THAT'S RIGHT, OUR WONDERLAND.

Random Thoughts:

I am still surprised that I played Our Wonderland for free..

Like, before I even downloaded Our Wonderland, I was like; 'ah, a Queer visual novel with problematic 30 year Olds going into Wonderland? Sounds interesting enough. This would be a piece of cake-"

Bro, Our Wonderland touched yet beat up my heart like there's no fucking tomorrow. I HAVEN'T EVEN CRIED AT A VISUAL NOVEL (only internally BUT NOT OUTSIDE) UNTIL PLAYING OUR WONDERLAND.

Like the characters!?!??!?!? The plot!?!? The humour- 🫶👌- THE ANGST!?!? AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THE ENDING. LIKE I WAS FUCKING BAWLING MY EYES OUT WHEN IGGY WISHED HE NEVER EXISTED. I'M LIKE; "WAIT, WHAT, NO, NO, NO," until I saw that it wasn't actually the end of the game- just the arc.

BUT GOD FUCKING DAMN IT. THE ENDINGS AT EACH ARC WAS LIKE KNIVES STABBING INTO MY HEART-

And when I finally finished Our Wonderland. I slowly laid back down on my bed and cried both tears of joy and sadness-

Like, I played that visual FOR FREE. WTF.

Also, when first playing it, I thought Cecil was like an alternate emo version of Iggy-

Anywhizzle, that's all of my yapping.

R.i.p five tissue boxes, for sacrificing their lives while I played Our Wonderland.

🤧😞🫡🥀

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DELETED ARC 5 SCENE⁉️

(obviously this is a joke post)

I was watching Steven Universe and thought of this. Yes, the video is short and VERY cringe. I laughed, cried and cringed while making this.

{My favourite drawings that I had drew for this video}

Day 20; Draw a silly OW doodle!

Ah- I kinda think about the shenanigans the Iggy Dolls will do. (And how annoyed Jerry will get by them-)

W.I.P

A small project(video series???) I'm planning to do! Will it drain my phone's life? Yes. Will it hurt my fingers? Yes.

But will it make you laugh? Honestly, I don't know but I DO KNOW IT'LL MAKE YOU CRINGE!

UPDATE: I switched to Kinemaster due to problems on Capcut.

"The Barbeque"

OMFG.

When I first played Our Wonderland and when this magnificent scene had begun, it was another thing that touched my heart. Got me a little bit of Deja Vu.

The barbeque, I mean. When I was a little demonic gremlin, me and my cousins would run around the backyard while the adults talk and smoke. Often, me and my cousins would jump on the trampoline or would often make horror stories (One of them managed to convince me that old porcelain dolls lived in the walls. Hah, the memories).

Now, all (totally) matured teens we are, we still talk. Not that much as I slightly lost connection with them but still talking.

Anyways, enough of my memory lane. I guess that the Barbeque scene was just- warm- touching to my weird heart. Maybe because the barbeque was a nice reunion for the group. Huh. Reunion. Maybe that's why it touched my heart.

That and also why I felt...envious?? Jealous, that despite what they're going through, they reunited over some nice barbeque. I can't even reunite with my friends without them bringing up past problems, without me being the middle of their shit. Whenever I try to reunite them over anything. Even after my group had broken up into two, whenever I talk with one of them they would just say; "Oh, are you that selfish?" or "Do I not matter to you?" or "You can do way much better than hanging out with them." It's my decision on who I hang out with and who I don't hang out with. It's my choice if I want to stop hanging out with one or not. Like, I don't fucking care, it's my choice, why can't they fucking take a no for an answer? That I'm my own person and not some character from some twisted drama show?

But besides my enviousness of the barbeque scene. It really gives a nice introductions to the characters, how they act to one another but what I like most was the presentation of Hunar(Humar? Sorry for my misspelling) and Bucks relationship and how both of them react/deal with their unready . I love how Carrot had showed that Bucks wasn't ready or ready to be a mother (yet), showing how Bucks had dealt with the situation, which and sadly, she dealt quite negatively, neglecting Saydie and avoiding the problem. When arguing with Hunar, she had suggested giving their infant daughter whiskey to shut her up but when her friends were coming over, she had bought a new grill for the barbeque reuninon.. Hunar, who, even though wasn't prepared nor ready to be a father (just like Bucks), took the responsibility of taking care of Saydie, which in my point of view and my opinion, was the only one taking care of Saydie and also the only one trying to keep their marriage upgoing and stable. Instead of Hunar staying silent and letting Bucks do her thing (which I sadly keep seeing on SOME visual novels/books *cutely sighs*), he confronted her about the problem, telling her off for her irresponsibility, her neglection towards Saydie and how she rarely been at home for dinner and shit.

Honestly, if @just-a-carrot didn't add the barbeque scene after the small prologue, I would've gone;

'that's a wrap. I'll play this tomorrow!', then would've proceed to not play it for a week- (totally not me who spent one whole day on ARC 1 and balling my eyes out at the end)

LIKE SERIOUSLY THOUGH. How they expressed the types of relationship the group has for each other in their 30s, it's like fucking icing on a rich red velvet cake. (YES RED VELVET IS MY FAVOURITE FLAVOUR SWEETS, BITE ME). Like how Genzou still bullies Orlam, how Orlam improved his game (by game I mean getting laid-), how Gidget is trying to be perfect, Bucks becoming a momm- I MEAN, becoming a tough (anger issue??) woman. I WOULD CONTINUE RANTING BUT IT'LL FUCKING BECOME LIKE THE FNAF LORE BOOK. Ty, for whoever read this.

