fucking WORK

Like, I have to have reminders on my phones for the few hours a day the sun is out, so I can make sure I actually go see it. Then I also have to be VERY strict about my sleep schedule, cause if I fuck that up I'll suddenly sleep through the sun hours. And I have to make sure I get enough sleep (for me 10-11 hours a night, I know, a lot, but I'm disabled) but I also need to make sure I don't sleep too much cause then I won't be able to see the sun or sleep the following night.

I also have to be super rigid about taking my meds and vitamin d, cause you know damn well we don't get anywhere near enough vitamin d from the sun in norway.

And on top of all that I have to go to work, make dinner, clean the house, make sure my cat's needs are met AND try to have a social life.

Not to mention I can't use my moped during the winter seasons, so I have to take the bus everywhere (I'm gay, I can't drive, shut up) which takes fucking FOREVERRRR

And don'teven get me STARTED on the clothes situation. I'm always too hot, practical in winter, right? WRONG. I have a cold allergy, so if any part of my body (especially areas with a fat reserve) gets too cold, it starts itching and swells a LOT. On my face that's easily remedied, I just make sure to wear a face covering, one extra layer is enough. Upper body is also easy, I have a thick coat. But, my thighs???? My main problem area??? I cannot deal with wearing an extra layer under my pants, because 1. It gets way too hot the second I walk into my workplace. And 2. It feels fucking AWFUL

Anyways, I love my country and am never leaving

considering I was 17 on my last meet the artist, I figured it was about time for an updated version

Ppl who had time for romance in high school we are so different. i was busy fighting for my life in my head

Not to fucking MENTION how all these rules constantly change depending on the angle, oh the head is tilted down? NEW RULES. Oh the view is slightly above the head? ITS NOT THE SAME AS HEAD TILTED DOWN SO MANY NEW RULES

How the FUCK do people just KNOW where the eye belongs when drawing a face in profile????? With the straight on headshot there are RULES, the eyes are placed in the MIDDLE of the head vertically, fit an ENTIRE eye between them, AND an eye on either side (sometimes less depending on the lense zoom)

IT MAKES SENSE

But in profile??????, its still vertically halfway down, but THATS ALL YOU GET

HOW FUCKING WIDE IS IT

HOW TALL

HOW FAR AWAY FROM THE RIDGE OF THE NOSE

I absolutely HATE it here

just some soft, happy destiel

Cas meeting his early seasons self and telling him not to wait, and to stop following heaven and start following his heart, to not waste the little time he has left doing things for heaven or keeping his feelings to himself.

Telling him that there is happines in saying, not just in having

hi there! do you allow reposts of your art?

Thank you for asking! As long as you dont crop out my watermark, and tag me it's fine. But I'd prefer you didn't repost to any other platforms than the ones I am on (so the tag can lead directly to my acc)

I don't think we as humans appreciate dry and not slippery ground enough. Just being able to put your foot down and TRUSTING it won't move unless you make it.

Anyways, the weather in Norway is being insane, it's wet and icy as fuck, and I slipped on the ice and fell into a puddle on my way to work today...

Being an extremely extroverted person with chronic fatigue sure is a fucking trip

What do you mean I can only be outside of my house for like 3 hours a day???? I need to TALK to people, be SOCIAL, have shit HAPPENING

Shoutout to my flatmate that gets attacked with a fucking monologue any time she dares exit her bedroom. Cause then I've been sitting in the shared living room for HOURS, just charging up shit to say, and everything spills out at once the SECOND theres a living soul there to listen to me

Sad, sad times