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"Nothing ever gets Hiei’s stomach in knots quiet like this—Kurama looking up for the first time, catching his eye as a smile breaks out across his face. When Kurama looks at him—mischievously, suggestively, teasingly, happily, it doesn’t matter—he has to take a steadying breath. It’s like the rush of a runner’s high, and he knows this is the point where he should cut Kurama out of his life. Because the high is too good, too addicting—too much like a poison plotting his impending downfall—because he can’t let go just yet."

A VERY BOOTIFUL BOY FROM "you're crawling under my skin" by emmi_hayes and paranoiamyheels on AO3!!! IT'S VERY GOOD IT'S VERY ////////

I really really need to rewatch YYH but the fics have dropped some info and possibilities into my head. Specifically, fics about Hiei negotiating with the dragon to get control of it. (The "need to get control" was canon, the "negotiating" part is fic.) And some of the details about the dragon. Of Darkness Flame, a primordial being of The Void, a plane of death and destruction, who has consumed every summoner who attempted to get it.

So, what kind of guy tries to summon that? The arrogant. The power-mad. The cruel. The kind of muskrat bastard who eagerly promises slaughter and atrocities.

So basically the kind of moron who brings a pot of cafeteria slop to a potluck. The dragon's sustained by death and destruction, that doesn't mean it doesn't have as much as it wants already.

What Hiei brought to the table was the spice of giving a damn about other people, whether he's willing to admit it or not. And maybe that wouldn't have been true five years ago, but Hiei came to the dragon for survival. For himself and his team. For Kurama, trusted without reservation at his back. For Yuusuke, who trusted him to save their lives despite having every reason not to, who'd only seen him high on psycho murder plots save for the ten minutes or so they'd walked to Maze Castle. Even for Kuwabara, who dives all-in with sentimental honor nonsense and a strength of will that Hiei might well have never seen before, not that Hiei cares if that idiot survives the tournament but Yukina would be sad, that's his story and he's sticking to it.

As fluffy toddler-tv as it sounds, love and friendship are magic. They won't sustain the dragon, but in keeping with the metaphor, it's not like humans can live off herbs and spices either. So that's my theory, based on fanfic and vague memories of episodes I couldn't get for years after finding the series.

(I would like to note that yes, Hiei does still have to use the dragon as a very powerful hard-to-control weapon, you do still gotta feed your army to paraphrase Sun Tzu, but this for-his-team aspect is what had the dragon agree instead of just eating him.)

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