Uhh…. Au Where Ryan And Shane Add A Ghost Hunting Dog To The Unsolved Crew (because Dogs, Of Course,

i love this is how s2 of Top 5 Beatdown started out. x

Hello friends!

You remember the incredible Tonya Kay from the Weird/Wonderful Shakespeare ep!

When visiting the website of the Independent Shakespeare Company L.A. I found out that she is fighting breast cancer.

So I am sharing the link to the GoFundMe! 💖

Support Tonya (instagram post)

Support Tonya (GoFundMe)

The GoFundMe is currently at about 31.500 $ (of 50.000 $).

I wish her all the best, that she will reach her goal, that she will beat cancer and that better times will come. Donate if you can! 💖

pov: you shit yourself to death

twenty twenty

Here we are, back with my yearly update on Tumblr.  Not sure if this is the best place to be posting these, but I parked my words here in 2012 and haven’t looked back ever since.

And hey - maybe one day I’ll start my own web-journaling company 😉. Jk. Kind of. I’ve certainly thought about it before. ANYWAY, let’s reflect a bit, shall we?

To be honest, this is not easy to write. Normally I’d recap the year, talk about the ups and downs, etc. And I’ve typed out a few different drafts on what I want to express here… but none of them can capture the breadth of 2020. And I mean, what words can I commit to text that haven’t already been declared and circulated across social media platforms worldwide?

But the one phrase that keeps crossing my mind is something that you may be familiar with if you grew up in the church. It’s a chant that was spoken every morning in Sunday school and we were reminded of it in the good times and bad. It goes like this:

Leader: God is good, Response: All the time!  Leader: All the time,  Response: God is good!

I have grown to love these words, to cherish them, to live by them, and to encourage others by them. But if there’s a year of my life that has challenged that to the depths of my soul, 2020 is certainly it.

Was God good in 2020, where millions were left to suffer and die through a global pandemic? Was God good in 2020, where billions of livelihoods were interrupted, disrupted, and even eradicated in the blink of an eye? Was God good in 2020, to allow so many who represent Him (Christians) to spew hatred and show no compassion to the world?

These are questions that I have pushed to the back of my mind because I don’t want to come to terms with them. And certainly there are many more unanswered questions that have left me in an existential daze.

By the way, if you were looking for an answer to those questions, you’ve come to the wrong place. Quite frankly, I do not know God’s plans nor do I understand His ways.

But here’s what I do know: I desperately cling onto this little thing called faith. What is faith?

Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see. (Hebrews 11:1)

These were all commended for their faith, yet none of them received what had been promised, since God had planned something better for us so that only together with us would they be made perfect. (Hebrews 11:39-40)

Some of you may be thinking, “Steven… why would you have faith in God now? What indication has God given to you that He exists, let alone is a good God?”

This is most definitely a valid question and is even something I ask myself at times. Long story short, I gave my life to God many years ago and it is the single decision that has given me complete peace and joy. My faith is the most important part of my life and it’s the reason I live. At the end of the day, God has placed me here to share His love with those around me. As for the longer story - hopefully I can share my full testimony with y’all in the future.

So for 2020, I leave with more questions than when I entered. But if there’s a single thing this year has taught me, it is that I so desperately need God. (If this sounds familiar, that’s because I believe I wrote those exact words in 2019 and 2018 as well). And I may not understand why 2020 had to happen, but I hope and have faith that there was a reason for it all in His plans mapped out across eternity.

WELL. I certainly did not think I would end up here when I started writing this entry. It’s not the most perfectly written thing. But this is what’s on my heart today. I hope you all out there are doing okay, staying healthy, and making the most out of the life you are given. Love you and see you in 2021.

Oh, I guess one good thing about 2020 is I got to spend a lot of time with this guy.

Steven

steven:

i really can't stand this anymore oh my god

so i have made a few posts talking about this, but my mom is Making Ultimatiums that are going to fuck me over financially just for the hell of it. i am currently unemployed, receiving no more benefits, and i have absolutely no savings. at this point i have a negative balance on my bank account and i have nothing much i can do about it. i am a trans man with adhd, ptsd, and severe depression so it has become inhospitable in my current living environment, and i need to move, except i currently live in one of the most expensive places in the US and i don't know how to drive. basically, i need to buy a bike, get a plane ticket, and find a job. so this is a mutual aid request but also like. if any of you know of any trans people who know of any trans safe living areas that are not wildly expensive, please message me!

anyway i have talked for too long, here is my info

cash.app: $luvlandfrog

paypal.me: /ezrabanksy

steven lim, local food genie and genie shane !!

Good day everyone. Its me again, Maria. I will never get tired of asking help for my family, just a little recap: From the start of the pandemic I was laid off on work and because of all the people who helped me and my family, I was able to helped my brother in his last days, he is a dialysis patient but unexpectedly passed away last Nov 13, 2020. I was able to provide food for my family, my mother, brother and 8 kids, they're my nephews and nieces who is orphan. We were able to live in a safer house because of the donation i received from all the generous and kind people. Its 2021 and there is still no sign on when the pandemic ends. Im asking again your help for donations for food, medicines and bills. I promise to give back to people in need when I can. 😭🙏❤️

paypal.me/MariaTheresa03

Please send it as 'FRIENDS AND FAMILY' to avoid deduction on your donation 🙏🙏🙏

someone has to have a recording of the live right? RIGHT??? PLEASE