May The Gods Make You Feel Safe, Loved And Protected. They Love You, And Just Another Day Of Existing

So I have decided to permashift to my Mha (My Hero Academia) desired reality. But there's two people whom I'm attracted to, like physically, personality wise, just everything about those two people. If I didn't see an edit of one of them, I wouldn't be here shifting to it or even know of it. So I was wondering if I could get some advice on whether to scrip a love triangle (even though I hate them) so I can shift there and see which one of them I connect with better, who I work better with as a person and who I genuinely like more? Or if I should just flip a coin and see which one it lands on to scrip as my partner?

A lesson taught to me by Óðinn: “No one else can see the world through your eyes, so see as much as your eyes allow, and think as uniquely as you can.”

So, for the past four to five years, I've known about shifting, and I've been attempting to do it. Since the start of this year, I've been putting more time into it and consisting with it. Almost every night, I'm using a method or doing affirmations, etc.

Yesterday, I was determined that that was the day I would shift and never come back. It didn't happen, I was frustrated this morning. But then I decided screw it, and I pulled my tarot cards out, I asked the tarot cards what I needed to do to get myself to shift to my desired reality, and it said a mix of trust the timing and to chase after it.

So I then asked them if I would shift to my desired reality tonight and ALL THREE SAID YES!!! I have never had my cards on a shifting question for all of them to say yes that I will shift tonight. I then asked another question of whether I should do the void method to shift, and all of them said yes, only one was neutral, but all the other three cards said yes!

So I guess this is it! I'm shifting to my desired reality tonight, and I'm not coming back! So if you don't hear from me in a while or at all then you know why!

It's okay for your desired reality s/o or family to change! It's okay for you to change your mind and decide you want a different person to be your family. It's okay for you to decide to change who your s/o is! There is NOTHING wrong with that! Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. It's normal to change our minds. We shouldn't have to feel guilty for it like we're 'cheating' on our s/o or family because we're not! We are just changing it to what s/o or family we now have decided we want in our desired reality at the moment.

So for two to three days I've been not able to give incense offerings or light their candles to the deities who I have alters for because I've been using a gas lighter and it's empty now and I have a fear of using matches. So, in return, I've done a drawing/prayer offering on a piece of paper that has taken these days to do one individually for them all. While this has been happening, I've been worried that they are disappointed in me or upset, but then I had to remind myself, and i'm still reminding myself that they know we're human. They know we're doing our best. They know we can't do everything. They i have assumed have figured out that I have an addiction to my phone and have a huge trouble using it for less than 10 hours. Humans make mistakes, humans can't do everything, humans can only do what we can, they know we're trying our best, and that we can and will try to make it up to them later about it.

"I'm sorry.

You're sorry?

I am.

She couldn't look into his eyes not when they were so open and vulnerable."

OH MY GOSH THESE TWO COMMENTS ARE THE REALEST EVER 😭

You are energy, your soul is energy, your consciousness is energy, and your subconscious is energy. Energy can not be destroyed, and it can't die. You have a vessel, a physical body which can die, but YOU, Your energy, your soul can't truly die. YOU are eternal. Your body isn't.

When someone dies, it can be good to remind yourself that their energy, their soul, and their subconscious/consciousness won't die. Their body will, yes, but the essence of their souls, what makes them who they are won't die. Death is only a transformation. It's not the end.

I think my beliefs that when someone dies, you get to choose where you want to go has helped with that just a little. For examples: If you believe in Norse paganism, you'll be able to live in Valhalla and feast amongst the gods if Odin believes you lived a life worthy of that. If you have a polytheistic belief, you will go to the underworld and get a coin as payment for Charon, who will take you across the river Styx. If you believe in Buddhism or in reincarnation, you'll get reincarnated over and over again until you achieve peace or because you want to experience life again and again. If you're an atheist, then you can live into the void or come back to earth as a spirit if you want to, etc.

Anyhow I hope this has helped someone out, like it has me.

cherishing the things that bring you peace is so important. doodling ugly creatures. listening to brown noise. rereading the same books. rediscovering hymns and religious texts from your childhood. doing your makeup just to erase it. not everything has to have a deeper meaning or purpose, and not everything you do has to be for a more complex reason than how it makes you feel in the moment.

"She was playing in a roaring river. She had chosen to stay, she believed it was the right choice. But it didn't make this any easier."