When They Are Making Love (vanilla, I Know. Rolling My Eyes.) James Wants To Hold Into Regulus' Hands.

Inner dialogue from "Worst case scenario"

it’s hard to tell what ivan’s true intentions were, but above all else i believe that he did what he did during r6 because he was SURE that till wouldn’t care.

that’s why it’s so heartbreaking to me that the memory of ivan is clearly a TRIGGER for till in r7

remember? ivan criticized sua because her eventual death would only traumatize mizi. that’s why he kept himself at arms length from till — because he never wanted to become a source of trauma for him. as much as he craved till’s affection, he didn’t want to hold till back.

but ivan didn’t account for till’s real feelings. till — while it was not in a romantic sense — cared for ivan more than ivan was lead to believe.

and just like sua was for mizi, he’s nothing but a source of trauma for till. he became something luka used to exploit.

and it’s genuinely so heartbreaking because that was the last thing that ivan wanted.

✨ in this house it’s always fuck censorship ✨

Seems unfair that I don't have 18 hours a day to read and write fanfiction. Sleep? Work? What are these nonsense tasks?

“I’m scared that i’ll become a drug addict in the future”, “I’m scared that i’ll be still single in the future” well you know what i’m scared of? That i’ll get out of my marauders era phase and that reading jegulus fics will just be a faint memory. That reading all this black family or regulus centered fics will be just a “habit” that i used to have as if it didn’t consume my whole life back then. I don’t care if it’s unhealthy for me because i want to read my favorite or new jegulus fics till i die. Those masterpieces will always be part of my daily life.

would u guys still like me if i was into klance again

sorry theres a collection of different fandoms im in that resurface at something that reminds me of it (ie getting back into assclass after seeing it on roblox….) but klance i always get back into when i get back into space…

anyway og art. ive seen a couple redraw it with ocs or ships and it just had to be klanced…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR SASSIEST, SPITTIEST, AND BRAVEST LIGHTNING GIRL. WE LOVE YOU MARE MOLLY BARROW. I WOULD HAVE BAKED YOU A TASTY CAKE, BUT YOU ALREADY GOT CAL AT HOME. 🎉🎂🎉🥳🎉🕯🎉

James is a better person than me because if i went to the house that me and my loml planned on having and see “Hang painting here?” after he dies ill be like “What if i hang myself right here, right now, huh”😭

This is my last straw you guys… (I LOVE HIM)