I absolutely love this quote. In my opinion it's talking about the person being afraid of being violent and now being too gentle. An example, myself as a teenager, I was violent and loud, very aggressive and confused and scared all the time which just made me more violent and aggressive, now as an adult I barely raise my voice, I'm terrified of becoming violent and mean again because that isn't who I am and being pushed to that level was absolute hell. My mum consistently acts like I was the only one with an issue but it takes more than one to fight unless you're fighting your inner demons and even then you're still fighting something. My mum had me on depression medication when I wasn't depressed, I wasn't (still am not because I have to get re-diagnosed) on ADHD medication, I was bullied, scared, angry, but it wasn't my fault, obviously I shouldn't have gotten violent and I take full blame for the violence, however the medication fucked with my head along with being a hormonal teenager who was in constant pain because of the constant anxiety.
— Nitya Prakash
rb to give your mutuals a silly little paper valentine card and a red heart shaped lollipop 💖
If you're currently feeling submissive and hypnotizable, reblog this post.
Now.
1. About me page!
2. Likes and dislikes
3. Yummy foods! Draw your fave foods!
4. Cute clothes! Draw some cute clothing items!
5. A big list of all your favorite things!
6. Draw your stuffies!
7. Make up a new constellation and write its name and story! Draw it too!
8. Fashion design time! Design some cute clothes /dresses/ onesies!
9. Make or glue in a word search!
10. Draw your favorite place!
11. Make a doodle page!
12. Draw a mini comic!
13. Design some bows!
14. Design some jewelry!
15. Draw a “what’s in my bag” page!
16. Draw some cute animals!
17. Do you have any personal rules that you follow? Write them down!
18. Make some merit badges! Like “I ate a vegetable!”
19. Try to play I spy and find one item for every letter of the alphabet! Write down your finds!
20. Draw a face in pen! Let it dry and then use eyeshadow and powder pigments to design some makeup! Or use markers or paint! Just make sure to let it dry before you close it!
21. Fill an entire page with stickers!
22. List one thing you like for every letter of the alphabet!
23. Fill a page with a list of your favorite candies and draw them!
24. Fill a page with a list of your fave vegetables and draw them!
25. Glue in pages from a coloring book!
26. Glue in an envelope and fill it with paper dolls, temporary tattoos or individual stickers!
27. Glue in the collectors guides from blindbags!
28. Glue in mini posters!
29. Do a self love exercise!
30. List 20 things that make you smile!
31. Draw a cute regression outfit!
32. Make a wishlist!
33. Write down a playlist of songs that make you feel small!
34. Write down your favorite regression youtubers!
35. Draw your OCs!
36. Design some paci’s!
37. Write down some things that make you regress!
38. Make a chore chart! / sticker chart!
39. Use some paper to make a background and take pics of your dolls with it!
40. Draw yourself!
41. Make stuffie profiles! Write their names, include a pic of them, and write their fave food and color!
42. Write down your favorite self care tips!
43. Did you have a good day? Write every good thing that happened today!
44. What’s your favorite animal? Draw it and write all about it!
45. Do you do anything for the environment? Write down some ways to be environmentally conscious!
46. Use google and research to find 3 facts you didn’t know before! Write them in your journal!
47. Write a list of YouTube videos that make you small!
48. Make a list of snacks that make you small! Maybe draw them!
49. Write down all your favorite small apps!
50. Write down some of your fave tips to be small discreetly!
51. Draw some small gear you’d like to have!
52. Design a MLP (my little pony)!
53. Invent a new piece of small gear! What is it? What is it called? How do you use it?
54. Write a bedtime story!
55. Print out and glue in your favorite tumblr posts!
56. Write down a list of your favorite agere instagrams!
57. Design some agere memes!
58. Describe yourself using only stickers!
59. Write down lots of reasons to love being alive!
60. Make your own crest/ coat of arms!
Cute date idea, I’ll tie you up and cut your clothes off while you try and pretend I can’t see how wet you are.
I’ve organized some of the things I need from aftercare (in person or long distance) into 4 components, and thought it could be helpful for others too! I’ve put some examples for each, but it will of course look different for everyone.
1. Physical Care/Needs -
Wiping away tears
Helping up from floor
Getting a warm towel
Soothing bruises
Getting a glass of water
2. Physical Comfort/Affection -
Gentle kisses and hugs
Holding eachother tight
Breathing with eachother
Cuddling and/or napping together
Brushing fingers through hair
3. Scene Validation -
“That was so fun/sexy”
“That felt so good when you ____”
“You were such a good ____ for me”
“I love the bruises/marks you gave me”
“Thank you for (carrying out some fantasy) with me”
4. Human Affirmations -
“I love you; I care about you”
“I’m so grateful to have you in my life”
“I always have a great time when I’m with you”
“You’re a wonderful/kind/etc person”
Mentioning a non-sexual part of your relationship that you like, or reiterating that you value eachother as more than just a sub/dom(me)
I think that this can work whether you have a deeper connection or a more casual play partner! I always feel best when all of these components are covered during aftercare.
These things can obv be done in person, and I think it’s also really important to give this kind of care when you’re long distance, even if it’s just through words after sexting… for example-
“When we were done, I would help you up and wipe away your tears, bring you a warm towel and make sure you’re ok. Then I’d love to cuddle, with your head on my chest, and give you forehead kisses while telling you how good you made me feel and how wonderful of a person I think you are.”
Thanks for reading! Be safe everyone 💕💕
My stomach isn't ruining my outfits, my tiddies are though TwT
your stomach is not ruining your outfits
your stomach is not ruining your outfits
your stomach is not ruining your outfits
your stomach is not ruining your outfits
your stomach is not ruining your outfits
Being a switch is fun, especially when you switch on your partner who is usually more dominant and they start becoming a bit submissive, though you probably didn't mean to switch.
Hehehehe, I surprised my Dom, he needed help but I didn't know what and all I saw was his boner so I started to help and it surprised him alot. It was very fun. "You said help, what were you expecting??" "Ion know but it wasn't that" 😝
Lies Hidden on the Inside
You see that I smile
You see that I cry
You see that I'm calm on the outside
But you don't know me.
You would know me if…
You knew how loud I scream inside
You knew how I hide that anger, scared to black out
You knew how my mum manipulated me, made me scared to let out that volcanic eruption of rage.
You see that I wear the clothes that I love
You see that I cry when I hurt my friends and family
You see that I keep “bad” feelings inside
But you don't know me.
You would know me if you took a second to look in my eyes, at the emotion hidden inside, to feel the anger and rage boiling up inside like a kettle, water almost reaching the top.
You would know me if…
you let me trust you enough to let you in
You would know me
But you don't.
You don't know how I worry about my body, I hate the way I look, because my dad called me a slut.
You don't know how I forced myself to throw up because as a kid I was obese.
You don't know how I wasn't even allowed to hate because “hate is a strong word” so instead I said I “strongly disliked” someone or something instead. I felt too anxious to even feel my emotions fully because what if my family got upset about it because GOD FORBID I feel any emotion aside from happiness.
You don't know how I've had to learn to gauge people's emotions so I didn't get hurt.
You don't know how I was raped 4 times and none of them got caught because obviously they're “mentally younger” than me so I'd get in trouble, not them.
You don't know how everyday for years I cut just to feel something other than pain.
You don't know me and I hope you never do.
I hope you never figure out my “lies hidden on the inside.”
A 20 year old, almost 21 year old, age regressor. Mother of a beautiful daughter. Older siblings of 2 intelligent kiddos. I am married.
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