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YAYAHANXAKOFWK NO YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY!!

Im glad ur taking the time to learn about my stupid nerdy interest ily dude (/p)

also thoughts so far ?????

Me listening to the whole of Hamilton so me and @leftoverspacedust can nerd together.

Hey… buddy. I need an idea for a zine. Something good enough for 8 pages of drawing with a mouse. And if I like what the marbles rattling around in your head say? Who knows. God knows they're sharp enough.

First of all i love the song

as for a zine idk honestly but ive made one that defines a bunch of different words

but also you could do like an odyssey type thing with a mouse tryna get somewhere or do something but they keep getting inturrupted or distracted?

Born to write beautiful love letters/poetry to someone, forced to be unable to pull

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64049473

just compialling all of my poems onto a little thing so its easier to go through, feel free to check this out!!

What kind of music do you like and what are your favorite songs/artists?

I have been listening to lots of musical tracks recently like dear evan hansen, hamilton, heathers and epic but one of my all time favourite artists has to be Cavetown. I love their songs Meteor Shower and Sharpener specifically (tw for s3lf h4rm if you're gonna check out Sharpener)

ive been listening to a local band called The Number Twenty lots recently, theyre really underground but they are on Spotify. fav one of their songs is Heart Racer Nerve Shaker.

Another random underground rec - wannabe by chloe in denial. her only song but very good.

oof that was lengthy

In the first verse its him being hopelessly in love. I specifically used the phrase "You were mine" over and over in reference to the signing of all their letters between each other with "yrs" and the last one was signed "yrs forever" and he sent it a day before Laurens died so we dont know if he even got it. Never getting over that. Then we have the classic homophobic dad, shattering his manic pixie girl dreams (he wanted to live in a cottage in the woods with Alex and 17 cats). Then the next verse is about how helpless he made him feel (reference) and you know when you like someone and its all wobbly and they consume your every waking thought and they can send you spiraling with a glance. Yeah that. Then "trying to find an explanation for every line" is him panicking because what if people find out? How will I make them think we were just guys being bros when its so painfully obvious I loved him? Are we throwing away our shot (reference) at making the history books with this relationship? Is it worth it? Then he realises that history has its ways of doing that for them, somewhere along the line it'll get twisted and our relationship will be called platonic. Then he's wondering if he really wants that? It's dangerous to pretend. It's just not true. Homophobic dad part 2 when he finds the letters. [Enter homophobic dog meme: I know what you are] Now he turns on Alex, he says Alex doesn't care for their legacy, Laurens worries for their impact on history which he might not get to make if this gets out. "they will erase us from the narrative" and Laurens being glad they will, and then the repeated phrase "the war never ended". this bit is important because it has a double meaning. 1: When the war ended, he died straight after, so yes, for him the war never ended it pretty much carried on to the end of his life. 2: His inner battles/war over his relationship w Hamilton and all the other internal stuff, which is what the song is about. This is followed up by the realisation that the world has no right to know about their personal lives, basically. Then the final decision to keep the memories. The last line is a quiet "i hope they dont burn" in reference to the letters/memories.

Oof thats a lot. okay i hope you enjoyed

Burn (Laurens' version)

I saved every letter you wrote me

From the moment I read them,

I knew you were mine

You said you were mine

You really were mine

Do you know what my father said

When I ripped your first letter open?

He said, "Be careful with that one, son

I don't see a point in you hoping,"

You and your words flooded my senses.

Your sentences left me defenseless

You ruined palaces with your paragraphs

You wrecked cathedrals

I'm re-reading the letters you wrote me

Trying to find an explanation for every line

Each word is a sign

You really were mine

The world could just burn

Burn

They'll destroy all the letters I wrote you

They'll fool the whole world into thinking that we were just friends

A dangerous game

They have hidden our lives.

Do you know what my father said

When he found the letters in file

He said, "In all your affections,

He is making you more than just smile,"

You and your words,

No care for our legacy

Your sentences border on senseless

And I am made paranoid by every paragraph

How will they perceive you?

You, you, you

They will erase us from the narrative

Let future historians wonder,

What happened to Laurens?

When the war ended

The war never ended

I watch my heart burn

Watching it burn

The world has no right to my heart

The world cannot see in my head

They don't get to know what I said

They're burning the memories

Burning the letters

That might have exposed you

I wish you could stay in my heart

You won't leave your place in my head

I'll love you in silence instead

I'm keeping the memories of when you were mine

I hope they don't burn

So this is a rewrite of Burn from Hamilton in the perspective of John Laurens because they were gay. Idk what else to say tbh. ill post an analysis of it later if i can be bothered

its me and my silly little fantasy books against the world (i havent read most of them and dont intend to)

and if i said barty was always put together and nerdy and had straight a’s and was literally sorted into ravenclaw but then he met the slytherin boy. the evan rosier who changed him, because suddenly someone encourages his stupid ideas and takes him on adventures and skips class with him.

barty crouch sr. who’s always heard great things about the rosier family, but the moment evan enters the house, he’s off running to barty’s room, giggling and rude, spitting in sr’s face.

dare i say serious, highly strung barty crouch jr until evan rosier of all people helps untie him.