Waiting For Something To Happen?

Gaysil

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A) I have no idea why I did this

B) Yes I did reuse the model for eye-straining babil because I do not have the mental capacity to exist anymore

C) I hope you’re having a lovely day! :D

Chat is it possible to have religious trauma without ever actually being apart of a religion at any point in my life-?

like I just have such negative feelings towards Christianity specifically but most of them are because of the things some people have done because “god told them to” or whatever. And the thing is I have loved ones and friends who are religious and I love them and respect them and their beliefs because they’re good people

but I’m wary of Christianity as a whole because it feels like a gamble when going to a church for any reason. Like you COULD walk into a community of people who love and accept you for being neurodivergent and lgbtqia+. Or you could walk into a community that demonizes you for all of that and more and tells you to repent or go to hell.

and also I don’t really like that one little detail that says I’m gonna go to hell and be tortured eternally solely because I don’t believe in god :/ as someone who’s not religious, it’s kinda hard NOT to have a negative reaction to that

disclaimer: THIS IS NOT A POST HATING ON ALL CHRISTIANS. I have multiple family members and close friends who are religious and Christian, and I love them all sm and I respect their beliefs. I’ve had a lot of really cool conversations with some friends about what they believe will happen after death vs what I believe and i really love those conversations! :3 this is specifically my grievances with the bad side of the Christian community TvT

They’re so toxic I love them sm

(one with tint, one without)

Sunflower Appreciation

They're best friends, they share a dark secret, and they feel safe with each other. If you like sunflower, you love friends to lovers and boys who'll go through hell for each other

Sunny and Basil love each other deeply, and they are the center of each other's lives. They were best friends before the incident, and Basil often visited Sunny's house to support him and Mari and their music practice. Basil shared his books with Sunny to read and felt safe to vent to his best friend, and Sunny memorized all the things Basil would tell him about his gardening and what his favorite flowers meant

Sunny's escapist dreams were filled with Basil and everything he loves about Basil. He could've ignored his existence, but he instead put him safely with Mari on the picnic blanket. Basil gave his most important belonging to Sunny and stayed alive hoping that he'd make up with Sunny again, believing they both deserved to be forgiven and to make new memories together. Even when they had to hide a dark secret together, they missed each other and a red string of fate tied them together

And, which other duo has figurines that come with a custom handholding piece that was made for each other?

What do you like about sunflower?

whatever singular person voted on my most recent poll and voted yes, ty :3

do yall ever get the urge to lay in the darkness and listen to Poems In The Fog from the Omori OST and just cry

Guess who’s been writing “My body, my choice” on sticky notes and taping them in bathroom stalls at my school bc they’re angry with the world? 🤪

update: when I checked at the end of the day, at least two were gone, and quite possibly a third. So I did another in one of the stalls where it had been taken down and promptly ran out of tape ✌️

YOU hates terfs

A random doodle I did at like midnight last night idk

AUBREY’S STUFFED TOY, MR. PLANTEGG!

Sorry today’s drawing is so simple; I was incredibly busy today (on a Saturday 😭), but I need to keep doing some sort of drawing every day, sooo- here’s some lil Mr. Plantegg for you lovelies! :D