With deep sorrow, we mourn the passing of Pope Francis—a man of peace, compassion, and unwavering humanity. His voice stood boldly for justice, and his heart was open to the suffering of people around the world, especially in Gaza. He prayed for my child, Qais, after he was injured in the war. Today, I humbly ask our Christian brothers and sisters: in honor of Pope Francis, please Donate to help save Qais. Let your gift be a gesture of love and mercy in his memory.

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3. He reminded the world that every child, including those in Gaza, deserves safety, dignity, and care, regardless of borders or politics.

As we say goodbye to a spiritual father who stood with the oppressed, let us carry forward his legacy. I am just a mother trying to save her son. Your donation for Qais is not just charity—it is a tribute to Pope Francis's love for peace and justice. Even a small gift can help Qais get the treatment he needs. May your kindness be a blessing for his soul and a lifeline for my child.

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Day 9; Faves tracks from OW Ost.

dude. You don't understand how well the songs/tracks fits in OW. SOOOO, LISTING THESE AMAZING FUCKING MASTERPIECES CAUSE THEY'RE MY FAVOURITE!!! >:3

Genzou's Theme - Just one of those tunes that scratches your brain so well. Honestly, I just love the beats and pianos in the background, matching the rhythm.

Work, interrupted - WOOOOO, IGGY GOT TASTE- But fr tho, the jazzy music literally made me go searching for the music itself (I forgot the name-). Also made me vibe with the music despite Iggy falling off his chair and landing on his wet carpet smelling like coffee.

Orlam's Revenge -

Orlam; *Getting ready to drop Genzou in the boiling pots and eat the duo.*

Me: *Dancing and vibing once again-* Wait, what's going on again?-

But why did that eat so hard???? Like, Orlam is literally going to eat/cook the two while this music is playing in the background, matching not only his vibes, but his insanity 😋.

Escaping the Castle - RUN BITCH, RUNNNN!! I love it so much omfg. Like- How do I even explain how fantastic this shit is?????? 😭🧐

Genzou's Shop - Honestly, something that I would listen to while studying. Gives off quite an upbeat and calm vibe to me. Relaxing. ✨✨

Nothing Good - The tune...Why tf does it give off such creepy but vibey tunes??? Like, you're at a Ghost town or in an abandoned house and that's what you hear. ;3;

I'm Sorry - WHOA, WHOA WTHHHH. The heavy beat drops WOOOOO!! But besides that, to me, it really expresses Orlam's anger and resentment towards Genzou. How easily Genzou can say sorry to Iggy but not to him. That's just my thoughts obviously.

Iggy's Descent - ...oops. Shiver me timbers-

That gave me the chills tbh. It's like listening to one finally snapping.

Look What You've Become - Suited the whole entire atmosphere around Iggy, how he became a monster, becoming corrupted, so blinded by his rage and emotions.

Cecil - It matches with his first appearance ngl. Suits the whole mysterious look, if that's what he's going for whatsoever.

Tarantella For Three - Despite the whole situation that uh Orlam had put the duo (Iggs and Genzou) in and the discomfort of it- You got to agree that this song is jazzy as fuck.

Arc 4 Credit - IT DIDN'T NEED TO EAT THAT HARDDDDDD BUT IT DIDDDD 😭😭😭.

The Collector - Gives off such an intense vibe. FUCKING SUITS THE SITUATION. Am I the only one who plays this track whenever I play UNO or Battleships with my younger cousins? Cause I did, and it was the best experience 😂. (I kept losing.)

Doll Chase - Honestly, when I heard this for the first time, I was literally vibing to the music and forgot that Iggy and Genzou were even chasing the Iggy Doll around. It gives me such a tappy-dancy vibes! (I loved it so much and got distracted by it that I forgot to save when my sister shut my laptop down-)

WonderlandNews Broadcast - It kind of reminds me of those 3D pixel games and Pokemon + Yokai Watch, where they have this nice song at the intro or credits.

Tomato Ambush - I'm a sucker for heavy music/tunes, and this is one of them. Again. How it suited the situation so well, the chaos, the adrenaline through the ambush. And yes. I did want to commit a Tomato massacre when seeing those little red ommpa loompas again.

Jerry and His band of merry Furries Rabbits;

Quite a nice tune ngl. I just like it :3

Nighttime Chat (Genzou) - stop. The nice mixture of the violin and piano, in quite a dire situation they found themselves in. It gives such a nice calming and relaxing feeling. That even in dark moments, there's always a moment of comfort and peacefulness.

Breaching the Castle - Gives off such epic vibes for our three heroes, as they continue to push forward into the castle despite all odds and risks! >:)

Bucks and Hunar - ...Carrot, you fucking tore my heart out when using this track- Cause again, I bursts out in tears. The solitary- the soft yet menacing beats of this track is just- I can't describe the amount of sadness I had also felt with Bucks.

Cutting Down The Tree - LET IT DIE, LET IT DIE- *coughs* I mean- Uhm.

ANYWAYS, It gives off such a peaceful sound (halfway), which I think really suits that they can finally have their own peace of mind. And how the many wishes escaped the tree...was so perfect. Just absolute cinema.

Overall, I just like to say. Carrot. You are a mastermind of choosing the perfect track for each CG you have ever done. :)

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Tag your moots and ask them where they got the idea for their tumblr accounts name!

thank you @just-puddding for haunting me even on here.

i'm just a Mika Häkkinen fan and it's his nick name, I know technically it should be double n but I though this looks nicer so it stuck, also I suck at picking out user names so imagine my surprise when this wasn't taken.

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