đđđđđđđđ. gladiator!Sukuna x princess!Reader, historical AU â ancient rome, misogyny, enemies to lovers, arranged marriage, eventual smut [MDNI], degrĂĄdation, power play (?), bondĂĄge, chöking, hair-pulling, overstimulĂĄtion, dĂĄcryphilia, fĂngering, cĂŒnnilingus, tĂŻt sĂșcking, knĂźfe play, cĆ«m eating, full nelson, outdoor sĂȘx, table sĂȘx, balcony sĂȘx, pool sĂȘx, angry sĂȘx, size difference, breĂȘding, unprotected sĂȘx, multiple örgasms, gröping, pet names, TL;DR: Sukuna can't keep it in his freaking pants
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đđđđđđ'đ đđđđ. i <3 a good ancient rome fic, but please donât be alarmed by the wcâthe first two acts are boring (but necessary) world-building + plot and whatnot, but the third actâs where things get GOOD, iykwim // available on ao3 // dividers by @uzmacchiato
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This was bound to happen sooner or later.
Well, with being raised so near the emperorâs circle of friends and family, you had never been exactly shielded from death and despair, per se; and, letâs be honest, attending a gladiatorsâ game in the Colosseum was practically fate.
During the times of Ancient Rome, you had an . . . uncommon upbringing, to say the least. Abandoned as a mere newborn, you were taken in by none other than the emperor and his wife, who failed to have any real children of their own. Growing up, they treated you like a daughter they never had, and gave you a life of endless prosperity and luxuries. Your bedroomâdecorated and gilded in gold; your closetâalways stocked and more ornate than even the average noblewomanâs; and your lifeâfull of only the highest expectations.
Despite coming from a pitifully low background and rising to such a rank that made your peers during schooling envious, you learned some much needed qualities such humility and humbleness. Well, you were practically everything but a princess, after all. You lived in the palace with the emperor and empress, but you werenât royal by blood. Sure, you were noble; and your time was mostly taken up by serving the empress as her lady-in-waiting, but you wouldnât have it any other way.
Life was pleasant like this.
You enjoyed serving the empress who took you under her wing, and found no difficulty in assisting with her day-to-day tasks. Dressing, accompanying, running errands. It was simple; there was never a rush for you.
Today was no different.
With the radiating, beaming sun blinding civilians with no mercyâfrom merchants, to nobles, to plebeiansâthe star did not leave a single mortal untouched or unaffected.The cruel rays shining upon skin glistening with sweat and hair tousled and unruly only displayed each spectatorâs discomfort as the minutes rolled past and the gladiators had still yet to enter the amphitheater.
Fanning yourself, as you sat high above the stands beside the empress, you couldnât help but express your wonder, turning your head ever so slightly to meet her eyes. âHow long does Your Imperial Majesty think we will have to wait?â
âChild, how many times will I have to make myself clear? Such formalities between us are hardly ever necessary,â the womanâclothed in a purple stolaâscolded, replying with a maternal smile. âBut, to answer your question,â she began, clearing her throat, âI figure . . . not so long. You know how men can be: adjusting their armor, fixing their hair, getting stage-fright. Itâs all the same to me. How can one worry about their appearance when itâs plausible their blood will just be splattered along the arena in the end?â
You pretended to laugh at her disposition.
Contrary to popular belief, the empress was a nice woman; an understanding woman; someone who ruled alongside her husband with equalâif not rivalingâauthority and a scholarâs intellect. You occasionally thought of her as someone practically born to lead, and after spending your whole life in the palace, youâve grown accustomed to the fact that, while the face of the empire was usually imagined to be the emperorâs, it was not seldom that the empress was the one pulling additional strings behind the stage.
Misogyny is a nasty prejudice, and if it werenât for the way things were, you had no doubt in standing behind the idea that the empress would be just as great of a prominent ruler as those who had come before her husband.
Of course, even with being such a morally virtuous person, the empress was born into royalty, and had never served someone a day of her life; and alongside being surrounded in endless luxury, comes the inevitable quality of aporophobia. The woman wasnât as cruel as most, however; yes, she looked with disdain at poverty and unfortunate souls, but didnât turn a blind eye, no.
She cracked jokes at, made fun of, and used people of lower rank for her own amusement, but it was all âharmless,â as she called it, similar to having a jester in oneâs court. Even while mocking those she deemed helpless and lowly, she never failed to grant them whatever resources they requested when visiting her throne. You may have heard of kindness without honesty and honesty without kindness, but kindness with neither honesty nor humility? Strange.Â
Well, donât start getting the wrong idea now. The empress could be with preconceptions, but she was a charming woman within retrospect.
Before the empress could poke fun at any more people, the Colesseumâs spectators suddenly burst into roars and bellows and yells as the appointed gladiators of the first match entered the arena.Â
Two men. Both of adequate heightâno less than six feet, you assumed. But, were they slaves? you wondered. No. No, they were too muscular for that. Oh, well, then again, that quality may have been from manual labour and other work of the like. Although the naked eye failedâfrom how high up your seats wereâto see a real difference, you could still tell one of the fighters was shorter than the other, from the length and distribution of their shadows.
The taller competitor, with a reddish-brown beard and deformed knees, caught the interest of the woman beside you, and she turned to whisper (albeit poorly) in your ear and laugh about his disagreeable features.
âI heard his name was . . . Remus, or something. But, if you asked me,â the empress laughed, âI would say he was nothing but a damn foolâa fool disgracing the name of the God of Warâs son.â
You met her eyes, which seemed to almost glow beneath the sun. âYou suppose he will lose?â
âSuppose?â she repeated, tossing coins into a betting pool as if it were impossible for her to be wrong. âDonât make me laugh.â
The other fighterâthe shorter oneâheld a gloomy expression on his face, and didnât look a day over twenty. A slave; competing for a chance at freedom? It wasnât so far-fetched.
The referees were soon called to their positions, the armed combatants took their stances, and the munera commenced.
Swords met, shields resisted attacks, and little to no blood was drawn. Again, and again, and again. The crowds booed, raised their voices, and expressed their boredom and utter disappointment like spoiled children; it made your ears hurt, and you chewed at your bottom lip in agonizing anticipation of what was to come of these poor men. But, nevertheless, the show had to go on.
Even with the fierce sun, and beads of sweat accumulating on just about everyoneâs foreheads, the fighters regained their positions and began anewâthis time, with more violence.
The shorter man looked as if he finally realized he could turn his life around if victory was his and started to hold the hilt of his sword with gathering excitement rather than fear. Stabs cut through the air, piercing absolutely nobody, and consecutive gasps erupted within the stands as suspense arose alongside the growing lust for blood.
Both men lunged forward consecutively, throwing jabs at the other, just to fail and jump back, before trying again.
With the heavy toll of labour dealing on each competitorâs body and soul, they both looked equally older compared to how they actually were on the records. The fight was nothing if not unpleasant. More often than not, according to the empress, gladiatorial games were always more entertaining when the combatants were more . . . manly. Or, masculine? Attractive? All the same.
And, anyway, you couldnât exactly deny Her Imperial Majestyâs claims. For, even as you remained with a neutral expression on your face, you couldnât help but cast side-glances at the figures of the gladiators. Muscular, but . . . not muscular in a lovely way. Their faces were dirty, cheeks hollow, and hands grimy. It seemed like the exertion on their bodies would be more of a morality cause than how hopeless their fight was continuing to be.
Even with the increase of energy and work being infused into the swordsâ clashing and shieldsâ refuting, only a few minutes had passed and you already began to grow bored, waiting for the moment the fight would be either called off or a more formidable opponent would be brought into the arena. A bull, for instance.
It wasnât until a rockâthrown by a spectator in the standsâlanded just beside the left foot of the taller fighter with a thudding sound that, for a second, the man froze, either confused or unable to decide on what to do, and his opponent wasted not a second more before moving in for an attack.
The blade of a gladius pierced the taller competitor on the side of his abdomen, and his sword dropped onto the floor with a dull sound, seemingly filled with a sense of inevitable defeat, as the man himself fell soon after, his body landing prone beside his weapon. The sight was almost poetic, and even the empress found it in herself to let out a little gasp (despite her early confidence in the outcome).
The arena went silent. Utterly silent.
Would the referees consider foul play? Spectator interference? Everyone wondered, and eyes moved from one man to another to try and figure out the decided outcome of the match.
You only noticed how clammy your hands had gotten throughout the climax of the match when you followed the example of other spectators to rise in ovation and break out into plaudits and hollers after the shorter fighter was finally announced victorious. Letting out a breath you did not know you were holding, you wiped the sweat off your palms at the fabric of your palla.
The gods were not on the taller manâs side this day, for, the fate of the match was due to two factors. A) the rock was interference, yes, but it was neither an advantage nor a disadvantage for either of the competitors. Since, according to the spectators, both of them couldâve been affected by it; the taller man just happened to be frozen while the other gained consciousness. And, B) any one of them couldâve stood still, but, perhaps, the taller one really was as stupid as he looked.
The empress told you both men were, in fact, slaves, and that you had been correct in your assumption. But, you had no reason to celebrate, for you felt pity for the fallen; but, anyhow, death wouldâve come sooner or later to him. The rest of his life wouldâve been spent bending over machines and gathering hay and tending to cattle.
On the other hand, fortunately for those hard of hearing, the applause died down more swiftly than the end of the fight came, and most spectators had already begun to seat themselves back down when the victorious competitor exited with his treasures, and two new combatants entered, instantly silencing any other leftover noise.
Their names were announced, but you could not pick up a single syllable, for, only a millisecond after, the crowds had once again broken into loud cheers and yells; these competitors were apparently not ordinary gladiators. Probably well-known, or excellent fighters, is what you assumed.
Although their match had yet to begin, the second pair of fighters were already visibly sweating beneath their heavy armor and shields.
Now, from the height of your seat, you could not distinguish which of the men were taller, but you could easily set their countenances apart.
The silver-haired one carried himself with an elegant, almost prince-like gait, and his eyes shone like the beautiful waters of the Mediterranean Sea under the rays of the glaring sun. His lipsâthin and pinkâoccasionally formed into a taunting smile or flashed his pearly whites at swooning women in the stands. He was particularly attractive, and despite yourself, you found the act of looking at him rather enjoyable.
His eyes raised above the crowd of spectators for a moment, before meeting the emperorâs in a friendly fashion. Then, flitting to the side, he gave a small acknowledgement to the empress. And then, finally, to you. His eyes met yours with a flirty ulterior motive and he smiled an almost boyish smile, but you couldnât deny the fact your cheeks seemed to warm at the sight of his brief greeting and acknowledgement before he turned back to evaluate the crowd with squinted eyes (courtesy of the overly sunny weather).
Clearing your throat and settling the ridiculous thumping of your heart, you sat up in your seat and, ignoring the teasing remarks of the empress, your eyes moved over to take a look at the other gladiator.
He was . . . perhaps, the complete opposite of the silver-haired one.
A total brute, if you did say so yourself. Pink, rosy hair. Defined muscles. A sharp nose and pierced ears. He had the arms and legs of a high-ranking Roman soldier, and, even from how high up you were, or how blinding the sun was, you could still clearly tell his chest would be just as chiseled as the rest of him. He was, without a doubt, a piece of eye-candy if you had ever seen one. But, what intrigued you most about him, were his tattoos. Inky, black markings that circled around his wrists, thighs, and decorated his already daunting face.
You had been staring at him for a while when you felt the intimidation of his piercing gaze meeting your figure up in the stands, seemingly having taken notice of your ogling. Sinking back down in your seat, your body squirmed nervously and awkwardly under his unforgiving stare, as if you were trying to escape his sights.Â
You couldnât understand the meaning for your very sudden and growing embarrassment for having been caught, and you pretended to avert your focus elsewhere. But minute after minute continued to pass by, and you could still feel the pair of crimson eyes burning holes at the side of your head.
Like a child finally succumbing to the scolding of their parents, you turned back to face the gladiator, and, like you imagined, he had not moved his eyes off of you for even a second. His lips were sealed in a thin line, and the expression on his face, emphasized by his seemingly bored eyes, displayed nothing but want and desire. Was it want and desire to exit the arena? Or, want and desire to avoid throwing his life away in a gladiatorial game? You could not decide on an answer.
Your eyes wandered downwards, and landed upon the pink-haired bruteâs weapon of choice. He had a gladius, like most fighters of munera, but it was . . . different, in possibly the most subtle way.
A ruby lay clear as day in the dead center of his capulusâthe hilt of his sword. The color unmistakably matched up with the shade of the swordâs masterâs eyes, and you couldnât help but flicker your gaze from one to the other.
The only event that managed to take your attention off of the man and his blade, was the empress, who interrupted your focus and leaned in to whisper in your ear. âWhat do you look at so intently, my dear?â she questioned, before waving her hand in dismissal. âNever mind; look over there. Yes, right there. Do you see that man? The pink-haired fighter?â
You nodded.
âHis name is Ryoumen Sukuna, but you must know, most people have started calling him King of the Colosseum.â
âSukuna? King of the Colosseum?â
The woman ignored your growing curiosity, and moved on to other subjects. âHeâs a fine oneâpersonal favorite of the emperor, you know. Lovely physique, an agreeable countenance, and boundless skill in a match to the death. I hear his streak of victories has not ended since he began gladiating all the way back since he was twenty.â
âHow old is he now?â you asked, your desperation for information on the man growing second by second.
âSix-and-twenty? I could not tell you, darling.â
While you and the empress conversed, whispering about the combatants behind ring-adorned hands which covered your mouths (to avoid any scandal which could arouse from lip-reading), the match began and the gladiators took their designated positions before plunging head-first into battle.
Sukuna swung his blade up in the air with one quick movement before bringing it back down to strike the silver-haired gladiator in either the neck or the back of his head. But the man seemed to have guess the intention for that attack, and side-stepped away. Which, for the most part, probably would have left Sukuna to deliver a useless blow to the sands and allow his opponent an open opportunity, but it was clear to even the lowest of the lows that he was far from inexperienced with the blade.
He neither tarried nor let his mistake take the best of him, and moved to retract his weapon quicker than how the other fighter escaped it.
Blow after blow was delivered by both men, and no visible cuts or injuries were inflicted on either of the two.
Despite none of the fighters being able to land a successful hit on the other, their fails were only due to the fact that their skill was matched, and that no matter how many party tricks or ploys or schemes they had up their sleeves (or, in this case, manicas), neither one of them could fool the other. Well, at least, not for too long.
Even with the lack of blood, the spectators were still kept entertained and satisfied from the number of impressive and, to the naked eye, seemingly humanly impossible dangerous attacks.
You had noticed, after a few attempted blowsâall resisted from the usage of shields, that, what looked like to be mere strategy, was probably something more on the lines of technique. Sukunaâs technique, to be clear.
With the advantage of his height nearly always towering over his opponents, Sukuna subconsciously developed, over time, a habit of striking over-head. And, with arms like his, it was no trouble for him, at all, to lift up an iron blade and do such a thing. Sukuna frequently swung his gladius and struck at the side of the silver-haired fighterâs head, which was usually blocked by the opponentâs shield, or avoided by the said opponent ducking and subsequently swiping at Ryoumenâs legs.
It was overly facetious. Too facetious, actuallyâfor a duel that would only result in death and horror.
If it wasnât obvious before, you were not at all a fan of gladiatorial games. No, not even in the slightest. You looked upon the thought of unnecessary murder serving the sole purpose of entertainment for all civilians ranging from plebeians to nobility to royalty with disgust and disdain. Watching two men fighting in a ringâsometimes blindfolded, sometimes with no weapons save for their hands (which are dangerous enough)âwas ridiculous. Or, thatâs what you thought.
See, you wouldnât have even been present at the current gladiator fight had it not been for the coercing of the empress, who, according to her, needed you by her side, since her husband would be seated at a separate stand (for reasons you did not know). But honestly, now that you were both watching two men stab and jab at each other, it seemed to be the other way around.
The empress was enjoying herself to the fullest, while you, on the other hand, were horrified; and that was saying a lot, considering you had seen warfare since your adolescence.
âGetting bored?â the empress asked, getting your attention amidst the cheering of the crowds.
You shook your head, exiting your train of thought. âNot at all.â
The woman looked at you tenderly, and touched your cheek with her cold fingers. âCannot say Iâm surprised. Ryoumen certainly knows how to put on a show for a woman he deems rather oculorum captans.Âčâ
Âč Eye-catching.
You pretended not to understand whom that was directed to. âIs that . . . why he has yet to deliver an ending blow?â
âOh, nonsense. The manâs a flirt, yes, but he would never let fraternizing stand in the way of a victory. Itâs impossible. Gojo is just, perhaps, the only gladiator who could ever rival him.â
At learning of the silver-haired fighterâs name, you let your eyes briefly return to the match. Blood had now managed to have been drawn, and both of the blade-wielding beasts had now sustained injuries on their triceps. You thought yourself a lucky one to have missed witnessing how that came about, and turned back to meet the empressâs eyes while yells continued to erupt within several sections of the arena.
âWill it continue going on like this?â you asked, gesturing to the missed blows and endless clanks of shields. âIt seems the men could only die from exhaustion now.â
The empress offered you a strange smile. âThat wonât be necessary.â
âHow do you mean?â
âThis wonât be their last match. Theyâll have a draw, and the editor will enable the defeated to live another day. But only for the sake of another match to take place soon after.â The woman said everything like it was a declaration, and not an assumption or probability. It made you uneasy, in a way.
â. . .Another match?â you repeated. âWhat ever for?â
âA gladiator match is a spectacleâitâs a source of entertainment. How will the crowds be entertained when their favorite gladiator is killed in a common, ordinary game? A game succeeding two slaves, more or less,â she added, snorting.
âSo, theyâll be kept alive?â
âFor another match, id est verum;ÂČ it will take place before the festival of Vulcan. It will be, by far, the greatest gladiator match ever seen by the people of Rome. Now, I cannot spoil too many details, but, all I can reveal is, expect the unexpected.â
ÂČ That is correct.
And, just as the empress had said, the match between the silver-haired gladiator and Ryoumen Sukuna was declared a draw soon after your conversation with the woman, as decided by the editor. This decision not only satisfied spectators on both rooting sides and caused an uproar of hollers, but also guaranteed an adequately sized and enthusiastic audience for the final and tie-breaking match of the year, which was, clearly, going to be the event looked forward to for the rest of the month.
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You were beginning to think the most crucial detail someone has ever failed to tell you was how the last man you wanted to see right now was good friends with the emperorâpals, even! Which was great, just great.
âI know you would rather die from scaphism,â said the man, as he plucked a grape from a bowl, âbut you can at least try and act like youâre enjoying this instead of standing there like a sulky child.â
Ryoumen Sukuna, a proud, formidable opponent in the arenaâwidely known as the King of the Colosseum, continued to be a haunting presence in your life even after his match ended with a draw two weeks ago. It was embarrassing enough that you could break so easily under his stare, and that, in addition, he knew thatâjust as well as you did (if not better). But to have him roam around the palace? While you were living there? Mallem mori.Âł
Âł You would rather die.
The pink-haired man held favor from the emperor, since it seemed they knew each other even before the younger began a career in dueling, and alongside their acquaintance, came the event of Sukunaâs frequent visits to the palace. It had been a fortnight since the last munera, and you had already seen the beast of a man a total of fourteen times. It was like he knew he was tormenting you.
And, gods, it was absolutely childish how much you began to loathe the color red ever since. Time and time again, the appearance of Ryoumen Sukuna was continuously marked by either a ruby-adorned weapon lazily left around the premises, or a red cloak whipping through the air as you (in that scenario) would be staring at his broad back with a bitter taste in your mouth, while deciding whether to walk away or to dig a hole in the ground and die away like a hobbit.
Red was like a bad omen for you.
Wherever it was, you could bet a hundred horses that Sukuna would turn up sooner or later.
Now, normally, if the emperor invited friends over, you would not mindâno, not even in the slightest; for, from all the years you spent kissing the asses of royals who you came across, you had learned to blend in with high society. But, with Sukuna, it was different. You couldnât keep your cool around him; seeing him always left you heavily bothered.
