@iluvoscarpiastri HIIIII IM GETTING A SIBLING YESSS

hi! i was wondering what post of souvenir116 inspired you to write the kingdom, the power and the glory! its such a good read and im so interested to see what inspired it!

Tumblr

Reblog by @souvenir116 · 6 images

💬 0  🔁 39  ❤️ 293 · fic idea where Charles actually takes Max out in that corner and Max loses the championship... bring out the angst and

this one! and also thank you so so so much for reading!!

grammar this. grammar that. sometimes 'grammatically correct' just doesn't hit the spot. the vibes are telling me to laugh in the face of the english language and that's exactly what I'm going to do, one incorrectly structured sentence at a time.

gonna manipulate mansplain malewife gaslight girlboss gatekeep our way thru this one

The white race suits are so the track knows we are pure of heart and will bless the car for this weekend

to be loved the way i love f1, what a thought, but not like ferrari since 2010, no, that’s like a cursed love letter you keep reading even though it’s giving “toxic ex who keeps texting” vibes. no thank you, i’d rather be loved like red bull in 2023— chaotic, fast, a bit of drama, but at least we’re winning and making everybody mad. and maybe like mclaren after 2024? who knows, still figuring it out, but they’ll get there and so will i, just. let me breathe.

i’m not even sure i want to be loved— i just want speed, and noise, like driving down a street, f1 music blaring while my 1.2L engine pretends it’s a turbocharged beast, but it’s not, it’s just me, pretending i’m at monaco. but somehow it feels real.

so i went and chose engineering, because who wouldn’t want to suffer, like i’m not already doing enough by being born too late to be an f1 driver. like, yeah, i could’ve raced at 18, but here i am, soldering wires and calculating resistance, living the delusion that somehow, someway, toto wolff will see my tweets and hand me a seat so i can drive into the pit of my dreams.

but nah, i’m just here, pretending i’m quicker than i am, just like when i got my license at 18 and blasted f1 tracks as if i was about to win silverstone, while my car barely passed the speed bump at the end of my block. it was freedom, though. it was delusional and it was everything.

maybe i’m not even in love with people, maybe i’m just addicted to the idea of speed— and yeah, the walls i keep hitting don’t help, but hey, if i crash into a barrier, at least it’s a passion crash. i’m in love with the chaos. maybe that’s my problem.

but pls—if you’re gonna love me, don’t love me like ferrari, don't love me like “oh, we were so close but here’s p2,” love me like red bull— always faster, always something up in the air, always winning (in the most chaotic way possible). that’s the vibe i’m after, that’s the dream i’m chasing.

so, here i am—delusional, writing f1 rpf fanfics at 2 a.m. while figuring out why i’m broke and why my heart beats to the rhythm of pit stops, but if you get it, then maybe you get me. or maybe we’re both just chasing something that’s always just out of reach.

(aka: send help, and a car with a turbo unit, pls.)

YOU INCREDIBLE AUTHOR, HOW DO YOU KEEP WRITING SUCH INCREDIBLE CRACK?!? I have sent PARAGRAPHS to my friends about your fics, you’re so fucking skilled. Also how do you get all your ideas??

OH MY GOD PARAGRAPHS??? ACTUAL PARAGRAPHS???? I AM FLIPPING A TABLE IN GRATITUDE. i am knocking on your door at 3am just to whisper “thank you” and then moonwalk away into the void in tears of joy and unfiltered longing for validation.

as for where I get my ideas… honestly?? I don’t know. they break into my home. i wake up at 2am in a cold sweat thinking “what if charles was President of the World (ref to that one ferrari pr video lmao) and kept passing laws that exclusively ruin maxie's life?” or “what if kimi is silently in love with ollie but also just threw a bag of frozen peas at Lando for reasons unknown to everyone including moi?”

THANK YOU for being a complete legend and making me feel like i have 12 brain cells instead of just 2 that take turns driving. I love you. i would write 10k words of crack just for you and make every sentence worse than the last. fingers crossed. pinky promised. 💥💞

I'M SO SRY FOR WRITING YUKI CRASHING AND NOW THIS HAPPENS I WILL NOW WRITE HAPPY YUKIERRE FLUFF (unrelated to the main story)

-icantwritelol

OK GOOD I WILL BE WAITING 👀❤️

ver did what???

to the people who are following me

thank you

im sorry

exam went horribly *and* i got hurt by a staple pin in the span of like, 20 minutes, so WHEN I SAY YOUR VAMPIRE LANDO HITMAN OSCAR FIC CURED ME OF MY AILMENTS PLEASE BELIEVE ME

sucks to hear that abt ur exam. if its any reassurance, I have an exam tomorrow and I'm currently writing a fic SO GUESS WHOS DEFO FAILING

also, ps. thanks you so so so so so much for reading I LOVE YOU