What Happens Once You Kill Yourself? Because I'm Ready To Go.

Self harm doesn’t always happen when a blade touches skin.

It’s skipping meals because you don’t feel like you deserve to eat today. It’s having sex because you want to be used or abused or defiled. It’s drinking recklessly because you might have the ‘courage’ do something stupid. It’s smoking - not because you need the nicotine - because you know it’s bad for you. It’s banging your head against a wall when you’re angry. It’s crossing the road without looking because you lowkey hope a car might hit you. It’s thinking about all the ways you could break a bone and make it look like an accident. It’s not taking painkillers because you want to suffer. It’s taking painkillers in excess because you know it’s dangerous. It’s walking home the more dangerous way because you’re kind of half hoping you’ll get attacked or raped or stabbed. It’s going for long walks at night and getting chilled to the bone and hoping that you get lost so that you can’t find your way back. It’s seeking out triggering material. It’s all the stupid little ways you punish yourself for existing.

Sometimes self harm happens when you put effort into depriving yourself of things you like or need, and sometimes it happens when you don’t put any effort into doing the things you like or need.

It’s a pattern of self-destructive behaviour, and it doesn’t only happen in one way.

That’s the problem when it comes to loving someone, you’d let them stab you if that’s what the wanted. The worst part is, you would be the one to hand them the knife.

How to get away with murder: fall in love (via written-scars)

"tiktok has massive problems that even if you don't agree with a complete ban have to be addressed for all social media platforms" and "the Chinese government is doing pretty awful things" and "there is a lot of sinophobic fearmongering and double standards in the conversation about tiktok" and "people should exercise basic caution signing up to foreign or domestic social media" and "most Chinese citizens like US citizens are just people living their life and cultural exchange between them can be beneficial for both sides" and "some people being on the same social media site isn't going to solve everything " and "I want to study the linguistics happening there under a microscope" are opinions that can coexist

I’m broken and no one hears my cry for help

They say every atom in our bodies was once a part of a star. Maybe I’m not leaving, maybe I’m going home.

Vincent Freeman, Gattaca (via vaesna)

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I’m quiet but my mind is so loud

I love this so much!!!

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Y/N Todoroki already had her life planned out, but an unexpected turn of events may end up changing everything.

This is a side story of the “Endeavor’s quirkless child” series and more of a what if? scenario. Also, in this the reader takes Hatsume’s place during the battle tournament. This is not neccesary, but I’d recommend you to hear the songs Phoenix from League of legends, i feel like that songs fits the reader during this story.

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Some women fear the fire. Some women simply become it.

-R.H. Sin

The Feeling of everyone’s eyes on you was nerve wrecking, how are heroes supposed to concentrate on their jobs when there’s people around watching their every move? Shoto wouldn’t stop staring, was he seriously that surprised you were in U.A.? that you made it this far in the sports festival? was he upset that you had joined Midoriya’s team during the cavalry battle? or because you nearly tased his team once during the battle…Were you really considered that worthless as not to make it?.

“Hey, you’re Endeavor’s daughter, right?” some random student had gotten too close to your liking, the words the used didn’t help either and they didn’t even notice. more people started to surround you, asking more questions at the same time over and over, completely ignoring how uncomfortable they were making you feel.

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