Even when you first met him (or, saw him, actually; because you two never formally introduced yourselves)âeven then, you failed to stay calm and composed. Was it his eyes? Or his looks, in general? He was attractiveâvery attractive, tu non mentior,⎠but, was that really all there was to it? You refused to face a man solely because you deemed him unbelievably good-looking?
⎠You could not lie.
No, that wasnât it. Well, that was part of it, but it wasnât all. You couldnât stand being in the same room as Ryoumen Sukuna becauseâbecause you were afraid of him. I mean, câmon, youâre dragged along to watch a gladiator match (and, mind you, you despise unnecessary murder), and then you lock eyes with a man who looks like he could tear the entire empire apart with his bare hands, and now you have to act friendly with him? At least, in front of the emperor and empress? You had every right to avoid him at any chance you got.
And, not only that, but, aside from his frequentâalmost annoyingly frequentâvisits, he always held the same damn look on his face. Red, crimson eyes that looked at you like an animal would its prey; it was like, every opportunity received, Sukuna would size you up, as if envisioning as many ways possible he could kill you just like he does his opponents. But, fuck, his eyes were your weakness.
Staring through your soul like he wanted something, and in a way that made it seem as if he knew every thought that went through your head, including your fear of himâand imagining how he could exploit said fear like the cruel brute he was.
The empress and her husband wanted you two to get along, but you just couldnât do it. No matter how hard you tried, you could never meet those bewitchingly crimson eyes with an emotion lacking hostility.
âI am not sulking,â came your reply, moments later.
âYeah? Then, why are you just standing in the corner of the court like someone in time-out?â
His laugh made your blood boil, and you couldnât help but cross your arms over your chest, scowling with your eyes facing away like a scolded child. How could he stand there, looking at you with those same red eyes, and act like nothing was the matter? Of course, something was the matter! Otherwise, you wouldnât be on the verge of throwing yourself into a bush of thorny roses.
The emperor and the missus had left the two of you in the gardens, because, according to them, they had some âbusinessâ to attend to, and thought you would be eligible enough to be able to give the guest a tour of the terrace and the courtyard which stretched beyond it. That was a grave mistake on their part, for Sukuna was right, you really would rather die than speak with the man for more than a few minutes.
âHas it ever occured to you that not everyone enjoys your presence?â you spat out, finally having mustered up the courage to approach Sukuna from your little hiding spot.
Your steps were slow, languid, but the pink-haired brute saw them as nothing short of flirtatious. In fact, when you were just a foot away, he took it upon himself to close the distance between you two, staring down at your figure with that same enigmatic look in his eyes.
âYouâve got quite the mouth on you.â
âAnd youâve got quite the nerve showing up here as often as you do.â You narrowed your eyes. âTell me, what is your purpose for coming here, anyway?â
Sukuna laughedâa cold, cruel, taunting laugh. âCan a man not step foot in his future palace?â But, when he noticed the confusion evident on your face, he smiled grimly, before taking you arm-in-arm. âLetâs take a walk, shall we?â
It was more of an order, if anything, but with the strength he used to pull your arm into his, and with the intimidatingly imperiling energy practically radiating off his body, you did not refuse his subtle coercion to take a stroll around the gardens, (especially since his gladius was still strapped in its harness).
Taking a slow pace, the two of you walked arm-in-arm around the various bushes, plants, trees, and vineyards that surrounded the estate. While making your way around the scenic landscape, Sukuna, in a low voice, began to speak.
He told you of his imprisonment, and how, for four years, he had been idly rotting away in a cell, before his persecutors decided to finally end his life and throw him in an arena. Sukuna did not attend any schooling for gladiators, and was untrained. When he first stepped foot in the Colosseum, almost everyone thought he was to die. But, miraculously, he, instead, survived. His first match, he won. His second match, he won.
The officials kept throwing him into munera, and every single time, he came out undefeated. Sukuna was a criminal since birth, but when he made a career as a gladiator (albeit against his will), he quickly made a name for himself. Ryoumen Sukuna rose in fame and fortuneânot only for his skill when it came to swordsmanship, but also for his looks. The man may have been a notorious criminal, but he was a fan-favorite when it came to the ladies.
It was as if the gods regarded Ryoumen as their champion, seeing as they granted him victory through every editor that oversaw his matches.
With each gladiatorial game that passed, Sukunaâs opponents only grew tougher and tougher, which, mind you, never proved a problem. The manâs prizes and incentives for surviving the arena increased with each match, and Sukunaâs wealth grew in unmistakable abundance, surpassing even the fortune of an average nobleman.
When Sukuna was but a boy, he never dreamed of a life in the Colosseum; but in this realm, one either wins or loses. The Parcae wait for no man, and mortals of all ages and all walks of life know one thing: Vincere aut mori.â”
â” Conquer or die.
âEach time I unsheath my blade,â Sukuna began, stopping just before an olive tree, âI do not know whether I will breathe for another night. But the higher-ups in this empire are all but damn fools. The last match, right before we celebrate Vulcan, will determine everything. If I kill Satoru Gojo, my name will live on long after my lifeâs end. If I die by his trident (the weapon my silver-haired rival wields) . . .â His voice trailed off.
âThatâs not a possibility Iâm against,â you interjected.
âVery funny.â Sukuna turned to look down at you. âFor thatâs a possibility that simply will not happen.â
âWhat, donât tell me youâve consulted an oracle or something of the sort?â
The pink-haired man laughed in your face; it was cruel and unsounding. âYou dare doubt my victory, woman?â
âI doubt everything when it comes to you.â
Your stroll around the palace gardens came to a sudden end, as Sukuna roughly pulled you by the shoulders and placed you both to stand face-to-face. His expression was dark, and his tone inhumane. âListen, and listen well, girl. The emperor offers me a prize I cannot reject. If I win my most anticipated match yet, he will bestow upon meâby the power vested by the gods aboveâwhatever it is I please.â
You couldnât help but interrupt once more, your curiosity getting the best of you. âYou mean to tell me, youâll ask for the empire? Is that what you mean by âfuture palace?ââ
âI wonât ask for the empire. No, my prize will be something far greater. And when I get it, the empire will soon fall into my hands as easily as it was for you to fall into mine.â
âSo, thatâs all it is that you want? The empire?â
Sukuna leaned down to meet your eyes, his stare burning holes through your flesh. âI want control.â
âWell, let me tell you something, sir,â you began, coolly, whilst taking a step backwards with each word you spoke, âyou wonât find that here.â
But when you were just about to exit the garden, and finally get the fuck away from the brute of a man you called Sukuna, you could just barely hear him utterâwith that sensuously slow voice of hisâfive words, that seemed to stick with you even after you left the premises. âOh, I donât intend to.â
It was as if you had pushed your luck far too much for the godsâ pleasure, and now, they were giving you something along the lines of a punishment.
Even after Sukunaâs visits changed from daily, to every other day, to weekly, and then, to nothing but a faint memory of the past, his voice never left your head, like a deity putting a certain thought or belief or action into a mortalâs mind. It was overbearing, and you couldnât draw the line between delusion and reality.
When you set off to fetch herbs for, say, preparing baths or something of the like, Ryoumenâs cold, dark voice, which practically dripped with malice, seemed to follow you every way you went. Feeling a hand perch on your shoulder always had you shuddering, whether it was a trick of the mind or an action actually done by someone else. Entertaining yourself with the playing of an instrumentâyou preferred the citharaâ¶âdegressed from a pastime to a new torture method. Between picking strings and producing melodies, came the haunting face of Ryoumen Sukuna, which proved more of a distraction rather than a stimulation, seeing as dissonance and incorrect, out-of-tune notes were the only sounds played.
â¶ An instrument.
You knew that you were in your right mind when you first met the fact that you avoided the man for being afraid of him, but only now, were you finding yourself validated by the shivers you got from the mere thought of him appearing. Somnus was not a god of your favor; your dreamsâmore like nightmares, it seemedâonly filled you with more despair each time you arose in a cold sweat.
It was unfair how much of an effect the beast had on you.
Alas, your hopes of freedom were for naught.
Another fortnight passed, and it had now been a total of thirty days since you last spectated a gladiator match. You were neither surprised nor anxious when the empress dragged you along to another match at the Colosseum (by then, you had realized it was practically fate), but what you were astonished to see, however, was the sight of fires which blazed unwaveringly before you.
It was evening; the arena was lit up with several immensely-sized bonfires, whilst the air darkened with the amount of smoke flying up to the clouds above; the stands were decorated in tapestries and other displays of insignias; and the crowds bustled and roared with uncontrollable excitement and an unquenchable lust for blood.
The emperor sat in his respected boxâthe cubiculumâwith his lions beside him, while you and the empress sat in the Imperial Box opposite to his.
The night was young, and the windsâsmelling of the fragrant incense being burnedâlashed and whipped unforgivably at your plaited updo and thin clothing. Even with the bright, old stars beaming down at the gold of your jewelry, your eyes shone downwards, covered ever so slightly by the veil you wore atop your head. You did not want to watch this match, but, despite the fact, you neither declined nor pressed for complaints when the empress ordered for your accompanying presence at the amphitheater.
âMy child,â was what she began with, before saying, âthe Parcae.â
It was short, it was simple, and yet it had the same effect on you that it would haveâhad her selection of words been more compious.
Fate called you.
There was no doubt in that.
For, when you found your seat in the arena . . . There it was again. That same piercing gaze delivered your way, and that same intimidated reaction you experienced. Like prey having been caught in its predatorâs trap. A shiver ran up your spine at the feeling of two red, crimson eyes staring right back at you, and you worked arduously to ignore his unmistakable stare, using turning to the side and facing a neighbor or digging in your bag as an excuse to escape making eye contact.
Ryoumen Sukuna had entered through the Gate of Life, (as did all gladiators of the time), and if the growing rowdiness of the crowds hadnât brought you to that attention, the sudden chill in the air would.
Gojo Satoruâs entrance into the Colosseum followed soon after, and you bit your lip at the memory of the last time you met his sea-blue eyes. It was distant, long-past, but you liked to think about it every now and then; sometimes when you dipped your fingers into similarly-colored waters, or, when the clouds rained and thundered over the empire.
Familiarity breeds contempt, but you did not know the silver-haired gladiator like you feared his crimson-eyed opponent. Fear is power. Power is love.
âDearie,â called the woman dressed in ornate fabrics, as she placed a hand on your knee, âdo quit the shaking of your leg. If the sight of blood brings about your nerves, we can always have someone over to cover your eyes with a palm branch when the time comes. I am not mistaken, corrigere?â·â
â· Correct.
âNo, Empress, I appreciate your kindness, but,â you paused, casting your eyes downward, âthere will be no need. I can assure you that, blood hardly disturbs me in the slightest. I am just . . .â Your voice trailed off, your fingertips grazing the folds of your palla. âI wonder who will survive this evening.â
âMy, my, my, has my dearie taken an interest in gladiatorial matches?â The empress smiled, teasingly. âI didnât know you cared for a matter you previously spoke about with such disdain.â
Your cheeks warmed, fists clenched, and your breath caught in your throat. Embarrassment was an inexplicable feeling, and you looked to the side before changing the subject. âWho has your favor?â
âIs that even a question?â The woman erupted in laughter, surprised at how you could even question her about who she rooted for, especially due to the known fact about one man, and one man only, who had been dwelling at the royal abode as a repeated visitor.
You whispered mumblings under your breathâsomething along the lines of paenitemus,âž or, ignoscas mihi.âč
âž Apologies.
âč Excuse me.
âMy turn to question,â the empress managed, between her fit of laughter, âtell me, daughter of mine, which lucky man has your favor?â
You were silent for a momentâindecisive, one could sayâbut thanked the gods above when the gladiators were abruptly called to state their oaths, and, therefore, giving you an excuse to avoid providing the empress an audible answer.
You leaned forward in your seat, and watched as both Ryoumen Sukuna and Gojo Satoru spoke, consecutively, with their eyes set on one another. The crowds ceased their commotion, and watched, with intent so significant it brought them practically to the edges of their benches, as the challengers gave their swearings of the vow directly tying them to the will of the gods as they gave away their livesâthe sacramentum gladiatorum, it was called.
Sukunaâs eyes were dark, that you could tell, and the overall atmosphere surrounding him screamed a lust for blood. His voice was cold, as if he wanted to get everything over with already, whilst the ruby on his swordsâs hilt shone reflective under the moonlightâs illumination. He did not speak like it was an obligation, he spoke like it was a duty.Â
âUri, vinciri, verberari, ferroqua necari pateor,â they both vowed.
Each man knew he were to either conquer or die; the speaking of those words only solidified the matter for all to hear. Victor or not, the lives of gladiators are objects of entertainment according to the matchâs editorâs will. The gods speak, blood drips, and blades bury the undead. Spectators are roused as both competitors ready themselves, (which is a spectacle in itself, truthfully speaking), but you, on the other hand, are only able to watch with a sense for danger in the air. It was almost amusing. Timor mortis morte pejor.Âčâ°
Âčâ° The fear of death is worse than death.
As both men began to circle each other, throwing insults and taunts, you could not help but drift off to the memory of that fortnight Sukuna spent at the palace. His words lingered in your ears, and the feeling of his hands on your shoulders, his arm around yoursâit was . . . you couldnât put a finger on it. There was, just, something about what he said that gave you an uncanny feeling in your gut.
Sukuna wanted control, you knew that, but, if he came out victorious this same night, he wasnât planning on asking for the empire. He already made sure you got that through your skull, but, all the same, you couldnât pin-point what it was that he did want. Gold? Treasures? He already had plenty. Women? No, his collection of admirers already exceeded a great number. Land? Yes, that had to be it. But, then again, whatever it was that Ryoumen wanted, he claimed it would have the empire falling into his hands sooner or later. Land couldnât possibly be the answer for that . . .
Whilst you stayed in your head, thinking to yourself, the match had already begun to get less boring. Both men had each delivered at least two hits to the other, and the clanks! of iron against iron could be heard audible throughout the arena.
Sukuna took side-steps, a new technique he had developed, while the silver-haired gladiator struck the tips of his trident at places most people wouldnât have even imagined possible.
Grunting, the pink-haired man swung his gladius like it was a mere toy, while spitting on the coarse, rough sand. That action alone sent several sections of the Colosseum swooning. But, despite the fact, Gojo didnât let any of it get to his head, and, in lieu, let out an almost facetious whistle.
âDunno if youâre aware, Ryoumen, but this isnât exactly a great time to pick up ladies,â was what the lean, pale man said, joking, as he continued stabbing with his trident.
âAny time is a great time; what are you going on about? Could pick up a chick with my eyes closed.â
The two men went forwards and backwards with their banter, like two boys rebelling and messing around in school. They joked like immature adolescents, but fought like champions of the gods. The skies were cloudless, with the moon shining bright, and it was thus unclear whose side Olympus was on. But what really confused you, was the sudden thumping sound that reached your ears. Especially with the lack of drums or any similar instruments visible, you were left in a sense of unanswerableness.
The sound of the thumping was loud, and continued to increase in volume as the match went on. Gojo slashed at Sukunaâs armorâthe drum beat faster; Sukuna stabbed at Gojoâs helmetâthe drum beat in a staccato fashion; Gojo stumbled on his own two feet, struggling to fight back against Ryoumenâs gladiusâthe drum did not beat faster, but, instead, crescendoed, along with the roars of the crowds.
It was incredibly overwhelming.
You turned to the empress, in order to ask if the emperor had hired any percussion players, but Her Imperial Majesty paid you no mind, for she was extremely engrossed in the fight, repeatedly expressing her frustrations and anticipation by cursing under her breath.
Everyone was in their own world. Spectators, as they watched and rooted for their favorite gladiator. Nobles, as they placed bets and other games of the like. The emperor and empress, as they analyzed the match and reactions of the crowds (as to decide who to favor when the time came for a turned thumb). And, if it wasnât obvious before, the gladiators, as they fought for both their lives and honor.
First blood was drawn a while ago, but only now, had real stabs been given. Pierced through his armor, clutching at his chest while taking steps backwards, was none other than the infamous, silver-haired Gojo Satoru. You did not know much about him, other than the fact he was an attractive man (A/N: donât even start with me), but you couldnât help but feel pity seeing him come to a loss so soon.
While the drum beat faster, and the volume amplified, booming across the walls of the amphitheater, you could make out, just slightly, the life returning back to Gojoâs eyes. Blood dripped, yes, but it was not plentiful enough for death to visit the grounds of the Colosseum.
Gojoâs hands twitched, his slender, pale fingers stained with blood and marked with sand, but his figure fought back for composure, and the fact soon became clear as his legs grew stiff, and his steps grew less irregular as the seconds went by.
You werenât the only one who seemed to notice the manâs recovery, but it would have been strange to admit Ryoumen was the one behind it all. Seeing as a duel to the death in an arena was all a mere lousy game to the pink-haired brute, it wasnât a refutable accusation to say Sukuna was only toying with his opponentâs life. Nearly piercing through Gojoâs chest, just to stand and watch solemnly as he stumbledâyou soon grew familiar with the idea of Ryoumen testing the waters: seeing just how much Gojo could take before the ever anticipated match-ending move was played.
Murder flashed in the pair of crimson eyes, and the etchings on Sukunaâs gladius gleamed under the moonlight as he drew up his sword for one last round.
Gojo regained his stance, delivered a blow at Sukunaâs side, which, for second, appeared to at least wound the beast, but Ryoumen, ever the calculated, drew back; and as the drum continued to beat and thump in the background, both men fought with a newfound rush of vitality and zeal for blood. Hollers sounded through the crowds, coins dropped into dishes, and the shaking of your leg quickened.
Sukuna kept silent, like a scheming child, while he hit Gojo with the end of his sword. The attack was with enough force for the silver-haired gladiator to be knocked down, off his feet, and onto the floor of the arena. A retaliation was not lacked, as Sukuna received small, insignificant and weak stabs of the trident to his abdomen, as Gojo fought for the continuation of his name, but it was for naught.
The climax of the drumâs beating was reached when Sukuna delivered an almost humorous kick to his opponent, before turning to face the emperor in his Imperial Box. Gojoâs face was full of yearning and wantâbut, whether it was for death or life was uncertain. He laid, injured and on the brink of mortality, but he was silent, and ceased any more attacks.
Crowds grew silent, but stayed as rowdy (somehow), as everyone turned to the emperor in anticipation. Clothed in the naturally designated purple toga, with a laurel wreath to emit godly status and authority, the emperor stood before and above all. A pollice versoÂčÂč was given, after careful thought, and as the beating of the drum quickened, the blade of Ryoumen Sukunaâs gladius was driven through the heart of Gojo Satoru.
ÂčÂč Turned thumb.
But before such an action occurred, the beast did not forget, with audible cruelty, to spit out the words, âThe moonlightâs illumination makes it easier . . . to see how pathetic you are.â
Blood seeped from the wound in Gojoâs chest and spilled out from between cracked lips; and as the fallen gladiator was soon carried out the Gate of Death, the beating of the invisible drum ceased, and you lost your capability to form words.
Surprise, pity, angerâthey were all shown in your expression. With parted lips, and denial etched all over your face, you sunk down in your seat as others around you stood up to applaud, cheer, cry out, and much more.
At his zenith, Ryoumen Sukuna backed away from the corpse at his feet, dug his gladius into the floors of sand, and looked âround at his spectators. Turning his head, meeting the eyes of those who wanted him dead and those who prayed for his victory, Sukuna held a scowl on his face, like he wasnât affected in the slightest by having just murdered a man.
Ryoumen was a man who knew how to hold himself in stance and gait, much like a god or a king. Raising his arms wide, eyes flickering to pierce everyoneâs souls, his voice came out just as cold as it had been last fortnightâwhen he decidedly said, in front of everyone, âBehold, mortals; feast your eyes upon the monster you have set free for your pleasure.â
This was the King of the Colosseum.
You could see that much, now.
***
The sun rose proud, the mockingbirds cooed gently, and the blessing of the dawn of a new day had been upon citizens of Rome.
Senators were gathered âround while royals and other noblemen stood and watched alongside. Whispers and murmurs were plenty, but when the emperor asked for whatever it was that the gladiator wanted, there was a stunned silence as the pink-haired beast took long, full strides to approach none other than you. Kneeling before your feet, and kissing the back of your outstretched palm, even the gods watched with pleasure and anticipation whilst an answer revealed itself.Â
Silent, swift, and yet, never before, so concise. The air was still, the noise had ceased, and even the falling of a pin could be heard clear as day whilst your figure twitched and shook ever so slightlyâfear having begun its taking of your body.
