Me And My Twin 💀💀

if you find it hard to make close friends, i still recommend you do socialise a little. hangout with your classmates if they invite you, go to places, a little bit of human interaction everyday will keep you sane and make sure you are out of your head

“When a flower doesn’t bloom, you fix the environment in which it grows, not the flower.”

— Alexander den Heijer

Me being born autistic: Well this could have been a lot harder

Everyone else preparing to traumatize the fuck out of me: Would you like to see how much harder?

Hi love 🥰, hope you’re ready to start the new week off strong. I wanted to share something and maybe you could give your insight?

Here’s my weird opinion on upcoming Pluto in Aquarius

Since 2008 we’ve seen technology rise to the top and we’ve seen how corporations take advantage of that power (Pluto in Cap)

When Pluto changes sign Pluto is here to fix and purge. To transform. Pluto does not Give a Fuck if you change for the better or worse. Just as long as you change.. Technology has run amuck. AI putting small artists out of business. Amazon being the sole source of shipping. Facial recognition identifying protesters and law enforcement locking them up. The excessive screen time, we’ve kinda become slaves to our screens. We literally live and breathe our tech gadgets. Pluto is going to fix that. Especially with it being in Aquarius… I mean yes I know Aquarius rules technology. But Aquarius also rules innovation, originality, authenticity. I think when Pluto goes into certain signs. The traits of those signs are what gets transformed/fixed/highlighted. So instead of seeing a rise in tech I think we’re going to see a fall in tech. Especially with Saturn being in Pisces. We’re seeing our technology is actually making us as a collective more anxious, obsessive. I say this because honestly the people have been hinting at it for some time. Everyone knows the phase “Go touch some grass” it’s literally an insult if ever said to you (sorry) but that’s a Go To insult for someone who has CLEARLY been on their phone too fucking long.

I think we’re going to see a rise in authentic tech. Tech that actually makes us happy. Homes built with high grade ventilation systems. Tech that’s actually useful like plastic clean up bots or completely accessible water filtration systems open 24/7 free for the public. Someone making an AI that detects racial bias. Tech that benefits the collective instead of the individual. But maybe I’m just disgustingly optimistic and don’t understand or know enough about astrology so this just sounds unfeasible. What do you think?

Thanks for reading ☺️

Thank you for writing to me! I enjoyed reading it :)

I honestly think that there will be a stronger focus on humanity as a whole rather than more and more individuality due to transits that you mention.

Though, I still not sure about authentic tech. I think here similarily to sustainability and green approach, this could be only discuss a lot, but not as much put into action. So I think it could still flop a little due to tech companies wanting profits and quick, creative, simple solutions.

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Synastry overlay Sun, Moon in the 8th house notes: 8th house edition ❤️ ❤️

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Sun in the other's 8th house

8th house feels vulnerable around Sun. They could feel like Sun sees right through them. Sun is very interested in secrets, fears, desires and dreams of 8th house. You could both overshare when around each other. This connection is passionate, intense, but at the same time a bit awkward. You have a lot of first times together. You might try certain foreign foods for the first time together, first serious relationship or any big life change, like marriage. You might want to do a big transformation with this person. You are prepared to go to extreme measures for this person. You might even change city, job, country for them. There will be sacrifices in this connection. There can be jealousy from others or between you two at times. You might feel a lot of sexual desire for this person. You will reach real intimacy in this connection, but it needs to be balanced. 8th house can be a bit doubtful of this Sun person at first. Or gets easily triggered. You might be reminded of the things from the past, from the childhood, from your relationship with parents. You tell this person a lot of stuff about your life that you wouldn’t tell others. You felt very comfortable, secure and comfortable, like you already know each other. This connection will be constantly changing and transforming. You will constantly revaluate things. You will want to know everything about each other. You might feel naked in front of each other, but not literally or maybe even that. You can behave with this person how you normally wouldn’t with other people. You feel drawn to each other. You just love being in each other’s energy and just talking to each other. You really stand out from the crowd to them. Even if they want to go away, they will be constantly pulled back. 8th house really means you respect individual boundaries and give space to the other to have their own life apart from relationship. So when you are too close, you have tension. But if you just allow each other more space, the person may come back on their own quickly. You can be equally obsessed with each other. You find each other irresistible. Also I noticed 8th house synastry points to wanting things fast and almost rushing it. However, I think these connections have the potential to last for 10 years, if you just don’t rush the other to please your own selfish desires first. Because usually 8th house makes you rather selfish. You only want them doing that for you for example. You are real soulmates. You can sometimes feel like a therapist for the other person. You might test each other, just so you can see that you can trust each other. There is also a spiritual lesson in this connection.

Moon in the other's 8th house

You might have sexual awakening with this person. Before one of you or both might have considered yourself aromantic or even asexual, but with this person you will feel awakened. You will feel passion, lust and desire. You will just want them. You might be quick to merge your finance, living situation or even become physical. With this overlay, I suggest getting physical as late as possible, try to prolong it and don’t give into desire too soon. Because as soon as you merge with this person, obsession, jealous and being territorial might begin. You will experience power struggles, but also understanding on an emotional, physical and mental level like never before. You might have sex dreams about this person, a lot of sexual fantasies (and vice versa of course). It’s an intense, strong bond, but a lot of times unbreakable. You could become too easily dependent on each other and learn to nurture your own individuality and have your own individual lives as well. You will mirror each other a lot. You will challenge each other and learn your mistakes, shortcomings. You might be a bit unwilling to change. One might change a lot (8th house), but you will feel like he is always the same. But this will not be true, Moon person will go through psychological, inner changes, while you might change in your actions, outlook on life. You will know each other’s desires, secrets and fears with time. But at first there might be a lot of frustrations, miscommunication and misunderstandings. You might be very vulnerable around each other. You could feel like the other person see right through you. You could feel like you are naked in front of each other.

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Hi! I know you don't know me but my bf suffers from did and has only recently realized this and started treatment. Older alters of his say that there used to be an inner world and one even told me that they think a 'system collapse' has happened, so I guess my question is what all information can you offer me to understand and help him get his inner world back and restore any communication at all with his alters. Thanks in advance! And sorry if I'm being rude!

hi, i am in no way an expert in innerworlds so this may be a bit tough for me to answer. i can give you what i have though.

i’m also not sure about what a system collapse is, but i know innerworlds can sometimes be less accessible to certain alters or can be harder to get to when something causes an increase in dissociative barriers. i’d try to figure out if there’s something that might have triggered this lack of communication to happen and try to figure out how to deal with it or cope with what’s going on. if ur bf has a therapist, it would be good to talk to them about it, even if it’s not about the did/innerworld disappearance, but about what most likely was the cause. if it has to do with undiscovered trauma tho, he should not go digging into that.

he could try reaching out in his mind to specific alters, see if they’ll respond. he could also try to build an innerworld manually; not all innerworlds automatically exist, some are made. i have a few pictures on my phone from a post i saw maybe a year ago with some innerworld building tips. here they are:

also, i recently made a post on system communication and journaling for summer system education week. it’s got a lot of tips and resources to go with them. here’s the post

hope this helps, i wish u and ur bf good luck with this