Just Finished 6x06 And I Think I Missed The Hurt/no Comfort Tag Guys.

how to hold your hunter

THIS

It’s one of the sickest acts of homophobia among other enormities to have Dean Winchester die a fighter. to never allow him safety and stability and relationships he forges himself without any shackles on his character. to never release him from the narrative. to trap him in the life like that forever. everything about that life I mean it Everything. to force him to be remembered only as a caretaker as a fighter as a sacrificial lamb as a pretty boy. let him be more. transform him. please take him. take Dean Winchester apart. explore every alternative he could’ve been. give him the aching satisfaction of exquisitely wrought love, of relieved tension, of friendships that have lasted and continue to last and none of the pain, of saying finally, finally I can have this. i don’t care how unrealistic. repair him. make it real.

Ballpoint pen portrait of Jensen Ackles on an old Starbucks cup - (2023)

Ballpoint pen, blue color pencil and white pen.

if dean said "i want you" cas would have heard "like an object." if dean said "i love you" cas would have heard "like a brother." so dean says "i need you" and he means "i need you like i need air." and we know this because dean has been trained to never need anything from anyone. he isn't supposed to need anyone. but cas does not know this and instead he hears "i need you like i need a gun."

person finding out i like destiel: oh i like shipping too!!! there is this one show with these two guys who are gay and in love and they are so cute together!!!

me: ok. do they kill themselves about it?

them: im sorry?

me: i said do they kill themselves about it.

Hyperventilating over here

Does it ever just hit you that canonically cas and dean are only ‘together’ in one universe. Like in every other universe cas is still following heavens orders blindly and dean is faithless. And even in the one universe where they together it still doesn’t work out because cas can’t admit that he loves dean to his face and dean can’t admit it to himself. And then when cas finally builds up the courage just the sheer act of admitting that he loves dean (not dean reciprocating), just the act of openly being in love with him is enough to cause his moment of true happiness so he can be sucked away from the only universe where this magical bond was even possible forever.

French Mistake but instead of set they land at a convention and Dean gets to see first hand how much people care about him and his story and how loved he is!! (also what's with all these destiel questions?? he might have to finally work up the courage to talk to Cas)

we could have been… us.

Are Jensen and misha going to do a panel together at the Liverpool comic con at the end of October?? Has this already been shut down or can I remain hopeful?