It was needless to voice that same wretched look Ryoumen Sukuna offered your way, his crimson eyes peering up at you from beneath his eyelashes. It was nothing short of a horror.
The day after Gojo Satoruâs death, a circle of royal acquaintances had gathered at a pavilion of the palace to watch as the emperor granted whatever prize Ryoumen Sukuna wished for. Elephants, tigers, lions, and other beasts of the wild, were already lined up and harnessed. Stacks of jewelry and treasures littered the marble floors. It was clear the emperor had already expected what offers could be possibly made, and so he decorated the palace in accordance. But, when the fearsome gladiator chose to, in lieu, take you as his bride for a prize, there was unanimous astonishment.
Rising back to his feet, the pink-haired victorâdressed in his signature red cloak, ruby-adorned blade, and now, an additional laurel (to signify his victory the last evening)âlooked down at you with a strangeness about his eyes. Your hand was still in Sukunaâs when he turned to face the emperor, who stood with a calm demeanor, contrasting just about everyone.
âYou ask for the princess?â the emperor questioned, curious.
âIf it can be done.â
The emperor laughed, adding, âBut, you must know, son, there are many women who will not be happy by this news.â
At this, the crowds burst into laughter. The tension in the air dissipated, but you . . . you looked at the ground and at your feet, praying you misheard or were even dreaming. But alas, you couldnât have strayed farther from the truth.
âYou would kiss the hand of your prisoner?â you whispered, whilst everyone was distracted in their fits of laughter.
âAm I not a prisoner, as well?â
***
You were twenty years old when your hair was parted by a spear, separated into six locks, crowned with natureâs gifts and herbs, and covered by a flammeum (also known as a veil). With your face painted, jewelry adorned, and dress made ready, you were escorted and sent off to join in matrimony with Ryoumen Sukuna. Tears in your eyes, a palm branch in your hands, the completion of the ceremony came, and it was then time for the wedding feast: the banquet.Â
It was to take place at the atrium of the palace, similar to the wedding ceremony.
Pheasants were killed, venison was brought, raw oysters were consumed, and shellfish made its appearances at the banquet. You sat beside the man you now called your husband, picking at your meals and distracting yourself with entertaining the guests. Sukuna, on the other hand, sat silent, for the most part; his hand resting on your hip as he watched, full of intent, as your lips parted and moved with each syllable you uttered.
There were a-plenty dancers, poets, and musicians present at both the wedding ceremony and banquet, but, for each ritual up until now, Sukuna had failed to take his eyes off of you. Red, crimson orbsâthat seemed to never stray from yours.
It had been a week since you last spoke to Sukuna, the day he claimed you as his, and, in truth, if it were in your will, you would wish to never speak to him again. You hardly paid any mind, at all, to him as the both of you sat side-by-side, presenting yourselves as a married couple to the families, friends, and well-wishers who attended your wedding feast.
When the attention was directed elsewhere, and you received a much-needed break from entertaining your guests with talk of whatever it was that came to your mind, you reached for your goblet of wine, thirsty and parched, but were stopped by a ring-adorned, scarred hand, belonging to Sukuna, which held you firm by the wrist.
âI have murdered a man for you, dear wife,â began Sukuna, a cold, enigmatic look in his eyes as he peered into your face; âthere is blood on my hands solely for your sake, and you refuse to even acknowledge my presence?â
You tried fighting back, stretching your fingers and reaching out for your goblet, but, surprise-surprise, his strength surpassed yours. With a huff of defeat, your handâonce writhing in your husbandâs graspsârelaxed, and you gave into responding. âDo not forget, husband, I was not the one who called on you to do such a thing.â
Sukuna laughed, released your wrist, and opted to rest the side of his face on his fist as he watched you drink, a demented (but captivated) look on his face all the while. âGods, I always forget how much of a sweet-talker you can be,â he snickered.
âYou are delusional,â you deadpanned, continuing with your drink.
âAnd you, my dear, areââ
âBitchy?â
âNo.â
âCruel?â
âNo.â
âExasperating?â
âI was going more for . . . bewitching.â
You set your wine down; silent, as you avoided Sukunaâs eyes.
But the man had different plans, seeing as he gingerly seized your left hand, and laid a kiss upon your ring finger (which connected to the vena amorisÂčÂČ), before kissing down each digit, making sure his lips met almost every piece of gold on your hand. The action wouldâve been seen as romantic through your eyes, if you had forgotten what got the two of you here in the first place.
ÂčÂČ Vein of love.
You did not speak until he was done, and when he was, you said, your voice above a whisper, âHusband.â
âWife.â His response was almost immediate.
âI am . . .â You turned to meet his eyes. âI am bored, and would like to hear a story. A tale. Anything.â
âWhat is it you want to know?â
âTell meâTell me why you chose me.â
âI chose you because . . . I wanted you. Simple. Can a man not have his wants? His needs? As one chooses their lifeâs path, so I have chosen a woman I worship. A woman I need. A woman I love.â
âNeed I remind you that lust is not love?â
A darkness came over Sukunaâs eyes, like a storm succeeding the calm. âLust can be many things,â he replied, before lifting his goblet. âCare for a drink?â
You lifted your goblet, but hesitated, caution taking over your nerves. âI have had enough to drink for the night.â
âWhat, no toast for your husband?â Sukuna joked, his tone sly and cunning, as if there were an ulterior motive laced beneath his invitation.
You turned to face Sukuna, the bracelets and cuffs on your wrist sliding from their rightful places ever so slightly.Â
âNever in a million eons, you devil.â Seven words uttered before you finished off the wine in your goblet in one go.
The wedding feast ended with confarreatio, which led to the beginning of the next ritual. Domum deductio took place, and, that same evening, your innocence was stolenâripped right out from your cold, bare, fucking, hands.
đđđ đđđ.
Marriage, actually, wasnât all quite as bad as you had imagined . . . Okay, that was a lie.
Your first debut outdoors, after your joining in nuptials and being on the arm of Ryoumen Sukuna in front of government officials and nobles, took place a week after your wedding ceremony. The two of you had gotten up to making much use of your lectus genialis, and, even with the longing of fresh air and seeing familiar faces, it still took a bit of convincing for you to exit the doors of the estate; for, exhaustion had gotten the best of you.
It was hot outside; the sun shone cruelly, but you enjoyed being outside of the estateâs premises for once.
âI still donât understand why you declined traveling by a litter,ÂčÂłâ Sukuna said, bitterly, as he sat with his arms crossed, and his expression stern, whilst looking out the carpentumâsÂč⎠windows.
ÂčÂł During Ancient Rome, a litter was a portable couch or bed that was carried by slaves or animals.
Âč⎠A luxurious Roman carriage used by the privileged.
âI am not a fan of parading,â came your calm reply.
âYouâre a princessâby blood or not. Either way, a woman, as beautiful and alluring as you, should be treated as such.â
Your cheeks did not warm; Sukunaâs way of speaking about you like this was far from new, and you had gotten used to it, ever since your first encounter.
âRyoumen,â you called, almost like a mother soothing a fussy child, âwhy do you feel the need to coddle me?â
âCoddling?â he repeated, seemingly offended. âYouâre my wife, my treasure. The question should be why I would do anything but.â
The noises of the bustling street, talk of the people, and the sound of clothing against clothing, were all drowned out by the running of hooves and the whips of the carpentum driver. It was a spacious carriage, you had to admit, but with the amount of times the vehicle rocked and jerked on the uneven roads, you had soon begun to find yourself sitting impossibly close to Sukuna. Your elbows touching, shoulders meetingâit was uncomfortable due to the evident size differences.
âYou forget that you won me, husband.â
âWhat is the difference?â sighed Sukuna, running a hand down his face. âI wouldâve put a ring on your finger sooner or later.â
â. . .â
âThough, I do argue that, killing a man for your hand, was quite romantic . . . What, donât give me that face.â
You looked at Sukuna with a stupid expression. âYou . . . are a silly man.â
âAll but for one woman,â he replied.
When you entered the carpentum, neither of the two of you knew where it was you were going. To the shops, to the villages, to the palaceâit was unknown. Or, maybe, the destination was to remain indefinite on purpose. You liked traveling through the city, meeting the eyes of citizens you hadnât seen in what felt like forever. You enjoyed the scent of home-cooked meals wafting through the air, and children laughing as they played in the streets. You liked it all, and you missed it all, even. But, gods, were you getting soft.
There was a pair of men passing through the road, and you would not have noticed them had the vehicle not yielded to let them pass.
âLook at their shoes,â Sukuna said, leaning in closer as the carriage was stopped, so you could hear him over the commotions. âDisgusting.âÂ
âDo remember you were born in a prison, husband.â You remained straight-faced whilst you spoke, as neutral as one could be whilst keeping your eyes forward.
Sukuna let out a bark-laugh. âWhat a saint you are, huh.â
Your carriage was just about to approach a turning corner, when, completely out of the blue, you heard one of the men exclaim to the other, âAh, look at that one, Caius! A sight for sore eyes, ainât she?â
His companion replied, saying, just as scandalously, âNot half-bad, my friend,â he laughed, eyeing you up and down. âNever before have I wished more to be an emperor; just imagine what works I could perform if she was a slave.âÂ
âIf?â
âIf. No way sheâs anything but royalty. No man in his right state of mind would let her out of the streets if she was property.â
The two men snickered, carrying woven baskets filled with crops as they went, completely oblivious to the way Ryoumen sized the both of them up, seemingly possessed by a sudden lust for blood. Now that he thought about it, he had not killed in a while.
You tried to put a hand on Sukunaâs arm, in a poor attempt to soothe his growing anger, but he did not pay any mind to that, for he stuck his head out the luxuriously decorated carpentum, and retaliated against the perversion of the men with insults of his own. Yelling Latin curses left and right, all the obscenities in the book and footnotes. His voice was cold, and rough around the edges, but what surprised you most, was the tone in which he said, âSomnia omnia quae vis, nothi; praecidam manus tuas antequam tangas eam.Âčâ”â You had never seen or heard such anger.
Âčâ” Dream all you want, bastards; I will cut off your hands before you even touch her.
But, before Sukuna could say something more offensive than âTe futueo et caballum tuum,â or, âFututus et mori in igni,â the men recognized his carnage-filled reputation in the Colosseum from his notorious tattoos, and, with such fear they couldâve wet themselves, the both of them went, scurrying off in the opposite direction of where they came from, even going as far as dropping every basket they carried before making a run for it.
You caught a glimpse of them in their distress, and agreedâtheir shoes were disgusting.
Although settling into Sukunaâs estate took little time, familiarizing yourself with life as a married couple, on the other hand, took . . . some time, to say the least. The both of you had your ups and downs, and the path to warming up to your husband was a rocky one, seeing as your marriage was not out of love (not in the beginning, for the most part); so, naturally, there were some days where the two of you did not get along so well. And, who knew valets and maidservants could serve as such good marriage counselors?Â
Bright, sunny days had you seated outside, beneath the shade of olive trees, and while the songbirds sang along, you often kept yourself occupied by playing your cithara.â¶ Your husband was seldom home for most of the day, and you had learned how to keep busy whilst the only company you had was the flames rising forth from the hearth, and the tamed animals which lingered while your fingers danced across melodious strings.
â¶ An instrument.
Today was different.
Sukuna had no appointments to meet, no guests to entertain, and no matches to play. He met you in the gardens of your home, and stood, stiff and broad, just three paces from where you sat on a fountainâs coping. It was as if he were afraid to approach, to disturb and interrupt your playing, but you knew he was just deciding whether or not he was welcome.
âYou play well,â came the sound of his voice.
âHow could I not? There is never much to do around here.â
âWeaving?â He raised an eyebrow, still standing still like a statue.
âI fear I do not see as much joy in that as I used to.â
âAnd why is that, dear wife?â
âI find . . . other activities to take up the majority of my time.â
âSuch as?â
Romans were barbarians in the arena and in the bedchambers.
You did not know sex until you were bedded by Ryoumen, and you did not know libido until you experienced what it meant to really be fucked. Growing up, sexual intercourse was always described as marital duties, but with Sukuna, it felt like a pleasureâquite literally.
Day and night, night and day.
It was all you knew the week following your wedding ceremony, and it was all you desired when coming home to the brute of a man you called your husband. The two of you did not exit the bedroom once during the week you spent after the final nuptial ritual. He had ruined you in the best way possible, you sometimes thought, and with little difficulty had he gotten you addicted to the feel of his cock, his tongue, and his fingers. Merely thinking about it all had your cheeks growing warm and your core practically aching with need.
But sex wasnât all you received from the man; there was also endless banter, cruel mocking, rough touches, and arguments. Sukuna wasnât a kind, vanilla man, you realized that the moment you laid eyes on him; and he was, if anything, a deviant. A monstrous one, at that.Â
Retaliating against him got you absolutely nowhere, and arguments only ended in sex. It wasnât healthy, no, but it wasnât like anyone said it would be.
With every step you took backwards, Sukuna followed with two forwards. The two of you had been arguing about a trivial matterâit had been long forgotten, actuallyâbut neither of you had the decency to end your quarrel. Your yells and insults echoes throughout the walls of the estate, and servants paid mind to avoid the room you two currently occupied.
âHave I ever told you how much I absolutely loathe your pompous, fucking, ass?â
âOh, sweetheart, only about a million times,â he answered, obviously taking your anger with a grain of salt. âBut, how could I not? when you always do more than just tell me.â
You narrowed your eyes at the man, and cursed. âGo rip out your tongue and rub it raw with a strigil.â
âI always forget how much I love to hear you dirty-talk.â
âYou are a dog,â you spat out, as Sukuna had you backed up against the edge of a table.
âAnd you, my dear wife, are a beauty to behold.â
Mentally having patted himself on the back for rendering you speechless, Sukuna closed the distance between you two and placed a kiss on your hand like he always did. Sexually appealing, successful, and charming? Damn the gods for giving him it all.Â
You and Sukuna were stood just centimeters apart, his arms caging you in as he stared down upon you with that unforgettable look in his eyes. It was intimidating, indeed, but you were his wife, for godsâ sake! you could surely hold your ground.
âFlattery isnât getting you anywhere,â you said, placing your palms on the surface of the table behind you as you challenged Sukunaâs unwavering gaze, staring up at him with eyes doe and, still, equally as hardening.
âGood. Flattery isnât quite my style.â
Sukuna raised a hand to rest on your cheek, before bringing you in for a zealous kiss. All teeth and tongue. It hurtâhow rough he held you, that isâbut it was a different type of pain. A type of pain you enjoyed suffering. His lips met yours, and you tasted blood on his tongue. You could not tell whose it was. Whether it was from him handling you with little to no care, or it was from him, himself, or it was from another, more foreign, source, you did not know.
You responded to his kiss with just as much violence as lust. Your body pressed against Sukunaâs, seeking as much friction as you could, whilst the two of you molded into each other like pieces of a puzzle. While Sukuna kept you pinned against the table, with nowhere to turn, your hands found their way to perching on his shoulder and on his beating heart, in efforts to maintain stability (which was proving to be a challenge, if you had to be honest).
Whispers and murmurs against lips; nipping and biting of sharp teeth; heavy breathing and the failure to catch breathsâit was overbearing. The room felt stuffy and overcrowded, when, in reality, it was only the two of you.
âWere youâmmphâacting like a bitch because you missed this?â Sukuna jeered, sloppily kissing you between each word.
âI would act like a bitch regardless.â You clawed at his chest and toga, having gone equally as mad from the mere feeling of kisses alone, but, in any way, your words came out all the same as you had intended them. âTaking me as your wife may have come easily to you, but wooing me wonât.â
âLucky me,â Sukuna exhaled, releasing you from his nearly-suffocating kiss but not from his grasps. âIâm all for a challenge.â
One of his hands shot to your hip, his grip unforgivable and white-knuckled, whilst his other hand trailed down your thigh, slender fingers tickling your warming skin through the fabric of your clothing, and sending the hairs on your neck to stand up. You held your breath, hands back to their original positions on the tableâs surface, as Sukuna reached the edge of your dress, lifting it to your waist.
Cool air hit your skin almost instantly, and goosebumps arose along your limbs. But, still, you did not breathe; it wasnât until Sukunaâs cold, cruel voice spoke up that you did.
âWhat a pretty little thing you are,â he cooed, staring at the dampness of your core. âNo undergarments? Must be all for me.â
He spoke as if you were a feast; it made you bite your lip to the point of bleeding, and caused your legs to almost go wobbly, like a fawn.
Ryoumen tilted his head down to meet your neck, before he sank his teeth beneath the skin of your clavicle. It was scandalous in all the best ways possible, and you couldnât help the breathy moan which left your lips. He sucked at the wound, kissed it, and moved his lips to other areas of your collarbones. He nipped and bit at freckles and moles, sucked on your skinâleaving love marks in his way, and, despite the feat, never failing to litter sloppy and wet kisses all the while.
With his mouth on your skin, Sukunaâs hands worked elsewhere. He trailed a cold hand up your thigh, teasing you with touches to the point of it becoming agonizing, before finally getting to where you needed him most. You were dripping enough for no lube to be needed, but the man was still courteous enough to dip one finger within your folds, before following with a second. Curling them deep inside of you, and hitting just the right spot; your eyes rolled to the back of your head and your hands shook and jerked uncontrollably as you dug your nails into Sukunaâs toned biceps.
Moans and whimpers left your lips left and right, yet he was only beginning.
His fingers bullied your clit, continuing their assault mercilessly; and whilst the sound of your growing cries bounced around the walls of the estate, his pace and roughness only reached new heights, seemingly possessed by the satisfaction of bringing you to Cloud Nine.
âSukuna . . .â you whimpered, struggling to form words. âSukuna, please. Please, I need toââ
âNeed to what?â
âI . . . nngh,â you managed, moaning within your pleas, âI need to cum. I need to cum, you stupid bastard.â
âNow, is that any way to speak to your husband?â Sukuna taunted, pausing his attacks on your neck and the skillfulness of his fingers between your legs with not even a second thought.
You were this close to being brought over the edge, and you whined and wiggled your hips as Sukuna stopped reaching so deep within you, but, instead, opted for circling the tips of his fingers around the embarrassingly wet entrance of your clit. It was not even close to enough; he was punishing you, you were sure.
âNo, noânngh! Why did you stop?â you cried, bucking your hips in an attempt at reaching bliss.
âBecause you have not an idea on how to speak to the Head of the House, wifey.â His crimson eyes bore into your teary ones, and you clawed and scratched at his neck, trying desperately to pull him closer to you.
âRyoumen, no, please. PleaseâI need to . . . I need to . . .â Your voice trailed off. Truthfully speaking, now was possibly the worst time to gain a conscience.
âUse your words, sweetheart.â
âI . . . Please, Sukuna. I need you. I, fuckâI need you. Please.â You looked into his eyes, crying entreaties like your life depended on it. âPlease, I need to cum.â
âSee? Not so bad, now, was it?â
Sukuna did not resume his assault with his fingers, but, instead, for possibly the first time in history, knelt down, before you, before his wife, and pressed a degrading (if anything) kiss to your pretty, puffy lips, before attaching his mouth to your clit, sucking and licking stripes up and on it with a velocity that left you leaving permanently visible claw-marks on the furnished table.
You could not hear, you could not move, you could not speak, you could only feel. Feel the feeling of Sukunaâs rough tongue gliding through your wetness, plunging and pumping and ravaging throughout your folds, reaching spots deep within you, causing you to see stars as he reached that one good spot. It was ruthless, it was sinful, and it was so, so, so, so wrong, but, then again, it was just so, so, so, so good.
Flicking his tongue, and curling it, Sukuna continued to tease and suck on your clit. The whole act of it was just . . . incredibly intimate. Your thighs squeezed and squeezed, hands gripping his hair for support, but it was still too much. With a final kiss to your clit, you felt the coil build in your stomach, and with a scandalously loud cry, you came on Sukunaâs tongue, shaking and writhing as tears fell from your dazed eyes.
Allowing you to ride out your high, Sukuna lapped at your release, gripping onto the flesh of your ass with white knuckles to keep you from squirming and wiggling.
