Now it's your turn, beta boy... Clean both of us!
I've read your blog and of course I accept your reasons for being here. But I am curious. Is there a part of your sexual fantasies that involves being the real life captive of a sexual sadist that will keep you.
Against your will. Never free of restrictions. A caged and bound female sexual lab rat. Where you are never allowed to switch modes. Whipped, beaten and sexually tortured into submission. By whatever means necessary. Every day. No exit. ?
When I was younger I had many such fantasies. Sometimes still have, but not so often. One of them:
I am a virgin Princess travelling with other young girls on a ship and pirates raid the ship during cruise. We are all captured with intention to be sold in some Arab state. The other girls are kept in crates and every day taught obedience - they will be sold as sex slaves to some rich Men. The girls are forced to fuck and suck, they are punished until they are broken into total submission. The customers would pay proper price for obedient girls.
But I am very special - as a virgin and Princess I will be sold to some Arab Sheikh to become His special sex toy, maybe even wife. Nobody rapes me as my virginity is worth fortune, but I am forced to look at the other girls being trained and I get to service cocks orally - fluff them, clean them from cum and other girls fluids, suck them, swallow gallons of sperm. I am trained to worship cock whenever presented to me. After two weeks I am trained to be top class virgin cocksucker.
Then we arrive to a port and I am sold to some Sheikh (I don't even see what he looks like). I am sold like animal. Other girls are also sold to different customers. Then I am taken to some property in the middle of nowhere. There is dessert all around. No way to run.
I am bathed and prepared by other beautiful woman to be presented to my Owner. I meet Him. He sits on a luxury sofa with to beautiful woman on both sides. He is huge, muscular Male with beard and hair all over the body. He looks so strong and charismatic. I am so tiny and weak compared to Him. I am so afraid of Him.
He says: "I paid a lot of money for you, so you are my property, my toy. Your life is mine now and I will do whatever I want with you. You are here on probationary period of 3 months. If I am happy with you, you'll become my wife and give birth to many children. If I am not happy, I will sell you to a brothel and you'll be whore for thousands of men. There is no other option in your life. Everything depends on your behaviour. Now greet me properly."
Then He pulls back the tunic flaps and I see His huge, veiny cock with big head and gigantic hairy balls. Thanks to the training on the boat I know what to do...
Then the fantasy goes... I used to masturbate to this vision many times. There were two scenarioes. In one he was happy, in the other not so. In every further scenario I was just a property with no option to change anything...
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Well. Thats only fantasy. I would never want to be in this situation for real.
But in real life I was in relationship with sadistic Alfa Male and for over 9 months living in His house. I submitted to Him and He trained me step by step to His expectations. Our relationship fell apart and NOT because of the harsh sexual treatment. I loved Him and wanted to become His wife, whatever the price was. But REAL ALFA MALE is not a good material for marriage. That was my lesson from this adventure. Alfas are good for sex, but married life is much better with submissive betas. At least for me.
Cum, spunk, male milk or nectar... I love it! Its taste, smell, texture and erotic symbolism.
I was 16 when I first tasted it after giving handjob to my beta boyfriend. I hated it and told him I would never give a blowjob.
I was 17 when a dominant Alfa Male forced me to suck Him, then to clean every drop with my mouth. Still hated it, but in the next few months He taught me the hard way what is expected from a woman. I started to like it, then love it.
During all those years I sucked sperm from cocks, cleaned it from mans balls, my own face, other girls pussies or bodies, licked it from floor, table, mirror, dildoes, shoes and condoms... Yeah, with a right Man (or Men) I am very submissive and nasty bitch.
However, there is difference between Alfa Males sperm and beta boys cummies.
Alfa Males sperm.
There are so many bitches competing to get it. When I am with such a Man I will do anything to empty his balls, to make Him ejaculate for me. To mark me as his woman, his slut, his cum dumpster.
When He cums in my mouth, I feel I have done a good job.
When He cums in my pussy, I feel taken.
When He cums in my ass, I feel violated.
When He cums on my face, I feel so nasty.
When He cums on my body, I feel marked.
When He cums on the the floor and forces me to lick it clean, I feel humilitated.
When he cums in/on another woman and forces me to lick it clean, I feel like a slave.
When He cums in my pussy and I make my husband clean it, I feel like a Queen.
Beta boys cummies.
Its just a tool to control and humilitate these males. Its place is in his balls to keep him horny all the time for his Queen. Sometimes there is a need to drain the balls.
Ruined orgasm makes him so submissive.
Cumming on his Queen feet makes him so thankful.
Cumming on the floor or into the toilet makes him so humilitated.
Licking his own spunk is a good training method.
When you force him to clean your pussy from Alfa Males sperm, he knows his place in the relationship.
When you force him to suck Alfa Males cock and swallow or lick His sperm, there is no way back for beta boy to recover his manhood.
Definition of my marriage...
I fuck whoever I want, whenever I want and however My Bull wants to fuck me.
My husband has nothing to say in this matter but sometimes he gets to clean me.
No pussy or mouth for him as long as he is my husband.
It always hurts in the beginning, beta boy. The you may go or stay and accept. If you accept, you mey have freat relationship with independent, selfish Woman. It's really worth trying and secrifices on your side,
Yestarday we had planned a hot date with Paul (one of ma steady lovers) and his huge cock. At the last minute he had to cancel due to flu. My pussy was itching so much that I was riding my husbands face for over 2 hours. Yes, I was merciless and aggressive. I had 4 orgasms, but my pussy still missed Pauls huge cock and cum inside.
Yüzüme otur.
Sometimes?!
I need it all the time!!!
Me and my husband are a dream couple.
Spoiled nymphomaniac princess and pussyfree submissive beta boy.
I am beautiful and classy woman. Succesful, intelligent and well mannered. Tiny, skinny and innocent looking blonde who loves comfortable, classy and rich life, but inside spoiled narcist and nymphomaniac with really high sexdrive.Married to submissive beta husband. Lover to well hung, assertive and dominant males. Connoisseur of beautiful women.Dominant Lady for beta males (most of males). Submissive Bitch for Alfa Males (few well hung males who are strong enough to discover my dark side). Bisexual with appetite for beautiful women.In this blog I will share my thoughts and adventures, when in need to do so.
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