Whats All This About Just Rolling With It?

my silly little suckers

and heres some of the old stuff i did while watching the first eps

Knowing that trans women of color started the movement in the united states and were literally immediately erased and excluded from what they started is the most deeply jading knowledge.

It is the original sin of the so-called queer community and it damns it from the cradle.

qsmp au that takes place right after flippa's first death where for easter they organize a big egg hunt but in the form of a game of hide and seek. the little eggs are meant to hide and the pairs are meant to find them. the eggs who manage to not get caught win. it happens in a forest near foolish's base.

charlie and mariana have to work together, of course, but soon they end up arguing about directions and split up because they think it'll be more efficient to cover a larger area. charlie goes on his own but his sense of direction is SHIT, and he ends up getting lost. his ego is too big though so he doesn't notice, or rather decides to ignore it, and continues searching beyond the area where the eggs are allowed to hide.

that's when he sees her.

at first it's just a rustle in the bushes, but then he catches a glimpse of familiar glasses, and before he knows it he's running, following after the shine of the lenses. often he stops, thinking he lost her, but then the shine of the glass is back, and he's off running again. he runs, and runs, and runs, screaming with all the strength in his lungs, until night falls, and a voice calls his name. he turns around. it's his wife, looking properly pissed off. he ignores her however, ignores the hundred swears and reproaches, and turns back around, but she's already gone.

that night is the first time mariana ever sees him cry.

FROMTHE TOP ROPE MY PRINCE

obligatory "go listen to jrwi" post bc I had an influx of QSMP followers. here is a helpful guide to find which campaign is for you :)

listen to Riptide if you want a beautiful, tragic story about a crew finding family in each other. they had a song, go listen to Hole in Your Heart it's a banger. they also have women in love here and Goobleck. I can't speak for the later episodes but I watched up to 57 when it came out and there's daddy issues!!!!!! there is SO MANY daddy issues.

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listen to Prime Defenders if you want the most painful pining of all time (there's superheroes and i'm crying hope this helps) and Charlie attempting to play the smart character for one season before realizing he Literally Can't. also fish dad and possibly the best depiction I've seen in a long time of an abusive father in mourning.

listen to Apotheosis if you want gay people who love so wholly and completely despite their destiny containing only pain and agony, who in turn extend that love to a being thought only to know violence. also Charlie saying "ough" with reverb. there's some really cool monster design from Condi here too!!!! I still gotta finish this one I just know they have sex

listen to Blood in the Bayou if you want to hear Charlie Slimecicle DM the most horrific and interesting branches of D&D I've personally played. Call of Cthulhu in its core is built around stories that don't end happy. stories where everyone dies. if you want the peak of Slimecicle storytelling and can handle graphic descriptions of body horror and gore, go here.

frank x wally doodles i did when my partner started a whiteboard because the dynamic between them is 🙏😭

CW FOR EYE STRAIN!

posted Frank before, now here’s Wally!!!

this was actually inspired by this fic by krool_aid on AO3, and the What If au by @neonross on twitter and tumblr!!

I think about this au waaay too much for my own good 😵‍💫

i love it so much, and i hope you like this artwork too!

angsty doodle >:]

based off of this amazing banger fanfic written by @krool-aid ( which was inspire by @neonross )

love em both , go check em out !! 💖

( 3 / 4 doodle dump )

I decided to make a mini comic with the fanfic "if your not calm then I'm not calm"! Enjoy!!! @krool-aid @neonross

Please read this fic by @/krool_aid on ao3 it’s so good and it’s based off @neonross aware au and it’s so good and well written and the au is so cool anyway here