âMm, tastes so good, baby.â
âI . . . ahh . . . tooâtoo much. Sensitive.â
âPoor baby,â he cooed, mockingly, before his voice turned cool once more; âyou can handle it.â
Rising to his feet, and wiping his mouth clean with the back of his hand, Sukuna stared at the wood behind you whilst watching you catch your breath, chest heaving as you depended on the table for balance. âIt was a smart move to buy such a large table,â he murmured, stepping closer.
But before you could ask what on earth it was that Sukuna was referring to, he answered all your questions by lifting you up by the meat of your hips and laying you on your back on the rough wood of the table. It was cool against your bare skin, and sent a shiver running up your spine.
âYou . . . What?â you questioned, attempting to sit up, before being roughly shoved back down.
âDonât âWhatâ me, sweetheart. Iâm giving you what youâve been waiting for. Unless, of course, Iâm hearing complaints?â
â. . .â You gulped, swallowing the lump in your throat, before crossing your legs behind Sukunaâs back and pulling him closer to your cunt, the hard-onâbarely hidden beneath his togaâbeing pressed right up against where you needed him most. It sent a shock to your core.
âNow thatâs a good girl.â
He pulled the dainty cloth of your dress off your body as easily as it was for you to put it on when you awoke that dayâs morning, and mindlessly threw it onto the floor behind him.
âSukuna, youâcould you take any longer?â Laid bare before his eyes, you shivered, but not before pulling your husband impossibly closer. His hands planted on areas beside your head, and your lips met, molding together, as wildly as before.
Squeezing your eyes shut, breathy moans drawn forth from your lips, you held the sides of his throat in your hands, and occasionally carded your fingers through his rosy, unruly hair. All while sneakily dragging a bare foot up the fabric of his toga, revealing tattooed skin as you went. You couldnât wait any longer, and if you were the one who had to get your husbandâs cock out, so be it.
Well, it didnât matter anyway. Sukuna couldnât care less for your impatience; he . . . had an appreciation of the sort, for the rare times you took mild control.
Sukuna murmured, laughing against your kiss-bitten lips, âSo impatient today, wifey.â
âLike youâre not?â
Sukuna rolled his eyes, looking down at you once the two of you released each other for breath. His eyes were dark and dull, but you noticed the strands of hair askew on his face, (if it wasnât already enough for you that his toga was now completely off). âCome on. Do you really want to go down that route, sweetheart?â
âI canât help it. Bullying is just suchâo-oh!â
Despite biting your lip, you let out an embarrassingly loud moan, arching your back as Sukuna had your hands pinned down above your head on the table. The first thrust had the air knocked out of your throat, you didnât even notice it was coming in the first place! Even with the amount of times he bedded you, you had never gotten used to his size. Long, girthy, with veins that twitched and never failed to send you straight to Olympus? Yeah, you couldnât really blame yourself.
âAll it took to keep you from running your mouth was some cock, huh? Yeah, you make such a good whore for your dear husband, donât you.â His cold, dark voice, complemented with the contradicting degradation and praising words of his sent you spiraling albeit it was only the beginning.
You kicked your feet, whining and gasping for breath when Sukuna took the opportunity to lean down, littering bites and love marks on your bare chest, trailing, ever so slowly, all the way up to the swell of your breasts. Hands still pinned to the table, legs locked around Sukunaâs waist, meeting his continuous thrusts without fail, your back arched with pleasure, giving Sukuna easy access to your tits, bouncing in all their glory before his mouth.
He leaned over your body, the difference in your heights showing itself clearly at this moment, as he swirled a wet, warm tongue around your areola, before attaching his lips to your tit, biting every then and there around the soft mound. Your nipples, perky and hardened long ago, reacted as they always did when they met Ryoumenâs lips. Sensitive, they were, and it showed, when you squirmed uncontrollably under his assaults, eyes opening and closing with vertigo.
âSuch pretty tits,â he murmured, his voice sending vibrations to your already aroused buds, âbet they would look even better all swollen with milk for my heir.â
You whined, moaning from the thought aloneâargument long forgotten. Your cunt, its walls, actually, tightened at the idea of Sukuna giving you a baby, and you were sure he noticed with the way he was smiling like a madman with your tit in his mouth, one hand pinning yours down, the other twisting and pulling and pinching at your other neglected nipple.
âMm, yeah. You like the sound of that, donât you? clenching down on me like a vice. Want me to hold you down and make you a little mommy? Is that what you want?â
You nodded fervorously, throat dry from crying out, and mind already gone and thoroughly fucked-out.
Sukuna laughed, like the cruel man he was. âWell, if thatâs what my lovely wife wants, itâs what my lovely wife gets.âÂ
Eyes rolling to the back of your head, you thrashed around and moaned aloud like a crazy woman as the tip of Sukunaâs cock hit you in all the right places. It was incredibly overwhelming, and with the way your walls were convulsing around the cock reaching depths deep within you, the both of you were sure your second orgasm was to come no later than the first one.
Your cervixâkissed over and over and over again by the head of his cock; your titsâgroped and bitten and sucked with relentless roughness; there really was no end to the pleasure you received from Sukuna. You felt stimulation all over to the point it was embarrassing how much you were pushed over the edge by simple touches and caresses alone. Even hearing Sukunaâs grunts and the rasp of his voice had your cheeks growing warm and your skin glowing under a thin layer of sweat.
âO-Ohh, I . . . nngh,â you whimpered, your wrists growing sore as your voice grew meek, letting out a soft, quiet âPlease.âÂ
Blood rushed to Sukunaâs ears at the sound of your weak voice, and, most importantly, also rushed to his cock. âDo you want me to spell it out for you? Weâve been over this, darling. Use your words.â
âIâbut . . . Sukuna, please! I need to . . . I need to cum. Iâhahh.â You let out a shaky exhale, your orgasm within fingertipsâ reach.Â
âYou want to cum? Go on, then, and cum right on your husbandâs cock, just like the slut of a wife you are.â
Everything turned to black when you reached your climax; warm, sticky whiteness running down the base of Sukunaâs cock. He finished inside of you soon after, one last grunt and deep groan marking his release, whilst his seed filled you to the hilt, reaching deep inside of your quite fertile cunt at his cock still being buried in your twitching walls. You didnât think at all about the possibilities which could follow after having laid down with Sukuna unprotected, and it seemed it was the same for him, as well.
His grip on your wrists did not give out, but still, nevertheless, loosened ever so slightly, revealing a ring of red marks around your wrists. You breathed out a sigh, shaking with eye-opening bliss as your stomach, once empty, was now bloated with the impeccable amount of semen shot by your husband. It swelled, full and swollen, painted white with ropes of cum, and when Sukuna pressed down on the bulging outline of his cock, you let out a poor whine.
âDonât tell me youâve given out on me just yet, sweetheart. You donât think weâre finished already, do you?âÂ
***
Crawling out from beneath messed up sheets, climbing over sprawled out limbs, and tiptoeing around in nothing but a loose-fitting stola had your escape occurredâexiting from the bedchambers smelling of musk and sex, and entering the balcony, seeking breaths of fresh air.
You did not usually awake before your husband (he was usually up and out of the room by the time you opened your eyes), but perhaps yesterdayâs exertions had tired him out, seeing as neither of you slept from after supper to the break of day. And, yes, while you, too, were also thoroughly exhausted, you fell into the arms of Somnus much before Ryoumen did, which likely contributed to your quite early waking.
The view downwards was pretty. Blurred shades of green and blue and white. You could see servants walking to-and-fro, and, for a moment, you remembered when your life was something similar.
The sun shone on your face as brightly as it did when you first saw the man still lying asleep in your bed, but you did not raise an arm to shield your eyes. It was quiet, and you felt more alive than you did in weeks.Â
Morning dew fell from trees, and the birds sang. The railing on which you rested your elbows was cold and rough, it reminded you of something that you could not quite put your finger on, at least, not until you heard the sound of footsteps behind you, and the yawning and cracking of unused bones.
âSurprised to see youâre not already knocked up with my kid,â came the raspy, unfamiliar morning-voice from behind you.
âSurprised to see you awake at a time after six,â you quipped, not turning around to face your lover.
Warm arms wrapped around your waist, and a bare chest pressed itself against your back as Sukunaâs lips met your collarbones, kissing your skin in greeting. âA snarky one, arenât you? What, did last night not soothe your wants?â
He was always so clingy in the mornings. Like a needy child.
â. . .You are only wearing a subligaculum,Âčâ¶â you observed, changing the subject with haste.
Âčâ¶ An undergarment.
âItâs not like I hear any complaints,â he joked. âBesides, no oneâs up here. Donât tell me youâre afraid of a servant taking a little peek.â
You swallowed. âNonsense.â
âSmart girl.â He rested his chin on the top of your head, his weight resting on yours, causing you to lean the combination of your weight on the balcony railing. âNow, tell me, what is someone like the missus doing someplace out here?â
âCan a woman not be alone in peace?â
Sukuna seemed to pause in faux thought, before finally saying, âNot when that woman is my woman.â
âSo, no?â
âNo.â
â. . .â
â. . .â
âWhat are you doing out here?â you questioned.
âSeeing my wife,â he stated, in a matter-of-fact fashion.
âBut,â you bit your lip, âdonât you have any business to attend to?â
Sukuna rolled his eyes, removing his chin off of your head and, trailing an ice-cold hand down your spine, which sent shudders throughout your body, he slid a sneaking finger up your thigh, until, with an agonizingly slow pace, he stuck a digit up your cunt. All this he did in a casual manner, like it was an everyday thingâwhich, technically speaking, it was.
âAre you trying to get me to leave you alone?â he asked, as if he didnât have a finger up your pussy, âbecause it might be a little late for that.â
You whimpered, collapsing on the balcony railing for support when a second finger was added.
Sukuna curled his fingers, scissoring them and quickening his pace as he did so. The squelching of your cunt sent you over the edge, the idea of someone overhearingâor, worse, seeingâthe two of you in this act had your eyes rolling to the back of your head.
âSukuna, please, weânngh! We shouldnât . . .â You let out a shaky exhale. âNotâNot out here.â
Sukuna leaned down to place a kiss to the lobe of your ear, giving a sloppy, dirty lick to the skin there. âWhy not?â
âBecause . . . someoneââ You were cut off by Sukunaâs fingers hitting your sweet spot, and couldnât help but let a scandalously obnoxious cry slip from between your lips, the three syllables of your husbandâs name following soon after, like a prayer.
âBecause someone, what?â
His voice mocked you, whilst the longest of his fingers bullied your cunt, and his thumb, every so often, circled around and applied pressure to your clit.
âSukunanngh . . . IâYou . . . You bastard,â you groaned, whining against the palm slapped over your mouth.
âWhat was that? Oh, you want me to fuck you?â His fingers moved faster, his voice growing cruel and dark. âWell, who am I to decline my bride, hm?â
Pulling his fingers out from between your legs, leaving you a shaking, heaving mess, Sukuna moved on to bring the ends of your dress to your hips, gripping and groping the flesh there as he pressed the outline of his cock against your slick.
Your breath got caught in your throat, choking on your spit, and you whined from the weight of his cock against your ass. You were dripping from the thought alone of Sukuna taking you right now, right hereâout in the open, out on the balcony, where anyone, and I mean anyone, could catch a glimpse of their master and mistress from below.
Teasing the fat, leaking tip of his cock against your entrance, you bit your lip till you bled, pressing your ass back against Sukuna for any sort of friction to relieve you of the throbbing of your core, but that only worked against you; a harsh slap! was delivered to your left ass cheek, which sent you crying out, arching your back away from Sukuna. But that wasnât even close to enough.
Bringing a hand to the column of your throat, his nails digging into your skin, creating red, angry crescent marks, Sukuna had you gasping for breath as he held your throat in his grasp, choking you to the point of gagging, but not yet enough to cut off your airway.Â
Leaning down, he whispered in your ear, saying, in that rough voice of his, âYou wanted to be fucked like the dirty whore you are? Iâll show you how much of a dirty whore you are.â
Grabbing a handful of your ass, Sukuna pushed you against the balcony railing, bending you over with ease.
âWait, I . . . Iâmmph! . . Nngh . . . AhhâAhh!â
Your voice, still evidently hoarse from last night, was cut off by Sukuna slamming his cock into your cunt, shutting you up as his hips pistoned against yours whilst you braced yourself by clawing at the railing below you.
âYou are dripping. You really are insatiable, huh . . .â he muttered, releasing your throat as you gasped for air, only to be cut short by rough, deep thrusts that had you seeing stars.
âSukuna . . . hahh.âÂ
âTight as fuck, arenât you? Cuntâs gripping my dick like a goddamn vice.âÂ
Sukuna ripped your hands off the railing, bringing them behind you and binding them together with gods knows what. Probably a cloth he found lying nearby. You writhed and squirmed and writhed and squirmed, but to no avail! Your wrists were bound to your back, held just above your ass. Now, you had no way to hold yourself steady, no longer pushing yourself off of the railing for support.
âI . . . nngh.â Your eyes rolled to the back of your head, you could not find even the strength to complain about your having been tied up.
Fully bent over, your ass bouncing with each thrust, you moaned and mewled to your heartâs desire. Slick dripped down your legs, and though the ticklish sensation left you bothered and just slightly uncomfortable, that feeling was soon forgotten by the cock absolutely pounding your dripping cunt.
Your shame was gone, you were a ruined woman through and through.
âFucked the attitude out of you, yet?â Sukuna laughed, burying himself inside of you before pulling out, leaving just the tip in, before slamming himself back in, and repeating his assaults. He was like a big, mean bully, having fun by tormenting none other than his bride, his prize, his property.
You thought it degrading, but found heat pooling in your stomach at the afterthought, nonetheless.
âGods, you . . . you are such a dick,â you managed out, through screams twisted between pain and pleasure, a line which you could not exactly draw.
âItâs what I do best, sweetheart.â
Birds scattered throughout the confines of their habitat at the not-so-peaceful-sounding noise of your cries, and you were sure someone had to have noticed the deviant behavior taking place upstairs on the masterâs floor of the estate.
âThen hurry up and make me . . . hahh . . . c-cum, you ass. You are such aââ
One particularly hard thrust had you seeing stars as Sukunaâs cock hit your cervix, surely wounding your womb as the words got stuck in your throat, and your legs gave out beneath you. The only thing holding you up being Sukunaâs hand tangled in your hair, giving a rough tug, which forced your tear-streaked face back, and the other one being on your hip, his grip white-knuckled as his thrusts turned from rough and coordinated to stuttering and staggered.
You came without resolve, your moans merely music to your husbandâs ears as he, too, finished inside of you, his cock pumping endless ropes of seed up your cunt, stuffing you till excess bodily fluids were forced to drip down your thighs. Your stomach felt warm and bloated as you were filled to the brim, seed ending up snug in your womb as Sukuna pumped you full of his cum, not wasting a drop, and even going as far as scooping up the excess fluids to shove two fingers in your mouth, allowingâmore like forcingâyou a taste of your actions.
After all, Ryoumen Sukuna was nothing if not a cruel man.
***
It was the eleventh of October when Sukuna left the estate without a word, and it was the eighteenth of the next week when he returned.
You had been out in the gardens, overseeing the yard-work when, in the middle of giving orders to trim the bushes to the left ever so slightly, a maidservant had come running to notify you of your husbandâs departure. He did not leave a note, did not kiss you goodbye, and did not give commands for any of the servants to inform you of his leave (the maid just happened to be particularly loyal to her mistress).
âCecelia!â was what you first exclaimed, surprised by her sudden appearance beside you. âWhat brings you here?â
âMistress, IâI have brought word that the lord of the estate has taken his leave. On a horse or two.â The woman spoke between gasps for air, she seemed out of breath, perhaps from chasing after Ryoumen and his steed(s). âI saw a carriage pull away from the gates, and I . . . I supposed he did not inform you, either.â
âOh, thatâs . . . I thank you for the note, Cecelia. But that will be all. Youâre correct, he did not tell me, and,â you paused, touching your index finger to your chin, âI do ponder where he went.â
You assumed your husband would only be missing for one evening, and return the next to fill you in on his seemingly hasty departures. But one sleepless night turned into two, and two turned into three, and three turned into even the advisors of the estate beginning to worry for their master. In turn, however, you had begun to grow indifferent to your missing husband.
On the fourth day, you discovered news of yet another gladiator match that was to take place. And who was to compete in it? Take a guess.
Being petty was a greatness of yours, and, while for a time, you were able to keep entertained by playing your beloved cithara, reading, or tending to your gardens, you had begun to grow bored. The estate was large enough, and, with your husband being gone, you were even more lonely than you were before. You had no children to run through the halls, no friends who could visit the property, and no duties besides your hobbies to keep you company.
On the fifth and sixth day, you had already invited over a number of âguestsâ to the estate. Your beauty was no unfamiliar subject to the people of Rome, and it wasnât difficult to find men in want of serving as entertainment to you.
You had some feed you grapes, some play their music to you, some read their philosophy and literature, some tell you of stories from afar; it was all very enjoyable. Or, well, the idea of it was.
On the seventh day, you had appointed a raven-haired, older man to keep you company. He was a traveler of sorts, and had many stories of the West and the East to tell you. From wraths of gods, to legendary criminals, and heinous crimes, he knew it all. He made you laugh, and was . . . not a bad flirt, if you did say so yourself. But it was nothing serious.
You were in the middle of drinking wine with the fellow, when, by the informing of Cecelia, you were notified of a something that required your utmost attention at once. She did not explain further, but you noticed an urgency about her eyes, and did not tarry.
Excusing yourself, you stood up from where you lounged rather casually on the ornately designed sofa, and took graceful, calculated steps down a hallway to the left wing of the estate.
You were nearing the room Cecelia pointed you to when, to your utter surprise, a rough hand had pulled you to the side, keeping your back flush against the chest of a man you could not see, for his other hand held the blade of a dagger right against the column of your throat. Your breathing grew ragged, and your hands went up to attempt (and fail) at removing the dagger-wielding hand.
Your heart pounded, and the blood rushed to your ears.
âDid you miss me, . . . wifey?â
His stray hand was gripping the flesh of your hip, and held you firm above the ground, where you dangled, your legs kicking around uselessly.
âSukuna? WhatâWhat are you doing?â you managed to whimper out, against the dagger being pressed against your neck.
âAs much as I love to hear those pretty sounds of yours, angel,â he began, before his voice suddenly turned cold, âthere is a man in my house, standing next to my woman, and making her laugh. Care to explain?â
He did not release you from his grasps, but lifted the blade just a centimeter away from the skin of your throat so you could form coherent sentences. How thoughtful.
âWhen my husband has left for a week with no explanation, am I supposed to not keep myself occupied?â
âSo youâve borrowed a man to keep you company.â
âAre you turning this against me?â
âShould I be?â
Learning your husband has yet to retire from gladiating, and discovering he has come home, with a dagger to your neck upon arrival, was infuriating enough to make you forget the possibility of throwing yourself into his arms in greeting. He did not tell you a word about his match, prior and after, and you were the one in the wrong? Men were nothing but animals.
â. . .â
You kept silent, your face defeated, and Sukuna, finally having decided to let you go, released his hold on you and sheathed his blade once more, before dropping you back onto your feet. You nearly stumbled over yourself finding your balance, as Sukuna began to turn away, walking down the marble-tiled hallways.
âMy hands are bloodied. I will be in the bathing quarters.â
All this he said, whilst his back was kept to you.
Several moments later, you had a valet escort the raven-haired guest out of your estate, and, next thing you knew, you were storming down the hallway, the sound of your footsteps reverberating throughout the estate, an evident display of your boiling rage. Your maid-servants werenât unfamiliar with your and the masterâs almost daily feuds, and were, by now, practically accustomed to setting out changes of clothes for when your arguments concluded.
Cursing to yourself as you went, your footsteps continued to thunder as you approached the bathing quarters, where you could hear small splashing sounds inside. You threw open the door, the scowl and glare on your face both clear as day whilst you walked in a straight line towards the pink-haired man who sat at the steps towards the end of the pool.
He was naked, completely bare in all his glory, but you couldnât notice, not from how clouded your vision was with anger, no. His arms were resting on the edges of the pool, and his expression was cool as he leaned back, watching you approach him with not even a flinch.
