Go On, Treat Yourself To Reading Chapter 15 Of My Lil Wolfstar/jily Texting Fic ;))

A scene from a bigger something I’ve not written yet.

I looped my pinky finger round his. “Do you promise?” I expectantly asked, hoping and praying for my desired answer.

“Of course.”

I was in his arms in a millisecond, holding onto him tighter than what was humanly possible. I didn’t care. Feverishly, he held me back with an equal fire.

In that moment, all was well; all was right.

I didn’t have to pretend anymore.

He whispered softly against my ear, “I love you. I can’t remember not loving you, and I don’t ever want to forget loving you. You have me, my heart and soul, my head and heart, my everything. It’s all yours. Forever and always - yours.”

Drawing back ever so slightly, I stood on my tip toes and pressed a feather light kiss onto his soft, red lips.

“I’m yours too. Forever and always,” I murmured quietly as I drew back from his addicting lips. “I don’t ever want to stop being yours.”

Chapter 3 is up! I genuinely cannot believe I’ve managed to upload this fic three weeks running... we can only hope I keep it up 😂

Chapter Seven babyyyyy!! I think this one might be my favourite...

Hesitantly, she bit her lip. The blonde haired boy was sat in front of her. An arms reach away.

She could touch him.

This crush of hers would not go away. She was helplessly falling for the blonde haired, green eyed stranger that was always on her bus. He got on a stop after her, and got off a stop afterwards. Their paths crossed five times each week and still she resisted ever caving in to the growing feelings she had. 

Leaning her head against the window, she felt the slight jolts of the bus, the hum of the engine rang softly in the ear that was lacking a headphone - her only window into the outside world. 

Sharply, his head whipped around and he was facing her. It was obvious he had heard a noise at the back of the bus but her heart raced none the less. She glimpsed him for a second. It was only a second but it set her heart on fire, and a knot of flitting butterflies filled her stomach. His chiselled jaw; his emerald eyes; his light sprinkling of freckles; his messy blonde hair, flopping delicately onto his forehead; his everything. He looked perfect, and she’d often spotted him reading a book, or even glanced at the music he was listening too which made him even more perfect. 

It was his stop, and the fleeting moment of bliss she’d had fluttered away. He got up and walked away, off the bus and out of her heart till tomorrow. She’d missed another chance.

Her world crashed back into the harsh reality that was her life. A romance like that was only going to happen in the movies anyway, she thought.

first drarry fic!! 

Chapter Five of my Wolfstar/Jily texting fic is up!! kind of a bit proud of my dedication to this story so far 😂

You're it for me. My forever. My happily ever after. I can't imagine spending my life with anyone else; having kids with anyone else, getting married to anyone else. You're it and I'm sorry if that scares you because God it scares me too but I couldn't just let it go. I couldn't let you go. Now please, just stay. Stay with me. Stay with me and be my forever. Because God knows I've been wanting to be your's since I first laid eyes on you.

A little burst of romance for a lover that doesn’t exist yet...

Don’t Do It

Long sleeves don’t look pretty in summer

You’ll get weird looks off people you don’t know

Sympathy in their eyes as they watch you perspire

Or itch

Or suffocate yourself to hide what’s underneath

They ask themselves why

But all you can do is pull your sleeves lower

 Those you love will only grieve for you

You’ll see tears drip down their cheeks

Just like blood drips down your arms

Or legs

Or wherever you hurt yourself

They’ll ask themselves why

But all you can do is shrug your shoulders

  Sex becomes a lot harder with the lights on

You’ll hide under the covers

Hoping the one you love might not see

Or touch

Or feel the rough scars you’ve littered your body with

They’ll ask themselves why

But all you can do is pull the blankets tighter

  The release is only temporary

You’ll only get the satisfaction for so long

Before you’re itching to repeat the same action

Or another

Or some other way you can possibly hurt yourself

You’ll ask yourself why

But all you can do is reach for the blade again

alright lads, guess who finally updated their texting fic again....

Chapter Four is finally upppppp!!!