i never knew you were such a snake…
that you had poison in your bite.
there was still so much that was at stake
yet you thought saying that was right?
no matter what i do, I still ache. I still yearn for your touch, and every time i wake up I pray that it was all a bad dream - but im faced with the awful, painful, gut wrenching reality that: it isn’t a dream. it’s all real and you don’t love me anymore.
““Why did you run away … from me?” “I didn’t want you to realise how broken I was - how many nightmares I carried. I didn’t want those nightmares tainting your dreams.” Silence - the hands of Time suspended in the air. Then came the withering chime - the last goodbye. “You should have trusted my dreams to chase away your nightmares.””
— My Heart Bleeds Poetry #28 Charlene Pablo ( via @inevitable-realities )
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“They say you should listen to your heart and that’s what I did, but you left it shattered and now I can’t hear it anymore.”
-Excerpt from a book I’ll never write (excerptsfromstories)
Do I ever cross your mind?
“You are what I have been waiting for, the person I should have been with. But I stop myself from having feelings. I stop myself from thinking we have something special. Because not only do I not want to lose you, but I don’t want to lose myself again.”
— not for another heartbreak.