âYou motherfucker. You think you can just come waltzing in here, and avoid all your problems? You donât pay any mind to the fact Iâve been worried sick, because my husband has left the estate with not even a word of explanation, and then, come to find out, heâs been gladiating?â You berated him without end, pointing a finger at his emotionless face as you walked along the poolâs edges. âWho do you think you are?Â
âWeâre married, remember? You won me. And now, youâre putting your life on the line? Whilst we are married? I donât give a fuck whether youâre competing to win more wives, Ryomen, but where does that leave me, huh? If you die? I was just some temporary toy for you, and my life will basically end, as well? I will have no worth, Sukuna. No one takes in a ruined woman. And Iâm not a solicitor, or, at least, I donât want to be . . .â
Sukuna didnât respond, and you were honestly thankful, actually. You feared, if he did speak, you would fold within seconds, so you took the time you had to get your frustration out and your point made.
âWhy couldnât you have just told me you didnât retire? I mean, I would still hate you, but . . . fuck, you are such an ass.â You ran a hand down your face, stopping just two paces away from the beast, before continuing your storming. âGods, you take new lows each day. I canât believe my life is tied to yours for as long as I liveâ!â
You were shut up by the action of Sukuna pulling you down by the ankle and dragging you into the pool, manhandling you in all your writhing and struggling, and seating your ass right on his lap with ease, your back flush against his bare chest as his hand came up to wrap around your throat just as it had earlier.
You screamed, but another hand came up to cover your mouth, muffling any whimpers and noises you let out. Through your anger, you could not remember to think about how your dress was now thoroughly soaked through.
âMmph . . . !âÂ
His face tilted downwards despite your struggles, and his lips whispered into your ear, his breath fanning hot air against your skin that left you with a strange tingling sensation.
âYou never stop complaining, do you? You want to know why I left? Without explaining? Has it ever occured to you that, maybe I wanted you to truly hate me, after all, so the potential news of my death wouldnât affect you? You make me out to be an animal, but even the gods know Iâm not heartless.â You could practically hear his eye rolling. âCâmon, wifey, donât you know, Iâve no need for another wife when Iâve already gotten my hands on a goddess right here. A goddess, that just so happens to be the worldâs biggest bitch.âÂ
You struggled against Sukuna, your legs kicking and splashing in the water as your nails clawed at tattooed biceps. âMmph! MmmâMmph . . . !âÂ
His left hand released your neck, but he didnât let up on your mouth. âI only took the match because I was bored. Truly. Wanted to taste blood. But, what would you know about that? Youâre an angel.â His voice was mocking, and dripped with malice. You shivered.
You gasped, desperate for air, when Sukuna finally removed his hand off your mouth, but your relief was short-lived when he tore the fabric off your body in one swift tear.
âWhat?â he asked, jeeringly, when you looked at him in confusion. âWeâre already in the baths, might as well undress, too.â
The water was only up to your belly button, and a shiver ran up your spine from the low temperatures of the room. Sukuna, however, was like a walking, talking bonfire; he literally emitted heat.
Your nipples hardened from the air, and you squirmed around on Sukunaâs lap, growing uncomfortable. âYou . . .â
âWhatâs the matter, honey?â He feigned concern, cooing. âFeeling pity? Gonna admit your mistakes?â
âIââ
He cut you off. âLet your body do the talking, and maybe Iâll find the heart to forgive you.â
Sukunaâs hands trailed down to your chest as he spoke, cold fingers going up to grope and pinch and tweak at your hardened nipples with each syllable he uttered. It sent a shock through your body, and you bit your hand to keep quiet.
âO-Oh, my . . . Nngh . . .â You mewled and twitched uncontrollably.
You didnât know how much you loved the feeling of Sukunaâs hands fondling the mounds of your tits until you met your husband, and even then, he reminded you almost every day.
âYeah? Does that feel good?â he asked, voice full of sarcasm. âWhat I fuckinâ thought, you whore. So needy and bitchy, all for some dick, arenât you.â
Sukuna continued his assault on your buds, pulling and tugging at your nipples like it was childâs play. You arched your back at the stimulating sensation, your core growing warm from his fingers alone as you continued to attempt suppressing your noise with a fist in your mouth.
âHahh, IâSukuna . . . Mmph! you . . . You bastard.âÂ
You pressed your naked thighs together, your own hand flying in-between to apply pressure to your clit; your orgasm soon hit you like a chariot. The friction newly added was more than enough to finally throw you over the edge as you came from solely Sukuna playing with your tits, groping and squeezing like they were mere toys.
âFuck, wifey. Making a mess from only my hands? Maybe I have been depriving you.â
Your release dripped all over your hands, and Sukuna brought your fingers to his mouth, sucking the juices off like wine. His lips made squelching noises around the bodily fluids, and you couldnât help the moan that left you as you felt the warm wetness of the sensation.
âSukuna . . .â you whined, eyes growing teary with need.
âIâll give it to you soon enough, princess. Quit your nagging,â was the reply that came, whilst Sukuna refused to let go of your fingers, even going as far as biting on them, leaving a clearly indented mark of his teeth on the skin, before finally releasing your hand from his grasp, and wiping his mouth clean of your slick.
Sukunaâs muscles were toned, abs flexing, and skin tanned from the ever-so cruel sun that shone down on the people of the empire. Even if his hold on you was gentle, his distribution of strength was enough to make it seem otherwise. That was made quite clear when he decided to abruptly cut your bliss short by lifting up your thighs by the backs of your knees, pinning them to position by your ears.
Legs spread, pussy weeping, back arched; you looked a mess. If that wasnât humiliating enough, your hair was disheveled, body marked up with teeth marks from previous nights, and you could do nothing but claw and scratch at Sukunaâs arms. But, hot mess aside, (or not), you looked nothing short of a damn feast in Sukunaâs eyes.
Whimpering, mewling, and crying out, your ass was sat on Sukunaâs bare lap and the only thing running through your mind was your insatiable lust for being ruined by the brute you called your husband.
True to his word, Sukuna lifted your ass up with ease, before bringing you back down, practically smashing you onto his cock with one rough thrust. His tip pierced your cervix without fail, kissing all your sweet spots like habit.
It had been seven days. Seven, fucking, days without this man. And the first thing he did was fuck you like he meant to break you.
All the wind was knocked out of your throat as he continued to mercilessly slam his hips up into yours, bouncing you up and down without abandon whilst he kept your legs spread in the air.
The two of you had never tried this position before, but, gods, were you thankful for having done so. From this angle Sukunaâs cock reached areas deeper within your cunt than ever before, and with your thighs separated, it was significantly easier for Sukuna to fully bottom out before thrusting his entire length and girth back in, fucking you through the tears that fell and the sobs that left your lips from the constant thrusts, and bounces, and the frequent feeling of his hips pistoning against yours.
âAwh, donât tell me my sweet wife is crying.âÂ
You nodded weakly, hiccuping, completely delirious.
âShame. Your tears will only make it worse,â he said, darkly, wetting your skin even further as he licked a stripe up your cheek, ridding you of the tears that fell from your eyes.
Throughout all of Sukunaâs rough fucking, you came multiple times, his cock filling you with warm seed up to the brim. Eyes rolling into the back of your head, thighs shaking, pussy squirting all over, and lips quivering; but not once, never in any of those times, did he stop for you to catch your breath and regain your composure. He fucked you through every orgasm and continued to the next and the next.
Water splashed all around your naked bodies, and you couldnât tell if you were more wet from the pounding of Sukunaâs cock, or from the pool you two were currently in.
Your skin was warm, wet, and glistening with sweat.
Behind you, you could hear Sukunaâs jagged breathing and, every so often, his grunts. The man wasnât a very vocal one, but he never tried hiding his moans and groans, per se. He had no shame in whining in your ear from how tight your walls clenched down on his cock, and definitely wasnât afraid of whimpering from the feeling of your ass grinding down on his chest, your slick dribbling down his naked abdomen.
âAhh . . . ! AhhâNnghh . . . !âÂ
âMmm . . . unghh . . .âÂ
âHahh, o-ohh . . . !âÂ
Sounds of cries and plap, plap, plaps! filled the bathing quarters, and your cheeks warmed from the embarrassingly lewd noises the two of you made. That, and the feeling of veins on Sukunaâs cock twitching and sliding up and down and in and out of your weeping cunt had your eyes rolling backwards and your toes curling with the coming of an orgasm.
âNow, hahh, you gonna tell me why there was a man in my estate?â Sukuna managed to ask you, whilst he kept his cock ramming your poor, used pussy, lips of which were puffy and erect with need.
âW-What? Why are youââ
âAsking that?â he cut you off, finishing your sentence. âDunno, maybe because my wife was home-fucking-alone with the dirty bastard.âÂ
His cock twitched inside of you, and you clawed at Sukunaâs biceps as he spoke. It seemed that, with every second the two of you spent speaking about the man who was in your home, Sukuna grew more and more frustrated, his thrusts turning out clumsy and sloppy and rough.
âI . . . I t-told you already, Sukuna,â you whined, stuttering from his thrusts. âHe was just keeping me company, I . . . unghh, swear.â
âOnly keeping you company?â
You nodded profusely, your voice growing weak from Sukunaâs cock repeatedly hitting your sweet spot. âS-Swear. Hahh, I . . . ahh . . . mmph! I swearâI swear.â
âYeah? You swear?â
âM-Mhmm . . . Gods, please, Sukuna, o-ohh! gods, I need to cum. I need to cum!â
âWhy not, go on, then. Cum all you want on your husbandâs cock. Yeahh, atta girl. Shit, youâre fucking milking me dry, arenât you. Want my seed so bad, donât you? Want me to fuck my kid into you?â
You mewled, music to Sukunaâs ears as every last drop of cum fell from your cunt, coating his dick with your fluids whilst the two of you rode out your highs. Your walls were painted white with Sukunaâs seed, filling you to the hilt as he kept his cock buried in your warm, wet cunt. Yeah, this one would surely takeâSukuna would make sure of that.
After all, this was bound to happen.
eat me whole
đYandere!Hawks | Keigo Takami x F!Readerđ
4.2k words
A commission for @yanyansnack
Summary:
Youâre just trying to play some Animal Crossing. Unfortunately, your captor has issues with that. Itâs totally not like he caused the problem in the first place.
TWs for: Noncon/Dubcon | Rape
Tags:
Quarantine vibes, anal, assplay- the ass gets fingered, tom nook comes FIRST, loss of anal virginity, orgasm denial, power struggles, thank you for commissioning me! â€ïž
(A/N): later than expected but thank you for being patient with me bro
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You can see him over the top of your Switch, looking apprehensively at your curled-up form. Cornered against the sofa armrest, you decide to ignore him and hope he goes away.
âIâm beginning to regret buying you that thing, you know.â Keigo proclaims, arms folded. Without his hero getup he looks unfamiliar, bearing far too much casualness than you were ever comfortable with. Youâre so used to him coming home and skipping the middleman by changing into pyjamas straight away. But today is one of his first days off in quite a while, allowing him the chance to wear something normal. You wish he was at work. Itâs nicer having the apartment to yourself.
In response, you give a brief hum and continue to gather wood. After all, there are more important things to address: you owe Tom Nook so much money.
âDonât you want to do something with me today, baby? Youâve been good. We can go outside, if youâd like..?â
âItâs okay.â
He frowns.
You havenât really been behaving on purpose, youâve just been preoccupied. Countless hours of Animal Crossing have resulted in you staying quiet when he attempts to cuddle you, awkwardly wrapping his arms around your body whilst trying his best to not obstruct the screen. Heâd make occasional comments on what you were doing but had never watched you play long enough to understand the game itself.
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Summary: The new hire youâre supposed to be training at your office job is a little too attached for his own goodâŠor yours. [Part 2]
A/N: Someone requested yandere Tendou and I was like !!! However when I wrote it, it turned out kinda long so I split it into 2 parts; Iâll answer the req when I post part 2. Anyway Iâm obsessed with the concept of salaryman Tendou, please enjoy!
Tags/warnings: yandere, timeskip (Tendou is 22-23 in this), workplace/office setting, liberal use of âsenpaiâ, alcohol, Tendouâs crackhead energy is toned down a little bit because of the setting [In part 2: smut, 18+]
You donât really like Tendou when you first meet him.
Your first impression when your boss introduces the new employee is that heâs all talk and no substance. Heâs been hired fresh out of university, and heâs got the stink of a former frat boy all over himâthat baseless enthusiasm, chaotic goodwill and arrogance mixed together. That might have been your type when you were still sucking down cheap keg beer from red solo cups, but youâre two years into your career as a real grown-up adult now, and the cockiness that radiates off Tendou in waves is justâŠannoying.
Unfortunately, when your boss tells you to take the newbie under your wing, train him, and be his mentor, itâs not a request. Itâs a demand. So you decide to suck it up. If youâre going to have to spend every second at the office with Tendou trailing after you like a baby duck, you may as well get used to him.
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Title: Domesticated.
Commissioned by the very lovely, very inspired @elsecrytt.
Pairing: Yandere!Satan x Reader (Obey Me).
Word Count: 7.0k.
TW: Dub/Con & Non/Con, AFAB!Reader, Reader Is Straight Up A Bad Person In This One, Toxic Relationships, Semi-Public Sex, Bondage, Oral Sex, Overstimulation, Coercion, Prolonged Grooming, Mentions of Blood and Violence, Slight Stalking, and Obsessive Behavior. Dead Dove: Do Not Eat.
You were the first one to find Satan.
It wasnât difficult. Youâd been around long enough at that point to know that the birth of a demon was a strange, spontaneous thing; loud and wild, often accompanied by pillars of flame and always violent enough to leave the earth scarred in its wake. While his brothers fell from paradise like stars displaced from their heavens, you followed the cloud of smoke rising from the wasteland that made up the Devildomâs outskirts, tracked the scent of cedar and ivy and sulfur until you found him, seething in a crater of his own creation, freshly charred feathers still littered around him as he lashed out blindly, his aggression without a target but no less volatile for its aimlessness. He was bare save for the ash smeared across his pale skin, and you could make out a lashing tail behind him, a pair of curling horns sprouting from his waist-length hair, a pair of cat-like pawed feet heâd grow out of in a few weeks â all the same shade of black as the obsidian that surrounded him and tipped with a green you could only compare to the color of toxic waste, to the kind of emerald shine an insect might wear to let you know it was venomous. Every part of him practically glowed with rage. If youâd been aware of which throne he would take after he and his brothers found their footing in their new realm in that moment, you wouldâve thought it was fitting.
In short, he was beautiful. Awe-inspiringly, breath-takingly beautiful.
And you were never the kind of person who could resist beautiful things.
Carefully, with dampened footsteps and a preference for the shadows, you edged closer to him, never letting Satan leave your peripheral. You were still a hundred or so feet away when he snapped toward you, pointed teeth already bared and curved talons poised to attack. You couldnât be sure how lucid he was, but whatever happened to be running through that empty mind of his, it wasnât enough to stop him from snarling at you, from hunching his back and digging his claws into the ground and charging, intent on tearing anything he saw apart before his anger could cool. Elation overwhelmed you. You felt the corners of your lips curl upward as he lunged, your heart practically beating through your chest as his lithe body streaked through the flame-tinged moonlight, as you took in the rabid creature that would be your end. There were sixty feet between you, then forty, and thenâ
And then, something dark and terrible descended from the clouded sky, tackling Satan and pinning him to the ground. Lucifer, you discovered, once the dust cleared and you could make out his face, his wings (lesser by two and painted the color of impurity, you noted with a not inconsiderable sense of satisfaction). You didnât wait for him to notice you. Slipping back into the shadows of the wasteland, you stole one more glance toward Satan only to find his attention still fixed on you, unwavering despite his new guardian. Your eyes met his, and without hesitation, you spared him a smile. Of course, he didnât return the gesture, but you didnât mind.
You slipped into the night, already dreaming of the day youâd see him again.
~
By the second time you got so close to Satan, heâd already gained a reputation of his own.
You couldnât say you werenât proud. His anger cooled in the months after his conception, and he found a place among his brothers who, in turn, established themselves in the Devildomâs admittedly lax hierarchy of power and pleasure and all the many things that thrived when given reprieve from the harsh light of the sun. You kept your distance. As greedy as you were, you knew better than to get involved with people who knew better than to get involved with you.
Instead, you watched from the crowd as Satan grew into his rank, as the more untamed parts of his demonic nature fell away and he came to resemble something⊠cleaner, something less animalistic. You didnât care for the change, but still, you kept track of him. What could you say? Even polished, he was still a gem worth keeping an eye on.
Your dutifulness was rewarded, too. Or, that was what you told yourself, at least, as you picked the lock on the door of the lecture hall where heâd thrown his latest fit, where itâd taken Mammon and Beelzebubâs joint strength to restrain him. You let your fingertips graze past overturned tables and side-stepped the shattered remains of shattered chalkboards and wooden chairs, taking in the proof of his untamed rage as you approached him. Heâd been restrained, left to fester in his wrath until he was calm enough to deal with properly. Silver chains adorned with hundreds upon thousands of archaic runes kept him bound to a marble pillar near the center of the classroom, his arms trapped against his side and his more demonic features still on full display, much to your delight.
Despite having been on his own for a few hours, now, his rage had yet to die down. His fangs were still bared, his claws still biting into his own palms, his thorned tail still lashing back and forth behind his back like that of some starving wildcat, agitated that its quarry had been taken away. He only had a fraction of the wild radiance youâd been so captivated by during your first encounter, but still, you found yourself grinning. Even diluted, he was still beautiful.
This time, you didnât have to mind your distance. You came to a stop less than a full armâs length in front of him, ducking slightly when the point of his tail made a jab at your throat. âItâs alright, princess,â you started, keeping your voice low, your tone light. Like you were trying to soothe a wild animal â which, to be fair, wasnât exactly not what you were doing. âIâm not here to hurt you. I just wanted to see that pretty face again.â
He really was so unlike he had been, the first time youâd met. There was a flicker of recognition in those burning eyes, a slight change to his posture. He pressed his back against the pillar, squaring his shoulders as his rabid snarl dulled into a thin scowl. His tail continued to thrash and writhe, but he didnât try to go for your throat again. âI donât need your help.â
âI wasnât going to make an offer.â His eyes narrowed, and you held his piercing gaze for a second, then another, before allowing your attention to drift lower. Surprisingly, his uniform hadnât been damaged during his rampage, only displaced; his shirt missing a few buttons where heâd torn at the collar, the jacket he always let hang open pushed so far back, it now threatened to fall from his shoulders altogether. What you were looking for lied lower, though â in the unnatural creases and unusual tautness of his pants. It was a common (albeit, no less embarrassing) side-effect of supernatural creatures giving into their true nature, especially for younger demons who never learned how to control their more primal instincts. He probably knew that, but you doubted he knew how to take care of it, just yet. Especially with his older brothers still learning how to handle their own sinful impulses. âI mean, I would be willing to give you a hand, if you need one,â you went on, nodding to his painfully hard cock. âBut, if youâd rather seethe and growl in an empty classroom until one of your brothers comes back for youâŠâ
You held up your hands, moving to turn on your heel and leave him alone with his anger, but Satanâs eyes widened, straining against his bondage as he lurched forward, practically drooling at the first hint of fresh blood. âYou⊠you can do something about that?â
The muted excitement in his voice gave away his eagerness, his desperation. You let out a breath of a laugh, taking half a step closer, testing the boundaries before trying to catch such an active spark in your hands. When he didnât immediately lunge at you, you brought a hand up, cupping his cheek and running your thumb over his jaw. âOf course,â you said, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. As if he was the foolish one for being stupid enough to doubt you. âBut only if you ask me to. Iâm not going out of my way to help someone whoâs going to tear my throat out as soon as Iâm done.â
And, even then, you couldâve been persuaded to lay back and let him have his way with you if he begged prettily enough. Luckily, he was already distracted, already leaning into your touch and staring up at you with a new kind of reverence. He couldnât have known he was doing it â his pride wouldnât have allowed him to. As far as you could tell, this was all instinct. âDo it.â
You sighed, shaking your head. âYouâll have to do better than that, princess.â
He was quiet for a moment, then another. âPlease,â he spat, finally, as if the word burnt his tongue. âPlease, help me get rid of it.â
âNo oneâs going to want to do anything with you if you use that tone.â And yet, you stepped forward, resting one hand on his shoulder while the other dropped to the tent in his pants, to his cock. You ground your palm against his shaft through the thick material, and Satan grit his teeth. He didnât know much, but he knew enough not to debase himself so willingly in front of you. âYouâre lucky Iâm such a bleeding heart. Otherwise, I wouldâve left you here to suffer minutes ago.â
You watched him try to fight it, clenching his eyes shut as he braced himself, putting more effort into limiting his reactions now than heâd ever spared for his temper tantrums. With deft hands and saliva already pooling below your tongue, you shifted his pants down just far enough to free his cock â hard enough to press into his stomach. Like everything else about him, it was beautiful â pale but not ghastly, visibly veined but not overly defined, the head tinted a deep shade of pink you didnât know youâd held such a fondness for, before you saw it on him. It was already leaking, too â pearls of precum dripping down his length and smearing against your skin as you wrapped your fist around the shaft and pumped lazily, playing indifferent to the way he bucked and writhed underneath you. âThis,â you started, slowly, âis called a handjob. You can do it yourself, too, but itâs not as good. Youâll probably just end up making it worse.â
You swiped your thumb over his leaking tip, and he gasped, pressing himself flush against the marble pillar. You heard his restraints rattle and tightened your grip just enough to distract him, to give him something better to think about than getting away. âPay attention, âcause youâre going to have to return the favor. Thatâs how this kind of thing works â I help you, then you help me.â
He nodded, sucking in a shaky breath. He wasnât the brightest thing youâd ever come across, but he still mightâve proven himself to be a dutiful-enough student. âA h-handjob.â
âGood boy.â You teased the head of his cock by way of reward, then ground the heel of your palm into his base as a punishment for making you wait. When you were sure the lesson had sunk in, you took to jerking him off in earnest, taking on a pace just on the brink of satisfying and drinking in the little, stuttering moans that dripped past his lips in response. When his legs started to buckle, you worked a knee between his thighs and slotted your chest against his, staring up at him with as much adoration as someone like you could lend to something like him. You felt his cock twitch in your hand, heard his breathing turn raspy and shallow, and without warning, you pulled away, removing yourself from him completely.
