I Did Another Me Blob :)

someone: it’s okay! you tried your best!!

me, with no idea of what my best even looks like anymore:

This started as a song Lestat might write, but I got excited so sorry if he couldn't know some of this 😅

Decided to post the lyrics for now and work on a piano cover/record it. When I wrote verses 1/2 back in april I was going for a song about Loustat but stuff broadened from there lol, I guess it's in character to get in my feelings at two am

Headcannons I guess

Soooo... I'm not very happy right now because shit happened and my cellphone fucking fell from the window of my apartment, so I decided to write some of my headcannons for my boys to cheer me up.

I love the idea of Steve just being that person that jokes about everything because he genuinely want people around him to smile, even when things are horrible.

Billy is a little bit of a jealous tipe and he makes that very clear when they started to get close, so Steve just started to explain all the things that might get him like that (some of these are just some dumb stuff a five year old could have figured out, but he doesn't want to leave any doubts) eventually they move past that.

They are verse. They first time was pretty awkward because Steve had no idea what to do (they don't just give you a manual of gay sex in school) and having him to admit it just made Billy laugh so much because it was so cute.

He is passive that time so Steve could have a more familiar role.

Billy was surprised when he first listened to Steve music. Turns out the classical boy actually liked some good shit.

Once they were both really drunk and tried to make some rap about nothing especially. Steve drunken beatbox was the best thing.

Once Billy started the "path of being a better person" or something like that, he started to get really worried about having a relapse and it was very difficult for him to convince himself that he wasn't that kind of person.

Although Steve was a really easygoing person, you don't want to ever get on his bad side. Billy wisely don't push too far, but you can't say the same thing about some other people...

They like to watch movies together, but always pick the worst so they can mock it and laugh about the errors. Sometimes they simply fall asleep in the end.

The 'love you's start late in their relationship. Steve was afraid of heartbreaking and Billy was confused because he never loved someone and it was terrifying. But when they start they grow pretty normal, like one phase for: "good bye", "it's ok", "sorry", "see you later", "please" and "you are freaking beautiful" at the same time.

So I just saw a post by a random personal blog that said “don’t follow me if we never even had a conversation before” and?????? Not to be rude but literally what the fuck??????????

I’ve had people (non-pornbots) try to strike conversation out of nowhere in my DMs recently, and now I’m wondering if they were doing that because they wanted to follow me and thought they needed to interact first. I feel compelled to say, just in case, that it’s totally okay to follow this blog (or my side blog, for that matter) even if we’ve never talked before.

Also, I’m legit confused. Is this how follow culture works right now? It was worded like it’s common sense but is that really a thing?

Can I have an opinion for my class If you guys are up to help

She was supposed to have ocean hair, does this look ok?? I don't draw water that much

Also I need to fit text here...

Today I learned

Ok so:

Right now I am fucking pised because my tumblr isnt fucking working and it just deleted two things I did and it just sucks how tomorrow I wont be able to work on my things because vacation is over for me now and then It just delets this things I've been working for a long time.

Just wanna to say that

The wine of all wines

Had this illustration idea about the maker/fledgling bond and thought it would be cool to make one of them out of real fabrics and beads! So here it is the more horror focused of the pair, this Lestat outfit is inspired by the clothed Magnus picked for him in the graphic novels.

Marius: had you seen her today you might know how it feels

Enjolras:

Unspoken feelings

Your hologram stumbled into my apartment...