Where Is The Stuff That I Manifested?

would y’all care if I posted like— my hogwarts dr discography in its entirety but also song spotlights where I go into to lore behind the song and explain some of the lyrics and stuff?

I put so much thought into my discographies— not just for my hogwarts band dr but wherever I write songs, which is more often than not. So, yeah.

Lemme know because I think that would eat.

I also say all this while i’m actively editing the hogwarts band’s discography for the hundredth time— it will never feel complete

Desire is a memory.

You're never desperate for anything, desperation is fulfillment in disguise. You know how good it'd feel to have it because you do. You're mistaking having for wanting. You have it in the 4D.

You want your desired life or reality because you've been there. You want to be beautiful because deep down thats what you know you are.

Desire is a memory. You want it because you have it. Trust the 4D.

for anyone who self sabotages their attempts by claiming “I still need to work on [insert limiting belief]” no, you don’t.

you heard it here first! you don’t need to work on shit because you’re capable of shifting exactly the way you are right now.

i’m sure some shifter reading this feels pretty bad about themself right about now, huh? still capable. maybe you’re in a real long slump, don’t even remember the last time you tried? still capable. maybe you got so much resentment and anger and frustration built up you wish you never found out about shifting in the first place… you’re still capable.

none of what you think hinders you does. none of it!!! so make your attempts with everything in you. who’s it gonna hurt? can’t be you— the shifter who’s already tried everything else.

i’m not saying go be desperate in the attempt— i’m not saying go strain yourself into a shift until a blood vessel pops. i’m saying to use 100% of that belief every single time you try. believe in yourself so radically that even if you don’t make it, you can say “that attempt just brought me infinitely closer” and try the hell again because you, my dear shifter, are still. fucking. capable!!!!!!!!

that’s it. that’s the blog.

persist in spite of the 3d, persist in spite of any doubts, just. keep persisting

kinda bored, might script a new dr just to feel something

You don’t have to act like the 3D has changed

Yes, read that again and again and again. It is 100% true.

You’re not meant to gaslight yourself and deny the 3D. You must accept that’s how THAT reality will go and that’s also NOT YOUR reality. Having a knowing of that creates disconnection between the old story and who you truly are. Not having a knowing of that and constantly worrying about it and fearing it makes you connected to your old story. Stop worrying about stuff (3D) that has nothing to do with you.

You have nothing to change but self. What I mean by that is change where your mind is at, not your thoughts. Your thoughts and mind are two different things/parts. As long as you change self it must externalize. There is nothing to change or create but your mind, you’re not creating nothing in the 3D because it is already done in your mind, only your mind matters nothing else.

my shifting method is fuck around and find out

I am feeling so connected to my dr today. I am thriving I am giddy I am giggling because I can feel that crisp september air coming through my dorm window and I can hear the buzzing nonsensical chatter just before class begins and I can smell the hay I give my guinea pig every morning. I am in my dr I am living and I am breathing and I am.

another night, another neocitran and a new dr to shift to.

he is so gorgeous who let me script a two year slow burn I actually can’t do this good lawd