He let out a desperate whine, the embodiment of pitiful. With an airy chuckle, you lowered yourself onto your knees, letting your hands fall to his waist. âThis oneâs a blowjob,â you muttered, just barely loud enough to be audible. He mightâve been a mediocre student, but you were an excellent teacher â always striving to fill curious minds with as much applicable knowledge as you could. âSome people call it oral sex, too. Youâll like it even more.â
His voice was so weak, so prone to cracking and breaking that in another world, it couldâve been cute. ââŠsex?â
âWeâll get to that later.â You pressed a fleeting kiss into his hip. âJust pay attention to me, for now.â
He really was lucky to have you. Anyone else might not have been able to handle how roughly he thrust into your mouth as soon as youâd taken the leaking head onto your tongue, might not have been willing to put up with his insatiable desire to bury himself in your throat â unaware or uncaring of your desire to breathe. You were patient, though, and strict, eager to swallow him down as deeply as you were able to before pulling back, pinning his hips down, and running the flat of your tongue up the sensitive underside of his cock. Whatever well of self-control heâd been using to bite back his pathetic little noises had clearly run dry. He moaned unabashedly, throwing his head forward and shuddering. His tail lashed out, his body determined to protect itself where his mind was unable to, but you didnât pull away as it curled around your arm, didnât waver as its curved thorns shredded your sleeve and sunk into your skin. Rather, you groaned around him, savoring the pure heat dripping down your arm, the way his agony seemed to drive itself under your flesh and make a home there. It was an overdue paradise, one that paled in comparison to what you couldâve had if Lucifer hadnât interrupted you on that first night. You tried to treasure it all the same.
You fell into a steady rhythm quickly, no longer in the mood to tease him. You kept your eyes open as you bobbed your head, fixed to his flushed cheeks, his pained expression, the way he couldnât seem to decide whether he wanted to shrink into himself or struggle against his restraints. âStop, Iââ He cut himself off with another moan, a quick jerk of his head to the side. As if there was anything he could do to hide from you, in a state like this. âThereâs something wrong withââ
âYouâre going to cum,â you corrected, pulling off of him just far enough to speak. With your lips still pressed against the head of his cock, you added, âThat means you want me to keep going.â
If he had any mind to protest, he wasnât able to put his complaints into words. Instead, all he managed to spit out was a fractured sob as you felt him throb against your tongue, as he came undone in your mouth. You milked him for all you had, pumping a fist over his shaft as he clumsily fucked your throat, his inexperience shining through once his inhibitions had been thoroughly pushed to the wayside. When you were sure youâd gotten everything out of him that you could, when your senses had been overwhelmed by the heady taste of him and the proof of your labor sat heavy in the pit of your stomach, you drew back, pushing yourself to your feet and taking in what youâd done to him. He was a mess, his face red and damp with sweat, emerald scales visible just underneath the collar of his shirt. With a slight smile, you fished something out of your pocket â a small, silver cage that youâd liberated from a succubusâ locker about an hour prior, when you heard Satan had lost his temper yet again. It fit the base of his cock as if itâd been made for him â pressing flush against his skin as it snapped into place with a satisfying click. When you were done, you pushed a kiss into the corner of his lips before stepping back.
 âWhen that starts to get uncomfortable,â you started, grinning. âCome and find me.â
You didnât give him a chance to protest before slipping away, leaving him panting and half-dressed for someone more tender-hearted to take care of.
~
He made it three weeks before seeking you out. An impressive lapse, considering heâd been hard again by the time you left that classroom.
This time, you made an effort to keep your distance. No more trailing behind him as he walked with his brothers or standing on the outskirts of the crowd as he picked a fight with yet another low-ranking demon â no, what he needed from you now was separation, the time it would take for him to think to look for you in his peripheral and then, later on, to convince himself the pleasure you could give him was worth the blow itâd deal to his ego. Youâd started to lose hope by the time bridged the gap at one of Lord Diavoloâs frequent balls, thrown to celebrate Satan and his brothers ascending to the rank of Avatar. No one could seem to remember there ever being a rank by that name before their arrival, but legislation was for the Celestial Realm. Citizens of the Devildom were always more than happy to sample their princeâs generosity, regardless of the occasion.
Youâd just finished slipping a stunning silver ring off of a witchâs finger and onto your own when he found you, red-faced and visibly out of breath, as if heâd just run from one side of the castle to the other. You grinned, moving to speak, but he clearly didnât have an interest in whatever you mightâve said; taking hold of your arm and dragging you out of the main ballroom by way of greeting. You made no effort to resist. Struggling was for people who wanted to run, people whoâd lost control and needed to be somewhere else. You, on the other hand, couldnât imagine being anywhere but here.
You let haul you down a dimly lit hallway and through a simple wooden door â almost meager, by the princeâs standards. It was a storage closet, as far as you could tell, the shelves stocked with miscellaneous supplies and the light limited to what little could flood through the gaps between the doorframe after Satan slammed it behind him. You didnât mind it, but you wouldâve preferred something a little brighter. You wouldâve preferred to have him on a podium, underneath a spotlight, where you could see every last inch of his perfect body. You wouldâve preferred to have him on a stage, posed to your preference for the approval of an eager audience. Youâd always been charitable, like that.
But, you couldnât linger on how you wouldâve liked him when you already had him right in front of you. As soon as heâd ensured you were alone, he was scrambling to find your hand in the darkness, to press your palm into the outline of his throbbing cock and whine Ââ a sound itâd taken him minutes to make, the first time you were alone together. âI canât take it off, andâand it hurts.â His speech was frantic, disjointed, prone to slipping and tripping over itself between coherent words. You couldnât imagine how heâd spent the past few weeks. Even his brothers wouldâve noticed something was wrong, if he was always this worked up. âThe cage burns when I touch it, and it wonât stop leakingââ
âAh, ah, thatâs enough.â The saint that you were, you chose to put him out of his misery sooner rather than later. âWhy donât you show me the problem?â
At that, he froze up, his neediness momentarily overwhelmed by pure, unadulterated shame. His fangs caught on his bottom lip as he looked away from you and towards himself, his hands shaking ever-so-slightly as he brought them to the button of his adorably uncharacteristic dress pants. His brothers mustâve picked out his clothes â partially, at least. You didnât know whether to be amused or endeared by the fact that he wasnât quite ready to make decisions for himself, just yet.
Under your instruction, he stripped quickly, the pieces of his suit falling away until he was left exposed in front of you, dressed only in your last gift to him. Speaking of â his cage was⊠stranger than youâd remembered it bring, the silver bars pulsing with a dull violet glow. A lasting enchantment, you figured. You shouldâve expected as much from something youâd snagged from a succubus, those freaks.
You ran a finger over the curved spine, taking a long moment to appreciate the craftsmanship before you turned your attention back to the source of Satanâs suffering: his cock, already hard and, like heâd said, already leaking. You probably shouldâve been more selective when it came to how you restrained him. The flesh of his shaft strained painfully against the bars of his cage, the tip already drooling enough pre-cum to smear on your palm and pool on the floor in between his legs. The poor thing looked nearly suffocated â pale and ever so slightly discolored, sensitive enough to twitch and send a rough shudder up the length of Satanâs spine as you ran your thumb over what little of the underside remained exposed. He only had himself to blame, really. If heâd only swallowed his pride and come to you earlier, he wouldnât need your help so badly now.
He wouldnât need to prove that he deserved your help, after ignoring you for so many weeks.
âPoor baby,â you half-cooed, taking his face in your hands and pressing a lingering kiss into his forehead. âI shouldâve known you wouldnât be able to take something so difficult so soon. Iâm sorry for making you suffer, like this.â
Immediately, you felt him stiffen. You could only hope it was a habit heâd never grow out of. You couldnât imagine a version of Satan who was driven by anything other than the ongoing, everlasting need to prove himself and, when that failed, tear down everything that could claim he hadnât. âIâm fine,â he said, as if he hadnât been on the verge of tears only a second ago. âI could take this and more, if I needed to. Itâs justâ you said I would need to find you, eventually, and I wanted to get it over with beforeââ
âThatâs enough.â You were sure he wouldâve gone on for the next century if you let him, but you werenât really interested in what he had to say. Not while he was so put-together, at least. âDo you want my help or not?â
He mightâve been a bad liar, but to his credit, he wasnât delusional. Shakily, he nodded, keeping his lips pursed and his eyes pleading.
âIs that all youâre going to give me to work with?â
ââŠplease.â He was more hesitant than heâd been the first time, but not quite so acidic, not quite so aggressive. He was begging, now, and you could never seem to turn away those in-need. âIâll do anything.â
You sighed, the gesture airy and drawn-out. Eventually, when it seemed like his already-tenuous patience was starting to thin, you let your touch fall away from him altogether. âWhy donât you get on your knees?â
His expression fell â not so much disappointed as he was confused. âHow will thatââ
âI have other things to do tonight.â An expectant smile, a nod towards the floor. âI canât help me if you donât help me too, Satan.â
The weight of his given name seemed to do the trick. Slowly, his movements stilted and reluctant, he lowered himself onto his knees, his eyes quickly falling away from yours and find a home in his lap. You were glad youâd chosen to wear what you had â making quick work of the sashing binding your robes together and discarding your panties while Satan watched out of the corner of his eye, too embarrassed to stare but too curious not to look. You were tempted to take him by the hair, to find something to wrap around his neck and pull it tighter and tighter until he was exactly where you wanted him to be, but you couldnât let yourself be so selfish. You couldnât let yourself forget to take care of him â even if you could justify putting it off until heâd taken care of you.
With little warning, you brought up a foot and ground the toe of your heeled shoe into the shaft of his caged cock. He hissed, throwing his head forward and shrinking into himself, shrinking against you; his chest pressing into your thigh as he bucked mindlessly against your foot, the lewd act coming to him more naturally than you ever couldâve dreamed. Now, you raked your fingers through his hair, jerking him upward and guiding his mouth to your cunt. His eyes widened, a surprised grunt slipping out of some vulnerable pocket of his chest, but you held him in place. âRemember what I showed you last time?â
He hesitated, but not for very long. There was a slight lapse, a pause as he tried to bridge the gap between your anatomy and his, but after a moment of scraping your dull nails over his scalp, of grinning down at him with as much love and patience as you could muster, he let his eyes fall shut and opened his mouth, his tongue darting part his lips and lapping tentatively over your slit. His next swipe was a touch more confident, and the same went for the one after that, and the one after that. A slight groan bubbled up from the base of his throat, his hands coming to rest on your thighs â his curved talons biting shallowly into your skin. You embraced the spark of pain without complaint. As if you had the heart to interrupt such a valuable learning moment.
It was slow work â as sloppy as it was messy, his enthusiasm barely managing to overshadow his inexperience. You couldnât tell how much of it was on purpose, if he meant to grind the bridge of his nose against your clit, if there was any rhyme or rhythm to how he drew his tongue over your entrance, but it was savage enough, animalistic enough to draw a shallow moan from your lips, to earn the flattened edge of your heel ground against his cock. It took ages for his tongue to slip into you, the tapered point curling and probing against the walls of your cunt. He was lucky to have been born such a rabid creature, to have been gifted such a pretty face. Otherwise, he wouldnât be worth a minute of your time.
It was a good effort, but it wasnât enough. With a sharp jerk to his hair, you pulled him away from you and threw him to the ground, his pointed talons leaving a row of raised skin in their wake. With a startled expression and a fog over his eyes, he blinked up at you, barely bothering to try and push himself up before you brought your heel down on his chest and pushed him flush against the floor. âStay down.â You flashed him a smile, trying to pretend you meant for it to be comforting. âDonât you trust me?â
He didnât answer. You didnât wait for him to, shedding your robes completely and straddling his waist. His prep work had been⊠minimalistic, to put it kindly, but youâd never been one to back down from a challenge. You met his eyes, holding his half-lidded gaze as you wrapped your hand around his cock and pulled his cage away as easily as if itâd never been there at all.
You took slow, agonizing seconds to line him up with your entrance, rolling your hips to spread his precum over your slit. He let out a slight whimper, then managed to find his voice. âWhat⊠what are doing?â
âI think Iâve already told you about this one,â you said, your smile now genuine. âWeâre going to make love, princess.â
In your own defense, you gave him a chance to protest, to complain, to throw you off of him and rejoin his brothers in the princeâs ballroom. You waited a second, then another, and when he failed to do anything more than stare up at you with that pleading expression, you lowered yourself onto him, only stopping when you were sure heâd bottomed out.
You were able to bite back your voice, but Satan wasnât so skilled when it came to hiding his reactions. His body went stiff underneath yours, his eyes falling shut as a sinful moan trickled past his lips. You heard his breath hitch, felt his cock twitch, and then he was coming undone inside of you, likely marking the first time heâd cum inside of anyone, because of anything but your mouth. You couldnât help but laugh, drinking in his fractured whines as you started moving, rolling your hips and grinding against him, riding him properly â not that heâd know the difference. âS-stop,â he managed, though little pained noises and blissful gasps. âItâ It hurtsââ
Overstimulation, clearly. It was amazing, how sensitive a demon so ferocious could be. âYouâll like it once you calm down. Just try to tough it out for me, alright?â With one hand on his chest, you let the other slip between your legs and to your clit, sorely neglected by his earlier guesswork. âIâve made you cum⊠how many times now? Twice? I think I get to take a little something for myself.â
If he was capable of responding, he didnât seem to think it was worth the effort. Instead, he only collapsed underneath you, his talons scraping against the stone floor and his point fangs biting at his own lips while you used his cock as your own, personal toy; as something to be played with but otherwise left on the outskirts of your consideration. While he mightâve been willing to fuck anything you put in front of him, you held yourself to higher standards, seeking out whatever made heat pool in your core and that aching knot in the pit of your stomach draw itself that much tighter with a refined sense of determination. Youâd known how pretty he was, but there was a different kind of beauty to the way he looked writhing below you, to the pitiful sounds he made every time you clenched around him or moved in a way that threatened to milk his cock â still hard, despite his whining, still needy â dry. It was clumsy, little more than reflex winning over dower rationality, but he tried to move his hips in time with yours, to seek out the heat of your cunt whenever you threatened to pull away and abandon him completely. Not that you were going to. As pathetic as his sensitivity was, you werenât much better â the anticipation youâd built up in his absence more than enough to make up for his inexperience. Your climax rolled over you in thick, lethargic waves, dimming the edges of your vision and pulling a raspy, vaguely humored gasp from somewhere deep in your chest. It wasnât much, but it was enough. Youâd make him keep going until he gave you something better, next time.
Tonight, though, you had better things to do than babysit. With a shallow inhale and a moment taken to compose yourself, you pulled away from him and pushed yourself to your feet. Satan let out a displeased growl, loud enough and deep enough to rattle off the walls of the storage closet, but you shut him up quickly, pressing the sole of your boot into his shaft and rocking with just enough force to leave him spilling ropes of thick, ivory cum on his stomach, the evidence of his depravity left splattered against the pale skin of his midriff and the dark leather of your shoes. He moved to grab your ankle, to keep you that much closer to him for that much longer, but you pulled back, straightening yourself and shrugging your robes back on while Satan watched you, his eyes glassy and his fangs bared. âMaybe, next time, youâll be able to take the lead,â you wondered aloud, then laughed. âWouldnât count on it, though. I think youâre cuter when you donât have to think for yourself.â
You could still feel his eyes burning into you as you slipped back into the castle.
~
He started asking you to meet him in the House of Lamentation, after that. You told him you didnât have a problem with empty classrooms and storage closets, but he insisted. You werenât surprised. Just as he was learning that he would have to be well-behaved for you, you were starting to realize that youâd have to be gentler than anticipated with him.
Thatâs what you were doing now â being gentle. The collar wrapped around his neck was loose and lightweight, the leash that connected his throat to your hand allowed to fall lax for the moment, at least until the next time he did something that you would need to. Youâd even let him take charge, laying back while he buried his face between your thighs, a skill he was eager to hone after you admitted his natural talent left more than a little to be desired. He was making progress, too. Heâd learned to bite back his pride while he lapped over your cunt and pushed aimless patterns into your clit, spurred on by every twitch and moan he could draw out of you. There was a pillow between his legs, something soft and pliable he could grind against while he took care of you, but the thin golden ring sitting at the base of his cock made sure he wouldnât have his fun before you had yours. This one wasnât enchanted (youâd been tempted, but magic could be fickle and you didnât want to bring an arcane locksmith into your time with him), but it worked well enough, and heâd never really gotten the hang of taking care of himself. To be fair, that was something he didnât have to learn. He had you to dote on him, and you werenât going anywhere. Not for a few hours, at least.
His hand curled around your hips, spreading you open further as the tapered end of his tongue lavished your clit, his drool mixing with your slick and staining the inside of your thighs. You let your eyes fall shut, using your legs to pull him closer as you bucked into his mouth and used his tongue to nurse yourself through your climax, only letting him go when the first pangs of overstimulation began to set in. Even without your encouragement, he didnât go far. You felt the mattress shift, sensed his body on top of yours, and then, his mouth was crashing into your own, his kiss all teeth and tongue and violent lust. Within seconds, you could taste your blood on his lips, make out the little, airy noises only partially muffled by your connection. You couldâ
Your fist was crashing into his cheek before you had time to think, to stop yourself. Your knuckles caught his jaw with enough force to pry him off of you and leave him on the floor, still sitting up but visibly folded into himself. You cursed under your breath, your eyes only flitting to the door once before you lowered yourself to the ground beside him. There was a half-hearted snarl, but it died in his throat as soon as you were close enough to cup his cheek. You let out a softened coo as you pulled him close, pressing a fleeting kiss into his forehead. âAh, I know, I know.â Another kiss, this one to the bruise forming along his jaw. Your remorse, although left mostly unspoken, was genuine. Anyone wouldâve mourned leaving a mark on such a beautiful face. âAre you hurt?â
âAs if something like that would affect an Avatar.â
As sharp-tongued as he was defensive. You were thankful for his ego-serving tendencies in this moment more than most. With an airy laugh, you strung your arms over his shoulders and let him bury his face in the dip of your shoulder. âJust donât surprise me like that again, alright?â And then, after he managed to nod, âI know youâre strong enough to take it, but itâd break my heart to see you get hurt. Because of something so trivial, especially.â
When he didnât pull away, didnât respond at all, you sighed. âDo you have anything to say to me?â
It was little more than a mumble, spoke just under his breath. âThank you,â he paused, melted that much further into you, âfor taking care of me.â
âGood boy.â
You left a few minutes later, dressed in one of his shirts and little else. For your own peace of mind, you decided not to think about how long itâd been since youâd seen him bury his teeth in anything aside from you.
