Happy New Years!!!❤️🧡💛💚💙💜✨

I'm abandoning this account, and possibly tumblr as a whole.

Honestly, I've been considering a fresh new start for a while now. I didn't have a good reason too though, until now.

In the light of recent events involving my main fandom, I've come to feel increasingly unsafe in the conditions here. I made the mistake of letting my guard down, but really it was unwise to assume that ANY fandom would be sane and respectful for long. People here failed to realize that all parties involved in the recent events were MINORS. I'm seeing 20+ year olds dogpiling these people, calling them "sickening" at best. These are 16 year olds, you can't expect them to think like adults. If we as adults in a fandom cannot treat drama between teens with grace then I want no part in it. Therefore, I'm leaving.

However, this isn't the only reason I'm going out. Over the past few months my experience with this website has increasingly affected my mental health negatively, practically setting me back years worth of medicinal therapy. It's affected my abilities in college and I've been starting to exhibit behavioral problems. I've made more enemies on here than friends, which is not a big number but I'd rather not let it grow any further.

Will I return? I can't really say right now because I'm to distressed to think about it for the long run. If yes, it will most likely be on a new account (and maybe even a different website/app), and my sona and subject matter for art will very likely be different. I may still doodle pizza tower stuff from time to time on it ;3

Will I delete this account? Nah. I'll keep it around for the good memories I made here. I may even return to it but... unlikely. I just need a change of scenery, and a better environment for myself before things get worse for me and others. Hopefully I will be able to do more without the distraction of this website.

An enormous thank you to all who have treated me with love and respect here, I will never forget you ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜✨

I'd like to thank the Pizza Tower fandom for making this ugly, smug and completely useless man a comfort character for me. I don't know how y'all do that.

Casual Noisegremlins!! My headcanon designs, at least.

Another headcanon of mine is that Noise has retractable claws like a cat, he lets Noisette stim with them X3c squeezing the beans to see the means or however that cat meme goes lol

Dancin time

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IMPORTANT: My Situation and GoFundMe

Hola y hello, to those who don't know who I am. I'm Itzel aka Kawaiipony Productions. I'm a 17 y/o (mostly Mlp) YouTuber. I'm non-binary asexual biromantic (he/she/they) and I'm also an AuDHDer. And well, I need help. I live in an emotionally abusive household and my own “father” is my abuser. And while my mom isn’t as bad and my relationship with her has gotten better in recent years, she has still caused harm even by letting a lot of this slide.

Around February 18th, 2022, my parents snooped on my phone and found out I was trans. They had taken my phone, tablet, and Nintendo Switch. Which I wouldn’t mind too much if I didn’t purchase majority of these. I bought my tablet myself sometime around 2018 to 2019 with my own money. And I split half and half with one of my sisters to buy our Switch. That is hundreds not only stolen, but also destroyed as they’ve broken my tablet (which was around $300-350 when I bought it) previous instances it’s been taken from me. And I have not received any of these devices since.

Not only that, but my abuser in the past few years of me dealing with this abusive relationship has threatened multiple things on me such as kicking me out of the house, sending me to the military without my consent, and sending me to my family in México to “straighten me out.” Not to mention his constant ableism towards me. From being anti-vax (a very ableist rhetoric towards autistics), forcing me to mask (in the neurodivergent way, not literally, he’s ironically anti-max (which is also horrible btw)), etc.

This has led to me secretly doing my job as a part-time YouTuber for the past 2 years now, especially since I was forced to delete the previous Kawaiipony Productions channel cause of him. I have a GFM to help fund me for being able to get proper equipment again for doing my work. Not only that, but also possibly for things I plan to get once I turn 18 such as starting to get therapy, medication for my ADHD, etc. And now that I started dating my girlfriend, Vikki, I want to start saving some of this money to possibly meet her irl sometime next year.

I am taking a few small paid jobs for work right now, but it’s still not enough for my situation. So, you may ask, how can I help? Well, if you have the money, donate to my GFM. My GFM goal is $2,000 and I still need around $1,200 for reaching my goal. I also have adoptables for sale right now for $25 each. If you can’t financially help, then you can share not only my GFM, but my work. From my artwork, my videos on YouTube, and projects I’ve been a part of as a voice actor, animator, and/or artist. Any of this helps support me through everything going on in my life. I could really use it right now. So any and all support helps me out. Thank you all for reading this thread, I appreciate any and all support I need!!!

-Itzel C.D. aka Kawaiipony Productions

Ways to support me!!!

My YouTube channel:

YouTube

Kawaiipony Productions

Hola y hello, I'm Itzel. I'm a 17 year old non-binary voice actor, artist, animator, singer, and musician who makes content on fictional med

My GoFundMe:

gofundme.com

Donate to Money for Laptop and Equipment Replacement, organized by Itzel CD

Hola y hello, I am Itzel, but most know me online as Kawaiipony Productions. I'm a… Itzel CD needs your support for Money for Laptop and Equ

Current Adoptables for Sale:

Ya know when people draw the characters aesthetic like this with the funny irl pngs? I really, really love that X3c

Uhh vent art ig... been a rough day and a half for me so I drew something to ease the pain. Sad Noisecouple hours... plot twist, the yellow gremlin has a heart.

Headcanon time:

Noise isn't like, too physically affectionate. It's not him being mean or anything he just shows his love differently like playing games together, taking her out to places, maybe pranking some people. He doesn't really know how to give physical affection, and gets a little overwhelmed with receiving it (but will tolerate it for Noisette). But when Noisette gets sad like this, he hates seeing her down and will try his best to comfort her.

"Oh no!! People are harassing this poor defenseless minor!! Let's help them by harassing the other defenseless minor, that's a great idea. I'm so smart :)"

Suffering from a mild case of art block atm, so I made a Patches stimboard in attempt to get my creativity juices flowing again.

🖤🐮🖤🐮🖤🐮🖤

WAAAAAAAAAAGH!!!!!! AAAAA- *explodes into heart emojis*

CUTECHAAAAAAN omg I love it thank you so much- I'm speechless waaa look at the funny lil bab they look so happy hehehe!!!

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