For Every Day That Goes By, I Find New Lyrics That Are So Important, Beautiful And Amazing. Taylor Is

On the kids list of things they wanted to do this summer. Fish and cook outside while listening to Taylor swift

Happy birthday Vincent wherever you are 🌈🎈🎁🧸Today is our sons birthday. He would have turned 14 and i often wonder how he would have been, looked and sounded like. This time of year is extra tough and all the memories of what we went through back then comes alive again. The song Ronan by @taylorswift describes my feelings and thoughts so well and it helps me cry even when I feel I have no more tears left. I don’t even comprehend how she manages to sing it without breaking down. I’m so grateful to you for this song❤️today we light a lot of candles in his colourful glasbottles hanging in the apple tree we planted in his memory. #hlhs #angel #loosingachild #ronan #taylorswift

Today I couldn’t wait any longer I had to listen to some Christmas music. Got so much energy and creativity going. In my dream @taylorswift will release som new Christmas songs this year 🙏🏻🌲

This is my absolute favourite ❤️

Love your smirk and the smile in your eyes,

I can see you and how hard you try.

This summer has been anything but cruel,

Your surprise song versions gave us so much fuel.

The Eras tour is the best thing, beyond my wildest dreams.

So amazing to feel alive again after watching all these live streams.

I’m definitely the lucky one to get to watch the sparks fly, don’t blame me for loving this so much I want to cry.

So grateful to live life (Taylor’s version) by heart, I know it’s not the end just the start.

You create a better place in this world all days. I will love you Taylor forever and always 💚💛💜❤️🩵🖤🩷🩶🤎💙

This is so true!!!

girls don’t want the eras tour movie in theaters girls want it on streaming so they can watch it on repeat and cry

Today I’ve been looking at photos of our son and thinking of him a lot. Now its about one week til his birthday. This time of year is extra hard because it’s brings up so many memories. After dinner this evening is was loading the washing machine when Ronan by @taylorswift started playing on my phone and I broke down completely. Crying like never before in a pile at the floor. It has always felt like a really sad song but today the words reminded me more than ever of the son we lost. Sometimes I really need too cry like this to heal. Thank you Taylor for all the music you’ve created that helps me sort my feelings when I need to. 🙏🏻❤️

Today was my first day back at work after a six week long vaccination. So tired in every cell of my body. This summer has been a new experience for me. It was during this summer I became a true swiftie! What a lovely community to become a part of!

I have always loved music and like many others listened to Taylor’s most popular songs on the radio. Now when I started to listen true all of her discography and really read the lyrics a new world has opened it self. Every day I find a new favourite. Or I think there’s actually isn’t any of her songs that isn’t my favourite. You’re loosing me, hoax, Marjorie, epiphany, New Year’s Day, The lakes, This is me trying, Maroon, mastermind is just some of my must have songs every day. To then be able to switch over to midnights, 1989, and REPUTATION omg. Songs that both can make me cry like a baby and another one that makes me feel so powerful and strong

I didn’t think it was even possible for music to make me feel this much emotions. It feels like I’ve been in a six week long therapy session for sure. I don’t think I’ve cried this much since our son passed away from a heart condition only 13 days old. Even though it’s almost 14 years since it happened I know realise i had so many feelings and tears hid away in my body. Now with the help of you @taylorswift I feel like a lot of weight have fallen of my shoulders and I’m so grateful to you for that.

Your vocals and lyrics mesmerize me in a way that I didn’t think was possible. Today the lakes long pond studio session has been on repeat all day and I’ve been singing it out loud at the office until my colleagues asked me to sit in another room for a while😊

@taylorswift you are a force, an amazing talent and hard working businesswoman. A humble and extremely generous so cool woman. So beautiful from the inside and out I would go to war for you any day and I gladly continue spreading love throughout the world in your spirit.

Thanks to you I now have the courage to be ME!!!

@taylorswift Love you unconditionally❤️

@taylorswift @taylornation

How I try healing and coping through music after loosing a child

Listening to Your loosing me by @taylorswift and this song is definitely my go to song right now. This song helps we so much when it feels like I’ve run out of tears but really need to cry to clear my head.

This time of year is always the toughest for me. The grief comes up to the surface and it’s so overwhelming every time. It’s like it all comes back full force and every cell in my body remembers what happend those days 13 years ago.

We had a great pregnancy and at the ultrasound every thing looked normal. our baby boy was born on September 6 after a normal delivery. At the doctors check up they didn’t find anything out of the ordinary. We stayed at the maternity ward for three days then they asked us to go home. Because it was our first child we felt insecure and asked to stay for another day to get the breastfeeding working smoothly. They assured us that everything was ok and that we should go home and that we could call them if necessary.

I had a feeling something was wrong but because I had nothing to compare with I listened to their advise. Later that evening we went to sleep and I was prepared to wake up and feed him several times during the night. I woke up around 4 am with a strong hunch that something was wrong because he had not made a noice. I looked over at him and he was awake but completely quiet and he wasn’t moving at all. When checking him thoroughly I realise he has blue spots on his arms and at his chest. Immediately I call the hospital and they say it’s completely normal and that he probably has low blood sugar levels. That all I had to do is feed him from a spoon if he was to tired to eat.

I went hysterical and finally they agreed for us to come back for a check up. All this time he looked at us with his beautiful big eyes kind of saying help me!

Little did we know that that first night home with our baby would be the last time we would be able to take him home.

To be continued

This amazing woman @taylorswift inspires me so much. She has the most amazing smile and she’s so incredibly funny. Even when she’s not trying to be. She can laugh like no one else and she is the most talented lyricist I’ve ever experienced . She also has the most beautiful hands and fingers I’ve ever seen. A true businesswoman that simultaneously has the biggest heart on the planet. Humble beyond recognition and a force in this industry. So beautiful from the inside and out and with eyes full of love for the right cause. She fights for those who need it and always remembers where she came from. She makes me feel things I didn’t think was possible through her music and her art. She’s an incredible writer, creator, producer and director and she continues to evolve and explore new things in ways few artist even can comprehend.

I totally love the wide range of your singing voice and I am mesmerised by the depth of your speaking voice.

Before I found your music I never really listened to the lyrics in a song. Nowadays I understand myself through them. Somehow almost all of your lyrics feels like they are about things that have happens to me. I’ve felt like that too.

I’m forever and always so thankful and grateful for what you do for so many people🥹❤️

I’m planning on getting a tattoo with the following parts of your lyric from Marjorie❤️.

It would be a dream if it also was in your handwriting and with your signature 🙏🏻This lyric as in memory of my little son who passed away only 12 days after he was born due to a severe heart condition.

“Never be so kind you forget to be clever

Never be so clever you forget to be kind

And if I didn’t now better I’d think you were talking to me now.

If I didn’t know better I’d think you were still around.

What died didn’t stay dead

You’re alive, you’re alive in my head”

T.S

I wish I could give something back to you for changing my life for the better.

I wish I could give you the freedom to live your life without those cynical clones with cellphones chasing your every step. I wish I could give you the possibility to love and date whoever or as may or few as you want without the public’s constant speculation. All I want for you is that you’ll have the opportunity to live, love and flourish as a woman without having to adapt yourself to everyone’s opinion.

Love you @taylorswift for everything 🙏🏻🥹🌟