~
Honestly, itâd been weeks since youâd seen his fangs at all.
Youâd had this problem before. Ever the romantic, your idle mind tended to linger on what couldnât be reclaimed, to drive you towards the pursuit of wild beauty despite knowing that truly untamed things couldnât be found twice, let alone a few times a week, whenever the careful surveillance of his brothers lapsed and Satan could seek you out like some mangy, prowling predator, spurred on by the promise of relief. Really, you wouldâve given up on him after that first encounter, after he failed to sink his claws into your neck, orâ
A ragged grunt drew you out of your thoughts and back into the present moment, back to Satan where he hovered above you. You were in some shadowed tunnel of the catacombs underneath the House of Lamentation, tonight, and youâd been kind enough to let him take charge, to keep your thighs wrapped around his waist as he fucked into you like a trained mutt, rather than the wild animal you were looking for. The stone of the altar heâd laid you over was cool against your skin, his horns pleasantly calloused where your hands were wrapped around them, and yet, your mind still wandered, the feeling of his cock beating against the walls of your cunt numbed by your lack of interest. Satan was less unaffected, his eyes clenching shut as he buckled against you, burying his face in your chest as he pushed open-mouthed kisses into whatever he could reach. It was sickening, the thought that he mightâve wanted you to return such tender affection. It was sickening, the thought that he could be capable of being so banal.
His hips crashed into yours, and you felt his lips turn upward, his cock twitch inside of you. âI thinkââ A pitchy whine, a half-swallowed whimper. âI think Iâm in love with you.â
God. You mightâve been starting to hate him.
You let your hands fall to his shoulders. âDown, boy.â
He shook his head, too lost in his own bliss to listen to you. You scowled, shoving lightly at his chest, attempting more to get his attention than to force him off of you. âDown. Unless you want me to assume youâve forgotten how to be obedient.â
âIâI love you,â he repeated, and then again, âI love you.â One of your legs was forced over his shoulder, his chest pressed almost flush to yours â bending you in half in a way that wouldâve been painful, if youâd been anyone else. You let out a throaty growl, marking the first time youâd stopped to his level, but Satan didnât hesitate, didnât relent, only bowing his head and letting his rhythm deteriorate into something less calculated, less taught. You wouldâve been pleased, if you hadnât been so angry with him. âWeâ Weâre going to be together, and youâre going to be mine, and Iâm going to beââ
You could see tears running down his cheeks, hear his voice shake from something entirely separate from pleasure or desperation. You cursed under your breath, dragging your nails down the length of his spine and clawing at his back with enough force to break the skin, but he didnât seem to notice, didnât seem to mind, to care, to notice.âIâll be yours.â He sounded so pathetically determined, as he thought it would come true if he only spoke loudly enough, if he only fucked you desperately enough. He probably did. Youâd never taught him any better, and you werenât sure he had anyone else who would even know to try. âIâll only be yours.â
You were struggling, now, thrashing underneath him, but he was still an Avatar, still ranks above any station you would ever be able to reach. He held you in a bone-crushing, heart-wrenching embrace; close enough for you to feel his heart beating through his chest, to pick up on the half-muffled sobs catching in his throat. He only pulled away to bring one of his hands up to your jaw, to hold you in place while he pressed his lips against yours in a kiss so soft and so gentle, you wouldâve been tempted to call it loving had it not been so vile.
By the time he drew back, he was smiling, and you couldnât seem to remember why youâd ever thought he could be anything but hideous.
âAnd youâll never have to leave again.â
What better way to ring in the new year than with my favourite, degenerate twins. Happy belated new year, y'all <;33
Miya Osamu x female reader x Miya Atsumu
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tw: extreme dub-con, themes of infidelity, major character death, smut lite, slight gore/violence, somnophilia if you squint, murder, and, as always, yandere themes
The rain comes heavy, soaking the dirt beneath your bare feet.Â
The cotton of your nightgown, drenched, plastered to your skin, does little to keep the chill of the midnight air from seeping into your bones. Raindrops fall from the leaves of the trees above you, dripping onto your shoulder, clinging to the ends of your hair, your eyelashes.Â
In the mountains, away from the city lights, the night glitters with stars, streaks of soft moonlight spilling through the canopy on clear nights. Tonight, though, with the rain clouds looming ominously overhead, thereâs no light beyond the sole beam of torchlight, steadily making its way closer towards you.
Your toes wriggle in the earth. Run.Â
He calls out your name, twigs snapping in the undergrowth behind you.Â
How⊠how did you get out here?Â
The wind picks up, biting at your soaked, exposed skin. You shiver, and he calls your name again. This time you can hear a note of concern â not quite panic, though. Not yet.Â
Run, that quiet voice urges. Â
You take a step. Anotherâ
And the torchlight finds you. Squinting under the sudden bright light shining on your face, thereâs only a sigh, and the beam shifts downwards.
A familiar countenance peers back at you through the rain; dark hair, grey eyes, a strong jaw. Your husband.Â
âYouâre gonna give me a fucking heart attack oneâa these days, sweetheart,â Osamu says, with a wry sort of laugh. âCâmon, letâs getâcha home.â
Holding an umbrella in one hand and the torch in the other, he passes you the latter so that his arm can snake around your middle, tucking you into his side and out of the rain. Unbothered by the dampness of your skin, he presses a kiss to your temple, his thumb rubbing at your side.
â⊠Iâm sorry,â you mumble, âI donât knowâ I donât rememberââ
He squeezes you side, offers you a crooked smile as he helps you back through the trees. Back home. âItâs fine, the Doc said this could happen, remember?âÂ
You do, vaguely. The Doctor had said a lot that day, most of it lost to the ringing in your ears.Â
Neither of you say much as you make the trek back to the house. Thereâs a gentleness to the way he helps you peel off your sodden nightgown, letting the shower heat up before ushering you in.Â
âIâm sorry,â you tell him again, when he passes you the big, fluffy towel to rub yourself dry.Â
Sorry for causing him to worry. Sorry for making him chase after you in the rain in the middle of the night. Sorry that you canât remember what came before, the life you built with him and all the happiness surrounding it.
You feel like a shell, hollow and useless. You donât know why he keeps putting up with it, and somewhere in the back of your mind, a nasty voice whispers that he wonât for much longer.
But Samu just shakes his head with a snort, âDonât be stupid. Youâre my wife, ya donât apologise for anythinâ.â
You muster a weak smile in return, quickly glancing away. Heâs only being polite, you remind yourself, pulling the towel tighter around yourself. Accident or not, none of this is ideal. Itâs been weeks now, and you havenât gotten better. Your memories are still gone, and no one can tell you with any degree of certainty when or if theyâre going to come back, not to mention that tonight officially marks the third time youâve wandered off in your sleep.
What if your memories donât come back? What if you never return to the person you used to be?Â
Before this you had a family, friends, a history. Likes, dislikes, funny stories from your childhood and weird habits. The things that shape who you are from where youâve been. Youâre just supposed to slide back into the life you had, but how can you when you donât know who that person was?
What kind of man would wantâ
âHey,â he says, catching your jaw to coax your face back up. Grey eyes appraise you, a frown pulling at his features. âI mean it. None of this is your fault. Not the accident, or your memories, the sleepwalking, none of it. And Iâm not going anywhere either, alright?â
He holds your gaze, surveying you intently until you bob your head in agreement.Â
âGood girl. Now are ya cominâ back to bed or are ya planning on leavinâ your poor husband high and dry for a second time tonight?â
Your cheeks heat, the heaviness between you easing somewhat as amusement dances across his face. Heâs handsome, almost intimidatingly so â striking features and excellent bone structure. Something coils in your stomach as the weight of his gaze bores into you. Taking your face in his palms, his thumb brushes along the curve of your cheekbone. Slowly.Â
Your mouth parts then, but whatever response you have is lost as his lips descend on yours, kissing you deeply.Â
When he pulls away, when youâre breathless and slightly dazed, satisfaction and more than a touch of pride gleams from his expression.
âThough we might have to invest in some better locks. Donât want ya wandering off too far on me.â
â
Sometimes it feels like youâre waiting for the rug to be pulled out from under you.
As if youâve woken in someone elseâs life, or a dream, and itâs only a matter of time before it all comes crashing down and youâre whisked away back to reality. A handsome, devoted husband, not one but two houses â the mountainside retreat youâre staying at while you get better, and a place in the city you havenât yet seen â even the ring on your finger, the bright, sparkling diamond that sits next to your platinum wedding band.Â
How can it be real?Â
He tells you that the two of you work together in his restaurant back home, and that too sounds sweet in an oddly domestic way.
And looks can be deceiving, you know that. Money, success, the image of a perfectly happy couple, it doesnât mean anything. Façades can crack, rot can fester beneath the surface, slowly eating away.Â
Everything he tells you sounds so⊠good.
Youâre happy. In love. Fulfilled with your job and comfortable enough financially for the both of you to take the time off while youâre still trying to fix the broken pieces of yourself.
Accident aside, no one gets everything they want. Surely no one can be this happy.Â
Thereâs a niggling sense of unease that bites and gnaws. No one can be this happy.Â
Thereâs a woman who keeps calling Osamuâs phone. You know because those are the calls he lets ring out, ignoring them until he thinks youâre asleep or busy, distracted by whatever task heâs set you on for the day.Â
He calls her Hikari. No, thatâs not entirely true now, is it â he calls her Kari.Â
âKari, you know I wanna be there, but I canât. Things are justâ itâs not a good time right now, sâall.â
And the house is quiet enough that you can hear her desperate sniffles on the other end of the line, âSamu, please, this is important. I need you back here.â
He huffs, running a hand through his sleep mussed hair, pacing the length of the living room. âI canât,â he repeats. âIâm sorry, I am, but after everythinâ⊠itâs too much.â
She cries again, and itâs a strange thing but your heart squeezes in response. She sounds so broken, so lost and scared, a fragile, pitiable thing. â⊠I know⊠â her voice trembles, âDespite what happened, I know you still care about her. I need you to come back. Please, Samu.â
You slip away then, unable to bear it anymore.
Sliding back beneath the covers of your bed, you let out the shuddering breath youâd been holding, trying to process the conversation youâd overheard.Â
There were perhaps other explanations beyond an affair, but as you lie there, mulling it over, none come to mind. If she were a friendâ
âI know you still care about her.â
No. Youâre not that naive. Maybe you were before the accident, or maybe you had suspicions, hell, maybe youâd physically caught him in the act â you suppose none of that matters anymore, does it? All that matters is what youâre going to do with this new development.
And as your husband returns a few minutes later, crawling into bed beside you, an arm hooked over your waist, the warmth of his muscular frame pressed up against your back chasing away the winter chill, you wonder if he sees this as some kind of atonement.
Osamu exhales, nuzzling closer in an effort to get more comfortable, and amidst the strange heaviness in your chest, you close your eyes and will yourself back to sleep.Â
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If Osamu knows that you eavesdropped on his call last night, he gives no indication come morning. Although, admittedly, that might be because of your visitor.
The day the Doctor came to the house, heâd said a lot about what was happening to you. A result of head trauma, there was no telling if or when your memories might return.Â
Heâd spoken to Osamu, taking your concerned looking husband aside just before heâd left.
âWhat did he say?â youâd asked when heâd returned dutifully to your side.
He hadnât answered straight away, choosing instead to reach out and take your hand in his. For a moment, his focus remained on your entwined fingers, and then heâd said, âTo take things slow. Too many people, too much it might⊠might overwhelm ya. Until things are better, itâs best if itâs just you ân me.â
Today, apparently, marked a change to that, because his twin brother was arriving to stay for a little while.Â
Which, shortly after mid morning, he does.Â
Naturally, youâve seen pictures, you and the twins back in highschool, posing with a friend of theirs, grinning toothily and laughing at the camera. Seeing the two of them in person, though â itâs a whole other ball game.
Next to each other, theyâre a mirror image, but⊠not. Tiny, subtle differences that weirdly make them appear more similar than less. It doesnât make any sense at all, and yet you have no other way of explaining it.Â
Osamu stands at your side, his arm slung over your shoulder as his brother pulls up front in a fancy, fast looking car. Atsumu, however, pays him no mind, eyes â a few shades browner than his brotherâs â fixed solely on you, a familiar, smirking grin broadening across his handsome visage.
Osamu tells you that the three of you are close, yet with only a faint, glimmering recognition and your husbandâs words to fall back on, itâs hard to know how youâre supposed to greet someone you once knew and loved.
With an arm loosely wrapped around your front, you settle for a smile.Â
Atsumu notes this with a raised eyebrow. âAw, câmon now, that ainât no way to greet your favourite twin, is it?â
Before you can stop him heâs on you, yanking you away from Osamu so he can pick you up into a near crushing hug, spinning you around for good measure. You shriek and bury your face in his neck, clinging to him while he laughs, eventually setting you down on wobbly feet.
âFuck, I missed you,â he says, ignoring Samuâs disapproving scowl in favour of taking you in, hands settling on your waist. And there must be some giveaway, a hesitance he notes because his demeanour turns curious, head tilting to the side, âStill nothinâ, huh?â
You shake your head, shrugging. âSorry.â
Feels like thatâs all youâre capable of saying lately.Â
âNah, donât be. Not your fault.â
While you donât necessarily agree â itâs hard not to think of any of this as some kind of moral failing, as though the only reason you canât recover those precious memories is because youâre simply not trying hard enough â itâs⊠nice having someone else around to help fill in the gaps a little.
Not that you arenât endlessly grateful to Osamu â more than you actually know how to convey to him, and you have tried. Itâs just that when you woke up in an unfamiliar bedroom, being watched over by a man you didnât recognise, and with no memories of who you were or what had happened, you hadnât reacted well.
Being your husband (the issue of fidelity aside), heâs supposed to be the person who matters the most to you, and you assume thatâs a two way street. In a sense, forgetting him is its own kind of betrayal, with that comes the heaviness of expectations and fears and awfulness.
Plus, things have been⊠strained between you two, lately.Â
So yes, having Atsumu here as a sort of buffer between you two is a relief. Having someone else to help fill in the gaps in your life, to tell you about the person you used to be â the one youâre trying to fit back into â even more so.
âThat year we made it all the way to the finals before gettinâ knocked out.â
His finger draws across the picture; the volleyball team, sweaty and defeated, bowing before the roaring crowd. All these years later, now a pro playing in arguably one of the best teams in the country (according to him), a two-time Olympic medalist, and he still sounds pissed about it.
You bite back a giggle, following when he turns the page of the year book. âI dunno, second in the nation when youâre still in high school doesn't sound too bad to me.â
âYou were there that day.âÂ
Glancing up, you find Osamu considering the two of you from the kitchen, elbow deep in food prep for dinner. âI was?â
He nods. âYeah. Ya came to all our games, right from the start.â
âThere,â Atsumu taps on the next page, a picture of a younger you cheering wildly from the stands, hands cupped around your mouth to amplify your shouts, maroon ribbons in your hair. âOur cute little cheerleader.â
âWe begged ya to become our manager, but ya kept turninâ us down,â Samu adds, then smirks, âSaid you couldnât stand being around Tsumu for another ten hours a week.â
The dig reaches its mark, Atsumu sneering as he flips Samu the bird, while his other arm slides from the backrest of the couch to drape over your shoulders. You hardly notice, utterly transfixed by the book on Tsumuâs lap. You donât think youâll ever get over how weird it is to be seeing these pictures, like peering into some alternate universe; you, but not you. You look happy, though.
It makes your heart ache a little.
Did you like sports, or was it more of a school pride sort of thing, you wonder. Or was it them â him, really â who drew you into it? If you watched a game now, would you feel anything, some glint of recognition? Excitement?
Flipping the page, you study the various pictures until one in particular catches your eye â only after a second glance. To be fair, the photo isnât of you â well, it is, but youâre not the focus. Rather itâs of two girls who appear to be in the same year as you, posing cutely with each other on the schoolâs courtyard. Behind them, though, in the background thereâs a wooden picnic bench in the shade of an oak. Perched cross-legged atop it, sitting amongst piled up books and notes, thereâs you â and youâre not alone.
Shoulders back, eyes closed, soaking in the rays of the sun filtering through the leaves sits another boy. Not Osamu, one of his teammates, a dark haired kid you recognise from a bunch of the old photos theyâd shown you.
The image itself might not be so remarkable â youâre not doing anything all that interesting, one of a number of people captured in the background, and slightly out of focus at thatâ if not for the one tiny detail that has a strange feeling racing through your heart.
Barely visible but for the way you study it, your hand is curled in his.Â
ââ listeninâ?â
âHuh?â
Mid-way through scraping out his rice, Osamu fixes you with an odd expression. Atsumu, however, just snickers and flicks your forehead. âYa always were a little spacey.â
Halfheartedly, you chuckle along with him.
The smart thing to do â perhaps the right thing â would be to leave it.Â
Samu told you the two of you dated right through high school, so it canât be anything like that. Thereâs a possibility the two of you were just close. Good friends, judging by how often he appears in the photos with you and the twins. Heâd told you your parents, the only family you had, died in an accident years ago, but Samu hasnât really spoken much about your friends. You know why, and understand it to an extent â he doesnât want to stress you out unnecessarily, not while youâre still so fragile.
âThe doc said we gotta take things slow, baby.â
Nevertheless, your lips part, the question burning on the tip of your tongueâ
Suddenly, as has become a frequent occurrence in the past few days, Osamuâs phone blares to life, the loud vibrations against the marble countertop startling all three of you.Â
He doesnât answer it, by this point you no longer expect him to.Â
â
You dream of fingers running through dark hair, of lips smiling lazily. Someone laughing, âYouâre an idiot.â
Thereâs a warmth, a slow burning heat that ignites in your body, trailing from your jaw, down the slope of your neck, dancing along delicate collarbone, another unfurling deep within your core. You chase the pleasant sensations, a soft, pretty moan drawn from parted lips.Â
Only when teeth bite down, a tender nip to sensitive flesh are you roused from your dreams to find your husband straddling you, his mouth now between your breasts, dark eyes that glint in the low morning light taking in your visage as you slowly come to.Â
âS-Samu, whaââ
âShh.â He chuckles, your stomach flipping at the deep rumble, âRelax. Gonna make ya feel good, baby.â
Whatever protests you might have (if you have any at all) are lost when you realise that the heat pooling in your guts is due to the two digits Osamu has curled up inside of you, slowly easing in and out.
It isnât the first time the two of you have been intimate since the accident, and while you hadnât fought him those times either, thereâs a slight niggling sensation, nearly lost to the burgeoning pleasure, that twists and knots at the thought of whatâs to come.
Thereâs no possible way of knowing how often youâve had sex with each other in the years youâve been together. For him, this must be old hat. For you though, with no frame of reference, no past partners to call to mind, thereâs an edge of vulnerability you wish you could get rid of.
A hesitance you donât give a voice to â not that Samu offers you much of an opening to do so.Â
Pushing up the hem of your nightdress, your husband lifts your hips enough to ease off your panties, dragging them slowly down smooth legs until theyâre dangling from one ankle, and you kick them aside.
Spreading them either side of his broad frame, Osamu stands briefly to rid himself of his own underwear, crawling on all fours back between your legs â gripping one thigh to sink his teeth into soft, delectable flesh â his tongue quick to soothe the hurt when you cry out.
âA-Atsumu, heâs gonna wake up,â you murmur as he once more takes you by the waist, hefting you forward so that you lie flush against him, your legs hiked up over his hips.Â
The very last thing you want right now is an audience.
