Sketchbook Thingssssss

Compliment them. That person you think has their shit together and wouldn't need it or want to hear it. They do. They absolutely do. Their shit is dispersed. I promise you. It is a shambles.

I've had someone tell me to my face that they would compliment me, but for the fact that I already know this or that about myself. Huh???? No. Sorry.

No I don't. In my weaker moments I become an ungrateful mud monkey that has never once internalized a compliment

I adore being told you like me or something I've done. It sustains me, and in my weaker moments when I forget that life is good and happy, you might catch me before I fall.

You ever had someone catch you like that? You can do it too. The ones that catch you have been you in that moment before and know they will be again.

A small clip animation

Gitm belongs to @venomous-qwille

Haha hiiii, sorry for reposting my own works, but tumblr seems to have deleted my previous account (hlo-pok-hopey) bc I can't access it or find my posts anywhere:)

Anyway, if u guys liked my art and want to see more of it, u can follow this blog. Apparently i will have to post my art here from now on. It's just, I remember some people who left very nice and touching comments under my Sphinx drawing and I miss u guys😭💚

As gen-AI becomes more normalized (Chappell Roan encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use gen-AI because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by tech companies. I draw not because I want a drawing but because I love the process of drawing. So even in a future where everyone’s accepted it, I’m never gonna sway on this.

Trying to figure out the way i enjoy to draw skykids the most. I like this more realistic approach, but i still have to work on it

Anyway, have eepy Alula

Meet my OC, Plombir (he/they/it pronouns). He's heavily based off of my childhood's comfort character who used to (and still does) bring me a lot of joy and happiness. So yeah, that's basically what Plombir symbolises - the joy and playfulness of childhood

Here's the translation of what the caption says:

Plombir, the bunny who lives in a tree

❄️ constantly gets himself into all sorts of shenanigans

❄️ adventurous and imaginative

❄️ will do anything for their friends

❄️ loves winter and the annual New Moon festival (an in-universe event)

I feel bad for only making reblogs of arcane-related stuff and not posting any art, since u kno... This is supposed to be my ART blog... I'm terribly sorry😞

It's the end of the year and uni is insane and I'm super exhausted. Maybe I'm having a burnout. However I'm trying to work on my original project, that's where Plombir is from btw. I know people prefer fandom art and not some random original characters, but I hope you like him😞💕

the thing that destroys me about eveline is that she knows how damaged she is. she knows she hurts people. she lashes out and she destroys things and she finds fun it it but at the end of the day she wants to be loved. she wants to be treated kindly. she wants a dad and a mom and she wants them to love her. but she knows, no matter how long she and ethan spend together in death, in the mold, that he won't ever forgive her. he can't ever forgive her. he may make peace with her existence, and he may be occasionally kind to her, but he cannot ever forgive, and he cannot ever love her. and it's all eveline's fault. she has no one to blame but herself. she knows killing rose won't make ethan love her, but she's already dug her hole too deep. if she's gone this far, she might as well do something to try and make herself feel better. killing rose doesn't do anything - for eveline, killing rose would be like smashing a vase at the wall. feels good in the moment, but then you have to clean it up, and it doesn't fix anything. she's already lost ethan. what's the harm in adding another stick to the fire?

eveline is every child with behavior issues' worst fear come to reality. sure, it's not entirely your fault that you're like this. but you've done so much. you keep hurting people and hurting people and hurting people and acting out. and you can beg for love and beg for forgiveness but you'll never get it. her "birth" mother, Miranda, didn't want her. her "adoptive" mother, Mia, didn't want her. and her "father", Ethan, doesn't want her. no matter where she goes, no matter how much she tries, no one wants her. and she has to sit with that for eternity. she can't grow or change- she's permanently stuck with the emotional capabilities of a 10 year old. she sits out eternity in pain. poor, poor, eveline. she was doomed from the start.

A little something for my birthday

Feat. Happy effin’ birthday bastard (dead)

I think toy doctors are so nice actually like i remember being a little heartbroken kid when one of my beloved stuffed animals got old and torn up and my mom just threw him out. And i know what it would have meant to me, to have someone lovingly stitch him back up instead so i could love him just a little longer. And I’m really glad there are little kids out there who get to see pictures of their stuffed animals and dolls with little fake hospital beds and casts as they “rest & heal” before returning to them good as new. Like what a sweet thing to do with your life.

Lucas Baker in a bathtub. Please reblog🫶

[based on my personal headcanon that moldy creatures like bathtubs lol]