With one hand, he strokes his cock with the fingers that had been buried inside your pussy, spreading the glistening mix of your slick and his pre over the thick member. The otherâs planted near your shoulder, keeping him stable while he rolls his hips forward, slowly bullying his cock into your warm, tight little cunt. Osamu grins roguishly, lowering his top half down to hover above you as you fist at the sheets, your spine arcing, ankles locking over his back.
âMaybeââ he grunts, relishing in the sounds of your sweet cries and gasps as he inches his way into stuffing you full. âMaybe I want him to hear.â
â
A heavy weight drops onto the couch beside you. âSomethinâ on your mind, sweetheart?â
You fiddle with the rings on your left hand. How many times now have you caught yourself toying with them, completely lost in contemplation, their weight on your finger almost foreign?Â
A few times now youâve taken them off to wash up and forgotten about them entirely, not noticing their absence until Samu himself comes to take your hand in his and slide them back on.Â
Did you used to do that before the accident?
No⊠no, you probably spent days marvelling at them, wiggling your fingers to make the diamond sparkle in the light. You were probably enthralled by the pretty thing. Blissfully in love.Â
Happy.
âI think Osamuâs cheating on me.â
You donât dare raise your eyeline when you say it, afraid of what youâll see. You might be his wife, however poor a job youâre currently doing, yet the one person Osamuâs closest to is undeniably his brother.Â
Since Tsumu arrived three days ago, all theyâve done is bicker between themselves, and yet without either of them saying as much, the writingâs on the wall. Itâs in the looks they share, full of silent conversations youâre not privy to and wonât ever have a hope of understanding. In the way they move around each other, that implicit, frankly unnerving trust they have with one another.Â
There are things Osamu canât share with you â or wonât, maybe â but thereâs not a doubt in your mind that if Samu were sleeping with somebody else, if he loved them as he claimed to love you, Atsumu knows about it.
Itâs not confirmation that youâre searching for, though. You doubt heâd admit it to begin with â between you and Samu, thereâs no question of which side his loyalty falls. This isnât about that.
For days now, weeks, youâve had this gnawing pit in your stomach that keeps getting worse, and worse and worse.Â
With each day that passes, you should be making some kind of progress towards regaining your memories or, if not that, then at the very least becoming more comfortable around him. Yet you still feel like a stranger inhabiting this body, and to make matters worse, your marriage might be failing before you can try to adjust yourself to it.Â
Atsumuâs really the last person you should be saying this to. Itâs the sort of thing you accidentally let slip to a friend after one too many glasses of wine, letting them comfort you and offer advice, commiserate, even.
Yet Samu wonât so much as bring up the friends you had before for fear of making things worse â because youâre fragile and weak, and you havenât shown any signs of getting better. From the complete and utter radio silence on their ends, you can only assume none of them bothered to fight him on it.Â
Again, rationally speaking you can understand it â that doesnât mean it doesnât sting in its own bitter way.
Beside you, Atsumu laughs. Actually laughs.Â
Indignation â hurt â burns, heating your cheeks as your hands curl into pathetic little fists in your lap and shake. Much to your dismay, tears prickly uncomfortably at your waterline. You go to say something, only for a lump to settle in your throat, blocking all noise. You didnât think heâd spill the truth just like that, but to laugh at you?
In a split second decision you start to rise, planning on stalking off to go lick your wounds alone in your bedroom until Samu comes home, when a hand on your shoulder stops you.
He chuckles again when heâs met with your poisonous glare, âHey, câmon. Donât run away, I wasnât laughinâ atcha.â
Raising an eyebrow, you scoff. His lips curl into a smirk, hands coming up in a peaceful gesture. âOkay, okay, I was but⊠sâjust funny to me that you think Samuâd ever look twice at another girl. Heâs been in love with ya pretty much from day one.âÂ
The words should be more of a reassurance than they are. Your shoulders rise and fall, a tight shrug as your gaze dips once more to your lap, to the rings that shine mockingly on your left hand.Â
Atsumu, however, isnât so willing to drop the subject.Â
âNah, you donât get to say some wild shit like that ân then go all quiet on me. Explain.â
If you got up and left, would he follow you? Probably, you muse. If anything, Atsumuâs proven over the past few days that heâs nothing if not persistent. Heâs clearly amused, at your expense, mind you, yet the way he scrutinises you now, the slight narrowing of his eyes, that reminds you of a dog with a bone.Â
No, he wonât let this go.
Nibbling at your bottom lip, you shrug again, âThereâs this girlâ woman, I guess. She keeps calling him⊠Samu wonât talk to her if Iâm around.â You swallow tightly, âIâI overheard them, the last time she rang, andâŠâÂ
âWhatâd ya hear?â
You fiddle with the hem of your skirt as that tell tale prickle stings at your tear ducts. After your early morning tumble in the sheets, youâd thought that things mightâve been different between you two. But Samu still left, some hollow excuse about running errands, and all you can think is that heâs with her now, that whatever you gave wasnât enough andâ
âLook at me.â Atsumuâs no longer laughing. If anything, he actually looks mildly pissed off by the whole thing, his jaw tightening even as he tries for a reassuring smile, scooching closer and touching your shoulder again, âWhat did she say to him?â
âShe told him she needed him, begged him to come home.â Your voice breaks, just as the dam to your tears do, tumbling down your cheeks as your shoulders shake and crumple inwards.Â
Atsumu runs his tongue over his teeth before muttering a quiet curse, and you suppose that thatâs confirmation enough. Without a word he pulls you into his arms, your face held to his chest while he strokes your back and you cling to him in turn, letting all the frustration and grief and confusion of the past few weeks spill out of you in horrid, trembling cries.Â
You donât know how long you sit there, half cradled in Atsumuâs lap before he finally speaks, âI donât care what ya heard. Samu loves you more than anythinâ, we both do. He ainât gonna throw that away for nobody.â
Drawing back, he takes your cheek in one hand, cupping it in his palm, the broad pad of his thumb sweeping away the remnants of your tears with a tenderness that near breaks your heart.Â
âI mean it,â he says. Youâre close enough that the warmth of his breath tickles your skin, that you can count every last one of his eyelashes. Your stomach flutters. âYou mean everything to us. Nothinâs gonna get in the way of that.â
And before you can stop him, before you can blink, Atsumuâs closing the gap between you, his lips meeting yours.Â
Like a computer short circuiting, thereâs nothing you can do but freeze and falter as he kisses you, wholly unbothered by your lack of participation. His lips are surprisingly soft, warm as they move against yours, and while his tongue brushes along your lower lip, he makes no real effort to deepen it, seemingly content with the contact he has.Â
Your heart pounds against your ribcage so violently that it drowns out all other noise. Your stomach twists, flips, churning as he moans softly into your mouth, but for the life of you, you canât move, canât stop this. Youâre frozen. Shellshocked. Only when Atsumu breaks away, pupils dilated, eyes slightly glazed over, wearing a stupid, self satisfied little grin do you finally gain control over your body again.
By that point, heâs already shifting to settle you back on the couch, rising himself. âSamu and I love ya. We arenât goinâ anywhere, stop worrying your pretty little head about it, yeah?â
And then heâs walking away, whistling as he goes.
â
A little while later, Atsumu calls out that heâs going for a run. You donât acknowledge it.Â
The front door opens. Closes. The sun moves across the sky, minutes tick by, and eventually he returns, sweaty and panting, popping his head in the door to make sure youâre right where he left you.
The whole time you sit stationary on your bed, staring vacantly out the window to the forest that lies beyond. Numb, just numb.
âGonna go have a shower, then I think you ân me should talk before Samu gets back.â He waits and you donât acknowledge him. Shrugging off his shirt, something wicked enters his expression, âUnless ya wanna come join me?â
That, finally, gets a reaction; your head jerking back to regard him with wide, scandalised eyes, âWhat?â
He winks, snickers when your gaze drops briefly below his shoulders, eyeing his muscular chest, the well defined planes of his stomach. A bead of sweat rolls from his neck, you track its path with a rapt focus, down to his navel, the smattering of hair there, the cut of the V shaped muscles that draw your attention towardsâÂ
Abruptly, you force your attention upwards, cheeks burning as blood rushes to your face.
Atsumu, grinning smugly, missed none of it. âNext time, then.â
And with that, he waltzes off, leaving the door ajar.
⊠What the hell?
What the actual fuck?
Head reeling, you have no idea how youâre supposed to process this sudden shift in⊠well, everything. Had this â you and Atsumu â happened before? Did Osamu know about it?Â
Were you cheating, too?Â
Was that what your relationship with Osamu was; two deeply unhappy people screwing countless others to avoid fixing whatever it was that festered between them.
Your mind jumps to the picture youâd seen in the year book, you and that boy on the picnic bench, your hand wrapped around his. Osamu told you that youâd been dating ever since your high school days, had you been unfaithful that whole time â spreading your legs for his friends and brother until he gave up trying to be loyal in return?
You feel sick at the thought.Â
What other option is there, though? What explanation? Either Atsumuâs being particularly cruel and messing with you, or he isnât and youâre apparently more than okay fucking not only your husband but his brother as well.
âDespite what happened, I know you still care about her.â Hikariâs words ring mockingly in your head. All this time youâve been so bent out of shape over the idea of Osamu with another woman, and itâs now occurring to you that maybe you mightâve been the one to drive him to it.
Despite what happened.
You draw in a shuddering breath, you bring a hand to your lips, either to stifle a sob or to keep yourself from throwing up, youâre not entirely sure which.Â
And as the sound of running water filters through the room, so too does a sense of calm clarity.Â
For weeks now youâve been trying to make this work, trying to slip back into the person you were, a life that you donât truly remember.
And it isnât working.Â
You still donât feel normal around Osamu. You donât remember anything, and despite what youâd been told from the start â despite fighting it every step of the way â you have to accept the possibility that that might not change.
Your spine straightens, the grip you have on the duvet easing as you take another, calmer breath in, letting it fill your lungs and clear your head.
The answerâs been staring you in the face this whole time. If you canât find your way back to the life you led before you got hurt, perhaps rather than clinging to a past that doesnât truly belong to you anymore, itâs time you cut it loose and walk away.
A clean break doesnât sound like such a bad idea when the current situation promises nothing but messiness, hurt and heartbreak for everyone involved.
Even if the thought of going it alone is a terrifying one.Â
Even if it means leaving the one â now two, you suppose â people who stood by your side in the aftermath behind.
And as if the universe senses the tumultuousness inside your head, the sharp, trilling sound of a ringtone shatters it, snapping you out of your thoughts and back into the moment.Â
You figure that it must be Atsumuâs phone and despite being startled, youâre content to let it ring out â after all, itâs not your phone, not your business.Â
Atsumuâs a professional athlete, an incredibly successful one at that, there could be any number of important people on the other end of the line, and if itâs critical, whoever it is can leave a message. Youâre not his receptionist.
After a few seconds, the ringing stops. And begins again.
Frowning, you push yourself up from the bed, heading towards the dining room. Atsumuâs still in the shower, you can hear the faucet running, your only thought is that if itâs Samu and itâs something urgent, he wonât mind.Â
Except when you find it, lit up and vibrating on the kitchen bench, the caller ID isnât his twinâs. Again, the ringing stops, and again, after a short beat, it begins anew.Â
The picture that fills the screen is of a pretty girl with dimples, her arms looped around a familiar looking brunet.
Not Osamu, but the boy from the yearbook. Older, of course, smiling lazily at the camera while she pokes her tongue out and throws up two peace signs.Â
Little Suna, the caller ID tells you, and in brackets next to a sun emoji; Hikari.
Your heart squeezes, a thick lump settling in your throat as you survey the image of the two of them. But it isnât dismay, or the hurt youâd felt earlier when Osamu was hiding her. You canât put a finger on what it is exactly, only that looking at that picture fills you with an incomprehensible and near overwhelming sense of grief, like someoneâs clawed their way into your chest, taken your still beating heart in their hand and slowly, agonisingly, ripped it from you.
Without consciously choosing to do so, you slide the little bar across, answering the call and clicking on the speaker icon.
âH-hello?â
The silence youâre met with is heavy. Pregnant. Why did you pick up? Why the hell did you answer?! Panic and common sense sets in and you silently curse yourself for being so stupid, your finger moving to hurriedly tap the end call button.Â
And then you hear her gasp, a tiny, sharp little thing that spears right through you. Hikari stutters your name, âYou⊠Whaâ they⊠they found you?â
She starts to laugh then, or maybe sheâs sobbing, itâs difficult to tell exactly.Â
âYouâre okay?â she asks, the sound muffled by choked, ragged noises. âOh my god, I canât believe youâre okay! A-after they found Rin, I-I thoughtââ
White noise drowns her out.
⊠Rin.
RinâŠtaro.Â
Suna.
Your knees go weak, giving way beneath you. Pain sings through your kneecaps as they collide with the wooden floorboards, but itâs nothing compared to the agony that overtakes your chest, spreading with every beat of your frantic heart until itâs the only thing you can feel, and you cling to it. Desperate. Gasping.
Thereâs a frantic noise somewhere, Hikari calling your name; itâs lost to the pounding haze. Nothing more than the buzz of a gnat flittering around your head.
Every thought eddies from your head, only him. Only that name; Suna Rintaro.
And suddenlyâ
âYouâre an idiot, you know?â
You laugh, throwing an arm around his shoulder as you wriggle your fingers in front of his face, admiring the sparkling ring. âBut itâs so pretty, donât you think? It suits me.â
He raises an unimpressed eyebrow when you turn to cheekily grin at him, âConsidering I was the one who picked it, yeah, that was kind of the idea.â
Giggling, you stretch up on your tippy toes to press a kiss to his cheek.
âŠâŠâŠ
âGin canât make it. Somethinâ about his girlfriend and the baby,â Rin mutters, appearing in the doorway of your bedroom. âSo itâll just be us and the twins, I guess.â
âWell geez, no need to sound too excited about it,â you say, eyeing your boyfriend â fiancĂ© now, you have to keep reminding yourself â from the mirror as you battle with the clasp of your necklace. âItâs fine, weâll see him when we see Kita and the others next month.â
A few seconds pass with no sign of victory, and Rin rolls his eyes, âLet me.âÂ
He comes up behind you, taking the delicate gold chain from your fingers and nimbly clasping it shut in what feels like a mockery of your struggles. Adjusting the pendant so that it falls better, he exhales, letting his arms fold loosely around you, his chin coming to a rest atop your head.Â
The faint crease between his brows, the set of his jaw â to anyone else he might appear bored, annoyed even. You arenât so easily fooled. You know Rin, know better than to push. Itâs not hard to guess whatâs bothering him, though. âYou think itâll be weird?â
He doesnât say anything for a moment. Then he shrugs, âI think itâll be weirder without Gin.â
âIt was years ago, theyâve both moved on â a long, long time ago. Theyâre our friends, Rin. The only thing theyâre gonna be is happy for us.â
âŠâŠâŠ
A hand covering your mouth, another roughly shaking your shoulder, rousing you from sleep. âShh, shh, itâs just me. Thereâs someone in the house,â Rinâs voice whispers in your ear. âGet under the bed and donât make a sound, okay? Iâll be right back.â
âRinââ
âNot a fucking sound!â he hisses, and quietly slips from the bed. As if on cue, a loud shattering noise cuts through the room, and terror, absolute terror, grips you. You do as he bids, limbs shaking and clumsy, the sound of every breath enhanced in the quiet stillness Rintaro leaves behind. You clamp a hand over your mouth to try and muffle it.
You wait, and wait, trembling in the darkness.
And then a crash, heavier than the last one. Rintaroâs yelling, more voices raised, more muted thumps, grunting and howling bellows of agony that have every hair on your body standing on end, and abruptlyâ
Silence.
It rings in your ear, echoing.
Your pulse thunders, every beat of your heart pumping a paralysing mix of fear and panic through your body. Youâre shaking like a leaf, tears streaming down your cheeks as you try â try so desperately â not to make a noise like Rin told you to.
The footsteps that approach have your blood running cold, and you squeeze your eyes shut, wheezing terrified breaths as you choke back sobs and pray that they wonât find you.Â
You arenât that lucky.
You arenât that quiet.
They stop at the foot of the bed. Two of them. One bends down, a hand finding your ankle and with a snickering laugh, yanks you out into the open.Â
You scream and fight against the figures clad head to toe in black, thrashing like a wild thing for all the good that it does you. Youâre determined not to go easy â at least, not until they carry you out past the living room, the mess they left there.
Rin, but not Rin. Not with his face brutalised like that, his skull all caved in, limbs broken and splayed out all wrong.
No.
No, no, no, no.
One eye, empty and lifeless, staring backâ
Itâs too much.
You blink, jerking back to the present with a heaving gasp. Glancing up, your gut tightens into a knot as two things become starkly apparent.Â
One; Osamuâs finally returned, standing half frozen in the doorway, appraising you with an uncharacteristically cold expression.
Two; itâs deathly quiet. Turning your head, you find that the call with Kariâs gone silent, a shirtless Atsumu, hair damp, a towel wrapped dangerously low around his hips, gripping his phone, jaw tightly clenched.
It twists into an awful sort of forced grin when he notices youâve come back to them.Â
âI really, really wish ya hadnât done that, baby.â
Being Johnâs little wife was the best thing that ever happened to you. John is ten years older than you. Heâs big, broad-shouldered, every move he makes shaped by military discipline. But when it comes to you⊠everything softens. His voice, his touch everything about him turns gentle. You are his everything, and he never lets you forget it.
For example, he always wakes up before you, slipping out of bed quietly to make your coffee. He prepares it exactly the way you like, just the right amount of sugar, the perfect splash of milk. Then, he brings it to you while youâre still half-asleep, hair messy, eyes barely open. He just smiles, handing you the cup. âMorning, little lady,â he murmurs, his voice warm and drowsy.
If youâre busy during the day, he never disturbs you but he never really leaves, either. He lingers close, a quiet, steady presence. Sometimes, he brushes his fingers over your shoulder, presses a quick kiss to your temple. If youâre reading, he rests his head on your lap, just to be near you.
When you go out together, heâs always protective. His hand stays on your waist, guiding you through crowds, making sure no one bumps into you. If he spots a small chocolate he knows you love, he buys it without a word and slips it into your bag. âSaw this and thought of you,â he says simply, but the warmth in his eyes makes your heart melt.
When you get home, if youâre tired, he even kneels to take off your shoes for you. âMy little wifeâs had a long day,â he teases, then scoops you up in his arms and drops you onto the couch. He massages your feet with those big, calloused hands of his, smirking as he says, âThese tiny feet walked too much today.â
At night, if you canât sleep, he always notices. Without a word, he reaches for your hand, intertwining his fingers with yours. âIâm here,â he whispers in the dark. âIâll always be here.â
And in his strong, protective arms, you feel like the safest person in the world.
â. đ Ì Thank you for 200 followers, gonna cry ( ℠Ꭰâ„). This is John by the way.
A post I made on my previous blog! But I saw you saying tumblr has been cutting your asks a lot so maybe this will help anyone sending in asks!
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Obsidian Masterlist
-The Original Piece: Part One and Two
-Jasper's First Appearance
-Courting
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Oikawa Tooru x female reader
TW non-con, nsfw, daddy kink, breeding kink, smut, drugged reader
Part 2: Sea Change
Itâs a little after seven thirty when you hear the telltale click of the front door announcing your employerâs return.Â
âSorry Iâm late,â Oikawa calls, slipping his shoes off and dropping his bag by the door. A hand comes to rest on your shoulder and you turn, bouncing the baby on your hip as he leans over to press a kiss against Hatoriâs head. âHowâs my boy?â
You smile, âHeâs been good today. I was just about to put him down for the night. Unless⊠you want to?âÂ
Despite his earlier apology, heâs actually home earlier than he usually is. Most days you have Hatori fed, bathed, tucked in and fast asleep in his crib long before Oikawa walks through the door. Itâs part of your job, and youâre more than happy to do it but youâre mindful that with the demands of his career as a professional athlete he doesnât get to spend an awful lot of time with his son.Â
Really, outside of Mondays - his one âofficialâ day off - heâs barely home. Itâs not as bad in the off season, or so heâs told you, but you donât want to intrude on the little time he does get with Hatori.Â
But Oikawa just shakes his head with a soft laugh, âNo, he always cries when I do it, I think the little traitor likes you more than me.â
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